Comments | matikighost: Close your eyes, clear your heart, cut the chord.

matikighost

Close your eyes, clear your heart, cut the chord.

Nov 03, 2008 21:21

Well, i'm kind of down tonight. It is certainly a combination of a couple things. I have been recently reminded of just how alone I am up here in Indiana. And really I think this goes back to my Carbondale visit ( Read more... )

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undeadeel November 4 2008, 06:21:09 UTC

I'm not sure how things are in Ft. Wayne, but I know gas is a lot cheaper around here right now than it has been in a long time. I know you just took a trip and all, but hey, jus' sayin'.

matikighost November 4 2008, 09:37:59 UTC

Gas is on the fall here as well. I think it is 2.09. I filled up in Lexington for 1.92. I almost took a picture to send to you guys heh. But I will be visiting Carbondale again as soon as I get a chance.

huffitypuff November 4 2008, 14:45:24 UTC

You had better! Jesus, $1.92...that's unAmerican!

Commiseration huffitypuff November 4 2008, 15:03:02 UTC

Matt, I can completely feel for you. I'm the same way (in a way, that is). EVERYONE is gone from here but me. Now, I know that some of you will say, "No, Bob and Evil Dylan are still there," but Bob has pretty much removed himself from my life and I never ever can get ahold of EDylan. So, like you, I am alone here ( ... )

Re: Commiseration matikighost November 4 2008, 21:23:48 UTC

Exactly. I have people at work, but they are just that: People at work. I have no real outlet to make new friends here. I don't want bar friends, I don't want to go meet girls at some club etc. Like, when I was in Kentucky I met a bunch of people at a party we went to who were like "Dude, come live in Lexington or Louisville, play in our games, be a roomate" etc. And that was cool, but I don't want to live in Kentucky and they would be cheap substitutes for the people I really wanted to be with. Like NAS lite. I don't think I could meet new people that raised the same joy and comfort in me as do all you guys ( ... )