, Insecurities
Title: Insecurities
Pairing: Minho/Jonghyun
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Smut, gay sex, a little bit of plot.
Summary: Jonghyun doesn't know what to make of his and Minho's situation, but he feels more and more like it's something that needs to be addressed.
Word Count: 6,685
Notes: Continuation of That New Car Smell. So, I can't resist Jongho. Plus, after writing that dark fic, I needed something a little lighter between my chapter Jongkey (which is kind of angsty) and my Jongho/Onho fic that will also be angsty. Haha. So, here is this. I don't know how happy I am with this. It was a little difficult to get back into, maybe because I waited too long. So, definitely let me know what you think! :D
Spot For: pandragonriyong. I assume you'd still want one, dear *_*
After everything that happened, Jonghyun's thoughts were really messed up, confusing, and going in an endless circle. But he was feeling more and more like it was either something they needed to address, or something that should never happen again. The logical side of his brain said the latter option was definitely better, but his body told him that wasn't what he wanted at all. That left a problem though, which was actually talking about it.
After the day in the car, things just seemed to feel more awkward. Jonghyun went home the next day, so he didn't really see Minho. The other three were returning the day after, so he knew things would only be even more difficult. He was really glad to visit home, but he also felt kind of frustrated about not being able to do anything before the others got back. He distracted himself by finding a good present for Key. It wasn't his fault the chocolates were too good to pass up eating some when he was brooding even further that night.
When Jonghyun was back at the dorm with the other guys, things seemed to slip back to normal. It was almost easy to pretend like nothing had happened, but it was also really unsettling. They were busy with their schedule, so that kept him from having to dwell too much. The other guys made Jonghyun feel both relieved and frustrated. It was nice to have them around to distract him, but at the same time, they made it pretty close to impossible to actually talk to Minho. Well, maybe Jonghyun was also frustrated that he couldn't do more than talk.
As the days wore on and they kept working, Jonghyun just felt more and more frustrated because it was like nothing had happened for the most part. If it weren't for the coy smiles Minho sent him, and the way he would purposefully brush against him in what looked like a casual manner, but felt anything but that to Jonghyun, he might have started to think he'd dreamed it all up. The most frustrating times were at night when they were going to sleep. Minho always went straight to bed, which left time for nothing. Jonghyun could understand because he was tired too, but he was also having trouble sleeping when he did have the chance.
Eventually they were in Japan again. Jonghyun knew it would be even more tiring on them there, and had pretty much given up on getting anywhere for the time being. They weren't really in their hotel rooms a whole lot until it was late, and Minho crawled into his bed before Jonghyun even had the chance to say hi. He grumbled, upset that Key had kept him out to chat about pointless things when he could have gotten in here early enough to actually speak to Minho instead. Shrugging off his shirt and pants, Jonghyun crawled into his bed without worrying about putting anything else on or off. He couldn't be bothered, leaving his clothes in a pile by his bed.
Like every other night, Jonghyun was having trouble sleeping. He turned over and squinted to see Minho in the darkness of the room. He could still hear Key and Taemin making loud noises as they watched TV and threw things around. It was kind of funny how loud they could get. Key was a squealer and Taemin seemed to feed off of that voice level, his own words sometimes very clear through the wall. Even so, Jonghyun wasn't sure what they were talking about other than to guess it was about something they were watching on he television. Onew's room was almost always silent once he locked himself in, and Jonghyun wasn't sure he wanted to know what went on in there. He wasn't really sure how he and Minho sounded, but right now he knew it was deathly silent, even more so than Onew's usually was.
What felt like hours later, after Taemin and Key had made some particularly loud banging noises, they started to settle down. Jonghyun hadn't even heard them in ten minutes when he finally moved. Sighing under his breath, he tossed his legs over the side of the bed and stared down at them as his feet touched the floor. Why was it messing him up so much? Why couldn't he just ignore it like Minho seemed to be? Why did it have to mean so much? Maybe that answer was simple. Because Minho wasn't just some hoe. He wasn't just somebody that Jonghyun could fuck and then not have to deal with ever again. They were band mates, but even more than that, they were friends.
Pushing himself to his feet, Jonghyun moved as quietly as he could to Minho's bed, peeking closer at him to see if he was asleep or not. Seeing his eyes closed, Jonghyun straightened back up before turning to walk back towards his own bed, uncertain of what he would do until he fell asleep. Suddenly a voice stopped him in his tracks and made a slow shiver crawl down his spine. "Jonghyun?"
"I couldn't sleep," he said quickly, as if he'd been doing something bad.
"Mmm," Minho breathed softly, like he'd been asleep or almost there himself. "But you seemed so tired today. It should be easy to sleep."
Jonghyun shrugged even thought he wasn't sure if Minho could tell. After a moment of silence, Minho continued, "Want to sleep here, hyung?"
Turning his head, Jonghyun saw Minho had pulled the covers back beside him. It made Jonghyun's stomach do a weird flip and he pursed his lips.
"It might help," Minho added softly, his eyes heavy and tired looking as they caught the tiny bit of light in the room.
After thinking about it for a long moment, Jonghyun shrugged and walked over to slide onto the bed next to him. Minho's arm immediately wrapped around his waist, pulling him close. Jonghyun felt a hot tendril of desire snake through his stomach.
"Relax," Minho breathed against his hair.
Jonghyun wanted to because it felt good. He moved a hand over Minho, slowly pulling himself closer. It didn't make sense. Minho was so confident and did things like that, but then he didn't seem worried at all, or like he felt like there was anything that needed to be said or talked about. It baffled Jonghyun, and made it all the more difficult for him to say anything. Instead he took a breath and tried to will himself to be more like Minho, to just do it, to just do whatever felt natural.
Minho smiled and ran his hand against Jonghyun's naked back, almost making the singer shiver. Somehow, Jonghyun managed to fall asleep, something that made him feel even more grumpy the next day. At least he felt better rested though. That was something to be happy about.
Work went on as usual, but that night things were at least a little bit different. Jonghyun walked into the hotel room and Minho wasn't asleep yet. He was sitting on the bed reading a book. Jonghyun raised an eyebrow as he shut the door. "Hey," he said softly, and almost froze when Minho looked up at him, but barely managed to keep moving towards his own things.
"Hey, hyung," Minho responded quietly.
It felt like there was a dead weight hanging in the air as Jonghyun opened his duffel bag and started rifling through it. What was it Key asked to borrow again? Because it was too difficult to concentrate on Key, Jonghyun turned his head to glance over at Minho, who had gone right back to reading. Jonghyun had to resist huffing in annoyance.
"Not as tired today?" Jonghyun asked without looking back. He could feel the tension crawling up the muscles in his back.
There was a long silence before Minho answered, "Guess not."
"Oh," Jonghyun said, feeling slightly irritated. How could Minho be so cool about everything? Was it really so simple to him? Turning, Jonghyun frowned as he watched Minho read. Steeling himself, Jonghyun walked over and closed the book in front of his face. "What's your deal?"
Minho looked up at him with wide eyes. "My deal?"
"You act like nothing happened, and then you go and pull a stunt like last night, and then you still act like nothing happened. If we're not going to mess around, then let's not and put it behind us. You don't have to do anything unnecessary like touch me while I go to sleep, or avoid me like I'm going to do something you don't like."
"I just," Minho started, setting the book aside finally, "I didn't want to cause any problems."
"Problems? You're the one who started this. Mister I just decided to come home and practically force my band mate and friend to have sex with me. I still don't get it. How can you just randomly decide that I would be a good person to fuck? Was it because I was the one there? Would you have done the same to one of the other members if they were the one there?"
"No! Fuck, Jonghyun," Minho sighed and ran a hand through his hair, looking frustrated and like he was trying to sort out what to say.
"Just tell me the truth."
"It wasn't that random," Minho said quietly. "I'd thought about doing it before. I wouldn't have ever done it like that if it weren't for the alcohol, and this pill Chansung gave me. It made me feel really confident. Honestly, if I'd been sober I doubt I would have ever tried. I wouldn't have thought you'd agree."
"So, you were high?" Jonghyun asked, his eyes a little wide.
"It wasn't that bad or anything. Just enough to make me feel good."
