A broken promise (chapter 7)
Title: A broken promise
Author: MatsuAurore
Beta: Sakudada <3
Pairing: Yama
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Au, drama, angst, romance
Disclaimer: Sho owns Ohchan xD
Summary: You were alone, you were so sad. Everybody thought nothing could touch you but they were wrong. You were the only one who was able to read people's heart and understand them when they just said you were weird. But why don't you let me try to read your mind? Why don't you let me touch you? Can I be the only one that you'll allow to touch your heart?
A/N: Warning: presence of violence in this chapter, if you're not old enough or hate that, please, don't read that. This story is a fiction!
Chapter 7:
Do you remember Satoshi? Do you remember this day when you ran away because of this guy? When I met you I knew you were hiding something to me and your mother but I didn't know it would be something as horrible as that. When you told me the truth, my heart almost broke and I believed I would make a murder for what this monster did to you my love. Satoshi, baby, why were you always trying to hide what made you suffer? Why didn't you trust me? Were you ashamed by your past? You could talk to me at this time, so, why? Why didn't you tell me you felt so bad my love? When I was seeing your eyes, I was suffering more than anything. You made me so happy and at the same time, so sad. Seeing the pain in your eyes, this fear, this shame was killing me slowly. It was like a snake which was gagging his prey slowly. It struggled with me and hurt me so bad. Satoshi, why? Why didn't you trust me at this time? Why didn't you show me your heart? Why didn't you let me touch your heart? I love you my love, I love so much that it's painful. I just wanted to live with you, to make you happy, to give you back your so beautiful smile. When I think about it, tears are filling my eyes and I just want to break something. Satoshi, I love you, baby...
Ohno stared at the man with scared eyes and ran away, throwing me a desperate look which made me froze. I had never seen him like that or maybe only with his dad. I started to run, trying to catch you but you had disappeared. It was raining loudly and I raised my eyes to see the dark clouds in the sky. I had to find him. It was dangerous, he was too fragile to stay alone in the town and plus, it was dark and I knew how much he was afraid by the dark. So, I ran. I ran like I never did before. I ran to find him and take him in my arms, to protect him. After one hour, I stopped, exhausted. Ohno really had disappeared but I couldn't give up, I didn't want to give up. I asked some people if they had seen him but it was useless. Suddenly, an idea came in my mind. Maybe he would be at the only place where he was feeling safe... I took a taxi and ran on the beach.
"Satoshi!!!!" I screamed when I saw my boyfriend on the sand, curled in a small ball.
I ran toward him and started to cry. His eyes were closed and he was shivering heavily. I lifted him in my arms and froze when I touched his forehead. Ohno was burning!
"Hold on baby." I whispered, carrying him to his mum's house.
"What happened?!" Satoko screamed when she saw her wet son in my arms.
"I’ll tell you later, I need your bathroom and some medicine." I didn't wait for her answer and ran toward the bathroom.
I took Ohchan's clothes off and laid him down in the bathtub. His body was shivering and his forehead was very hot. I bathed him, kissing his wet and red face, whispering apologies. I dried him and took his pajamas on before carrying him in his bedroom.
"Sho..." Ohno whimpered, opening his eyes with difficulty.
"Tss, sleep baby, you're too weak." I kissed his hot forehead, stroking his cheek.
"I'm... I'm so-rry." Ohno stammered.
"Tss, don't apology my love, sleep." I whispered and Ohno buried his face in my chest and I hugged him tightly.
I fell asleep but woke up when a scream resounded and something scratched his skin. Ohno was crying and hitting me, his eyes still closed.
"Satoshi, baby, wake up." I panicked, trying to wake him up.
"Please, don't touch me!" Ohno screamed, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Satoshi, wake up."
"Please, Kaoru-sama, stop that!" Ohno hit my face.
"Satoshi, wake up!" I took his shoulder and shook him, making Ohno open his eyes, shocked.
"Sho?" Ohno blinked.
"Yes, babe, it's me. You had a nightmare." My boyfriend started to cry and I hugged him.
"Calm down, calm down." I repeated, rocking him in my arms.
"Hug me tight." Ohno buried his face in my neck, wetting my skin.
"I'm here my love." After a while, he fell asleep, exhausted.
When I woke up the next morning, Satoshi was still asleep, his forehead was hotless but his chubby cheeks were very red. I kissed his nose and stood up to look for a wet towel. I lowered my head when I saw Satoko in the kitchen.
