Criminal (2/3)
Title: Criminal
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairing: Ohmiya, Sakumoto
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst
Rating: NC-17
Length: One shot in three parts
Summary: Does true love is really stronger than anything?
Disclaimer: For my lovely Kazu's birthday, already 30 years old but you look like a teenager xD Otanjoubi omedetou my favorite brat, I hope you'll spend an amazing day, we love you sweetheart <3
Ohno's pov in blue and Nino's pov in yellow xD
Part 2/3:
When I woke up the next morning, a bad feeling overwhelmed me. There wasn't any noise and when I rushed in my bedroom, Kazu wasn't there. I opened the drawers and saw his clothes had disappeared.
"Kazu?" I called, checking every room, panicked. "Kazu??!!!" I yelled but it was useless, Nino was gone.
I fell on my knees, tears rolling down my cheeks. When I thought about it, I always knew my Kazu would leave. Like the other before him. He wasn't different. Just another one who wanted to put me in his bed. Why? I hoped maybe he was the good this time. That maybe I'll finally live in happiness and share wonderful memories with someone... As always, I had been rejected. As always, another person gets tired of me.
"I only said that I loved you, bastard!!" I cried, throwing a glass on the wall. "If you think you would leave so easily without any explanation, you must be very very stupid, Kazunari!!" I exclaimed.
I'll find him. I'll make him confront me and tell me why did he leave me like that.
I had to think. Where could I find him? When I thought about it, I knew nothing about Kazu. He only told me he had a best friend, Jun Matsumoto but how could I find him in a town as big as Tokyo? And plus, there were one million Matsumoto in Japan! Mmm. I had to be cleverer than Nino this time.
"Moshi mosh?"
"Mom, it's me." I said through the line.
"Satoshi! How are you my love?" My mother exclaimed happily.
"I'm okay. Listen, mom, I need papa's help for something."
"What?"
"Can I come home?"
"Of course dear but..."
"Thanks mom, see you!" I cut her off and closed my phone to grab my jacket and left my apartment quickly.
****
"Satoshi!" My mother hugged me when she opened the door.
"Hello mom."
"You seemed panicked on the phone."
"Does papa is here?"
"Yes but why?"
I ran in their house and found my father on the sofa, reading a newspaper.
"Satoshi! How are you son?" My father smiled despite his surprise to see me.
"I'm fine. I need your help papa."
"What for?"
"I want you to find someone for me."
"Eh?" My father looked at me with disbelief.
"You're a powerful person dad and I want to find him."
"Him?"
"My boyfriend." I whispered.
"Wait wait wait. I don't understand anything and plus, since when you have a new boyfriend?!" My father frowned.
"Five months. I love him. He left without a word and I want to find him to have an explanation."
"But if he left, maybe it's because he didn't want to face you..."
"Maybe but I want to know. I love Kazu very much."
"Alright. I'll help you but maybe it will take me some time." My father patted my head with a sad smile.
"Thank you, papa." I hugged him, trying to fight the tears that wanted to leave my eyes.
He is a hustler, he's no good at all
He is a loser, he's a bum, bum, bum, bum
He lies, he bluffs, he's unreliable
He is a sucker with a gun, gun, gun, gun
I know you told me I should stay away
I know you said he's just a dog astray
He is a rebel with a tainted heart
And even I know this ain't smart
I waited a long time. My father was searching Nino's origins but it was harder than it seemed. Maybe Nino had a false name. Maybe he really was a psychopath... No... It was impossible, my Kazu was nice, my Kazu was a kind and good person, I trusted him with my whole heart. I missed him so bad. His smile, his eyes, his arms around me, his softness when we were making love. I needed him more than I thought. He really stole my heart this night in the bar. I could see this sadness and this guilt shining in his eyes. What did he do? I wasn't stupid, I knew he had done something bad in his life but regretted it. But even if he was the worst criminal of the world, I would never stop to love him. After all, everybody deserves a second chance excepted when you were a monster but Kazu wasn't a monster, I knew it!
"Satoshi!" My father called. His tone was weird and I understood immediately there was a problem.
