you'll never read this.

[matador_mantra]

i understand this situation, and everyone else thinks im a fool. but i honestly don't care. it's easy to judge other peoples situations, and i cant exactly explain it to people nor do i really want to. i don't fully understand you, or how you place your priorities. maybe its selfishness, maybe it's just the way you live your life, keeping the ones

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[ezr_2stalk_wlj]

i read it...
and i spent monday/tuesday with a 20-something girl who had an uncanny resemblance to you... if you spent the next four years on hallucinagens and speed, you'd probably look just like her, me thinks.
and, well... it was kinda like being with you drinking in bars and watching GOONIES and THE LOST BOYS and it was fun...
i don't know how you should take that or, more importantly, how you will but... y'know... thanks and whatever.

[matador_mantra]

=) sounds like fun. i wish i was old enough for the bars. two more years.. of course... i don't really wish that for bars here. they all look like they're filled with meat heads and barbie wanna-be's but wait, i look like this speed addict? or i act like her? i love goonies. and.... no problem and whatever?

[ezr_2stalk_wlj]

ah, there are decent bars...
anyway, she looked like you... and she has some manic qualities that are remeniscent of you... but, anyway... yeah.