A broken promise (final chapter)
Title: A broken promise
Author: MatsuAurore
Beta: My Sakudada <3
Pairing: Yama, Matsumiya (slight)
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Au, drama, angst, romance
Disclaimer: Sho owns Ohchan and Jun owns Kazu xD
Summary: You were alone, you were so sad. Everybody thought nothing could touch you but they were wrong. You were the only one who was able to read people's heart and understand them when they just said you were weird. But why don't you let me try to read your mind? Why don't you let me touch you? Can I be the only one that you'll allow to touch your heart?
Final chapter:
I entered in the big expensive villa with a smile. Even after fifteen years I was impressed at how beautiful and big this house was.
I frowned, seeing the naked man in front of me.
"Nino, a normal person wears some clothes when someone visits." I smirked.
"Oh, shut up Sakurai!" Nino chuckled.
"He is right, Kazu, I don't want someone else to see this beautiful body." Jun appeared in the living room, only wearing a sweat pant, drops of water rolling down his naked chest and his wet brown short hair.
"Jun..." Nino whined childishly. Jun smiled and, wrapping his arm around his boyfriend's waist, kissed him deeply before whispering.
"This body is mine and I don't want to share it with someone else." Jun whispered, sucking Nino's skin who moaned and nodded before taking a jean and a shirt.
Jun, 26 years old, son of the amazing hired killer, Matsumoto Junichi. Jun was holding a gun before knowing how to walk. His father trained him during his childhood and Jun killed his first man at 14 years old. Now, his father was dead but Jun continued his work. Matsu wasn't the kind of man you thought able to kill someone without hesitation. Jun was very kind, with beautiful light brown eyes and an amazing smile which could make you do what he wanted. I met him at college when I was 14 years old and we immediately became friends despite his father's work. I became a lawyer, he became a hired killer, so funny when you thought about it. Despite his work, Jun was very sensitive and kind, only killing if it was necessary. Sometimes I asked myself how someone like him could kill and one day, I asked him. Jun laughed and told me when you had someone who raped children and women or gave drugs to a teenager, your guilt was quickly erased. I knew how much Jun hated the rape. When he was 14 years old, his uncle raped him and the next day, the police found him dead, his balls ripped. Jun was the most strangely man I knew, hating violence but killing to survive, life was so ironic sometimes. Jun killed his second man at 16 years old. One day, he found a naked crying boy in a dark street and brought him to the hospital. When the boy opened his eyes, Jun fell in love with him, with those beautiful brown eyes and this bratty smile immediately. Ninomiya Kazunari, 16 years old too. Two days later, the police found the body of a man in the street. Since this day, Nino and Jun were in a deep love. Even if Nino loved to tease his boyfriend, I could see how much he loved him and cared for him. It should be tough when your lover left to kill someone and you didn't know if he'll come back alive. Luckily for Nino, Jun was a very famous and amazing hired killer and nobody knew his face.
Jun gave me a coffee and Nino sat on his lap, laying his head against Jun's chest who kissed his temple, his hand stroking his boyfriend's back lovingly.
"So, what did you want from my man, Sakurai?" Nino asked.
"I just need some information."
"About?" Jun raised his eyebrows, drinking his tea.
"I have to found two men as I told you earlier." I mumbled.
"Shouta Ohno and Kaoru Ohno?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"None of your business."
"Sho, you're my best friend and a great lawyer. It's not like you to dirty your hands and I won't give you this information if you don't give me a good reason to." Jun said coldly. I looked at Nino and then, at Jun who sighed. "You can talk in front of Kazu."
"It's...delicate..." Jun raised his eyes and after a while, nodded.
"Kazu..."
"I won't leave." Nino crossed his arms against his chest.
"Kazu, my love, please." Jun kissed him and smiled. Nino sighed and left, sulking.
"I have a boyfriend for six months now."
"Really? You didn't tell me!"
"It's complicated. Satoshi has some problems, he has some troubles of Asperger's syndrome.'
"Oh, I know this syndrome." Jun nodded.
"He is very sensitive and fragile and I can't let him alone."
"And?"
"One week ago, we met a man in the street and after that, he started to have horrible nightmares."
"Because of this man?"