Jonghyun licked his lips in thought and crossed his arms. "Okay."
"Okay?" Minho repeated, as if he thought that couldn't be all of the singer's reaction.
"Yeah. I'm not mad about you drinking and taking a pill." there was a bit of a pause before he added the question that was really nagging at him, "So, why were you ignoring me then?"
"I wasn't," there was another long pause where Jonghyun wondered if he should just drop it, because talking never really seemed to do that much good for him, but then Minho continued. "I mean, I just didn't want anything bad to happen."
Jonghyun pressed his lips together and shrugged. "I don't think anything bad would have happened. Whether we decided to never do it again, or..." he trailed off, still feeling like it was a difficult thing to say, to own up to. "We can handle it like adults," the words sounded weird coming out of his mouth. Had he ever treated sex or relationships like an adult? He'd always been the kind of person to get so caught up that he didn't really think before he acted.
Minho nodded and stared down at his hands. He'd always been more quiet, even when it was just them. Jonghyun chewed on the inside of his lip, wondering what was going on in his head. Had it just been sex to him? Would it affect their friendship? Jonghyun thought he could put a wall up in his mind between Minho as his friend and the Minho he'd fucked twice, but he knew he wouldn't forget. He didn't really even want to. But that was too difficult to come right out and admit. Suddenly the rapper sighed and leaned back, his head resting against the headboard, his eyes closing. "I don't know what would be best."
Jonghyun shrugged even though Minho wouldn't be able to see. After the rapper stayed like that for a while, Jonghyun let his hands drop back to his sides. He didn't know whether Minho hadn't really wanted to talk, or if he just didn't know what to say. Honestly, Jonghyun didn't know where to go from there either.
"I, uh, Key asked me to get something for him," he muttered before turning to move back to his own bed. Minho didn't make any move to respond, so Jonghyun started rifling through the bag again.
He could easily hear the bed shift behind him, so he knew Minho had moved. When he felt his hands pressing into his shoulders, squeezing some of the tension out, he sighed. It felt good, and made Jonghyun feel a lot more comfortable. The move was so familiar and made it really obvious to him that this was Minho after all, not just some random person he didn't even know. Actually, if it had been someone he wasn't close to, there wouldn't have been a problem at all. In that case, it would have only been sex. And only sex is easy for Jonghyun.
"What if I said I wanted to do it again?" Jonghyun asked, the words slipping out before he could even think about them too much. He knew it was more of a declaration than a question, but it didn't really bother him. He wasn't confident for nothing. So what if he had been shaken up by the whole gay thing, not to mention who with. Still, he didn't think anyone was out of his league. If he wanted something, he was the kind of guy who would get it.
The way Minho's hands slid over his shoulders and then down his sides made Jonghyun suck in a breath because it both felt good and gave him the affirmation he was looking for. Minho didn't stop, sliding his hands around Jonghyun once they were at his waist. His hands pressed against his stomach and then he was pulling him back flush to his own body. Jonghyun bit his lip to keep himself from making any noises at the touch. "Are you sure?" Minho asked in a low voice, mouth just inches away from Jonghyun's ear.
Instead of waiting, Jonghyun pulled away from Minho enough to turn around. He tilted his face up to look at Minho with narrowed eyes and a serious expression. Reaching up, Jonghyun sank his fingers into Minho's brown hair and tugged him not too gently down to meet his lips. "Yes," he breath before pushing his tongue out to invade the rapper's mouth. Minho groaned into the kiss, wrapping his arms tightly around Jonghyun again. The kiss was full of the need built up over the several days, and Jonghyun could feel that desire in Minho too. It made his confidence soar, in a way he hadn't ever felt towards a guy before.
Minho's hands were pressing against his back, fingers digging into his shirt, but they didn't stay there long. As the kiss deepened, Minho suddenly dropped his hands to squeeze Jonghyun's ass hard, making the singer gasp in surprise. "Fuck, Minho," he cursed, the feeling both slightly painful but still good, and oddly arousing. Jonghyun jerked his hips hard against Minho, feeling his dick getting harder as blood rushed down his body.
Instead of waiting, Jonghyun moved his hands down to Minho's chest and pushed him back until he toppled over his own bed. Jonghyun smirked and chuckled a little when Minho made a noise of surprise. Then the rapper looked up at him in a way that had Jonghyun's blood rushing. He scooted back a little, giving Jonghyun more than enough room to join. Leaning over, Jonghyun pressed a hand against Minho's chest, pushing him down against the bed. He crawled on top, one knee on either side of him as he began to thoroughly attack his mouth again. "Minho," he moaned the younger man's name before pushing his tongue into his mouth.
Two hands pressed under Jonghyun shirt, pushing it up slightly as they trailed up his chest. Jonghyun moaned when the fingers brushed over his nipple and Minho bit his lip hard. Yelping slightly, Jonghyun leaned back and looked at him with his best puppy eyes. "Why did you bite me?"
"You're too loud. The other guys will hear us."
"Fuck them," Jonghyun retorted as he leaned in and started to lick and nibble on Minho's neck.
Minho moaned quietly, seeming to be taking his own advice to heart. "It would be bad if they found out, hyung."
Leaning back, Jonghyun looked at him for a moment before nodding. He felt an urge to protect the younger man suddenly well up in him. He didn't want to get caught, but he definitely didn't want Minho to end up under fire either. "Okay. I'll be good," he whispered into Minho's ear, his voice low and suggestive. Minho groaned and pressed his hips up to try and rub them against Jonghyun, but they barely ghosted against him.
Smiling a little, Jonghyun shook his head softly before pulling Minho's shirt up and off him. He leaned down and started licking and sucking the rapper's nipple. Minho bit his knuckles and squeezed his eyes shut, making Jonghyun smirk because he liked seeing how good he was making the other feel. "Hyung," Minho panted, biting his lip, looking up at him with desperate eyes.
Jonghyun licked his lips before moving further down, raking his tongue through the crevices in Minho's gorgeous abs. He moaned softly as he kissed and bit them, not so hard it would make too bad of a mark though. Moving his hand, Jonghyun ran it against the front of Minho's pants, feeling how hard he was already. Minho gasped and arched up into the touch, a sound that had Jonghyun's own cock hardening with need. Dipping his tongue down into Minho's bellybutton, Jonghyun teased the skin as he rubbed his hand hard against the front of Minho's pants. Minho grunted and jerked his hips again. Jonghyun pulled back and quirked a eyebrow at him. "Impatient?" he asked, a little amused.
Minho nodded and smirked at him. "Yeah, I am."
Despite the fact that he was enjoying tasting and exploring Minho's body with his mouth, Jonghyun liked how blunt the younger was. "What do you say?" he asked with a small smirk playing on his lips as he slowly moved back up Minho's body, his own curving so that his chest slid against the younger one's, until his face was right by Minho's again and their chests were pressed tightly together.
"Hyung," Minho whined softly.
"Hyung what?" Jonghyun asked, his smirk growing.
Minho reached down and gripped Jonghyun's hips, lifting his hips hard against the older, making Jonghyun gasp as he felt Minho's hard penis rubbing against his own. "Stop being a fucking tease, hyung."
Jonghyun moved his lips to kiss Minho's neck softly as he slowly rocked his hips against Minho, making their clothed erections rub against each other. Minho sucked in a breath and moved a hand up to tangle his fingers in Jonghyun's hair. "Hyung," he said softly, pushing up against him. Minho's other hand reached down to tug Jonghyun's shirt up as much as it could. Twisting his body and using a hand to help, Jonghyun tugged the thing up and off his head, forcing Minho to relinquish the hold on his hair.
Jonghyun moved his hands down Minho's sides and then between them to press against his stomach, pushing himself up. He smirked down at Minho, pressing his tongue against his top lip as he start to rock back and forth on top of him, grinding down against his crotch. It drove both of their bodies crazy, making them hard, giving them enough stimulation to feel good, but not as good as it would feel it they were naked, if they were fucking. But even though Jonghyun knew he could feel a lot better, he liked the way this felt, the power he had right then, the way he was making Minho groan as he gripped his thighs tightly and pressed up against him.
"Jonghyun. Fuck, you look good," Minho's eyes raked over his body and Jonghyun smirked.
