I could write something new today, like about my parents' tirade that's kept me hiding in my room all night, despite my hunger, the laundry waiting in the basement, or the guitar amp that's trapped in the middle of the bears' "den". I just can't deal with them right now. I'd leave the house if I wasn't certain their demeanor would be even worse ( Read more... )

I miss my drums on the weeks I have Benn. I just want to bury my head in my big 'ol Denon cans, push some loud, balls-out rock through them and let my limbs flail for an hour or so. I love coating my sticks with a healthy sheen of blood and sweat. I hardly ever watched The Osbournes, but I did catch part of one episode to hear Ozzy say, "Anyone ( Read more... )

Sleep deprivation is rocking my socks. I'm all robo-zombie right now and I have so much stuff I should be doing that requires a level of mental focus I'm just not capable of. I nod off at work constantly. Oh well, the weekend's almost here. I have Benn, so I won't get THAT much more sleep, but at least it's something. Plus: Naps ( Read more... )

"For whatever reasons, Ray, call it fate, call it luck, call it karma. I believe everything happens for a reason ( Read more... )

If I ever find the time to complete my goal of making a film, some time down the long, winding road of life, I've decided I want to make a silent film. A modern take on a silent film, mind you, but a silent film nonetheless. I think my obsession with dialogue would lend this to be both a significant challenge, but would provide a huge emotional ( Read more... )

I'm so completely torn these days. My time and my loyalty are being divided between two things that are so important to me. Most days it's a literal coin toss to decide where I put my energy. The race is a dead heat and heading for the finish line and only time will tell how it will all play out ( Read more... )

Why must TVLand always show the same episodes of Sanford and Son? I swear, I've seen "Fred's Extra Job" a dozen times already. It's easily my favorite old television program, yet TVLand always seems to be running Beverly Hillbillies and Andy Griffith--both of which I pretty much can't stand--whenever I happen to have the tv on. So in the rare ( Read more... )

Watching PR at the moment--loving this season. This zodiac challenge is fascinating. No more immunity ( Read more... )

The residual effect of Friday has no more worn off than has last night's alcohol. I want to feel like this forever--it certainly beats the seemingly endless valleys of the past few years. "Don't you walk away, the buildings will fall down. Don't you walk away, the quake will split the ground ( Read more... )

I can't even write about my weekend so far without completely bastardizing the experience. But it was, to say the least, incredible. A definitive time that will truly have no peer. Even if I wanted to write about it, I'd lack the words to do it justice for any outsider's sense of understanding. I have the memories and the photographs--like all ( Read more... )