"Yes. I made him told me who was this man. He is Toshi's uncle."
"But?"
"When Satoshi was 14 years old, his father raped him." I whispered and looked at Jun when I didn't hear his reply. Jun's face was very white and his jaw clenched.
"I guess his uncle wasn't innocent in this story."
"Yes. His father made his uncle come and he raped him too. During three years they raped and beat him when Toshi's mother wasn't here or during the night." I added.
"Okay..."
"Jun?" I asked when I saw my friend was looking for something in his bag.
"We need to be very discreet. We'll do it properly." Jun mumbled.
"We? I thought you didn't want to be involved in this case."
"Before I knew it was about your boyfriend. Nobody is allowed to touch my family. Ohno is your boyfriend, so, he is a part of my family and plus, those two pigs raped him and for me, it's the worst thing they could do. These bastards are already dead." Jun put a big gun on the table.
"Thanks, Jun." I smiled.
"Anything for my family." Jun nodded.
"And for the information?"
"I already have what we need. We can leave tomorrow morning. You know where your bedroom is." Jun smiled and left.
Jun closed his bedroom's door and sat down on the bed, rubbing his temples. Nino hugged him from behind and kissed his cheek, wrapping his arms around his boyfriend's waist.
"Jun." Nino sighed.
"Hun?"
"I don't want you to go there."
"You're not afraid like that usually."
"Usually it's not a question of rape."
"What?! How do you..."
"J, we're together for ten years now and I know you. I know what happened to you when you were 14."
"I've ever had some similar case yet." Jun mumbled.
"Yes but it's Sho's boyfriend we are talking about and his own father and uncle raped him."
"You listened to our conversation?!"
"Yes because you are the love of my life, I have none secrets for you and it must be the same for you toward me. And because I love you and don't want to lose you." Nino whispered.
"I'm sorry, I just didn't want to worry you. I love you too, babe." Jun kissed his boyfriend who smiled and pushed him on his back to climb on him.
"J..." Nino whispered and kissed him deeply while he was taking their clothes off.
"Oh, babe..." Jun moaned, feeling Nino's hardness against his.
Nino smiled and moved his hips down on his lover's cock in a loud moan. Jun scratched his nails in his boyfriend's hips, gasping when the gamer started to undulate his body, his deep brown eyes staring at Jun's.
"Kazu... Oh, babe..."
"J, you're so...ahhh...so good." Nino moaned, arching his head back when Jun grabbed his hips and moved to hit his secret spot.
"Fuck... Oh babe, ride me harder." Jun panted. Nino chuckled and moved faster, clenching his hole around Jun's length.
After a while, Jun pushed his boyfriend away and took him from behind, Nino on his knees and hands, screaming in pleasure. Jun pounded harder and faster, holding his boyfriend's hips possessively.
"My love..." Jun moaned, kissing and biting Nino's back.
"Make me come, Jun!" Nino gasped and grabbed his hard cock.
Jun started to thrust harder and both came in loud moans. Jun collapsed next to his lover, panting hard and hugged Nino who laid his head on his naked and wet chest.
"You're amazing." Nino said against the skin.
"You too, my love." Jun kissed his forehead lovingly.
"Why did you try to hide me your uncle raped you?"
"Because I was ashamed. This bastard killed me this day, he stole my life, my pride. He changed me. I didn't want you to know I was weak."
"Jun, I love you, with all the parts of you. With your qualities, your flaws, your strength but your weaknesses too. You're my man, J and nothing will change the love and pride I'm feeling for you. I was so sad you were hiding me something like that when you know all the pieces of my life, even the dark ones when you found me this day." Nino whispered.
"I'm sorry, Kaz'"
"What happened to your uncle?"
"The same thing than for the bastard who raped you." Jun looked away, ashamed.
"J, look at me." Nino asked, taking Jun's chin. "I'm not scared because I know you're a kind man. I know you would kill the person who tried to harm me. I know you love me and you do anything to protect me and it's the only thing important to me. If you love me and want me by your side, it's enough for me." Nino added, looking at his lover's eyes with a smile.
"I don't deserve you." Jun smiled.
"Yes, it's true." Nino smirked but his eyes were full of love.
"I love you, baby."