"Yeah, you like this?" Jonghyun asked as he pressed down a little harder.
"You fucking tease," Minho gasped, his fingers digging into Jonghyun's legs, but the singer didn't mind at all.
Suddenly Jonghyun felt himself being lifted by a particularly powerful thrust of Minho's hips, but the rapper didn't stop there, using his arms to wrap around him and force him over. Jonghyun smirked up at Minho, because he didn't mind their flipped positions, but it amused him that Minho was so impatient.
He didn't have a chance to comment on it though because Minho was leaning over him and pressing his mouth harshly against his. A moan vibrated in Jonghyun's throat as Minho's tongue swiped across his lips. Jonghyun almost whined in frustration as Minho pulled pack before kissing him any deeper, his head lifting off the bed to follow his lips. He frowned slightly before laying his head back down, but wasn't too disappointed when Minho started working open the button of his jeans.
Once they were undone, Minho hooked his fingers under both them and Jonghyun's boxers, making Jonghyun smirk a little as he lifted his hips so Minho could pull them down easier. His penis seemed to jump free as the cloth was removed. He groaned slightly and reached down to touch it, frowning at Minho for handling such an important part of him so roughly. Minho laughed a little at the expression on his face and shrugged as if to say that he could have done much worse. As if in compensation for the rough movement, after pulling the pants completely off, Minho leaned closer and curled his hand around his length, stroking it slowly and gently. Sucking in a breath, Jonghyun let his eyes slip shut as Minho touched his cock. "That feels good," he breathed, his hips pressing up, straining for more.
Minho leaned back in to kiss him and Jonghyun moved a hand to wrap around the back of his neck, holding him there as he pushed his tongue into the rapper's mouth. He wasn't going to settle for a teasing kiss this time. The kiss was slow and deep, needy and erotic in a way that made the way Minho was slowly stroking his cock that much more intense. Eventually they had to break the kiss, both sucking in a breath. Minho's mouth moved to press against Jonghyun's jaw as he moved his hand faster. "Fuck, I've wanted to touch you again so much."
"Why haven't you?" Jonghyun breathed the question, half of his focus stuck on the feelings in his penis.
"I didn't know if you wanted it, and, we were busy," Minho's voice was soft and low, and made Jonghyun feel a little bad for thinking it was easy for him.
"I want it," the singer assured, running his hands up Minho's back, feeling the skin pulled tightly over muscle under his fingers.
"Yeah? Tell me how much you want it, hyung."
"Mmmm, I want it so badly. I've wanted you so much."
Minho grunted, his hips jerking against his hand still moving against Jonghyun's penis. "Every day? Would you like it if I was fucking you every day?"
A deep moan slipped out of Jonghyun's mouth. Even though he highly doubted that would be smart or possible, it sounded really sexy at the moment and he could feel his blood rush to his cock. "Yes. I want it, Minho."
The rapper was pressing down harder against his hand and Jonghyun whined and gasped at the sensation of Minho's hand jerking him and being smashed down against him from the force of his hips. "I want to be inside you again so bad," Minho admitted in a raspy voice that told just how much he wanted it, how much he needed it right then.
Jonghyun's hands slipped down to shakily work on Minho's pants, unbuttoning them. He bit his lip as Minho kissed and licked the skin right above his collarbone. As they got more and more lost in the feeling of each other, a sudden knock ripped them out of the heady sexual need that had overcome them. They stilled, both breathing raggedly. Then there was another knock and, "I know someone's in there."
"Fuck," Jonghyun whispered. "It's Key."
"I realized that," Minho whispered back to him.
"Just ignore him," Jonghyun suggested with a smirk as he continued unzipping Minho's pants while leaning closer and trailing his tongue across the shell of the rapper's ear. Minho shuddered under the touch.
"I can see the light on. Minho, is that you?"
"Yeah," Minho called back immediately and Jonghyun raised an eyebrow at him. "I was just trying to get caught up on some sleep," seemingly likely since he'd been doing that so much lately.
"Maybe that's why your voice is so hoarse," Jonghyun whispered with an amused smile curling onto his lips.
"Shut up."
"Oh okay," Key answered after a second. "Is Jonghyun in there?"
There was a long pause, and Jonghyun wondered if maybe Minho was trying to make it seem as if he was actually looking around for him before answering, "No, he's not here!"
"He said he was headed here though!" there was another long pause before Key added, "Well, if he comes back tell him I found a pin!"
Minho waited a moment, listening closely for the sound of retreating footsteps, before turning back to Jonghyun. Leaning closer, he smirked and said in a breathy voice. "Key found a pin, hyung."
"Oh, I'm glad," Jonghyun said with a playful smile as he tugged on Minho's pants. "I'd be even happier to get you out of these," he added, his voice dropping an octave and gaining a husky quality than made Minho shiver. Suddenly, Jonghyun's hands left his pants and pressed against his chest, pushing him back. Minho resisted a little before giving in, pretty sure Jonghyun was doing it to get his pants off. He was upright on his knees as Jonghyun's hands went back to his waistband. Jonghyun sat up, pulling his own legs back to mirror Minho's position. He pulled the pants down and Minho had to shift awkwardly to get the pants off the rest of the way. Jonghyun couldn't help but laugh a little and Minho glowered at him.
"Stop it. You look creepy when you stare at me so seriously," Jonghyun complained before kissing him in an attempt to wipe the bitterness off Minho's face. His hand trailed down to brush against Minho's cock before moving over to grab his hips. Jonghyun held onto them tightly as he jerked his hips forward against Minho's. He moaned at the pleasure that raced through him.
Minho leaned in to kiss his jaw and rake his teeth across it before saying roughly, "I thought I told you to stop teasing me."
Jonghyun smirked and ran a tongue across his lips. "Then why don't you go ahead and stick a finger in me?" he asked, moving his leg to the side to spread slightly for Minho. This made him even shorter, putting him at eye level with Minho's chin.
"Just a second," Minho said, sounding breathless as he leaned over and pulled open the top drawer by the bed.
The singer watched curiously and felt his eyebrows raise in surprise when he saw him pull out a bottle of lube. "Really? In a hotel room? You stashed lube in here?"
"Why not," Minho shrugged before popping the top open and squeezing a generous amount on his fingers.
"How considerate," Jonghyun cooed playfully as he leaned in to kiss Minho's neck, pressing a hand against the other side to hold himself tightly against it. Minho made a soft noise in his throat, and Jonghyun could feel the vibrations of it against his lips, making him smile a little before running his tongue over the double adam's apple.
A cool finger pressed against his entrance and Jonghyun sucked in a breath, almost surprised by how cold it felt. His hips jerked forward slightly, and they both moaned quietly at the contact. Then it was sliding in and Jonghyun felt the familiar uncomfortable feeling, accompanied now by an irresistible excitement, one of the reasons he kept coming back for more. Soon enough a second finger joined the first, stretching him further.
Minho slowly started to scissor him while pressing kisses against the top of his head as Jonghyun kissed and licked all over his neck and shoulder, leaving wet trails on pink flesh. Minho should have been more worried about Jonghyun leaving marks, but they could cover up a small hickey if necessary, and Jonghyun's low kisses made it less likely for them to show if he did make any.
Jonghyun was slowly starting to rock against his fingers, moaning and gasping into his neck, the sound muffled by his skin. Thankfully, because if it wasn't muffled it might have been loud enough to give them away with only one wall between them and their band members who were possibly in there. "Fuck, Jonghyun. I want to be inside you now."
Leaning back, Jonghyun smirked at him through lowered eyelids. "Okay."
Minho tried to push him back and was met with only resistance. His eyes narrowed slightly, and Jonghyun leaned closer to whisper in his ear, "Not like that."
The words rang in the air between them and Minho seemed to understand him, his fingers digging into his hip. Jonghyun then pushed him over, and Minho fell back in surprise. He pulled his legs out from their bent position, Jonghyun already moving to straddle his waist. "Did you already have this in mind?" Minho asked a little gruffly, his cock aching with need as he could feel it pressed under Jonghyun's ass, because he hadn't hesitated to sit directly down on top of him.
Shaking his head, Jonghyun grinned as if he'd just won something. He could tell Minho's blood boiled in reaction because of the spark that lit up in his eyes, and the way he was suddenly grabbing at Jonghyun's hips.
