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Oct 09, 2005 03:10

Sometimes, I just don't know. I mean... I'm not bad at things - but I'm not very good at them either. I feel lost. Annoyed. Unsure. I'm not bad - but I'm confused. What should I do with myself? What can I even do with myself? I hate feeling like this.

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penguinavenger October 10 2005, 15:13:50 UTC
<3 seth

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anonymous October 14 2005, 07:10:01 UTC
Buddha said "everything is nothing, nothing is everything". Life is an endless cycle of suffering. Birth, suffer, death, rebirth, rinse, repeat. (Buddha didn't say the rinse , repeat bit. Doubt he knew anything about washing machines then). One cannot stop suffering for suffering is everything. But suffering is also nothing (a=b, b=c, a=c. Get it?) To overcome suffering, one must not overcome it, when suffering is not longer suffering it reverts itself to it's true form of nothingness and everythingness. Your frustration comes from your expectation that you must be doing something specific. When you are doing something specific, you are not doing everything, not doing nothing. You precieve that you are doing nothing at the moment but you are doing everything. As your friend has told you in less bullshit form. You have the chance to do what you want when you want. Embrace it for once it is lost, it will never be found again. Much like the virginity of a sweet 16 year old maiden in the highlands of mount lian losing it to some horny ( ... )

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