"I love you too, J." Nino grinned before his boyfriend stole his lips for a deep and lovingly kiss.
I didn't sleep well this night, I missed Satoshi too much. Looking at my clock, I tried to call my boyfriend.
"Sho?! Where are you? Are you okay?!" Ohno almost screamed in the phone, making me chuckle.
"Babe... I'm alright, I miss you, that's all." I whispered.
"Me t-oo." Ohno stammered, blushing.
"I'm sure you are blushing." I teased him.
"No." Ohno pouted making me laugh.
"I wish I could hug you, baby."
"Me too. Co-me back, Sho. I need you, I'm worried."
"I know my love but I have lots of work, I'll come back as quick as possible."
"Sho..."
"I love you baby."
"I lo-ve you to-o, Sho." Ohno whispered.
"Make sweet dreams my love."
"You too."
"I love you." I said again before cutting the line.
I laid my head on the pillow with a sigh. I had to be strong for Satoshi. He needed me and I needed him too. I finally fell asleep, dreamless.
The next day, Jun explained to me his plan and gave me a gun. I always was impressed when I saw his collection of weapons. Before we left, Nino hugged him tightly and kissed him deeply, whispering lovely words. I could see the tears shining in his eyes and I understood than despite all these years, Nino still felt afraid Jun wouldn't come back.
We arrived in front of a little house and entered inside without a noise. It was Kaoru's home. I saw him sleeping in his sofa, a beer next to him and almost jumped on him if Jun hadn't be there to stop me. Silently, Jun walked toward the man and, putting his hand on his mouth, grabbed his arm.
"What the fuck?!" The man screamed, opening his eyes.
"Tsss, don't move." Jun whispered and, grabbing his handcuff, tied the man up.
"Who are you for the fucking God?!"
"You certainly know a Satoshi Ohno." I said.
"Yay, this little shit is my nephew." The man chuckled and I hit his face roughly.
"He is my boyfriend, not a shit, bastard!!"
"Oh, I see. Did you fall for him or for his tight ass?" I punched Kaoru's face again.
"Shut up! Don't you dare talking about him like that son of whore!!!" I yelled.
"Sho, do you want some privacy with him for a moment?" Jun asked me.
"Yes." I nodded and Jun left. I looked at the man with dangerous eyes and hit his stomach. Kaoru gasped and fell on his knees. I smirked and, pushing him on his back, grip his cock.
"Please, don't touch me, I'm begging you." Kaoru implored.
"Did you stop when Satoshi was imploring you all these years?!" I yelled, tightening my grip around his dick.
"Arrggg. Ple-ase, I'll give you what you want."
"It's funny because all I want his to rip your dirty dick with my hand!" I laughed and hit his parts with my feet. Kaoru screamed in pain and I took a knife, looking at him with dangerous eyes.
"No, please, please!!!" I approached him but a hand on my shoulder stopped me.
"Stop it, Sho." Jun said.
"But Jun, he..."
"I know what he did but you can't become a killer because of this little shit." Jun cut me off. I see Kaoru smirking but his smile quickly disappeared.
"I'll do it myself. I already have blood on my hands. Leave, Sho." I looked at my friend to protest but stopped when I saw his eyes. They were shining dangerously and I moved back, afraid. I didn't know these eyes, I didn't know this man in front of me. I was wrong. When you think you know someone, it's false. You never know the person, even after many years.
"Okay but make him suffers!"
"Don't worry, this bastard is going to know what you feel when your balls are ripped." Jun smirked making Kaoru blank.
I sighed and waited outside. I heard some horrible screams and then, all became quiet. When Jun left the house, he had some blood on his face and I understood what he did. The same thing than to his uncle. Jun took a bag in his car and went back to the house. He took Kaoru's body and threw him in his car.
"Alright, now, it's Shouta's turn." Jun simply said and climbed in his car.
How could he be so calm after torturing and killing a man? Ok, Kaoru was a monster but he stayed a human. I understood how deep and painful Jun's scars were. He hated this kind of man and could torture them without any compassion.
But a problem came. Shouta wasn't in his apartment and I felt there was something weird.
"Jun, it's strange."
"Don't worry, he is certainly outside and will come back soon."
I bit my lips. No. There was something weird.