"Well, get to it then."
Even though Jonghyun's body tightened with need at the command, he simply frowned down at Minho and rocked his hips just enough to tease him. "I'm in charge now," he responded curtly before rocking his hips a little harder.
Minho grunted and pushed up against him. "Hyung," he whined quietly, making Jonghyun's pulse race.
Reaching back, Jonghyun wrapped a hand around his hard length, stroking it slightly before lifting his hips and guiding it to press against his hole. He sighed softly and closed his eyes at the feeling. Minho's fingernails dug into his skin as he pushed his hips up again.
Opening his eyes, Jongyun smiled down at Minho, both amused and turned on by him, before pressing his hips back and down. He felt the muscles slowly give until the head of Minho's cock slipped in. A quiet whimper slipped out of Jonghyun's mouth and he had to bite his lip to keep from making any more noises as he pressed down further. Minho's cock stretched him so much, hurting and promising to fill him up completely.
"Minho," he gasped as he moved his hand to press against Minho's stomach. "It feels good."
The rapper's eyelids lowered as he looked up at Jonghyun, his dick throbbing with pleasure as Jonghyun slowly enveloped him. He slowly rocked his hips upward, earning him a gasp. Jonghyun's back arched as he leaned over Minho, eyes clenched shut, mouth pulled down slightly as he tried to adjust to the size and not move too slow. Minho held his hips tightly, something that felt good and reassuring to him.
Then Minho was in as far as he could be and Jonghyun sucked in a breath as his muscles relaxed a little while he rested against Minho for a minute. After that he took a deep breath and started rocking his hips against him. Small whimpers managed to escape every now and then as Jonghyun felt Minho tear at his insides. The lube he'd used earlier definitely made things easier, but having control made it a lot harder for Jonghyun to actually move himself. He wasn't being forced to quickly get accustomed to the feeling, so it took a lot longer.
After a while of Jonghyun's slow movements, Minho growled quietly and thrust up into him hard. Jonghyun stiffened as pain shot up his back. His eyes flew wide open and he looked down at the younger man, panting heavily. Minho smirked up at him and started pushing up over and over until Jonghyun was turning into a mess on top of him, muscles clenching and sweat beading as he panted and whimpered.
Sitting up so that their chests were flush against each other, Minho's arm snaked around Jonghyun's back as he pressed their mouths together. After a second he pulled back and chuckled. "You make way too many noises. I'm going to have to teach you to be better than that."
Jonghyun pouted at him before leaning in to nip at his lower lip. "I can't help it," he said softly before pushing his hips against Minho, moaning at the way his cock rubbed across Minho's abs. The rapper grunted quietly and used his new position and hold to slowly rock against Jonghyun. It was limiting and all he could really do was shift slightly inside of him, but it still felt so good, coupled with the way he could feel Jonghyun right against him.
Leaning back, Minho pulled Jonghyun down with him so that the singer was lying on top of him, Minho's penis still buried deep inside of him. They moved to kiss each other at the same time, making it a bit harder as their teeth clanked together. Jonghyun hissed, but continued by pushing his tongue into Minho's mouth. The younger sucked gently on the muscle as Jonghyun started moving his hips on top of him, quicker, needier. Their breathing was getting heavier, their bodies filling with the desire for release.
They only kissed so long before Jonghyun felt like he needed more, so he leaned back and straightened his upper body, giving himself greater mobility. He started moving his hips harder against Minho, slamming down onto his cock. Minho gasped and grasped his hips, straining his muscles to try and push harder, to go deeper. Movements grew frantic, and Minho moved one hand down to wrapped around Jonghyun's cock, stroking him hard and fast. Jonghyun whimpered and Minho closed his eyes and hoped the singer wouldn't get any louder than the level bordering on dangerous. He was too far gone to care though as he felt a rush of pleasure overcome him, and then he was coming hard into Jonghyun, his hips jerking up to ride out his release.
His hand had loosened and mostly stilled against Jonghyun's cock and the singer pouted down at him until Minho realized he wasn't done yet. He smirked and lifted his upper body. Jonghyun could tell how tired he was by the amount of effort it looked like it took to lift them both. He moved, feeling frustrated and confused that Minho hadn't kept touching him. Then Minho was pushing him down and all Jonghyun could think about was that he wanted to get off.
Then, as Minho pushed his knees apart and bent over him, Jonghyun realized what the younger man was planning to do. He moaned in desire and bucked his hips into the air in a silent plea. Minho easily complied, leaning down and sliding his plump lips over Jonghyun's throbbing erection. The singer stifled a moan and reached down to knot his hands in Minho's hair. It didn't take long for Jonghyun to be right back where he was before Minho came.
"I'm close," he warned. and Minho only sucked harder, making Jonghyun almost come undone right then. He sucked in a breath and held himself back from making any loud nosies as his orgasm washed over him. He vaguely realized Minho hadn't pulled his mouth off of him, but he wasn't concerned about it until every ounce of cum had shot out from him. He shivered slightly as Minho's lips let go of him with a very audible noise. Jonghyun looked down to see a bit of cum leaking from his mouth. There was more on the sheets and dribbling down Jonghyun's cock where Minho's mouth hadn't been able to catch it all. The thing that really caught his attention though was the fact that Minho's mouth was still full. He felt his eyes widen and suddenly Minho was leaning closer and pressing their mouth together. The hot fluid rushed into his mouth, almost chocking him when it hit the back of his throat. A lot of it leaked out between their mouths and down their chins and necks. Jonghyun moaned into Minho's mouth without realizing he was. They kissed deeply, tongues rubbing against each other, sharing the taste of Jonghyun, something the singer found oddly arousing and it made him feel heady in his post coital bliss. Then Minho was kissing the edge of his mouth and down his neck.
Jonghyun wasn't surprised at all when the rapper fell down beside him, looking exhausted. "Let's sleep in the other bed, okay?" Jonghyun suggested, knowing both of them had soiled the sheets pretty badly. Minho chuckled softly and nodded.
"Okay. Want to shower first?" he asked, nuzzling his face into Jonghyun's neck.
"Yah! Stop it," Jonghyun said, pulling away because it tickled the way he was breathing so softly. But it had also made him feel kind of happy. He slowly pulled himself to his feet, feeling his muscles scream at him to forget the shower and head straight back into bed. He ignored them and looked at Minho, who seemed to be in the same state of mind. "Come on. I don't have to drag your bug-eyed ass in there, do I?"
Minho looked up at him as if affronted by the comment, but Jonghyun knew it would make him move, and he smirked before turning and hurrying into the bathroom, a half angry, half playful Minho stumbling out of bed and racing after him.
The next morning, Jonghyun paid Key and Taemin a visit. Minho was showering second so he was still in the room. Onew was there though, and after Taemin let him in, Jonghyun saw them sitting on Key's bed. Taemin walked back over and plopped down and Jonghyun slowly followed. Key looked serious. "Jonghyun, we've been waiting for you!" he almost shrieked before Onew reached over to clap a hand over his mouth.
"Not so loud. Not so early," he pleaded and Key nodded with an understanding smile and a pat on the back.
"What is it?" Jonghyun asked uncertainly.
"Did you ever go back to your room yesterday when you said you would?" he asked, eyes trained on him.
"Ah, no. I was hungry so I stopped to get myself something to eat and I kind of forgot about it until later," he lied, knowing full well he couldn't say he'd been in that room now.
"Well, it would have been funny if you had! I went to find you there, and I think Minho had a visitor," Key's eyes sparkled, a look that was quickly reflected in Taemin's, whose actually seemed more mischevious than anything. Onew just looked bored. "I think he was having sex," Key added dramatically and Jonghyun felt like hitting him over the head.
"Oh god! Who does that?!" Jonghyun exclaimed in fake horror and Onew looked at him greatfully. Key pouted at the two older men and scooted closer to Taemin, who he obviously assumed was on his side. The maknae simply grinned as if he was enjoying the whole thing more than words could properly say.
"I'm going to go get breakfast," Jonghyun proclaimed his disinterest and headed for the door. He was quickly followed by a relieved Onew, a hungry Taemin, and a pouting Key, and just like that, the subject was dropped.
