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Title: Unfaithful
By: Jacqueline Hauck (moi)
Genre: Angst, Romance
Pairing: Uchihacest + KisamexItachi
Summary: I don't want to do this anymore...I don't want to be the reason why everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside.
Notes: Weird. ^^
Rating: Not suitable for anyone 14 and under.
A/N: This is sort of weird, so bear with me, please. ^^-
Itachi walked out of Kisame’s hut, after having a round with him the night before. He walked out into the forest, thinking about what he was doing with his life these days. It even made him grimace in disgust. He’d seen it so many times on TV when he was younger, and told himself it was disgusting. And now look at him. Doing the same exact thing to the one he loved the most.
He walked deep, and found himself in a lighted area. There, sitting on a stump, was Sasuke. He was staring at the sky, most likely thinking about Itachi. He sensed Itachi’s presence and looked at him, eyes blank.
Story of my life, searching for the right, but it keeps avoiding me. Sorrow in my soul, ‘cause it seems wrong really loves my company.
“Nii-san, you’re finally here,” Sasuke said, a smile on his face. Itachi felt so guilty when he saw Sasuke-he always was so excited to see Itachi. Itachi walked over and picked Sasuke up. He sat on the stump, and sat Sasuke on his lap. Sasuke cuddled against Itachi’s chest, enjoying the extra warmth. Itachi started playing with Sasuke’s hair, enjoying his company, also.
“Nii-san, you’d never hurt me, would you?” Sasuke asked, looking up into his older brother’s eyes. Itachi was surprised at Sasuke’s sudden question, but simply smirked and brushed his lips against Sasuke’s.“Of course not.” Sasuke frowned, but went back into his cuddling position. Itachi sighed and continued playing with his hair. He never that Sasuke knew he was lying. It really broke his heart in two when he saw Sasuke stare, close to tears, at Itachi when he left to what Sasuke knew was doing some other guy in the Akatsuki.
He’s more than a man, and this is more than love. The reason that the sky is blue. But the clouds are rolling in, because I’m gone again. And to him I just can’t be true.
Itachi didn’t even exactly know why he did it; he just did. A threatening and deadly addiction that caused him, and his love, mental pain and death in the heart. But it wasn’t himself he was worried about; he was more worried about Sasuke. All the things Itachi did, he knew it tore Sasuke apart, and when Itachi lied about it, he was basically throwing the last pieces of Sasuke’s ripped soul on the ground. And it’s not like he wanted that to happen; he hated seeing Sasuke in pain.
But it was just something about Kisame; the weird personality, the sharp teeth, hell, maybe even his teasing turned him on. He didn’t really know, it was just something he couldn’t explain, not even to himself. But he would do anything for Sasuke; Kisame was more of a play toy than true love. He knew Sasuke was the one.
“Nii-san, why were you late today?” Sasuke asked, staring at nothing what so ever. Itachi thought through it for a while, hesitating to even say anything and leave it at a kiss, but that would be betrayal. He wondered if he should tell the truth, or lie again. But what would happen? God, he hated that question. What if?
Itachi was about to open his mouth to answer with a lie that was semi-true, but than the words came out of Sasuke’s lips.
“And tell me the truth this time.”
And I know that he knows I’m unfaithful, and it kills him inside to know that I am happy with some other guy. I can see him dying.
Itachi opened his mouth a couple times to answer, but shut it again. He didn’t want to lie to Sasuke, but he didn’t want to say the truth and break his heart into tiny little pieces. He kissed the top of Sasuke’s head.
“I’m not sure you want the truth,” he replied. Sasuke paused for a while, than sat up. There was a tension-filled silence, containing only eye contact, until Sasuke finally blew up.
“Itachi-sama! I want to hear it, and now!” Sasuke yelled, tears edging closer. Itachi moved the hair out of Sasuke’s face and sighed. He gave a look to Sasuke, as if asking, are you sure? Sasuke nodded, silent tears starting to form. Itachi closed his eyes, breaking apart himself.
“Sasuke, I’ve been very unfaithful to you, and I apologize. And I would do any fucking thing to make it up to you,” he said, opening his eyes again to find Sasuke trembling with tears falling down his cheeks.
“Itachi, you bastard. Why the fuck did you do this? Fucking why? WHY?” he roared, in anger and sadness at the same time.
“That’s just the thing…I don’t have a fuckin’ clue why I’m doing this to you..” Itachi replied, wiping off Sasuke’s tears.
I don’t want to do this anymore. I don’t want to be the reason why every time I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside.
“Than just stop it, alright! I don’t want to have to deal with this,” Sasuke whined, letting all the tears come out. Itachi felt so guilty, especially now that he was seeing Sasuke in such a state. He hugged Sasuke to his chest.