Suddenly, I froze. Oh no. No. It couldn't be possible... Without thinking, I climbed in Jun's car and left him at Shouta's house.
When I arrived, I ran in the house, slamming the door opened. I froze, seeing blood on the ground. I heard a moan and ran toward it.
"Satoshi!!!!" I screamed when I saw my boyfriend on the ground. He was bleeding, lots of bruises on his face. His mother was laid on the ground too but she didn't move when I came.
"Sho..."
"Baby!!" I lifted him in my arms and rocked him, crying. "My love, hold on, don't leave me!!!"
"Sho... Be careful, he is still here..." Ohno moaned painfully. I laid him down on the bed and called an ambulance but someone hit my head and I collapsed on the ground.
"Ohh, but it's Toshi's boyfriend, isn't it?!" Shouta smirked, hitting my stomach with his feet. I gasped, air leaving my lungs.
"Bastard, what did you do to my boyfriend." I whined, trying to stand up.
"He deserved it. This freak deserves to be treating like that. He is such a little shit." Shouta grabbed Ohno's hair who gasped in pain.
"Release him, bastard!!" I screamed.
Shouta smirked and threw his son against the wall. The crazy man walked toward me and caught my throat. I gasped. I couldn't breath and tried to hit him but he was too strong. Suddenly, Shouta screamed and I saw Ohno with a metal bar in his hands. He hit his father again who collapsed on his knees.
"Bastard!" Shouta hit my face and caught Ohno's arm and threw him against the wall. Satoshi screamed and his father hit his stomach and his face. I stood up, hissing in pain and tried to push Shouta away but he only threw me on the ground. Ohno was screaming in pain when his father hit him again, blood rolling down Sato's body. I took the gun in my pocket and pointed it on Shouta.
"Don't you dare touch my boyfriend, bastard!!!!" I screamed and shot.
Shouta fell on the ground. I crawled toward my boyfriend and lifted him up in my arms.
"Satoshi!!!" I screamed when I saw he wasn't breathing.
Satoshi, do you remember? Do you remember the first time we met? I remember as if it was yesterday. I fell in love with you at the first sight. You changed me, you made me become another man, a better man. You understood me better than no one else and never judged me. I loved you so damn much. You, your amazing sleepy eyes, your cute chubby face and your wonderful smile. How can I explain you the incredible feelings I was feeling? I even couldn't understand it myself. But I knew one thing. I belonged to you and you belonged to me. My heart was yours and only yours. My love, my only love. You know, even if you thought you were a freak, I always thought you were the most amazing person on this earth. My baby. Your smile lighted up my world, my way, my heart. Do you remember this day when I made you a promise? The promise I would never leave you. I held it. I never left you but you, you broke this promise. You left me and now, all around me is dark. My life has no sense if you and your beautiful smile, your wonderful laugh aren't there anymore. I love you more than anything my love.
I smiled, looking at the sky. Today was a beautiful day to kill. I kissed the grave in front of me and put the flowers on the ground.
Satoshi Ohno
1988- 2013
I think there are worlds inside all of us contained only tenuously by the soft covers of skin
The kindness in your eyes is a light with the sun and I realize
Yours is the most beautiful world
I've ever the privilege to touch.
You'll always be in our hearts.
"I love you my love." I whispered, a tear rolling down my cheek.
"Sho." My friend's voice called me. I stood up, took my gun and sent you a kiss before leaving to do my job.
A shadow crossed my eyes and I grabbed my motorbike and my sun glasses. Now, my next target was waiting for me. Another bastard, another rapist.
I looked a last time at you and left. Yes, I held my promise but you broke it one year ago when you died in my arms this night.
"I love you my Satoshi." I whispered a last time.
Owari~
A/N: Okay... Take a deep breath... Noooo don't kill me for this end, I know it's horrible and I also cried when I wrote it but...but I didn't know how to end up this fic instead of killing my poor lovely baby Satoshi *bursted into tears* I know some readers will want to kill me (I'm so sorry Borry, please, don't cry honey T.T). Well, thank you for reading this story, I loved to write it, except for the end and the violent scenes xD and thanks for the readers who made me so lovely comments and a big kiss for my Sakudada who checked my stupid mistakes xD. See you soon for a next serie ^.^
Author: MatsuAurore
Beta: My Sakudada <3
Pairing: Yama, Matsumiya (slight)
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Au, drama, angst, romance
Disclaimer: Sho owns Ohchan and Jun owns Kazu xD
Summary: You were alone, you were so sad. Everybody thought nothing could touch you but they were wrong. You were the only one who was able to read people's heart and understand them when they just said you were weird. But why don't you let me try to read your mind? Why don't you let me touch you? Can I be the only one that you'll allow to touch your heart?
