my heart is drenched in wine you'll be on my side forever. i am about to go explore the library. i am nervous. all this is new but not too new. i think i am about to be sick. sorry my updates have no purpose but from now on are going to be private. add me if you want.

i do not know what to do. i miss you so bad. everything happens for a reason. it does not even matter that it is my birthday it is that i just want you to come home. the only think of that there was some reason why your flight got cancelled. again everything happens for a reason

i miss your singing. sorry about the rain this morning. you bring me too much joy. never have i had someone care this much. i was blind and did not know i was missing out. thank you for showing so much. now off to work. nah it will not be hard to do.

i want to help the world in need
please something fall into my lap to have me help

i'm grateful for the people i have in my life. seriously. i am happy with the person i have become. i am honestly afraid and fearful of you. you are creepy. when i think of you i want to throw up and feel disgusted with myself. go away and stop hitting me.

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i think i am going to burst. but it is because i am really happy. this can not be real. i hope secretly that it is

wow/ so much again changed. thank you for the fall weather and the warm sun against my face in the cold wind. i do not know how to explain all what is really happening but i can say that i am happy. i have said that before but that did not have a depth like this before.speed dial 8

i will honestly admit it. i use to think often about killing myself.
i do not want it to return. i'm trying.

don't forget the good times but don't take the bad ones for granted
i hope to get my other paycheck. i missed my first class today man. i need to stop staying up. i am really really reallly excited for today! yes. but almost scared hahaha