I'm really starting to hate this game, a LOT. Most of my friends are additted to the damn thing to the point thats all they talk about or want to do. Its freakin stupid. I have one friend who eats sleep and breaths warcrack, to the point she is throwing away her life not to mention her career, it really is pathetic.

I forgo hanging out with most of ( Read more... )

There is a New Years Eve party at the CLHOC in Bethesda that Mr. Bill has invited the DCS crew too. I have RSVPed but I'm not too sure that i want to go. Normally i don't do a whole lot for New Years Eve, but this year i am kinda having second thoughts ( Read more... )

I'm feeling kinda lonely and sorta jealous right now, and most of it was caused indirectly by a friend of mine. She was talking today about this transgender that she has fallen in love with, and they are thinking of getting married. Which is all great and stuff, but it kinda makes me realize just how lonely my life is right now.

I suppose that its ( Read more... )

The last couple of months have been kinda off. My first roommate never paid his rent so it left me skimming by and not being able to pay some bills. So i kicked him out, and i had another guy move in, and things are working out better with him. but because of my past roommate being an ass and not paying it leaves me on catch up duty now. So today ( Read more... )

So I have been kinda driving myself crazy for the last couple of weeks, and at site it would look like I'm doing it for no reason. I suppose to some it would look like for no reason in fact, but you see my doc has put me on this new med, and right off  it made me gain weight, over 20 lbs within a month as a matter of fact. Now as some of you may ( Read more... )

Santa Claus
North Pole, Earth

Dear Santa,
 I have been a good girl.
It really wasn't my fault what happened at Tabbi's Office party. It was Jeremy who spiked the punch with too much white russian. I can't help it if I drank 75 glasses. It was so good---smelled and tasted just like roses.

I thought it was funny when I put sarah's shirt on my head and ( Read more... )

So thing are a lil odd right now, i getting set up to start my 2 semester at Mary Baldwin, and it still feel off. Normally with school I am not really that happy with it, the classes are normally boring, and i can pass them with flying colors. This semister, its different, I'm struggling with being able to keep up. I have a B average right now ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm going crazy right now, just trying to make ends meet. I know that once i make it into my first paycheck in november I'll be okay, but its making it until then that is trying me crazy. I guess its kinda harsh reality check for me. Part of me really regrets moving out of my parents but the intelligent part of me knows that it was the ( Read more... )

so here is my one complaint about my new roommate, and i suppose that compared to some things its pretty mild. He has taken over my kitchen, i have spices and foods in containers that i can't even read, my apartment now smells like curry and i can't find a damn thing.

Today is one of my bad says i think, not in terms of bad things happening but in terms of my self-confidence. My mind goes in a spiral with ugly thoughts about myself, but it starts of with simple things, like ronnie saying "hey sexy". I'm not sure why that would start the spiral but from some reason it does. My self confidence goes down from there ( Read more... )