Final chapter:
I entered in the big expensive villa with a smile. Even after fifteen years I was impressed at how beautiful and big this house was.
I frowned, seeing the naked man in front of me.
"Nino, a normal person wears some clothes when someone visits." I smirked.
"Oh, shut up Sakurai!" Nino chuckled.
"He is right, Kazu, I don't want someone else to see this beautiful body." Jun appeared in the living room, only wearing a sweat pant, drops of water rolling down his naked chest and his wet brown short hair.
"Jun..." Nino whined childishly. Jun smiled and, wrapping his arm around his boyfriend's waist, kissed him deeply before whispering.
"This body is mine and I don't want to share it with someone else." Jun whispered, sucking Nino's skin who moaned and nodded before taking a jean and a shirt.
Jun, 26 years old, son of the amazing hired killer, Matsumoto Junichi. Jun was holding a gun before knowing how to walk. His father trained him during his childhood and Jun killed his first man at 14 years old. Now, his father was dead but Jun continued his work. Matsu wasn't the kind of man you thought able to kill someone without hesitation. Jun was very kind, with beautiful light brown eyes and an amazing smile which could make you do what he wanted. I met him at college when I was 14 years old and we immediately became friends despite his father's work. I became a lawyer, he became a hired killer, so funny when you thought about it. Despite his work, Jun was very sensitive and kind, only killing if it was necessary. Sometimes I asked myself how someone like him could kill and one day, I asked him. Jun laughed and told me when you had someone who raped children and women or gave drugs to a teenager, your guilt was quickly erased. I knew how much Jun hated the rape. When he was 14 years old, his uncle raped him and the next day, the police found him dead, his balls ripped. Jun was the most strangely man I knew, hating violence but killing to survive, life was so ironic sometimes. Jun killed his second man at 16 years old. One day, he found a naked crying boy in a dark street and brought him to the hospital. When the boy opened his eyes, Jun fell in love with him, with those beautiful brown eyes and this bratty smile immediately. Ninomiya Kazunari, 16 years old too. Two days later, the police found the body of a man in the street. Since this day, Nino and Jun were in a deep love. Even if Nino loved to tease his boyfriend, I could see how much he loved him and cared for him. It should be tough when your lover left to kill someone and you didn't know if he'll come back alive. Luckily for Nino, Jun was a very famous and amazing hired killer and nobody knew his face.
Jun gave me a coffee and Nino sat on his lap, laying his head against Jun's chest who kissed his temple, his hand stroking his boyfriend's back lovingly.
"So, what did you want from my man, Sakurai?" Nino asked.
"I just need some information."
"About?" Jun raised his eyebrows, drinking his tea.
"I have to found two men as I told you earlier." I mumbled.
"Shouta Ohno and Kaoru Ohno?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"None of your business."
"Sho, you're my best friend and a great lawyer. It's not like you to dirty your hands and I won't give you this information if you don't give me a good reason to." Jun said coldly. I looked at Nino and then, at Jun who sighed. "You can talk in front of Kazu."
"It's...delicate..." Jun raised his eyes and after a while, nodded.
"Kazu..."
"I won't leave." Nino crossed his arms against his chest.
"Kazu, my love, please." Jun kissed him and smiled. Nino sighed and left, sulking.
"I have a boyfriend for six months now."
"Really? You didn't tell me!"
"It's complicated. Satoshi has some problems, he has some troubles of Asperger's syndrome.'
"Oh, I know this syndrome." Jun nodded.
"He is very sensitive and fragile and I can't let him alone."
"And?"
"One week ago, we met a man in the street and after that, he started to have horrible nightmares."
"Because of this man?"
"Yes. I made him told me who was this man. He is Toshi's uncle."
