Decided to drop chemistry n just do 3 as levels now, i think it's for the best. feel kinda crappy tho, these past couple of days, im scared of being alone but i think im just gonna have to deal with it at college i guess, one of those things. we did some shitty key skills things yesterday...i didn't see the point in making an effort so i didn't ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'd do without you..thank you <3

I feel really bad, I've been ignoring Adam for no reason, I just feel like I'm getting depressed again...I'm thinking it's just my 'Anxiety Disorder' kicking in because of college...It's not that I don't want to talk to him, it's just, I don't know. I feel sick...because I'm so nervous about tommorrow. I think I had one of my panic attacks the ( Read more... )

I felt so ill last night, like I was going to throw up...n I was shaking n everything :( This morning my stomach feels really weak n weird...stupid Irritable Bowel :( it's a fucking bastard. I think I'm going out with my mum this afternoon to sainsburys :D should be fun, I like sainsburys, I dunno why...hmmmm weird me. I think it could've been this ( Read more... )

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how do i make the picture work? *confusion*

New Found Glory last night, kind of amusing, not too great though to be honest. Hundred Reasons were vvvv good :D Reggie and The Full Effect....hmmmm 80's pop leggings music...crazy shit. There was some crazy scottish girl...I mean CRAZY bloody nuts. Then some other frizzy haired girl wearing a disgusting top kept climbing over this bar thing, n ( Read more... )

New Found Glory last night, kind of amusing, not too great though to be honest. Hundred Reasons were vvvv good :D Reggie and The Full Effect....hmmmm 80's pop leggings music...crazy shit. There was some crazy scottish girl...I mean CRAZY bloody nuts. Then some other frizzy haired girl wearing a disgusting top kept climbing over this bar thing, n ( Read more... )

College is becoming even more of a scary thought now, I didn't realise that the tutor groups were mixed with year 13s too, even more new people...older newer people. My tutor yesterday, she was saying how she didn't think it was a good idea that I did both sciences, because of my shitty 2 C's...n she says that it might be too hard...so I told her I ( Read more... )

ok...i'm feeling kinda sad. i think it's because i feel incredibly huge at the moment...so i'm going to make an effort to lose a bit so that i feel more comfortable with myself. i'm thinking college will be easy enough to help me lose it, considering i won't have any break..or if i do it won't be much. then at lunch i'll be able to control what i ( Read more... )