Pairing: Minho/Jonghyun
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Smut, gay sex, a little bit of plot.
Summary: Jonghyun doesn't know what to make of his and Minho's situation, but he feels more and more like it's something that needs to be addressed.
Word Count: 6,685
Notes: Continuation of That New Car Smell. So, I can't resist Jongho. Plus, after writing that dark fic, I needed something a little lighter between my chapter Jongkey (which is kind of angsty) and my Jongho/Onho fic that will also be angsty. Haha. So, here is this. I don't know how happy I am with this. It was a little difficult to get back into, maybe because I waited too long. So, definitely let me know what you think! :D
Spot For: pandragonriyong. I assume you'd still want one, dear *_*
After everything that happened, Jonghyun's thoughts were really messed up, confusing, and going in an endless circle. But he was feeling more and more like it was either something they needed to address, or something that should never happen again. The logical side of his brain said the latter option was definitely better, but his body told him that wasn't what he wanted at all. That left a problem though, which was actually talking about it.
After the day in the car, things just seemed to feel more awkward. Jonghyun went home the next day, so he didn't really see Minho. The other three were returning the day after, so he knew things would only be even more difficult. He was really glad to visit home, but he also felt kind of frustrated about not being able to do anything before the others got back. He distracted himself by finding a good present for Key. It wasn't his fault the chocolates were too good to pass up eating some when he was brooding even further that night.
When Jonghyun was back at the dorm with the other guys, things seemed to slip back to normal. It was almost easy to pretend like nothing had happened, but it was also really unsettling. They were busy with their schedule, so that kept him from having to dwell too much. The other guys made Jonghyun feel both relieved and frustrated. It was nice to have them around to distract him, but at the same time, they made it pretty close to impossible to actually talk to Minho. Well, maybe Jonghyun was also frustrated that he couldn't do more than talk.
As the days wore on and they kept working, Jonghyun just felt more and more frustrated because it was like nothing had happened for the most part. If it weren't for the coy smiles Minho sent him, and the way he would purposefully brush against him in what looked like a casual manner, but felt anything but that to Jonghyun, he might have started to think he'd dreamed it all up. The most frustrating times were at night when they were going to sleep. Minho always went straight to bed, which left time for nothing. Jonghyun could understand because he was tired too, but he was also having trouble sleeping when he did have the chance.
Eventually they were in Japan again. Jonghyun knew it would be even more tiring on them there, and had pretty much given up on getting anywhere for the time being. They weren't really in their hotel rooms a whole lot until it was late, and Minho crawled into his bed before Jonghyun even had the chance to say hi. He grumbled, upset that Key had kept him out to chat about pointless things when he could have gotten in here early enough to actually speak to Minho instead. Shrugging off his shirt and pants, Jonghyun crawled into his bed without worrying about putting anything else on or off. He couldn't be bothered, leaving his clothes in a pile by his bed.
Like every other night, Jonghyun was having trouble sleeping. He turned over and squinted to see Minho in the darkness of the room. He could still hear Key and Taemin making loud noises as they watched TV and threw things around. It was kind of funny how loud they could get. Key was a squealer and Taemin seemed to feed off of that voice level, his own words sometimes very clear through the wall. Even so, Jonghyun wasn't sure what they were talking about other than to guess it was about something they were watching on he television. Onew's room was almost always silent once he locked himself in, and Jonghyun wasn't sure he wanted to know what went on in there. He wasn't really sure how he and Minho sounded, but right now he knew it was deathly silent, even more so than Onew's usually was.
What felt like hours later, after Taemin and Key had made some particularly loud banging noises, they started to settle down. Jonghyun hadn't even heard them in ten minutes when he finally moved. Sighing under his breath, he tossed his legs over the side of the bed and stared down at them as his feet touched the floor. Why was it messing him up so much? Why couldn't he just ignore it like Minho seemed to be? Why did it have to mean so much? Maybe that answer was simple. Because Minho wasn't just some hoe. He wasn't just somebody that Jonghyun could fuck and then not have to deal with ever again. They were band mates, but even more than that, they were friends.
Pushing himself to his feet, Jonghyun moved as quietly as he could to Minho's bed, peeking closer at him to see if he was asleep or not. Seeing his eyes closed, Jonghyun straightened back up before turning to walk back towards his own bed, uncertain of what he would do until he fell asleep. Suddenly a voice stopped him in his tracks and made a slow shiver crawl down his spine. "Jonghyun?"
"I couldn't sleep," he said quickly, as if he'd been doing something bad.
"Mmm," Minho breathed softly, like he'd been asleep or almost there himself. "But you seemed so tired today. It should be easy to sleep."
Jonghyun shrugged even thought he wasn't sure if Minho could tell. After a moment of silence, Minho continued, "Want to sleep here, hyung?"
Turning his head, Jonghyun saw Minho had pulled the covers back beside him. It made Jonghyun's stomach do a weird flip and he pursed his lips.
"It might help," Minho added softly, his eyes heavy and tired looking as they caught the tiny bit of light in the room.
After thinking about it for a long moment, Jonghyun shrugged and walked over to slide onto the bed next to him. Minho's arm immediately wrapped around his waist, pulling him close. Jonghyun felt a hot tendril of desire snake through his stomach.
"Relax," Minho breathed against his hair.
Jonghyun wanted to because it felt good. He moved a hand over Minho, slowly pulling himself closer. It didn't make sense. Minho was so confident and did things like that, but then he didn't seem worried at all, or like he felt like there was anything that needed to be said or talked about. It baffled Jonghyun, and made it all the more difficult for him to say anything. Instead he took a breath and tried to will himself to be more like Minho, to just do it, to just do whatever felt natural.
Minho smiled and ran his hand against Jonghyun's naked back, almost making the singer shiver. Somehow, Jonghyun managed to fall asleep, something that made him feel even more grumpy the next day. At least he felt better rested though. That was something to be happy about.
Work went on as usual, but that night things were at least a little bit different. Jonghyun walked into the hotel room and Minho wasn't asleep yet. He was sitting on the bed reading a book. Jonghyun raised an eyebrow as he shut the door. "Hey," he said softly, and almost froze when Minho looked up at him, but barely managed to keep moving towards his own things.
"Hey, hyung," Minho responded quietly.
It felt like there was a dead weight hanging in the air as Jonghyun opened his duffel bag and started rifling through it. What was it Key asked to borrow again? Because it was too difficult to concentrate on Key, Jonghyun turned his head to glance over at Minho, who had gone right back to reading. Jonghyun had to resist huffing in annoyance.
"Not as tired today?" Jonghyun asked without looking back. He could feel the tension crawling up the muscles in his back.
There was a long silence before Minho answered, "Guess not."
"Oh," Jonghyun said, feeling slightly irritated. How could Minho be so cool about everything? Was it really so simple to him? Turning, Jonghyun frowned as he watched Minho read. Steeling himself, Jonghyun walked over and closed the book in front of his face. "What's your deal?"
Minho looked up at him with wide eyes. "My deal?"
"You act like nothing happened, and then you go and pull a stunt like last night, and then you still act like nothing happened. If we're not going to mess around, then let's not and put it behind us. You don't have to do anything unnecessary like touch me while I go to sleep, or avoid me like I'm going to do something you don't like."
"I just," Minho started, setting the book aside finally, "I didn't want to cause any problems."
"Problems? You're the one who started this. Mister I just decided to come home and practically force my band mate and friend to have sex with me. I still don't get it. How can you just randomly decide that I would be a good person to fuck? Was it because I was the one there? Would you have done the same to one of the other members if they were the one there?"
"No! Fuck, Jonghyun," Minho sighed and ran a hand through his hair, looking frustrated and like he was trying to sort out what to say.
"Just tell me the truth."
"It wasn't that random," Minho said quietly. "I'd thought about doing it before. I wouldn't have ever done it like that if it weren't for the alcohol, and this pill Chansung gave me. It made me feel really confident. Honestly, if I'd been sober I doubt I would have ever tried. I wouldn't have thought you'd agree."
"So, you were high?" Jonghyun asked, his eyes a little wide.
"It wasn't that bad or anything. Just enough to make me feel good."
Jonghyun licked his lips in thought and crossed his arms. "Okay."