“I’ll try, as long as you don’t move away from me,” Itachi said, letting Sasuke sob into his chest. He saw what was somewhat a nod from Sasuke, and sighed. He played with Sasuke’s hair, whispering comforting words.
“And if you stay with me, I’ll try my best to stop, and I’ll dedicated everything to you. I fucking promise,” he said, rubbing Sasuke’s back. Sasuke sniffed, calming down. He than sat up straight and looked at Itachi in the eyes.
“I want to watch you dump this ‘significant other’,” he said. Itachi had never really used that term before; it was sort of weird, he thought. But he nodded anyway. He sighed, imagining how hurt (or even worse, how much he wasn’t hurt) he was going to be. He hoped it was the first answer.
----
“Kisame-san,” Itachi said, pulling Kisame out of his hut and dragging him outside. Kisame blinked at the sudden pulling, but allowed himself to be dragged outside. He smirked.
“Yes, Dorei?” Kisame replied, a smile creeping on his face. Sasuke grimaced at the ‘nickname’. He wondered how Itachi could deal with this sick bastard; he was calling him a slave. He was surprised Itachi didn’t murder him.
“I have to tell you something very important,” Itachi said, eyeing the bushes behind him, where Sasuke was hiding. Kisame blinked, question on his face.
“Hmm, what is it?”
I don’t want to hurt him anymore; I don’t want to take away his life. I don’t want to be a murder.
Itachi stared at Kisame, whom was smirking. Itachi could feel himself getting horny from that seductive smirk. He tried to keep Sasuke on his mind though, and luckily soon enough, he would have Sasuke tangled up under his arms stripped naked, sleeping after being fucked. He smiled at the thought.
“Kisame, I’m sorry, but I won’t be around anymore. You’ll see me when the Akatsuki get together, but otherwise, you won’t see me,” Itachi spat out, getting it over with. He smirked.
“And you’ll never see my naked body, ever again,” Itachi finished. Kisame gave him a blank look, than shrugged. It put Itachi into shock. He wasn’t even scratched. Itachi felt wounded from Kisame’s reaction, but ignored the depression creeping towards his heart. He huffed, giving Kisame one last glare, before starting to walk off. He saw Sasuke smiling behind the bushes, though Kisame could not.
“Omocha, don’t you remember? You’re my sex slave,” he heard Kisame’s voice whisper in his ear. He felt Kisame’s hand on his arm, and he felt the sensation of being pulled back. He growled.
“Damn it Kisame, admit it, your..reject..” he stopped mid-sentence, because of the pleasure he felt on his neck. He groaned, and started panting. He felt his Akatsuki cloak being slowly pulled off.
“K-Kisame..stop it right now..you sick bastard,” Itachi got out through moans. Kisame smirked and nipped at Itachi’s skin, and opened his skin with his shark-like teeth. Itachi groaned in pain as he felt blood rushing down his neck.
“You know you want it, Omocha,” he said with a laughing tone to his voice. Itachi panted, trying to avoid the naughty thoughts coming to his head. He had to live for Sasuke, he had promised.
‘Cause I know that he knows I’m unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that I am happy with some other guy. I can see him dying.
“Stop… Fucking stop, I don’t want you!” Itachi yelled, pushing away from Kisame. Kisame gripped Itachi’s arms tightly and forced him against a tree. Itachi hissed as Kisame practically tore off the Akatsuki cloak.
“Sasuke,” Itachi muttered, looking towards the bushes. He saw the charcoal eyes staring at him, tears forming again. Man, how Itachi couldn’t stand seeing the kid cry. All his strength came back to him, and the naughty things went out. He glared at Itachi and kicked him off, and left him trembling (around a minute) long enough to go over to Sasuke and run off with him.
“Sasuke, Itachi said, grabbing Sasuke’s hand and pulling him up from his crouched position. Sasuke smiled and worded out a ‘thank you’, and Itachi smiled back. He picked Sasuke up in his arms and starting running off, happy to finally be getting away from the shark, even though he would still have to see him when the whole Akatsuki got together.
“Don’t worry Sasuke, I won’t leave you again,” Itachi said, smiling. He slowed down and stopped at his own hut. He walked inside and set Sasuke on the couch, and sat next to him.
He kissed Sasuke’s lips, happy to finally be alone with the boy. He wanted him so bad right now, after getting himself hard from Kisame’s sex teasing. He looked at Sasuke’s eyes, which were filled with want and love. Than, Itachi knew, this was truly what he had been looking for.
A/N: Horrible ending. I rushed it. =_= Stupid Jackie. Anyway, I hope you liked it.