"What?" I blinked, seeing my mother crying.
"I found what you wanted." My father said.
"And?"
"And you had to stop your researches."
"Why?"
"Dear, Ninomiya Kazunari is a criminal." My mother sobbed.
"Eh?"
"Read that." My father held me out a paper.
Ninomiya Kazunari, 29 years old. 17/06/1983.
Ninomiya lost his mother in an accident the 13 July 1998 and stayed with his father and sister. Nino entered a gang when he was 17 years old and started to do little delis. But the 22 September 1998, Ninomiya killed his father. Currently, he works for the famous yakuza, Takeda Shouta.
I closed my eyes, trying to bear this announcement. I knew it. Deep in my heart, I knew Nino was working in this middle. I could see it in his eyes. But if it was true, if he had killed his father, there had a reason. Kazu wasn't a monster nor a killer. And I was sure this Takeda was forcing him.
"Do you understand, Satoshi? This guy is very dangerous, he killed his own father and is working for a yakuza!" My father said with sadness.
"I... I don't care." I whispered.
"What?"
"I'm sure everything is false. Kazu is a nice person, I trust him and if he really killed his father, there must be a reason."
"Satoshi! Are you stupid? This man is a killer, you can't be with him, he will harm you!" My mother cried.
"I don't care! I love him, mom! Don't you understand?! I love you and dad, you always gave me everything but despite your kindness, I always felt empty. My heart was empty. I collected sad stories, men always used me but Nino is different. He said I was interesting and took care of me! He is a good guy, I trust him and I love him with all my heart. He is the only one who made me feel alive, who gave me the strength to wake up the next day! I can't lose him and I'm sure he left me to protect me!" I yelled.
"Satoshi..."
"No! Don't say anything! I'm sorry mom but I can't forget him, I'll do anything for him!" I cut my mother off and, grabbing the paper in my father's hands, ran away.
"Satoshi!!" I heard my parents shouting but I ignored their calls.
But mama I'm in love with a criminal
And this type of love isn't rational, it's physical
Mama please don't cry, I will be alright
All reason aside, I just can't deny, I love that guy
I ran as fast as possible. I had to find him, I had to tell him it didn't count if all these stories were true. I didn't care if he was a criminal. I love him.
I found the big house and rang. After a moment, a woman opened the door.
"Hai?"
"Ano... Does Sakurai-Matsumoto-san leave here?"
"Who are you?"
"A friend of Ninomiya-san."
"Wait a minute." She bowed and came back after a moment.
I entered the big expensive house and saw a very gorgeous man walking toward me with a cute baby in his arms.
"Hello. I'm Matsumoto Jun but call me Jun." The handsome man smiled kindly.
"Nice to meet you Jun-san, I'm Ohno Satoshi." I bowed.
"Please, sit down. I'm sorry, my husband is working and I have to keep an eye on this cute little boy." Jun kissed the baby's cheek who giggled happily.
"He is your son?" I asked softly.
"Yes. This is Sora our son, he is 10 months old." Jun grinned proudly, putting his son on the ground.
"You're lucky."
"I know. So, you know my Kazu?"
"Yes. We were dating for 5 months."
"Were?" Jun raised his eyebrows.
"Hun. He left me this night without a word." I smiled sadly.
"I see. And what do I have to do with that?"
"I want to find him. I love him, I can't let him go."
"I... You don't really know Kazunari, you..."
"I know his past. My father made some researches." I cut him off.
"Eh? So, you know for his father?"
"Yes and for this Takeda too." I whispered.
"And you want to find Nino despite his past?"
"Yay. I love him and I trust him, I know he is a good person and would never harm someone without a good reason." Jun stared at me with intense eyes but when he wanted to answer, someone entered.
"Tadaima!" A gorgeous man exclaimed.
"Okaeri, Sho-chan." Jun stood up to hug and kiss his husband. The man smiled and kissed Jun back lovingly before taking his son in his arms.
"Hello my baby, did you were a good boy with papa-Jun?" The baby giggled and hugged his father tightly.
