What follows are the journal entries I wrote on my trip. I hope you enjoy.
Thursday-Friday
Left at approximately 2:00 p.m. Drove to Austin with Kristin and
John. 'Twas a good time. Traffic was heavy, but
bearable. Got to Emo's, waited for 2+ hours. Not bad with
Jim Jim's water-ice, though. (water ice = wonderful frozen
treat) Doors opened so we could wait another hour inside.
Chase Pagan opened the night. Highly enjoyable, and I recommend
the guy. Then Say Anything played. Great as usual.
They had a longer set, which made me happy. Though right at the
stage (good), I had a girl who was the size of three of me directly
behind me pelvic-thrusting me in the anus (bad). Armor For Sleep
played. Again, they put on a great show. We then left,
missing Recover, so I could make it back to Angelo in time for my
flight. I drove to just outside of Austin, then started falling
asleep. We changed drivers, then I slept the whole way
back. I got home at four, then stayed awake so I wouldn't miss my
flight. I packed everything up, then headed off. My mom
seemed sad that I was leaving. I went from San Angelo to Dallas
to Philly to New Haven. Much of that is unaccounted for,
considering I slept the entire
time. Took a cab to the motel and hung out there for a
while. I meat two French women who were very attractive. I
showed them the southern gentleman in me by helping them with their
bags. I never saw them again. I ate at the Parthenon, a
southern-ish diner without the kindness. Good food. Then I
slept.
Saturday
Woke up late. Caught a cab into downtown New Haven. Yale
campus was downtown, so that was cool. I bought two CD's at
Cutler's, a record store dating back to the 1950's. I bought a
Howard Zinn spoken word album and The Four Tops greatest hits. I
wandered around and was asked to join the Marines. No thank
you. I like 1. Life. 2. All of my limbs. I got pizza
from an Italian guy I couldn't understand. Very good.
It was a crazy clash downtown with the large homeless population mixed
with the Yale crowd. I went back to the motel. Then I went
to the movies alone to see Sideways. The movie was great, and I
loved it. My consistent flow of sappy movies/music/reading
material puts me in an undesirable mood. I'm dissatisfied.
I don't like it. I have all I need. I have my own isolation
and it has its benefits. But God, I want someone to read/drink
coffee/listen to music/watch movies/do everything with. I'll get
over it.
Sunday
Wow. What an Easter. Woke up at 8:15. Retrieved an
iron from the front desk. Proceeded to use said iron on a
table. Then showered, clothed. I walked in the general
direction of of FBC Branford, CT. It being Easter, I was quite
dissatisfied with how many people donning suits, ties, and dresses
simply turned away, failing to offer a ride. I proceeded to the
church to attend Sunday school at 9:45. Due to the sunrise
service they had, there was one. I hung out there, and was asked
if I wanted to sing along with what was basically a 65+ choir by their
effeminate music leader. I read through two songs, both of which
I was familiar with. With 10 minutes to the start of the service,
I was escorted to the back. I was then given a choir robe.
A robe. Royal blue, white around the neck. I felt like the
Pope. It seems that this American Baptist church was so hell bent
on their tradition that they lost focus, and thus effectiveness.
I asked for a ride back to the motel, and was gladly received. I
was pleased. I came back to the motel, and watched Fools Rush
In--twice. I woke up some hours later, got some shrimp at the
Parthenon, then checked movie times. I saw Hitch again. It
made me feel alone. I don't want to like her. I've liked
her for a long time. For no reason. She hasn't returned my
interest. Sure, a couple dates, But nothing beyond idle
conversation. I'm seeing her this weekend, and I hope it goes
well. Ah, and my return to the motel held quite the
surprise. I flipped on the TV and scanned through channels.
I landed on the public access channel. The church service which I
took part in was on TV. Awesome. A southern boy, 18, joins
65+ choir and lands an "appearance" on public access TV in
Connecticut, I love it.
Monday
Woke up late again. Worked on catching a cab, but decided $20 was
too expensive. Tried to catch the bus, and ended up waiting 30
minutes in the rain for it. But it was only $1.25. I liked
that. I had to walk about four blocks to Toad's Place, the bar
which the show was at. I was the first person in line to see
Henry Rollins. Dave, a 36 year old Rollins fan, and myself hung
out in line for 3+ hours. He did a benefit for the West Memphis
Three. (check that stuff out) I'd like to get involved with
that. While outside, Rollins showed up. He said hello and
commented on a band playing later in the week. My knees were
shaking. Rain + cold = worth it for the show. Henry Rollins
spoke about 10 feet from me for 2+ hours. He is my hero, in the
most childish way I can say that. He provoked me to action and to
express myself. It was amazing to see him life. I left
there with little money in my pocket and even less in the bank.
Uh oh. Dave gave me a ride to the motel. I then slept with
a happy heart.
Tuesday
Ate cheesecake for breakfast. My flight from New Haven to Philly
was delayed. To catch the flight to Dallas, I had to run to the
terminal. Then I waited for the plane to leave from there to San
Angelo as I wrote that.
I had an amazing time by myself, and would love to do it again. I
saw Henry Rollins speak, and that was as good as it could get.
Goodnight.