"What happened?" She asked me and sighing, I told her the whole story.
"Kaoru?" She frowned, making me look at her with curious eyes.
"Yes. What? Do you know him?"
"Yes, Kaoru Ohno is my ex husband's brother." Satoko whispered.
"Eh?!" I gasped.
"Kaoru always went to our house when I still was with my husband. He never hit Satoshi but I saw how disgusting his look was when he was staring at my baby. Toshi hated him and always locked him up when he went to see his brother."
"It's weird." I stroked my chin, lost in my thoughts.
Satoko just nodded and I took what I needed before joining my boyfriend in our bedroom. Toshi was awake, his eyes slightly opened, his chest moving up and down quickly as if he was scared.
"Babe..." I sat down next to him and stroked his wet forehead lovingly. He shivered violently and closed his eyes, whining. "Baby, what happened?" I whispered. Satoshi, even sick, was acting strangely.
"Sh-o." Ohno moaned.
"Tss, don't speak, you're too weak." I kissed him.
For one week, Satoshi stayed in his bed, sleeping, crying and screaming when he had his nightmares. I felt so useless in front of his pain. After seven days, his fever fell and he started to eat again.
We were lying in our bed in my apartment when my hand started to stroke his thigh.
"Sho..."
"I missed you so bad, baby." I moaned, climbing on top of him to kiss him while my hand was still stroking his thigh.
"Me...too." Ohno looked away while saying these words and I stopped. "Sho?"
"I'm sorry, I don't want to force you." I mumbled, trying to leave our bed but Ohno grabbed my hand.
"I want you, Sho."
"No. You looked away when you said you missed me too."
"I... I'm only scared..."
"Why? Why are you so scared? I never hit or harm you! I never forced you, so, why?!" I yelled.
"I... I don't wa-nt to ta-lk about th-at." Ohno stammered, fear shining in his eyes.
"I want to help you! How can I protect you if you become a wall of silence again?!!!" I snapped. Tears started to roll down Sato's cheeks when he stood up.
"Satoshi, I'm sorry."
"Don't tou-ch me." Ohno whispered.
"Babe..." I tried to take his arm but my lover screamed and, grabbing his head, left the bedroom. "Satoshi!" I followed him but he locked himself up in the bathroom. 'Toshi!" I knocked on the door but a scream came as an answer.
My baby kept crying loudly and I heard him breaking some stuff inside the bathroom. I preferred him breaking my belongings than harming himself. I stayed at the door, trying to make him open but he stayed inside and I fell asleep on the ground. The next morning, I found the door opened, my perfume, shampoo, etc...on the ground but Satoshi wasn't there. Panicked, I ran into our bedroom and found him on the bed, his head on his arms, sleeping. A smile appeared on my lips and I joined him, wrapping my arm around his waist and closing my eyes.
A hot breath woke me up and I saw Ohno's face in my neck, his hand gripping my shirt.
"Baby..." I whispered, making him open his eyes.
"Sh-o?"
"Hey, do you feel better my love?" I stroked his cheek and my lover nodded. I made us moved but when I stood up, Ohno hugged me tight, crying silently.
"Baby?"
"I'm so sor-ry. I'm a horr-ible pers-on."
"No, babe, I love you, I love all the parts of you, don't ever doubt of that, you're perfect."
"Sho..." Ohno looked at me before stealing my lips hungrily.
I laid him down on the bed and still kissing him, started to take his clothes off, my hands stroking his skin softly, my lips traveling on his whole body. I prepared him slowly, wanting to hear his moans but when I pushed my shaft inside of him and started to move quickly, I didn't see his tears. I took him roughly, moaning his name in his ear, saying how amazing I felt inside him before coming hard in his hole. I collapsed next to him, panting and didn't say anything when he stood up to take a bath. But after a while, I felt worried, it took him too long for only a shower. Standing up, I walked in the kitchen and froze. Satoshi was crying, holding a knife next to his wrist.
"Satoshi!!!" I ran toward him and took the knife in his hand. Ohno looked at me with empty and lost eyes before bursting into tears.
"Sho..."
"What did you want to do?!" I hugged him tightly, still afraid by what he was going to do.
"I... I wa-nt to di-e..." Ohno cried in my neck.
"Why? Why do you want to die?! Please baby, tell me, I can't help you if you don't talk to me." I tightened my grip around him.
"Be-because I'm a fre-ak..."