"He called your name the whole afternoon." Jun laughed.
"I missed you too my baby." Sho kissed his son's lips before looking at me for the first time.
"Hello." I bowed.
"Hello... Ano... Who are you?"
"He is Kazu's boyfriend." Jun explained.
"What this stupid brat did again this time?" Sho mumbled.
"Sho!"
"What? One day it will be his corpse the police will bring us if it continues." Sho replied.
"I know but maybe Ohno-kun can help him to leave this life." Jun sighed, passing his hand in his short brown hair.
"I hope you're right. Before it would be too late." Sho whispered sadly.
Oh-oh, all I know
Should let go, but no
'cause he's a rebel with a tainted heart
And even I know this ain't smart
When I left Toshi's apartment, my heart broke in one thousand pieces. He always said I was the only one who thought he was interesting but he didn't know he was the only one who was seeing the real me. The only one who never judged me and listened to me when I felt bad. He made me feel alive. With him, I could imagine I had a heart.
I had nowhere to go. I didn't want to put Jun and his family in danger and walked to Takeda's house. After all, I will come back in hell at the second he would call me, so, I could join the devil myself.
"Kazunari. What a good surprise!" Takeda smirked.
"Takeda-sama..."
"So you left this whore?" I boiled. I had to stop my fists because if I hit him, it would mean the end of my life.
"Yes." I whispered, lowering my head.
"Very good. Now, you'll be completely mine. Come on, babe, I'll show you our bedroom."
I gulped and entered the big house where lots of guards were waiting. Suddenly, Takeda grabbed my nape and smacked our mouths painfully. I whined in the kiss but opened my mouth to allow him to slip his tongue inside. He pressed our bodies together, making me feel his already hard cock.
"This is Ninomiya Kazunari. He is my lover, so, nobody is allowed to touch him and you have to treat him like a prince." Takeda said coldly to his guards who nodded. "Come baby, I want to fuck you so bad." Takeda lifted me up in his arms and brought me in his bedroom.
As I thought, I threw up after he had fucked me like an object. He was only fucking me, I had no pleasure, just his was important. And to have an orgasm, Takeda had to be rough. Very rough. I looked at the bruises on my body through the mirror. It hurt but not as this pain in my heart when I was thinking about Toshi.
When I woke up the next morning, my back aching like hell, I walked in the kitchen and saw Takeda eating his breakfast.
"Hey, come here, my love." He said, patting his leg. I looked at the cooker and sat down on his lap. Takeda grabbed my nape and kissed me roughly, his hand stroking my thigh. "I want you, Kazunari." He whispered, slipping his hand under my shirt to take it off.
"Takeda-sama, we aren't in your bedroom." I protested. A big slap came as answer.
"Shut up, bitch! You’re mine, I do what I want with you and don't you dare opening your mouth again excepted for sucking my big dick!" Takeda shouted.
"I'm sorry." I lowered my head, shaking in fear.
"I forgive you because I love you." Takeda smiled and kissed me again but this time, softly. He laid me down on the table of the big kitchen and stripped me quickly. I blushed deeply when I saw there were two guards in the kitchen and looked away. "Ignore them and please me." Takeda opened his jeans and pushed his hard cock inside of me without any preparations. It wasn't as if I expected some kindness. Shame overwhelmed my heart and face when he fucked me roughly on the table, in front of his guards. I was praying it would finish quickly...
But mama I'm in love with a criminal
And this type of love isn't rational, it's physical
Mama please don't cry, I will be alright
All reason aside, I just can't deny, I love that guy
"Kazu!"
I froze and turned my head to see Satoshi running toward me.
"Satoshi..." I whispered. My ex-boyfriend almost jumped in my arms, hugging me tightly.
"What are you doing here?" I said coldly, pushing him away.
"Kazu..."
"Leave." I snapped, opening my "new apartment".
"No!" Before I could answer, Sato pushed me inside and closed the door behind him.
"Satoshi, leave, please." I sighed, taking a beer in my fridge.
"No! Why did you leave without a word?! Why did you break me like that?! Why did you lie to me?!" Ohno cried.
