I just got off of the plastic wave back in forth with hundred miles away trying to find a way there. Yea i just go of it again, and with a little more confidence i can tell you that i am not going to see little bit during the celebration time. Is it sad? No not really, the problem goes back months and months ago ( Read more... )

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(22:57:13) yo yo its the megio : it'd be easier to get what i want if i knew what that was ( Read more... )

what do i do.I am really stuck in this postition and there are only like really to ways out...I keep on getting up and thinking i have a new plan but then i sit down and thats it, i am back to were i started from...It's just that i have fuck myself over so well. well i just came back to my computer and and im lost again.. iam tired of thinking... ( Read more... )

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!!!!"it was so loud, the dude just looked at me and duh, obviously i didnt care because i said nothing in reply. I just didnt understand how i had come that close to him, did he find me, did i find him, this is vary questionable. My brain had frozen up on me for the first time.... it didnt make any sense though. "He knew i was ( Read more... )

Yo. all it feels i can do for this story is just make a bunch on noises that desribe something so what the fuck... I walk out back and down the stairs i go and i see the gas tank and thought it would feel so nice to go talk to some grass...So wonder over the dirt and say hello to the metal and i kind of hug it and just got so tired at that same ( Read more... )

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For I cry now for what I cannot have ( Read more... )

How much time does it take for some one to be in actual love with another person. Why do people have to be so complicated? I take myself as a pretty plain non-complicated 15 year old. Why is some thing that everyone wants, hurts so much that it makes so many people kill themselves? Does that make any since? Of course not. If you think about ( Read more... )

HEllo hello hello.it is was to early to be up and i wish that i could just tell the World i dont really care about it's time and just fade into the couch from where i was stolen from.what ever..idont really care,it's just like ever other day.But wait it is not though...today is a vary special day..today is what i would call happiness//of course ( Read more... )

So i did this whole journal think an now i feel so cool.I feel like a thousand christmas's.I has taken me about three hours to get this far and i can stop now...right.. already I am being so pessimistic about this junk, thinking that i will do this for a few days or maybe no more then even this entire.Who knows but i can tell you that it is ( Read more... )