My mom pulled the mattress down the stairs. Earlier tonight, her four dogs were all cuddling with her and she laughed she said "this is why I'll never need another man!" The house is a wreck, by the way. Trash everywhere, endless articles of junk piled on top of each other, the honest refuse of a healthy meth addiction. Empty coke cans, burned ( Read more... )

i can't figure out what the hell i'm doing at all at all at all. why am i going home, why not anywhere else, is it important anyway, how come no one falls in love with me, why do i still have acne when they promised it would go away in my teens, why do none of my pants fit, why do cigarettes still taste so good, why do i listen to sad songs all ( Read more... )

i had a dream that i cuddled with someone that definitely doesn't love me anymore, and you know what?

it felt alright.
better than it did.

"all nostalgic for things i never even liked"

I wish I had an older brother to take care of me and show me things.

this week ground me up like a bare knee on the sidewalk ( Read more... )

i'm heading back to arkansas from the bay area the first week of october. i wanna play shows, tell dirty jokes, and show people my butt on the way home--any ideas? set me up in your living room and i will make you cringe at stories of my one night stands with ugly people. also, i might be moving into a trailer in the woods with an extra bedroom. ( Read more... )

drove down a scary road in a sexy van last night.

life is oh! yes, it's oh.

lovums,
jenny

tell me true: why does going home feel like defeat ( Read more... )

today when i was riding to work i saw an old lady trying to cross the road. i say 'trying' because she was very painfully making her way across the road, one orthapedic shoe in front of the other, really just creeping by. i sat there and wondered where the hell is her family? her kids? a neighbor ( Read more... )

garlic: thrush, warts, and intestinal parasites
toothpaste: zits
steak: bruises
bananas: everything, it's amazing.
mullin: bruises, swelling.

doesn't stop me from owing over 70,000 in medical bills though.