"Because I'm like that. It's my real nature." I replied.
"NO! I know you. You're a good person, I trust you!"
"Ha ha ha. You know nothing Satoshi! You believe you can understand me? You can understand what is it to live in this middle since your 17 years old?! You know nothing about me and about what I'm able to do." I smirked.
"I know you. You're the only one who ever told me I was interesting! You're the only one who never used me and treated me so kindly! I love you and I trust you!"
"Are you stupid?! You love a monster, a criminal! You love someone who doesn't exist!" I yelled, Sato's words piercing my heart.
"No. This person exists. This person is my Kazu, the nicer man I've ever met!"
"I don't love you! I used you during all this time!" I shouted, holding back my tears. Ohno looked at me with hurt eyes, making me hate myself for what I said.
"No. I don't believe you. I know you love me!"
"I killed my own father, Satoshi!!" I yelled.
"I know." He said calmly, making me blink.
"My father made researches and told me everything about you."
"But... And... But you aren't scared?" I stammered.
"No. Because even if it was true, I know you are a good person and if you did that, there was a reason." Ohno whispered, looking at me with honest eyes.
"I... I'm a monster... I... I'll kill you if you stay!" I replied, throwing him a death glare.
"I know you would never harm me." Ohno said in a calm tone.
"I... Why? Why are you doing that for me?" I broke down. Falling on my knees, tears rolling down my cheeks.
"Because I love you. And because five months ago, an amazing man told me I was the most interesting person he had ever met. This man filled this emptiness in my heart and this pain that were leading my life. You saved me, Kazu. You did so much for me and now, it's my turn to save you." Ohno kneeled down in front of me and took me in his arms. I cried loudly in his neck, all this pain leaving my body, all this guilt leaving my heart. "I'm here for you. I will never leave you." Ohno kept repeating, stroking my head.
"I... He would kill her if I hadn't done anything..." I sobbed.
"Your father?"
"Yes. When my mother died, he became crazy and started to beat me. Every day during 2 years. I didn't care at this time but one day, he beat my young sister. I told him I would kill him if he touched her again. He stopped. But one day, I found my sister crying and naked in her bedroom. I tried to touch her but she screamed in fear. This bastard raped her... I became crazy and while he was sleeping, I took a gun and killed him. I had to do it... I... He raped my precious sister, he destroyed her and stole her pride. He raped his own daughter, I couldn't bear it. He could beat me if he wanted to but not my sister." I bursted into tears, tightening my grip around my lover.
"What happened after you killed him?"
"I was too young and they didn't put me in jail. I hadn't anybody excepted my sister. I sent her away and started to work to help her. As I had nothing, I fell in the dark middle. In drugs and alcohol. One day, a man tried to kill me because I owned him lots of money but someone killed him."
"Takeda..."
"Yes. I felt happy at this moment but soon, understood it would be better if this man had killed me. I dived into hell. Takeda made me work for him and he....every day....he..." I stopped, unable to pronounce these words.
"Don't say it if you're not ready." Ohno whispered.
"At this moment, my life was written. I became Takeda's property and had to do what he wanted. My life was nothing. I was nothing but just a ghost. And then, I met you." I raised my head and stroked his wet cheek with the palm of my hand. "I met you in this bar. You were so beautiful and looked so sad and lost. I fell for you at the second you looked at me. You were so perfect, so interesting and kind. You had this pure heart that I wanted to have. But when you told me you loved me, I realized I was putting you in danger. I had to stop our relationship but I couldn't confront you. That's why I left while you were sleeping." I whispered with a sad smile. Ohno closed his eyes, enjoying my touch.
"I knew you were a good person."
"But..."
"I won't let you fight alone. I'm here for you and Jun and Sho too. We'll help you. For one time in your life, accept to be helped, share this pain with us." Ohno smiled.
"I don't want to lose you." I shook my head.
"You won't. Jun knows how to help us and my father is very powerful, he can stop Takeda." I sighed and kissed him. At the beginning it was slow and soft but it became rough after a while.
