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[marzipanboy]

Well, here I am on a family vacation in Phoenix. I think I picked up a bug on the flight over, but hopefully I'll get over it quickly. It's so nice and sunny here, and they have kickass cacti all over the place. And genuine orange trees by the road...you can see oranges just laying on the sidewalk below them

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Yesh, sore looser

[bigmacd24]

I don't know how I feel about america, the only 'foreign' country i've been in, and so much more similar than a place like the maritimes or quebec.

Mike=frowny face. This is what you get for taking advantage of those poor confused lil' kids. I'm not going to go into my portion of your 'past boyfriends' on the internet, but you know what I would say. On a similar note, straight boys? Oh god, that's rule number 1. I think your problem is that most people your age (myself included) just aren't mature enough to deal with some of the stuff you bring to the table... I know it sent me through loops (did I show it?). Someone 'older and wiser' is advisable for that... but this is not an advisal to get a sugar daddy, cause someone who is mature enough to understand and be comfortable enough with himself to be with you, is probably too mature for you in other feilds. In short, what you already knew, you're screwed for a while :P (Patience does pay off tho, eh?) Things just gotta get better.

Re: Yesh, sore looser

[marzipanboy]

You handled me pretty well. I was impressed. *affectionate pets* :P

Well, maybe a twenty-something year old might cut it? Guess it depends on the guy. You know me, I hate not being in the dating pool. Besides, I know I have some growing up to do in certain areas. Maybe an older guy would help accelerate the process ;)

[hetalksinmaths_]

oddly, since i grew up so close to the border, i'm more used to fahrenheit (however you spell it). i'm starting to get more used to celsius now that i'm living in TO.

dude, that was just shitty of mike. even if he did feel that way, the only reason for him to send you that email was to hurt you :( you're better off without him.

[marzipanboy]

Oh, yeah? Hmm, I guess that'd do it. The only thing I use Farenheit for is taking my temperature (98.6 being normal). Anything else just sounds weird to me.

Well, I don't think he meant to hurt me that much, but I know he wanted to detach. He said he just had to get that stuff off his chest. He's a good guy, but not known for his tact.

DUDE, I am so excited about you and Caden! I just read the news the other day, but haven't caught up on the details yet.

[hetalksinmaths_]

i guess i'll trust your judgement on mike :)

thanks man! i know i haven't posted anything in a while, but i probably should post about this eh? i'm excited too. caden's already started with the wedding porn :P

[marzipanboy]

caden's already started with the wedding porn

LOL, oh my. Sounds interesting ;)

[faggosaurus]

that's shitty of Mike to do that to you. i echo what hetalksinmaths_ said about that. also, do you have any idea why he would want to talk to me, of all people? he IMed me randomly the other day and i was wondering why cuz it seemed weird, and he said basically cuz he just wanted to talk, but i'm still wondering, why would he wanna talk specifically to me

[marzipanboy]

LOL. Well, he told me he thought you were hot. ;) Yeah, you've probably gotten a bad impression of him from some of the stuff I said, but...he's a nice guy. He can be rather blunt and impulsive, though.

Hmm, you don't think, about the straight dudes? I'm kinda tired of the hassle of dating sites. Straight guys are just so available...*sigh* but you're right, it's probably not worth the trouble. I've had good luck with bi dudes, but they're hard to find.

I don't really know any transguy dating sites. I think I joined a yahoo personals group a while back, but it wasn't very active.

I don't mind not officially going out with someone, as long as I have something going on, romantically. Like, a date or two a week would do me. Being single means I have to focus on other crap like dealing with my parents, and schoolwork, and bleh. I mean, I have to deal with that stuff anyway, but I at least want to have something positive going for me. Something to look forward to, in my week.

Anyway, thanks for your advice *hugs*

[faggosaurus]

i'm just not aching to talk to him again cuz he didn't talk about anything interesting to me.

i know straight guys are available, but so are other people and things that could get you into a situation you don't wanna be in.

Hm, on yahoo, there's that one you joined (FTM_Personals) and ftm_matchmaker, and the group Transfags isn't specifically a personals group but you could probably find a guy there.

I think you should just stick to going on dates, cuz I tend to think they're less likely to become stressful than relationships.

Good luck with everything *hugs*

[marzipanboy]

Ah, okay. Yeah, you're probably right. Well, thanks. :)