I guess, I'm all right, so

[master_muravei]

I'm announcing a severalminutes of fury.

No, I guess, I'm not all right. It's been a while since I last was this furious.
[Oh, how I'm not at my best]
Actually, I thought, maybe I'd better go to sleep, but then I felt that if I didn't write I would have crashed something in my room. Since there's practically no furniture, I looked at installed a week before brand-new shiny

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[endless_october]

sounds sensible.

why is it so painful?

[master_muravei]

Because for me the event, the activity I'm inviting people into is wondrous and joyful, and important, and central part of life. For them - not. Sometimes I too slow to remember about it. Very easy.

[endless_october]

:(

are they aware it's so important for you?

[master_muravei]

It's this important when I do this alone and more joyful and wondrous when I imagine sharing this with the other. And, as I told in "Importance" (http://master-muravei.livejournal.com/22854.html), I oblige myself to stating what is important to me.
I fail, though.
If a person says 'Time', I can raise no objection. If I have something important to say on Tuesday and a person tells me that the earliest time when she/he can listen to me is Friday, I feel helpless.
I always lose and always will lose this fight with time.