"But?"
"When Satoshi was 14 years old, his father raped him." I whispered and looked at Jun when I didn't hear his reply. Jun's face was very white and his jaw clenched.
"I guess his uncle wasn't innocent in this story."
"Yes. His father made his uncle come and he raped him too. During three years they raped and beat him when Toshi's mother wasn't here or during the night." I added.
"Okay..."
"Jun?" I asked when I saw my friend was looking for something in his bag.
"We need to be very discreet. We'll do it properly." Jun mumbled.
"We? I thought you didn't want to be involved in this case."
"Before I knew it was about your boyfriend. Nobody is allowed to touch my family. Ohno is your boyfriend, so, he is a part of my family and plus, those two pigs raped him and for me, it's the worst thing they could do. These bastards are already dead." Jun put a big gun on the table.
"Thanks, Jun." I smiled.
"Anything for my family." Jun nodded.
"And for the information?"
"I already have what we need. We can leave tomorrow morning. You know where your bedroom is." Jun smiled and left.
Jun closed his bedroom's door and sat down on the bed, rubbing his temples. Nino hugged him from behind and kissed his cheek, wrapping his arms around his boyfriend's waist.
"Jun." Nino sighed.
"Hun?"
"I don't want you to go there."
"You're not afraid like that usually."
"Usually it's not a question of rape."
"What?! How do you..."
"J, we're together for ten years now and I know you. I know what happened to you when you were 14."
"I've ever had some similar case yet." Jun mumbled.
"Yes but it's Sho's boyfriend we are talking about and his own father and uncle raped him."
"You listened to our conversation?!"
"Yes because you are the love of my life, I have none secrets for you and it must be the same for you toward me. And because I love you and don't want to lose you." Nino whispered.
"I'm sorry, I just didn't want to worry you. I love you too, babe." Jun kissed his boyfriend who smiled and pushed him on his back to climb on him.
"J..." Nino whispered and kissed him deeply while he was taking their clothes off.
"Oh, babe..." Jun moaned, feeling Nino's hardness against his.
Nino smiled and moved his hips down on his lover's cock in a loud moan. Jun scratched his nails in his boyfriend's hips, gasping when the gamer started to undulate his body, his deep brown eyes staring at Jun's.
"Kazu... Oh, babe..."
"J, you're so...ahhh...so good." Nino moaned, arching his head back when Jun grabbed his hips and moved to hit his secret spot.
"Fuck... Oh babe, ride me harder." Jun panted. Nino chuckled and moved faster, clenching his hole around Jun's length.
After a while, Jun pushed his boyfriend away and took him from behind, Nino on his knees and hands, screaming in pleasure. Jun pounded harder and faster, holding his boyfriend's hips possessively.
"My love..." Jun moaned, kissing and biting Nino's back.
"Make me come, Jun!" Nino gasped and grabbed his hard cock.
Jun started to thrust harder and both came in loud moans. Jun collapsed next to his lover, panting hard and hugged Nino who laid his head on his naked and wet chest.
"You're amazing." Nino said against the skin.
"You too, my love." Jun kissed his forehead lovingly.
"Why did you try to hide me your uncle raped you?"
"Because I was ashamed. This bastard killed me this day, he stole my life, my pride. He changed me. I didn't want you to know I was weak."
"Jun, I love you, with all the parts of you. With your qualities, your flaws, your strength but your weaknesses too. You're my man, J and nothing will change the love and pride I'm feeling for you. I was so sad you were hiding me something like that when you know all the pieces of my life, even the dark ones when you found me this day." Nino whispered.
"I'm sorry, Kaz'"
"What happened to your uncle?"
"The same thing than for the bastard who raped you." Jun looked away, ashamed.
"J, look at me." Nino asked, taking Jun's chin. "I'm not scared because I know you're a kind man. I know you would kill the person who tried to harm me. I know you love me and you do anything to protect me and it's the only thing important to me. If you love me and want me by your side, it's enough for me." Nino added, looking at his lover's eyes with a smile.
"I don't deserve you." Jun smiled.
"Yes, it's true." Nino smirked but his eyes were full of love.
"I love you, baby."
"I love you too, J." Nino grinned before his boyfriend stole his lips for a deep and lovingly kiss.
