sorry im an asshole. sorry i ruin everything. sorry you hate me. sorry i cant do anything right. sorry that im not good enough for you. sorry i complain alot. sorry i get mad at you sometimes. sorry i cant stop thinking about you ever. sorry you never believe me. sorry you cant trust me. sorry i dont mean to make you sad. sorry that your hurt. ( Read more... )

im in history doing some dumb project. emily isnt even happy to see me anymore i dont know what to do reealllyy

so yeah. another upset entry i guess..... i dono me and emily fight alot latley. i love her to death but it just sucks alot and it brings me down. blah. i guess tomorrow we are going snowboarding at wachusett. im supposed to hang out with her tonight but i dono if her mom will let me / i dont know if she will even call me back. i guess im good at ( Read more... )

blah. im over johns right now. we played poker with his dad n shit. im in such a bad mood. appearently im not important when emilys with her friends. i let her go to watch a movie and i called like 2 hours later and the movie just startedd. yeah cool. i dont even wanna talk about anything right now i dont even know why im fucking updating.

so yeah today i hung out with john. we went to his friend nicks house and hung out there for a little then we all went to get chinese food. then i came home at 9 to call emily and yeah shes still out with her friends and its great because she can only hang out with me till 730. wicked cool. whatever i dont care

Today we didn't have school because of the snow. So lovely Emily came over around one. My mom made us omelets because we don't know how to make them. I like salsa with them and its pretty disgusting haha. Then we went snowmobiling around. It was quite a fun time. Then we went back into my house and "watched" tv. Then we went to CVS to get cat food ( Read more... )

appearently i always start stuipid arguments soooo fuck that

yesterday was probably one of the worst days ever. i dont really wanna talk about it much ... but ill just say sorry to emily. bahh

so yeah john dills picked me up on the 4 wheeler earlier today and we drove all the way to john rogers house. it was a long haul and we didnt get caught by the cops. then i got there and rode the 4 wheeler for like 3 hours and then i flipped it over and hurt my leg then i stopped. after we went to mcdonalds and then to circut city and got john ( Read more... )

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