more self-loathing

[masu_senpai]

So I have been having trouble lately with knowing when to stop pestering people to hang out. I feel like if I don't take the initiative then nothing will happen. (I know it to be true) However I feel weird doing so, it's really not something I'm used to. I also have the fear that I am becoming "that guy". The one you don't really want to have

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[laefin]

i genuinely liked the time we spent together the other day. the friendship began based on good conversation and i'm glad we still got it :o) it's not so much that i don't want to hang out with you. for me it's a delicate balance between a lot of different factors... and the fact that i'm just exhausted when i get home from work and lazy or swamped on my days off doesn't help either.

from my perspective, you are no where close to being that guy, but i'm sure you've been playing it cool with me.

[masu_senpai]

That's weird, I remember you saying that our first conversation was meaningless banter. lol I don't think those were the words you used but it was something like that.

You've told me before how busy you are; that's why I've played it "cool" with you.