"Okay?" Minho repeated, as if he thought that couldn't be all of the singer's reaction.
"Yeah. I'm not mad about you drinking and taking a pill." there was a bit of a pause before he added the question that was really nagging at him, "So, why were you ignoring me then?"
"I wasn't," there was another long pause where Jonghyun wondered if he should just drop it, because talking never really seemed to do that much good for him, but then Minho continued. "I mean, I just didn't want anything bad to happen."
Jonghyun pressed his lips together and shrugged. "I don't think anything bad would have happened. Whether we decided to never do it again, or..." he trailed off, still feeling like it was a difficult thing to say, to own up to. "We can handle it like adults," the words sounded weird coming out of his mouth. Had he ever treated sex or relationships like an adult? He'd always been the kind of person to get so caught up that he didn't really think before he acted.
Minho nodded and stared down at his hands. He'd always been more quiet, even when it was just them. Jonghyun chewed on the inside of his lip, wondering what was going on in his head. Had it just been sex to him? Would it affect their friendship? Jonghyun thought he could put a wall up in his mind between Minho as his friend and the Minho he'd fucked twice, but he knew he wouldn't forget. He didn't really even want to. But that was too difficult to come right out and admit. Suddenly the rapper sighed and leaned back, his head resting against the headboard, his eyes closing. "I don't know what would be best."
Jonghyun shrugged even though Minho wouldn't be able to see. After the rapper stayed like that for a while, Jonghyun let his hands drop back to his sides. He didn't know whether Minho hadn't really wanted to talk, or if he just didn't know what to say. Honestly, Jonghyun didn't know where to go from there either.
"I, uh, Key asked me to get something for him," he muttered before turning to move back to his own bed. Minho didn't make any move to respond, so Jonghyun started rifling through the bag again.
He could easily hear the bed shift behind him, so he knew Minho had moved. When he felt his hands pressing into his shoulders, squeezing some of the tension out, he sighed. It felt good, and made Jonghyun feel a lot more comfortable. The move was so familiar and made it really obvious to him that this was Minho after all, not just some random person he didn't even know. Actually, if it had been someone he wasn't close to, there wouldn't have been a problem at all. In that case, it would have only been sex. And only sex is easy for Jonghyun.
"What if I said I wanted to do it again?" Jonghyun asked, the words slipping out before he could even think about them too much. He knew it was more of a declaration than a question, but it didn't really bother him. He wasn't confident for nothing. So what if he had been shaken up by the whole gay thing, not to mention who with. Still, he didn't think anyone was out of his league. If he wanted something, he was the kind of guy who would get it.
The way Minho's hands slid over his shoulders and then down his sides made Jonghyun suck in a breath because it both felt good and gave him the affirmation he was looking for. Minho didn't stop, sliding his hands around Jonghyun once they were at his waist. His hands pressed against his stomach and then he was pulling him back flush to his own body. Jonghyun bit his lip to keep himself from making any noises at the touch. "Are you sure?" Minho asked in a low voice, mouth just inches away from Jonghyun's ear.
Instead of waiting, Jonghyun pulled away from Minho enough to turn around. He tilted his face up to look at Minho with narrowed eyes and a serious expression. Reaching up, Jonghyun sank his fingers into Minho's brown hair and tugged him not too gently down to meet his lips. "Yes," he breath before pushing his tongue out to invade the rapper's mouth. Minho groaned into the kiss, wrapping his arms tightly around Jonghyun again. The kiss was full of the need built up over the several days, and Jonghyun could feel that desire in Minho too. It made his confidence soar, in a way he hadn't ever felt towards a guy before.
Minho's hands were pressing against his back, fingers digging into his shirt, but they didn't stay there long. As the kiss deepened, Minho suddenly dropped his hands to squeeze Jonghyun's ass hard, making the singer gasp in surprise. "Fuck, Minho," he cursed, the feeling both slightly painful but still good, and oddly arousing. Jonghyun jerked his hips hard against Minho, feeling his dick getting harder as blood rushed down his body.
Instead of waiting, Jonghyun moved his hands down to Minho's chest and pushed him back until he toppled over his own bed. Jonghyun smirked and chuckled a little when Minho made a noise of surprise. Then the rapper looked up at him in a way that had Jonghyun's blood rushing. He scooted back a little, giving Jonghyun more than enough room to join. Leaning over, Jonghyun pressed a hand against Minho's chest, pushing him down against the bed. He crawled on top, one knee on either side of him as he began to thoroughly attack his mouth again. "Minho," he moaned the younger man's name before pushing his tongue into his mouth.
Two hands pressed under Jonghyun shirt, pushing it up slightly as they trailed up his chest. Jonghyun moaned when the fingers brushed over his nipple and Minho bit his lip hard. Yelping slightly, Jonghyun leaned back and looked at him with his best puppy eyes. "Why did you bite me?"
"You're too loud. The other guys will hear us."
"Fuck them," Jonghyun retorted as he leaned in and started to lick and nibble on Minho's neck.
Minho moaned quietly, seeming to be taking his own advice to heart. "It would be bad if they found out, hyung."
Leaning back, Jonghyun looked at him for a moment before nodding. He felt an urge to protect the younger man suddenly well up in him. He didn't want to get caught, but he definitely didn't want Minho to end up under fire either. "Okay. I'll be good," he whispered into Minho's ear, his voice low and suggestive. Minho groaned and pressed his hips up to try and rub them against Jonghyun, but they barely ghosted against him.
Smiling a little, Jonghyun shook his head softly before pulling Minho's shirt up and off him. He leaned down and started licking and sucking the rapper's nipple. Minho bit his knuckles and squeezed his eyes shut, making Jonghyun smirk because he liked seeing how good he was making the other feel. "Hyung," Minho panted, biting his lip, looking up at him with desperate eyes.
Jonghyun licked his lips before moving further down, raking his tongue through the crevices in Minho's gorgeous abs. He moaned softly as he kissed and bit them, not so hard it would make too bad of a mark though. Moving his hand, Jonghyun ran it against the front of Minho's pants, feeling how hard he was already. Minho gasped and arched up into the touch, a sound that had Jonghyun's own cock hardening with need. Dipping his tongue down into Minho's bellybutton, Jonghyun teased the skin as he rubbed his hand hard against the front of Minho's pants. Minho grunted and jerked his hips again. Jonghyun pulled back and quirked a eyebrow at him. "Impatient?" he asked, a little amused.
Minho nodded and smirked at him. "Yeah, I am."
Despite the fact that he was enjoying tasting and exploring Minho's body with his mouth, Jonghyun liked how blunt the younger was. "What do you say?" he asked with a small smirk playing on his lips as he slowly moved back up Minho's body, his own curving so that his chest slid against the younger one's, until his face was right by Minho's again and their chests were pressed tightly together.
"Hyung," Minho whined softly.
"Hyung what?" Jonghyun asked, his smirk growing.
Minho reached down and gripped Jonghyun's hips, lifting his hips hard against the older, making Jonghyun gasp as he felt Minho's hard penis rubbing against his own. "Stop being a fucking tease, hyung."
Jonghyun moved his lips to kiss Minho's neck softly as he slowly rocked his hips against Minho, making their clothed erections rub against each other. Minho sucked in a breath and moved a hand up to tangle his fingers in Jonghyun's hair. "Hyung," he said softly, pushing up against him. Minho's other hand reached down to tug Jonghyun's shirt up as much as it could. Twisting his body and using a hand to help, Jonghyun tugged the thing up and off his head, forcing Minho to relinquish the hold on his hair.
Jonghyun moved his hands down Minho's sides and then between them to press against his stomach, pushing himself up. He smirked down at Minho, pressing his tongue against his top lip as he start to rock back and forth on top of him, grinding down against his crotch. It drove both of their bodies crazy, making them hard, giving them enough stimulation to feel good, but not as good as it would feel it they were naked, if they were fucking. But even though Jonghyun knew he could feel a lot better, he liked the way this felt, the power he had right then, the way he was making Minho groan as he gripped his thighs tightly and pressed up against him.
"Jonghyun. Fuck, you look good," Minho's eyes raked over his body and Jonghyun smirked.