Note - The Link to it, just in case. http://www.mediaminer.org/fanfic/view_ch.php?cid=423637&submit=View+Chapter&id=123664
By: Jacqueline Hauck (moi)
Genre: Angst, Romance
Pairing: Uchihacest + KisamexItachi
Summary: I don't want to do this anymore...I don't want to be the reason why everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside.
Notes: Weird. ^^
Rating: Not suitable for anyone 14 and under.
A/N: This is sort of weird, so bear with me, please. ^^-
Itachi walked out of Kisame’s hut, after having a round with him the night before. He walked out into the forest, thinking about what he was doing with his life these days. It even made him grimace in disgust. He’d seen it so many times on TV when he was younger, and told himself it was disgusting. And now look at him. Doing the same exact thing to the one he loved the most.
He walked deep, and found himself in a lighted area. There, sitting on a stump, was Sasuke. He was staring at the sky, most likely thinking about Itachi. He sensed Itachi’s presence and looked at him, eyes blank.
Story of my life, searching for the right, but it keeps avoiding me. Sorrow in my soul, ‘cause it seems wrong really loves my company.
“Nii-san, you’re finally here,” Sasuke said, a smile on his face. Itachi felt so guilty when he saw Sasuke-he always was so excited to see Itachi. Itachi walked over and picked Sasuke up. He sat on the stump, and sat Sasuke on his lap. Sasuke cuddled against Itachi’s chest, enjoying the extra warmth. Itachi started playing with Sasuke’s hair, enjoying his company, also.
“Nii-san, you’d never hurt me, would you?” Sasuke asked, looking up into his older brother’s eyes. Itachi was surprised at Sasuke’s sudden question, but simply smirked and brushed his lips against Sasuke’s.“Of course not.” Sasuke frowned, but went back into his cuddling position. Itachi sighed and continued playing with his hair. He never that Sasuke knew he was lying. It really broke his heart in two when he saw Sasuke stare, close to tears, at Itachi when he left to what Sasuke knew was doing some other guy in the Akatsuki.
He’s more than a man, and this is more than love. The reason that the sky is blue. But the clouds are rolling in, because I’m gone again. And to him I just can’t be true.
Itachi didn’t even exactly know why he did it; he just did. A threatening and deadly addiction that caused him, and his love, mental pain and death in the heart. But it wasn’t himself he was worried about; he was more worried about Sasuke. All the things Itachi did, he knew it tore Sasuke apart, and when Itachi lied about it, he was basically throwing the last pieces of Sasuke’s ripped soul on the ground. And it’s not like he wanted that to happen; he hated seeing Sasuke in pain.
But it was just something about Kisame; the weird personality, the sharp teeth, hell, maybe even his teasing turned him on. He didn’t really know, it was just something he couldn’t explain, not even to himself. But he would do anything for Sasuke; Kisame was more of a play toy than true love. He knew Sasuke was the one.
“Nii-san, why were you late today?” Sasuke asked, staring at nothing what so ever. Itachi thought through it for a while, hesitating to even say anything and leave it at a kiss, but that would be betrayal. He wondered if he should tell the truth, or lie again. But what would happen? God, he hated that question. What if?
Itachi was about to open his mouth to answer with a lie that was semi-true, but than the words came out of Sasuke’s lips.
“And tell me the truth this time.”
And I know that he knows I’m unfaithful, and it kills him inside to know that I am happy with some other guy. I can see him dying.
Itachi opened his mouth a couple times to answer, but shut it again. He didn’t want to lie to Sasuke, but he didn’t want to say the truth and break his heart into tiny little pieces. He kissed the top of Sasuke’s head.
“I’m not sure you want the truth,” he replied. Sasuke paused for a while, than sat up. There was a tension-filled silence, containing only eye contact, until Sasuke finally blew up.
“Itachi-sama! I want to hear it, and now!” Sasuke yelled, tears edging closer. Itachi moved the hair out of Sasuke’s face and sighed. He gave a look to Sasuke, as if asking, are you sure? Sasuke nodded, silent tears starting to form. Itachi closed his eyes, breaking apart himself.
“Sasuke, I’ve been very unfaithful to you, and I apologize. And I would do any fucking thing to make it up to you,” he said, opening his eyes again to find Sasuke trembling with tears falling down his cheeks.
“Itachi, you bastard. Why the fuck did you do this? Fucking why? WHY?” he roared, in anger and sadness at the same time.
“That’s just the thing…I don’t have a fuckin’ clue why I’m doing this to you..” Itachi replied, wiping off Sasuke’s tears.
I don’t want to do this anymore. I don’t want to be the reason why every time I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside.
“Than just stop it, alright! I don’t want to have to deal with this,” Sasuke whined, letting all the tears come out. Itachi felt so guilty, especially now that he was seeing Sasuke in such a state. He hugged Sasuke to his chest.
