A cat got into your house? Someone's lost pet, or a feral cat?
Live and document your experience out of sheer defiance. That's what I come to when all I can think of are worst-case scenarios. I believe that there is value in this. I'm afraid and sad, but I want to see what I can do to expand what I have. It's like an act of defiance. I want to live.
there are lots of cats in my neighborhood. this particular one belongs to a neighbor that has 6 cats. My main concern is that there is an opening big enough for a cat to get in through.
Exactly who am i in defiance against? The women that ignore me? The people that have ripped me off. They would all get a good laugh if they saw how my life is and has been. In theory my biggest act of defiance would be putting an end to my life. I am not going to do that though.
Every aspect of my life is a worst case scenario. I cannot handle it. I have lost.
Defy death. Defy despair. And yes, defy people who ignore you. You are worth defending.
Look, I don't even know you and I took time to test some colors and find the best glowing Matrix-green to represent you in my Friends List. I didn't just use the prefab standard lime green LJ provides, but I added the right amount of red to it to make it strong and edgy. (Your color is #66FF00, by the way!) Sure, it's a tiny thing, but tiny things add up. If a total stranger would bother to refine your Friends List color to represent a little more punk/vegan oomph - I think your students, friends, and many people closer to you probably think even more of you. They must. Please see it.
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Live and document your experience out of sheer defiance. That's what I come to when all I can think of are worst-case scenarios. I believe that there is value in this. I'm afraid and sad, but I want to see what I can do to expand what I have. It's like an act of defiance. I want to live.
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Exactly who am i in defiance against? The women that ignore me? The people that have ripped me off. They would all get a good laugh if they saw how my life is and has been. In theory my biggest act of defiance would be putting an end to my life. I am not going to do that though.
Every aspect of my life is a worst case scenario. I cannot handle it. I have lost.
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Look, I don't even know you and I took time to test some colors and find the best glowing Matrix-green to represent you in my Friends List. I didn't just use the prefab standard lime green LJ provides, but I added the right amount of red to it to make it strong and edgy. (Your color is #66FF00, by the way!) Sure, it's a tiny thing, but tiny things add up. If a total stranger would bother to refine your Friends List color to represent a little more punk/vegan oomph - I think your students, friends, and many people closer to you probably think even more of you. They must. Please see it.
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