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masayume18

Ordered how many?

Feb 18, 2009 21:34

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killwhatyoudo February 19 2009, 04:06:45 UTC

Where the hell is my coloring invite?

haha...fuzzy...felt...I get it.

masayume18 February 19 2009, 04:59:38 UTC

awesome! Would you want to color? I have teh enjoyables colorables. I was thinking about getting a my little pony or dora the explorer coloring book too. XD

I found out a little too late though, that my latch hook kits don't include a latch hook. Come on! All those poor kiddies, getting latch hook kits from grams for christmas, kept from doin' their crafts.

killwhatyoudo February 19 2009, 20:45:58 UTC

I would love to color. When the weather gets nicer maybe you can visit Edinboro and we can go to Perkins and color and drink milkshakes or something. Or Andy can drive me to your place when he gets a car.

masayume18 February 19 2009, 23:59:43 UTC

oooh both sound good. When the weather gets nicer in erie... I'll be amazed and astoundy. But woot to coloring. I can even get a mega box of crayons. And... maybe some markers. And highlighters! Ohhh man... now I'm getting crazy

irishjeeper February 19 2009, 13:31:54 UTC

You can always crush on me if it'd help ... wait that wouldn't help would it? *scritches head*

*hugs* I love you pieces luv. :)

moonwater February 23 2009, 04:41:08 UTC

Ok, I'm a tiny bit confused. Wouldn't god want you to enjoy your earthly pleasures here? You're not going into a convent, why not enjoy guys and everything else rather than being solely focused on god?

masayume18 February 24 2009, 01:27:32 UTC

Heh, differing perspectives. I find greater joy in focusing on God. When I'm basing my happiness on people, it's not getting put into the hands of the only one with whom its perpetually safe. Avoiding crushes doesn't mean avoiding love - I'm avoiding a kind of love that, to me, is extremely unsatisfying. It's hard to explain. :)

moonwater February 26 2009, 04:48:40 UTC

Interesting. Doesn't all romantic love start with crushes, though? I agree, your happiness can't come from others, must come from yourself. If it takes a conception of god to focus that love internally, that could make sense.

masayume18 February 26 2009, 15:08:03 UTC

I would say, I have a different understanding of romantic love as well. One without passion, without drama, peaceful and intuitive.

My biggest desire is to love everyone unconditionally. In this there is no room for a crush. If I'm with someone, it's because I should be, because we provide each other with support in ways that others can't. I don't imagine that we have 'something special.' This love cannot be lost, cannot be harmed, and cannot be robbed of its expression. Loving this way, there is little danger of false understandings coming in - false views of what someone is, vain dreams, etc. : )

I no longer believe in the idea of most of societys version of romantic love. If I marry, it will not be out of love - because I will not love him more than anyone else (although I may appreciate him more!).

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