“I’ll try, as long as you don’t move away from me,” Itachi said, letting Sasuke sob into his chest. He saw what was somewhat a nod from Sasuke, and sighed. He played with Sasuke’s hair, whispering comforting words.
“And if you stay with me, I’ll try my best to stop, and I’ll dedicated everything to you. I fucking promise,” he said, rubbing Sasuke’s back. Sasuke sniffed, calming down. He than sat up straight and looked at Itachi in the eyes.
“I want to watch you dump this ‘significant other’,” he said. Itachi had never really used that term before; it was sort of weird, he thought. But he nodded anyway. He sighed, imagining how hurt (or even worse, how much he wasn’t hurt) he was going to be. He hoped it was the first answer.
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“Kisame-san,” Itachi said, pulling Kisame out of his hut and dragging him outside. Kisame blinked at the sudden pulling, but allowed himself to be dragged outside. He smirked.
“Yes, Dorei?” Kisame replied, a smile creeping on his face. Sasuke grimaced at the ‘nickname’. He wondered how Itachi could deal with this sick bastard; he was calling him a slave. He was surprised Itachi didn’t murder him.
“I have to tell you something very important,” Itachi said, eyeing the bushes behind him, where Sasuke was hiding. Kisame blinked, question on his face.
“Hmm, what is it?”
I don’t want to hurt him anymore; I don’t want to take away his life. I don’t want to be a murder.
Itachi stared at Kisame, whom was smirking. Itachi could feel himself getting horny from that seductive smirk. He tried to keep Sasuke on his mind though, and luckily soon enough, he would have Sasuke tangled up under his arms stripped naked, sleeping after being fucked. He smiled at the thought.
“Kisame, I’m sorry, but I won’t be around anymore. You’ll see me when the Akatsuki get together, but otherwise, you won’t see me,” Itachi spat out, getting it over with. He smirked.
“And you’ll never see my naked body, ever again,” Itachi finished. Kisame gave him a blank look, than shrugged. It put Itachi into shock. He wasn’t even scratched. Itachi felt wounded from Kisame’s reaction, but ignored the depression creeping towards his heart. He huffed, giving Kisame one last glare, before starting to walk off. He saw Sasuke smiling behind the bushes, though Kisame could not.
“Omocha, don’t you remember? You’re my sex slave,” he heard Kisame’s voice whisper in his ear. He felt Kisame’s hand on his arm, and he felt the sensation of being pulled back. He growled.
“Damn it Kisame, admit it, your..reject..” he stopped mid-sentence, because of the pleasure he felt on his neck. He groaned, and started panting. He felt his Akatsuki cloak being slowly pulled off.
“K-Kisame..stop it right now..you sick bastard,” Itachi got out through moans. Kisame smirked and nipped at Itachi’s skin, and opened his skin with his shark-like teeth. Itachi groaned in pain as he felt blood rushing down his neck.
“You know you want it, Omocha,” he said with a laughing tone to his voice. Itachi panted, trying to avoid the naughty thoughts coming to his head. He had to live for Sasuke, he had promised.
‘Cause I know that he knows I’m unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that I am happy with some other guy. I can see him dying.
“Stop… Fucking stop, I don’t want you!” Itachi yelled, pushing away from Kisame. Kisame gripped Itachi’s arms tightly and forced him against a tree. Itachi hissed as Kisame practically tore off the Akatsuki cloak.
“Sasuke,” Itachi muttered, looking towards the bushes. He saw the charcoal eyes staring at him, tears forming again. Man, how Itachi couldn’t stand seeing the kid cry. All his strength came back to him, and the naughty things went out. He glared at Itachi and kicked him off, and left him trembling (around a minute) long enough to go over to Sasuke and run off with him.
“Sasuke, Itachi said, grabbing Sasuke’s hand and pulling him up from his crouched position. Sasuke smiled and worded out a ‘thank you’, and Itachi smiled back. He picked Sasuke up in his arms and starting running off, happy to finally be getting away from the shark, even though he would still have to see him when the whole Akatsuki got together.
“Don’t worry Sasuke, I won’t leave you again,” Itachi said, smiling. He slowed down and stopped at his own hut. He walked inside and set Sasuke on the couch, and sat next to him.
He kissed Sasuke’s lips, happy to finally be alone with the boy. He wanted him so bad right now, after getting himself hard from Kisame’s sex teasing. He looked at Sasuke’s eyes, which were filled with want and love. Than, Itachi knew, this was truly what he had been looking for.
A/N: Horrible ending. I rushed it. =_= Stupid Jackie. Anyway, I hope you liked it.
Note - The Link to it, just in case. http://www.mediaminer.org/fanfic/view_ch.php?cid=423637&submit=View+Chapter&id=123664