yeah, last night was pretty bad... but i spent the whole time talking to somebody who obviously cares about me ( Read more... )

I cried on the computer again tonight ( Read more... )

look, right now, all that is important for me is to get happy ( Read more... )

"wheres MY happy ending?
where's MY big break?
where's MY one and only?
when will i be done with heartache?" -Soundtrack for the broken 'Losing Self'

I hate being up. I'm a conceded asshole jerk when I'm up. I'm not who I want to be when im in a good mood, and i hate it ( Read more... )

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from this point forward, this is a friends only journal. THANKS ALEX!!!!!

fuck off.

i wish I could just swallow my pride and accept the truth ( Read more... )

School. It's almost over ( Read more... )

i don't know what I want... and one of the things i might want probably doesn't want me anyways.

bleggggg... why cant i say something and 'stick to it'?

All i know is that i don't care anymore... (this is vague because i know what I'm talking about, and you don't), and you can do whatever you want.

just... don't worry about me.

I'm pissed ( Read more... )