i cant help but struggle with the universal trials of growing up, finding true, actual love, and letting it all just...go; all within the vivid, urban embrace of los angeles (a city of magicians, movie queens, & love-struck clowns). im just a little girl caught in a grown-up glitz-and-glitter world of superstars and supermodels. i love/hate this ( Read more... )

responsibility sucks, or maybe i just do. graduating in t minus 3 weeks and counting, imlikeso e x c i t e d. found relief in a good friend at work who knows where im coming from and doesn't think im crazy, it felt good to have some positive reinforcement and to gain an honest amigooo. how sad that i have nothing to write about because im well, ( Read more... )

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i love our impossible romance and how we dont care & our inablilty to sleep soundly and dream with ease, & our 1:18 am drives to hollywood in anticipation of discovering the hollywood sign but end up getting lost which ironically is so much better. & how you get nervous when my parents are around and get mad when i call you little & how you'll look ( Read more... )

je devine j'ai besoin de vous bébé

apparently im inhumane, mock the disabled, & make old people cry. what bullshit! bombs over black angus please. im quite offended. what happened to honesty and sincerity? oh right, narcissism is cool these days. and yea transcendence IS attainable, i just need a little knowledge dropped on me, thats all. but time is fleeing and im not quite seeing ( Read more... )

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seeing the rapture on stage is like watching jesus perform miracles, that shit was immaculate.

mikekimmikekim,danceeeeeeedancee dance,benners & alexis making me pee with every word she says. yeah thats right!

im thirsting for optimism, but choking on monstrosity. swallowing my dependence & realizing that yep, im on my own (for sats, college, the so-called "real world"...everything). & well, it would be nice to have a mother to talk to, her absence is reeking havoc on my teenage years. but being lonely is nothing new, H E L L O C A T I E. thank god for ( Read more... )

fender benders are no fun :(, but dont fret girls the car will be in full working condition come friday. then the rapture on sunday woooo cant wait for this weekend!

my burps are awesome, kings burger does me oh so good, legwarmers and skirts are what im all about, TSHIRTSAREFUN is mighty g a y. and i leave you with me and lex going buckwild with ( Read more... )