holiday woes

[masterlupus]

i feel sometimes as if im hiding my feelings and sometimes sadness. its new yreas and im sitting here at home watching movies alone. i just feel alone this year. its the first year ive done nothen on new years. it just doesnt feel right. itg makes me think about things i dont want to think about. let me put it this way most of my life i have been

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new year

[bitneeboo]

hey you.....so i hope new years didn't turn out that bad for you afterall....was very boring at first but did get better. Plus today at church and everything....its as if i have changed and just everything is going well so far. Anyway talk to you later!! going to take a nap cause i'm going on 5 hours of sleep!! Hehehe.. :)

[rachel1987]

I'm sorry that you feel so down. Actually, I have been thinking about very similar things, as far as work and school goes. And my only suggestion is to stop school for a semester and see how it works out. Or just take a few classes so you can have time to work as well as take care of yourself. And if it proves to work well, then continue with that. And if you think it doesnt work, go back to school.