...then again, maybe not.matronmaliceNovember 14 2007, 18:10:15 UTC
you ought to see what's currently on my fridge. and what i am thinking of taping to the steering wheel to avoid drivethroughs. or taping to my debit card to avoid buying crap i don't really want at the grocery store. if i am ever going to lose this cellulite and be hot again, i need to keep myself in line. i ate way too much yesterday because it was cold out and i was walking in manhattan with husbeast; we stopped for dumplings and I ate an order of dumplings, half a seaweed salad and a bowl of seafood tom yam soup on top of my cucumber/carrot sticks/3 teaspoons fat free ricotta cheese salad. today i have carrot sticks and an apple and i will be faced with the diner-run later. hugs, e
Re: ...then again, maybe not.matronmaliceNovember 14 2007, 18:26:00 UTC
thank you, you're very sweet. but, i feel like i've really let myself go. i havent been this fat since high school, and even then i didn't have backfat and thigh-cellulite like i do now. my back was always the sexiest part of me, and now it's got gross saddlebags. i also feel like my fat has slowed down my walking pace, hobbled my flexibility and hindered my dancing. there's no reason my heart should beat so from climbing a few flights of stairs. the impetus for my diet (fetish photo shoot in february aside) was actually a close friend who saw me in a state of deshabille and remarked "you look like one of those prehistoric statues". and this is someone who loves me. so, yeah. time to work this shit off. thank you for the support, hugs, e
you are the sweetestmatronmaliceNovember 15 2007, 14:19:10 UTC
i give you many hugs and look forward to seeing you sooon... if i don't police myself, i wind up very unhealthy. unfortunately, the reason i've been hungry as fuck the past three days is i was working toward a doozy of a cold (it's been going around my office for a week and it hit last night). i am going shopping for ginger and limes when i get home. hugs, e
Now, don't think just about 'thin' - consider making your goal one of sexy fitness. Go for the curves and the feeling of renewed energy from changed eating habits. Also, think in healthy calories, not just numbers.
Then re-read all the comments ppl are making about you being beautiful (which you are) and put them in the ego basket for rainy days.
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and what i am thinking of taping to the steering wheel to avoid drivethroughs.
or taping to my debit card to avoid buying crap i don't really want at the grocery store.
if i am ever going to lose this cellulite and be hot again, i need to keep myself in line. i ate way too much yesterday because it was cold out and i was walking in manhattan with husbeast; we stopped for dumplings and I ate an order of dumplings, half a seaweed salad and a bowl of seafood tom yam soup on top of my cucumber/carrot sticks/3 teaspoons fat free ricotta cheese salad. today i have carrot sticks and an apple and i will be faced with the diner-run later.
hugs,
e
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You're hot NOW, fool!
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but, i feel like i've really let myself go. i havent been this fat since high school, and even then i didn't have backfat and thigh-cellulite like i do now. my back was always the sexiest part of me, and now it's got gross saddlebags. i also feel like my fat has slowed down my walking pace, hobbled my flexibility and hindered my dancing. there's no reason my heart should beat so from climbing a few flights of stairs.
the impetus for my diet (fetish photo shoot in february aside) was actually a close friend who saw me in a state of deshabille and remarked "you look like one of those prehistoric statues". and this is someone who loves me. so, yeah. time to work this shit off.
thank you for the support,
hugs,
e
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if i don't police myself, i wind up very unhealthy.
unfortunately, the reason i've been hungry as fuck the past three days is i was working toward a doozy of a cold (it's been going around my office for a week and it hit last night). i am going shopping for ginger and limes when i get home.
hugs,
e
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Now, don't think just about 'thin' - consider making your goal one of sexy fitness. Go for the curves and the feeling of renewed energy from changed eating habits. Also, think in healthy calories, not just numbers.
Then re-read all the comments ppl are making about you being beautiful (which you are) and put them in the ego basket for rainy days.
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hugs,
e
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