"Toshi, what did I tell you before? You're not a freak my love, you're the most beautiful person of the world. You're my world." I whispered, wiping his tears with my thumbs. "Is it because of this Kaoru?" I asked and felt Ohno frozing in my arms. "What did he do to you? Tell me, you can trust me."
"No... I can't... I deserved it, they were right. I... I deserved to be punished." Ohno sobbed.
"They? Who are 'they'?"
"Papa and uncle Kaoru." Ohno whispered.
"My love, tell me. Tell me how they punished you, tell me why were you trying to kill yourself." I implored. Ohno stared at me with fear for a while before nodding.
Ohno screamed in pain when his father hit his face. The sleepy boy fell on the ground, crying loudly.
"You're disgusting! You're such a little shit!" Ohno said to his son who looked at him with scared eyes, blood rolling down his chin.
"I'm so-rry." Satoshi sobbed, his head aching like hell.
"You're not my son, bastard!" Ohno screamed before slapping his son's cheek.
Satoshi cried and curled in a ball, scratching his skin and screaming. His father spitted on him and left the bedroom. Satoshi bit his arm to erase this fucking fear, trying to overcome his crisis and soon, blood started to roll down his skin. He was used by his father's treatment but it still felt so painful. Ohno was only 14 years old but his father was beating him since his 13 now, how could he stop that?
One day, Satoshi was sleeping when something woke him up and opening his eyes, Satoshi froze, seeing his father drunk face. Ohno put his hand on his son's mouth and climbed on him.
"Tss... Don't be afraid, it's your daddy, be quiet." His father looked at him with madness in his eyes and started to kiss his lips and his body.
Satoshi tried to push him away but his father hit his face roughly and took their clothes off.
"A freak but a beautiful freak. I want to fuck you so bad, little bastard." Ohno smirked before entering his hard cock inside of his son who tried to scream but a hand struggled his voice. His father started to move roughly, moaning horrible things in Satoshi's ear who thought he was going to become crazy.
"Gosh... So tight... So amazing..." Ohno moaned before coming hardly inside of his son. Ohno took his pants and looked at his son with disgust. "Now, you're mine and don't you dare speak about that to your mother. If you tell her, I'll kill her." Ohno said coldly before leaving.
During one week, no one could approach Satoshi who made the worst crisis of his life. His father smirked when he looked at his son and a month later came again but this time, not alone.
"So, are you sure, Shouta?" The man asked Ohno.
"Yes. This little shit is yours, you'll see, his ass is tight and feels amazing around your cock!" Ohno smirked before leaving.
Satoshi looked at the man with terror in his eyes.
"Uncle Kaoru..."
"Tsss, ma ma ma, I'm the uncle of a piece of shit like you, it will be Kaoru-sama for you or master." Kaoru smirked before ripping Satoshi's clothes. "Hum, Shouta was right, what a beautiful shit we have here." Kaoru chuckled before kissing Satoshi's skin who closed his eyes in disgust. It was the beginning of a torture which happened for three years. Everytime Satoko wasn't there or the night, Ohno and Kaoru went to rape Satoshi. The sleepy man's crisis became worst and worst and at 16 years old, his mother left her husband, taking her son away from this madness...
Ohno raised his head to look me, ashamed. I didn't know I was crying but the shame on my boyfriend's face killed me and I hugged him tightly.
"My love..." I whispered in his ear.
"Ki-ll me, Sh-o. I do-n't want to see him again." Ohno sobbed against my skin.
"Tss, don't say this kind of things, I won't kill you, I love you."
"I'm...sca-red. If Kaoru-sama ca-me ba-ck..."
"He won't babe, he won't. Take your stuff, we're going to see your mum, I'll go to the police."
"No, please, Sho, don't tell mum or the police, please!" Ohno cried.
"Why?"
"I don't want her to know, she'll reject me, she..." Ohno started to cry, screaming and begging me to keep my tongue.
"Okay, my love, I won't tell her but I need you to stay with your mother for a moment." I wiped his tears with a fake smile.
"Why?"
"Because I have a business travel." I lied, kissing his nose.
I brought him to his mother the afternoon and left.
"Hello, Jun? I need your help."
"..."
"Yes. I need you to find me two men. Shouta Ohno and his brother, Kaoru Ohno."
"..."
"Yes. Thank you, I'll be there in two hours." I cut the line and looked at the gun on my desk.
Yes, they were already dead...
To be continued...