I didn't sleep well this night, I missed Satoshi too much. Looking at my clock, I tried to call my boyfriend.
"Sho?! Where are you? Are you okay?!" Ohno almost screamed in the phone, making me chuckle.
"Babe... I'm alright, I miss you, that's all." I whispered.
"Me t-oo." Ohno stammered, blushing.
"I'm sure you are blushing." I teased him.
"No." Ohno pouted making me laugh.
"I wish I could hug you, baby."
"Me too. Co-me back, Sho. I need you, I'm worried."
"I know my love but I have lots of work, I'll come back as quick as possible."
"Sho..."
"I love you baby."
"I lo-ve you to-o, Sho." Ohno whispered.
"Make sweet dreams my love."
"You too."
"I love you." I said again before cutting the line.
I laid my head on the pillow with a sigh. I had to be strong for Satoshi. He needed me and I needed him too. I finally fell asleep, dreamless.
The next day, Jun explained to me his plan and gave me a gun. I always was impressed when I saw his collection of weapons. Before we left, Nino hugged him tightly and kissed him deeply, whispering lovely words. I could see the tears shining in his eyes and I understood than despite all these years, Nino still felt afraid Jun wouldn't come back.
We arrived in front of a little house and entered inside without a noise. It was Kaoru's home. I saw him sleeping in his sofa, a beer next to him and almost jumped on him if Jun hadn't be there to stop me. Silently, Jun walked toward the man and, putting his hand on his mouth, grabbed his arm.
"What the fuck?!" The man screamed, opening his eyes.
"Tsss, don't move." Jun whispered and, grabbing his handcuff, tied the man up.
"Who are you for the fucking God?!"
"You certainly know a Satoshi Ohno." I said.
"Yay, this little shit is my nephew." The man chuckled and I hit his face roughly.
"He is my boyfriend, not a shit, bastard!!"
"Oh, I see. Did you fall for him or for his tight ass?" I punched Kaoru's face again.
"Shut up! Don't you dare talking about him like that son of whore!!!" I yelled.
"Sho, do you want some privacy with him for a moment?" Jun asked me.
"Yes." I nodded and Jun left. I looked at the man with dangerous eyes and hit his stomach. Kaoru gasped and fell on his knees. I smirked and, pushing him on his back, grip his cock.
"Please, don't touch me, I'm begging you." Kaoru implored.
"Did you stop when Satoshi was imploring you all these years?!" I yelled, tightening my grip around his dick.
"Arrggg. Ple-ase, I'll give you what you want."
"It's funny because all I want his to rip your dirty dick with my hand!" I laughed and hit his parts with my feet. Kaoru screamed in pain and I took a knife, looking at him with dangerous eyes.
"No, please, please!!!" I approached him but a hand on my shoulder stopped me.
"Stop it, Sho." Jun said.
"But Jun, he..."
"I know what he did but you can't become a killer because of this little shit." Jun cut me off. I see Kaoru smirking but his smile quickly disappeared.
"I'll do it myself. I already have blood on my hands. Leave, Sho." I looked at my friend to protest but stopped when I saw his eyes. They were shining dangerously and I moved back, afraid. I didn't know these eyes, I didn't know this man in front of me. I was wrong. When you think you know someone, it's false. You never know the person, even after many years.
"Okay but make him suffers!"
"Don't worry, this bastard is going to know what you feel when your balls are ripped." Jun smirked making Kaoru blank.
I sighed and waited outside. I heard some horrible screams and then, all became quiet. When Jun left the house, he had some blood on his face and I understood what he did. The same thing than to his uncle. Jun took a bag in his car and went back to the house. He took Kaoru's body and threw him in his car.
"Alright, now, it's Shouta's turn." Jun simply said and climbed in his car.
How could he be so calm after torturing and killing a man? Ok, Kaoru was a monster but he stayed a human. I understood how deep and painful Jun's scars were. He hated this kind of man and could torture them without any compassion.
But a problem came. Shouta wasn't in his apartment and I felt there was something weird.
"Jun, it's strange."
"Don't worry, he is certainly outside and will come back soon."
I bit my lips. No. There was something weird.
