I've walked through his galleries, once teeming with life. Now deserted. Why did I come here? I find myself counting and re-counting our conversations like so much dragon's loot. I read his last note 100 times, but I still cry. I feel somehow like it's my fault. The guilt won't go away, or the pain of his loss... even as I type this I pause... for ( Read more... )

why is it that I can't seem to live without shooting every friendship I have in the foot? It has become a pattern in my life that I hate.

I feel like I'm hovering and spinning, I can't get it to stop ( Read more... )

AKK wearing shoes for the first time in 5 weeks! My feet feel funny

Where do I go from here?

I have no idea

well, think about it, but don't bug me again untill you've decided.

Next time ... Could you please refrain from leaving my heart on the ground when you're through with it? no... that's the thing. I can't be mad at you... It's not your fault. It's mine ( Read more... )

001. name : Matthew David Lombardo ( Read more... )