I can do this i can do this i know i can. I'm done falling apart already. :( The impossible is totally happening. :) All i want to do is stay home but i want to go out. I'm totally not making any sense. Hahaha. So hungry. So sick of delivery food. :( You know you get so sick of the food that you don't even bother like think if you should even eat ( Read more... )

What if we were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
Over and over and over again
This real love
Is this real or just a dream

In my heart is where you'll be
Ill keep waiting till we meet
What if were made for each other

Everything that has happened, happened. Everything that's been said, has been said. I can't undo what i did but i ( Read more... )

It started with a kiss and turned out something else.
The blood coursing through my veins I think of no one else
I never believed in much but I believe in this.
I'm incomplete without you, I'd kill to taste your kiss.

I'm lost and lonely,
Scared and hiding.
Blind without you.

When the the world comes crashing down 
And the skies begin to fall, I'll wait ( Read more... )

Now i feel like i understand why some people choose to vanish from this world for all the wrong reasons. Cause it's too fucking painful. You know, i really hate you. I really hate the fact that you had to be there. You had to be that person. People with a decent EQ would for the very least be discreet. You're a fucking bitch. I wish you didn't ( Read more... )

 I’M A GIRL. I HAVE FEELINGS. I OVERREACT. I UNDERESTIMATE. I OVERESTIMATE. I OVER THINK EVERYTHING. I LOOK TOO DEEP INTO EVERYTHING’S MEANING. I DREAM BIG. MY EXPECTATIONS ARE HIGH. I CAN TELL WHEN I’M BEING LIED TO BUT SOMETIMES I WISH I DIDN’T. YES I GET JEALOUS, AND I’M ALWAYS SCARED I’LL LOSE YOU. THAT’S WHY WHEN I ASK HOW YOU ARE I MEAN IT. ( Read more... )

 omg angryyyyy. arghhhh. bitchhhhhhhhh. you will never fucking get it. can't stand your face. by the way, slut ttm. you're actually really not worth my time but still, the thought of it, fucking angry. just fucking disappear already. honestly even your name makes me cringe. my stomach recoils in disgust. thank god i don't know you. and that we'll ( Read more... )

 I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss ( Read more... )

 So disgusted by you my god. Haven't felt this speechless in a really long time. They say hate is a really strong word, well, i hate you with passion. For all the emotional pain you've upon me, probably unknowingly. Arghhhhhh. I would slap you if i could. Like what the fuck are you thinking. Thinking about you makes my blood boil. Seriously, what ( Read more... )

 Now it's time to put you and everything else that has to do with you into a box and put the box away. Still in the midst of getting use to it with a few huge bumps along the way. It's been 5 days. When everything was sugar coated. Making it sound better. Making it sound like there's hope. Sometimes i wish people would stop doing that. Not for this ( Read more... )

So this blog has only been active recently or slightly more. Oh well, tonight's gonna be an awesome night. :) and i'm thankful for all my babies cause they're the most awesome people around. i love you guys! thank youuuu ( Read more... )