"Yeah, you like this?" Jonghyun asked as he pressed down a little harder.
"You fucking tease," Minho gasped, his fingers digging into Jonghyun's legs, but the singer didn't mind at all.
Suddenly Jonghyun felt himself being lifted by a particularly powerful thrust of Minho's hips, but the rapper didn't stop there, using his arms to wrap around him and force him over. Jonghyun smirked up at Minho, because he didn't mind their flipped positions, but it amused him that Minho was so impatient.
He didn't have a chance to comment on it though because Minho was leaning over him and pressing his mouth harshly against his. A moan vibrated in Jonghyun's throat as Minho's tongue swiped across his lips. Jonghyun almost whined in frustration as Minho pulled pack before kissing him any deeper, his head lifting off the bed to follow his lips. He frowned slightly before laying his head back down, but wasn't too disappointed when Minho started working open the button of his jeans.
Once they were undone, Minho hooked his fingers under both them and Jonghyun's boxers, making Jonghyun smirk a little as he lifted his hips so Minho could pull them down easier. His penis seemed to jump free as the cloth was removed. He groaned slightly and reached down to touch it, frowning at Minho for handling such an important part of him so roughly. Minho laughed a little at the expression on his face and shrugged as if to say that he could have done much worse. As if in compensation for the rough movement, after pulling the pants completely off, Minho leaned closer and curled his hand around his length, stroking it slowly and gently. Sucking in a breath, Jonghyun let his eyes slip shut as Minho touched his cock. "That feels good," he breathed, his hips pressing up, straining for more.
Minho leaned back in to kiss him and Jonghyun moved a hand to wrap around the back of his neck, holding him there as he pushed his tongue into the rapper's mouth. He wasn't going to settle for a teasing kiss this time. The kiss was slow and deep, needy and erotic in a way that made the way Minho was slowly stroking his cock that much more intense. Eventually they had to break the kiss, both sucking in a breath. Minho's mouth moved to press against Jonghyun's jaw as he moved his hand faster. "Fuck, I've wanted to touch you again so much."
"Why haven't you?" Jonghyun breathed the question, half of his focus stuck on the feelings in his penis.
"I didn't know if you wanted it, and, we were busy," Minho's voice was soft and low, and made Jonghyun feel a little bad for thinking it was easy for him.
"I want it," the singer assured, running his hands up Minho's back, feeling the skin pulled tightly over muscle under his fingers.
"Yeah? Tell me how much you want it, hyung."
"Mmmm, I want it so badly. I've wanted you so much."
Minho grunted, his hips jerking against his hand still moving against Jonghyun's penis. "Every day? Would you like it if I was fucking you every day?"
A deep moan slipped out of Jonghyun's mouth. Even though he highly doubted that would be smart or possible, it sounded really sexy at the moment and he could feel his blood rush to his cock. "Yes. I want it, Minho."
The rapper was pressing down harder against his hand and Jonghyun whined and gasped at the sensation of Minho's hand jerking him and being smashed down against him from the force of his hips. "I want to be inside you again so bad," Minho admitted in a raspy voice that told just how much he wanted it, how much he needed it right then.
Jonghyun's hands slipped down to shakily work on Minho's pants, unbuttoning them. He bit his lip as Minho kissed and licked the skin right above his collarbone. As they got more and more lost in the feeling of each other, a sudden knock ripped them out of the heady sexual need that had overcome them. They stilled, both breathing raggedly. Then there was another knock and, "I know someone's in there."
"Fuck," Jonghyun whispered. "It's Key."
"I realized that," Minho whispered back to him.
"Just ignore him," Jonghyun suggested with a smirk as he continued unzipping Minho's pants while leaning closer and trailing his tongue across the shell of the rapper's ear. Minho shuddered under the touch.
"I can see the light on. Minho, is that you?"
"Yeah," Minho called back immediately and Jonghyun raised an eyebrow at him. "I was just trying to get caught up on some sleep," seemingly likely since he'd been doing that so much lately.
"Maybe that's why your voice is so hoarse," Jonghyun whispered with an amused smile curling onto his lips.
"Shut up."
"Oh okay," Key answered after a second. "Is Jonghyun in there?"
There was a long pause, and Jonghyun wondered if maybe Minho was trying to make it seem as if he was actually looking around for him before answering, "No, he's not here!"
"He said he was headed here though!" there was another long pause before Key added, "Well, if he comes back tell him I found a pin!"
Minho waited a moment, listening closely for the sound of retreating footsteps, before turning back to Jonghyun. Leaning closer, he smirked and said in a breathy voice. "Key found a pin, hyung."
"Oh, I'm glad," Jonghyun said with a playful smile as he tugged on Minho's pants. "I'd be even happier to get you out of these," he added, his voice dropping an octave and gaining a husky quality than made Minho shiver. Suddenly, Jonghyun's hands left his pants and pressed against his chest, pushing him back. Minho resisted a little before giving in, pretty sure Jonghyun was doing it to get his pants off. He was upright on his knees as Jonghyun's hands went back to his waistband. Jonghyun sat up, pulling his own legs back to mirror Minho's position. He pulled the pants down and Minho had to shift awkwardly to get the pants off the rest of the way. Jonghyun couldn't help but laugh a little and Minho glowered at him.
"Stop it. You look creepy when you stare at me so seriously," Jonghyun complained before kissing him in an attempt to wipe the bitterness off Minho's face. His hand trailed down to brush against Minho's cock before moving over to grab his hips. Jonghyun held onto them tightly as he jerked his hips forward against Minho's. He moaned at the pleasure that raced through him.
Minho leaned in to kiss his jaw and rake his teeth across it before saying roughly, "I thought I told you to stop teasing me."
Jonghyun smirked and ran a tongue across his lips. "Then why don't you go ahead and stick a finger in me?" he asked, moving his leg to the side to spread slightly for Minho. This made him even shorter, putting him at eye level with Minho's chin.
"Just a second," Minho said, sounding breathless as he leaned over and pulled open the top drawer by the bed.
The singer watched curiously and felt his eyebrows raise in surprise when he saw him pull out a bottle of lube. "Really? In a hotel room? You stashed lube in here?"
"Why not," Minho shrugged before popping the top open and squeezing a generous amount on his fingers.
"How considerate," Jonghyun cooed playfully as he leaned in to kiss Minho's neck, pressing a hand against the other side to hold himself tightly against it. Minho made a soft noise in his throat, and Jonghyun could feel the vibrations of it against his lips, making him smile a little before running his tongue over the double adam's apple.
A cool finger pressed against his entrance and Jonghyun sucked in a breath, almost surprised by how cold it felt. His hips jerked forward slightly, and they both moaned quietly at the contact. Then it was sliding in and Jonghyun felt the familiar uncomfortable feeling, accompanied now by an irresistible excitement, one of the reasons he kept coming back for more. Soon enough a second finger joined the first, stretching him further.
Minho slowly started to scissor him while pressing kisses against the top of his head as Jonghyun kissed and licked all over his neck and shoulder, leaving wet trails on pink flesh. Minho should have been more worried about Jonghyun leaving marks, but they could cover up a small hickey if necessary, and Jonghyun's low kisses made it less likely for them to show if he did make any.
Jonghyun was slowly starting to rock against his fingers, moaning and gasping into his neck, the sound muffled by his skin. Thankfully, because if it wasn't muffled it might have been loud enough to give them away with only one wall between them and their band members who were possibly in there. "Fuck, Jonghyun. I want to be inside you now."
Leaning back, Jonghyun smirked at him through lowered eyelids. "Okay."
Minho tried to push him back and was met with only resistance. His eyes narrowed slightly, and Jonghyun leaned closer to whisper in his ear, "Not like that."
The words rang in the air between them and Minho seemed to understand him, his fingers digging into his hip. Jonghyun then pushed him over, and Minho fell back in surprise. He pulled his legs out from their bent position, Jonghyun already moving to straddle his waist. "Did you already have this in mind?" Minho asked a little gruffly, his cock aching with need as he could feel it pressed under Jonghyun's ass, because he hadn't hesitated to sit directly down on top of him.
Shaking his head, Jonghyun grinned as if he'd just won something. He could tell Minho's blood boiled in reaction because of the spark that lit up in his eyes, and the way he was suddenly grabbing at Jonghyun's hips.