Suddenly, I froze. Oh no. No. It couldn't be possible... Without thinking, I climbed in Jun's car and left him at Shouta's house.
When I arrived, I ran in the house, slamming the door opened. I froze, seeing blood on the ground. I heard a moan and ran toward it.
"Satoshi!!!!" I screamed when I saw my boyfriend on the ground. He was bleeding, lots of bruises on his face. His mother was laid on the ground too but she didn't move when I came.
"Sho..."
"Baby!!" I lifted him in my arms and rocked him, crying. "My love, hold on, don't leave me!!!"
"Sho... Be careful, he is still here..." Ohno moaned painfully. I laid him down on the bed and called an ambulance but someone hit my head and I collapsed on the ground.
"Ohh, but it's Toshi's boyfriend, isn't it?!" Shouta smirked, hitting my stomach with his feet. I gasped, air leaving my lungs.
"Bastard, what did you do to my boyfriend." I whined, trying to stand up.
"He deserved it. This freak deserves to be treating like that. He is such a little shit." Shouta grabbed Ohno's hair who gasped in pain.
"Release him, bastard!!" I screamed.
Shouta smirked and threw his son against the wall. The crazy man walked toward me and caught my throat. I gasped. I couldn't breath and tried to hit him but he was too strong. Suddenly, Shouta screamed and I saw Ohno with a metal bar in his hands. He hit his father again who collapsed on his knees.
"Bastard!" Shouta hit my face and caught Ohno's arm and threw him against the wall. Satoshi screamed and his father hit his stomach and his face. I stood up, hissing in pain and tried to push Shouta away but he only threw me on the ground. Ohno was screaming in pain when his father hit him again, blood rolling down Sato's body. I took the gun in my pocket and pointed it on Shouta.
"Don't you dare touch my boyfriend, bastard!!!!" I screamed and shot.
Shouta fell on the ground. I crawled toward my boyfriend and lifted him up in my arms.
"Satoshi!!!" I screamed when I saw he wasn't breathing.
Satoshi, do you remember? Do you remember the first time we met? I remember as if it was yesterday. I fell in love with you at the first sight. You changed me, you made me become another man, a better man. You understood me better than no one else and never judged me. I loved you so damn much. You, your amazing sleepy eyes, your cute chubby face and your wonderful smile. How can I explain you the incredible feelings I was feeling? I even couldn't understand it myself. But I knew one thing. I belonged to you and you belonged to me. My heart was yours and only yours. My love, my only love. You know, even if you thought you were a freak, I always thought you were the most amazing person on this earth. My baby. Your smile lighted up my world, my way, my heart. Do you remember this day when I made you a promise? The promise I would never leave you. I held it. I never left you but you, you broke this promise. You left me and now, all around me is dark. My life has no sense if you and your beautiful smile, your wonderful laugh aren't there anymore. I love you more than anything my love.
I smiled, looking at the sky. Today was a beautiful day to kill. I kissed the grave in front of me and put the flowers on the ground.
Satoshi Ohno
1988- 2013
I think there are worlds inside all of us contained only tenuously by the soft covers of skin
The kindness in your eyes is a light with the sun and I realize
Yours is the most beautiful world
I've ever the privilege to touch.
You'll always be in our hearts.
"I love you my love." I whispered, a tear rolling down my cheek.
"Sho." My friend's voice called me. I stood up, took my gun and sent you a kiss before leaving to do my job.
A shadow crossed my eyes and I grabbed my motorbike and my sun glasses. Now, my next target was waiting for me. Another bastard, another rapist.
I looked a last time at you and left. Yes, I held my promise but you broke it one year ago when you died in my arms this night.
"I love you my Satoshi." I whispered a last time.
Owari~
A/N: Okay... Take a deep breath... Noooo don't kill me for this end, I know it's horrible and I also cried when I wrote it but...but I didn't know how to end up this fic instead of killing my poor lovely baby Satoshi *bursted into tears* I know some readers will want to kill me (I'm so sorry Borry, please, don't cry honey T.T). Well, thank you for reading this story, I loved to write it, except for the end and the violent scenes xD and thanks for the readers who made me so lovely comments and a big kiss for my Sakudada who checked my stupid mistakes xD. See you soon for a next serie ^.^