what happens next?

[mathgrind]

I had fun at pointless fest until it was shut down

Comments

[bleed_you_dry]

why do you think you dont have the emotional depth necessary to have a relationship?

[mathgrind]

i have no experience
i would probably be too clingy
i am too insecure
if i got dumped i'd probably be devastated and miserable and not want to do anything.

depression

[anonymous]

these are all common thoughts a depressed person has. maybe your life isn't perfect, but hey, no one's is. everyone has problems. thinking that yours are worse or that you are terrible or a worse person/less worthy person is a sign of depression. instead of focusing on your situation, focus on how you are thinking. if you cannot even imagine how to turn your thinking around, then perhaps you should speak w/ someone.