i missed him so much, and last night was wonderful. one month today! wow, that doesn't sound like a lot. but i don't care. i'm happy here, i finally realized that. i am so happy here. novato depresses me. it reminds me of high school. i hate high school ( Read more... )

it's official. i can't do anything right.

rest in peace, scott and alex.

oh fuck boys ( Read more... )

well now i'm a college sloot and i can't stop hurting him. how did this happen? i'm a bitch. he's a bitch too, but i think i'm the bigger bitch in this situation. because i can't stop lying to him! oh my god. it's only been a week in college.

things are so up and down with him. some days we're fine, or more truthfully i'm fine, but then other days i just get so frustrated. he says i get "moody." ha like he doesn't. i just want him to be honest with me. because i can't stand liars. probaby because i am one myself. i'm staying in tonight. i'm going to go paint my toes.

god i wish i could just turn off my brain. i think too much about things i shouldn't, and when it comes to the stuff i should be involved with (i.e. school) my brain doesn't really cooperate. boo ( Read more... )

( devin and jill cooley )

pictrurz

( Changing Face )

boo, you whore.

( Diz is now a brunette. )