"Well, get to it then."
Even though Jonghyun's body tightened with need at the command, he simply frowned down at Minho and rocked his hips just enough to tease him. "I'm in charge now," he responded curtly before rocking his hips a little harder.
Minho grunted and pushed up against him. "Hyung," he whined quietly, making Jonghyun's pulse race.
Reaching back, Jonghyun wrapped a hand around his hard length, stroking it slightly before lifting his hips and guiding it to press against his hole. He sighed softly and closed his eyes at the feeling. Minho's fingernails dug into his skin as he pushed his hips up again.
Opening his eyes, Jongyun smiled down at Minho, both amused and turned on by him, before pressing his hips back and down. He felt the muscles slowly give until the head of Minho's cock slipped in. A quiet whimper slipped out of Jonghyun's mouth and he had to bite his lip to keep from making any more noises as he pressed down further. Minho's cock stretched him so much, hurting and promising to fill him up completely.
"Minho," he gasped as he moved his hand to press against Minho's stomach. "It feels good."
The rapper's eyelids lowered as he looked up at Jonghyun, his dick throbbing with pleasure as Jonghyun slowly enveloped him. He slowly rocked his hips upward, earning him a gasp. Jonghyun's back arched as he leaned over Minho, eyes clenched shut, mouth pulled down slightly as he tried to adjust to the size and not move too slow. Minho held his hips tightly, something that felt good and reassuring to him.
Then Minho was in as far as he could be and Jonghyun sucked in a breath as his muscles relaxed a little while he rested against Minho for a minute. After that he took a deep breath and started rocking his hips against him. Small whimpers managed to escape every now and then as Jonghyun felt Minho tear at his insides. The lube he'd used earlier definitely made things easier, but having control made it a lot harder for Jonghyun to actually move himself. He wasn't being forced to quickly get accustomed to the feeling, so it took a lot longer.
After a while of Jonghyun's slow movements, Minho growled quietly and thrust up into him hard. Jonghyun stiffened as pain shot up his back. His eyes flew wide open and he looked down at the younger man, panting heavily. Minho smirked up at him and started pushing up over and over until Jonghyun was turning into a mess on top of him, muscles clenching and sweat beading as he panted and whimpered.
Sitting up so that their chests were flush against each other, Minho's arm snaked around Jonghyun's back as he pressed their mouths together. After a second he pulled back and chuckled. "You make way too many noises. I'm going to have to teach you to be better than that."
Jonghyun pouted at him before leaning in to nip at his lower lip. "I can't help it," he said softly before pushing his hips against Minho, moaning at the way his cock rubbed across Minho's abs. The rapper grunted quietly and used his new position and hold to slowly rock against Jonghyun. It was limiting and all he could really do was shift slightly inside of him, but it still felt so good, coupled with the way he could feel Jonghyun right against him.
Leaning back, Minho pulled Jonghyun down with him so that the singer was lying on top of him, Minho's penis still buried deep inside of him. They moved to kiss each other at the same time, making it a bit harder as their teeth clanked together. Jonghyun hissed, but continued by pushing his tongue into Minho's mouth. The younger sucked gently on the muscle as Jonghyun started moving his hips on top of him, quicker, needier. Their breathing was getting heavier, their bodies filling with the desire for release.
They only kissed so long before Jonghyun felt like he needed more, so he leaned back and straightened his upper body, giving himself greater mobility. He started moving his hips harder against Minho, slamming down onto his cock. Minho gasped and grasped his hips, straining his muscles to try and push harder, to go deeper. Movements grew frantic, and Minho moved one hand down to wrapped around Jonghyun's cock, stroking him hard and fast. Jonghyun whimpered and Minho closed his eyes and hoped the singer wouldn't get any louder than the level bordering on dangerous. He was too far gone to care though as he felt a rush of pleasure overcome him, and then he was coming hard into Jonghyun, his hips jerking up to ride out his release.
His hand had loosened and mostly stilled against Jonghyun's cock and the singer pouted down at him until Minho realized he wasn't done yet. He smirked and lifted his upper body. Jonghyun could tell how tired he was by the amount of effort it looked like it took to lift them both. He moved, feeling frustrated and confused that Minho hadn't kept touching him. Then Minho was pushing him down and all Jonghyun could think about was that he wanted to get off.
Then, as Minho pushed his knees apart and bent over him, Jonghyun realized what the younger man was planning to do. He moaned in desire and bucked his hips into the air in a silent plea. Minho easily complied, leaning down and sliding his plump lips over Jonghyun's throbbing erection. The singer stifled a moan and reached down to knot his hands in Minho's hair. It didn't take long for Jonghyun to be right back where he was before Minho came.
"I'm close," he warned. and Minho only sucked harder, making Jonghyun almost come undone right then. He sucked in a breath and held himself back from making any loud nosies as his orgasm washed over him. He vaguely realized Minho hadn't pulled his mouth off of him, but he wasn't concerned about it until every ounce of cum had shot out from him. He shivered slightly as Minho's lips let go of him with a very audible noise. Jonghyun looked down to see a bit of cum leaking from his mouth. There was more on the sheets and dribbling down Jonghyun's cock where Minho's mouth hadn't been able to catch it all. The thing that really caught his attention though was the fact that Minho's mouth was still full. He felt his eyes widen and suddenly Minho was leaning closer and pressing their mouth together. The hot fluid rushed into his mouth, almost chocking him when it hit the back of his throat. A lot of it leaked out between their mouths and down their chins and necks. Jonghyun moaned into Minho's mouth without realizing he was. They kissed deeply, tongues rubbing against each other, sharing the taste of Jonghyun, something the singer found oddly arousing and it made him feel heady in his post coital bliss. Then Minho was kissing the edge of his mouth and down his neck.
Jonghyun wasn't surprised at all when the rapper fell down beside him, looking exhausted. "Let's sleep in the other bed, okay?" Jonghyun suggested, knowing both of them had soiled the sheets pretty badly. Minho chuckled softly and nodded.
"Okay. Want to shower first?" he asked, nuzzling his face into Jonghyun's neck.
"Yah! Stop it," Jonghyun said, pulling away because it tickled the way he was breathing so softly. But it had also made him feel kind of happy. He slowly pulled himself to his feet, feeling his muscles scream at him to forget the shower and head straight back into bed. He ignored them and looked at Minho, who seemed to be in the same state of mind. "Come on. I don't have to drag your bug-eyed ass in there, do I?"
Minho looked up at him as if affronted by the comment, but Jonghyun knew it would make him move, and he smirked before turning and hurrying into the bathroom, a half angry, half playful Minho stumbling out of bed and racing after him.
The next morning, Jonghyun paid Key and Taemin a visit. Minho was showering second so he was still in the room. Onew was there though, and after Taemin let him in, Jonghyun saw them sitting on Key's bed. Taemin walked back over and plopped down and Jonghyun slowly followed. Key looked serious. "Jonghyun, we've been waiting for you!" he almost shrieked before Onew reached over to clap a hand over his mouth.
"Not so loud. Not so early," he pleaded and Key nodded with an understanding smile and a pat on the back.
"What is it?" Jonghyun asked uncertainly.
"Did you ever go back to your room yesterday when you said you would?" he asked, eyes trained on him.
"Ah, no. I was hungry so I stopped to get myself something to eat and I kind of forgot about it until later," he lied, knowing full well he couldn't say he'd been in that room now.
"Well, it would have been funny if you had! I went to find you there, and I think Minho had a visitor," Key's eyes sparkled, a look that was quickly reflected in Taemin's, whose actually seemed more mischevious than anything. Onew just looked bored. "I think he was having sex," Key added dramatically and Jonghyun felt like hitting him over the head.
"Oh god! Who does that?!" Jonghyun exclaimed in fake horror and Onew looked at him greatfully. Key pouted at the two older men and scooted closer to Taemin, who he obviously assumed was on his side. The maknae simply grinned as if he was enjoying the whole thing more than words could properly say.
"I'm going to go get breakfast," Jonghyun proclaimed his disinterest and headed for the door. He was quickly followed by a relieved Onew, a hungry Taemin, and a pouting Key, and just like that, the subject was dropped.