"I love you." I whispered.
"Me too." Ohno panted and climbed on my lap, taking my shirt off.
"Satoshi..." I panted, my lips coming back on his pink mouth. I took his shirt off too, attacking his beautiful chest to make my mark. Sato's hands traveled in my hair, his throat making wonderful moans of pleasure and his hips undulating on my crotch.
"Kazu... Kazu..." Ohno repeated like a mantra, his hands unzipping my jeans. I smiled between our lips and soon, both of us were naked, our hard lengths pressed together. When Ohno felt my fingers inside of him, he arched head back, pressing his body against me even more if it was possible. His hands gripped my hair when I licked his neck to his jaw and his mouth, gaging his moans.
"I'm...ready..." Ohno panted. I pushed him on the ground, Satoshi opening his legs to allow me to take him slowly. I made love to him with all my heart, moving slowly and deeply, hugging and kissing him at the same time of my thrusts. Everything was perfect. His body against mine, his warmth around me, his lips on mine. We were forming one. Sweat rolling down our bodies, Sato's nails sinking into my back.
"Ohhh, Kazu..." Ohno gasped, tightening his grip around me. I smiled and grabbed his length to make him come with me.
"Come with me." I breathed in his ear, my hips moving harder and faster.
"Kazu!!!" Ohno screamed and released with me in a perfect sync.
I collapsed next to him, panting heavily. Ohno put his leg on my waist, hugging me and burying his face in my neck.
"It was amazing."
"Yes. You're so perfect." I nodded, stroking his back.
"I love you."
"I know. I love you too." I kissed him a last time before we fell asleep on the ground of my living room.
And he's got my name
Tattooed on his arm
His lucky charm
So I guess it's okay
He's with me
And I hear people talk
Trying to make remarks
Keep us apart
But I don't even hear
I don't care
Everything happened quickly after this amazing night with Satoshi. My boyfriend called his father to ask him his help. Of course, his dad refused at the beginning but after some explanations and tears from Toshi, his father agreed to protect me.
Sato and I moved in a new apartment but I was leaving in the fear. I wasn't scared for my life but for Satoshi's and also Jun and his family. Toshi's father and I talked a lot. He understood me and we started to like each other. He even proposed me to work for him. But I always felt nervous. There was Takeda's shadow still above me.
"Tadaima?" I said, entering my apartment. But Ohchan didn't answer. "Sweetheart?" I repeated. I froze when I saw a man in our bedroom. I knew him, he was one of Takeda's guards.
"Ninomiya. You remember me?" The man smiled.
"Where is my boyfriend?" I asked coldly.
"Hum. With Takeda-san. He asked you to come quickly." The man smirked.
To be continued…
A/N: Ano, sorry, I said there will be two parts but ideas came again and I had to do another part but the next one will be the last one xD
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairing: Ohmiya, Sakumoto
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst
Rating: NC-17
Length: One shot in three parts
Summary: Does true love is really stronger than anything?
Disclaimer: For my lovely Kazu's birthday, already 30 years old but you look like a teenager xD Otanjoubi omedetou my favorite brat, I hope you'll spend an amazing day, we love you sweetheart <3
Ohno's pov in blue and Nino's pov in yellow xD
Part 2/3:
When I woke up the next morning, a bad feeling overwhelmed me. There wasn't any noise and when I rushed in my bedroom, Kazu wasn't there. I opened the drawers and saw his clothes had disappeared.
"Kazu?" I called, checking every room, panicked. "Kazu??!!!" I yelled but it was useless, Nino was gone.
I fell on my knees, tears rolling down my cheeks. When I thought about it, I always knew my Kazu would leave. Like the other before him. He wasn't different. Just another one who wanted to put me in his bed. Why? I hoped maybe he was the good this time. That maybe I'll finally live in happiness and share wonderful memories with someone... As always, I had been rejected. As always, another person gets tired of me.
"I only said that I loved you, bastard!!" I cried, throwing a glass on the wall. "If you think you would leave so easily without any explanation, you must be very very stupid, Kazunari!!" I exclaimed.
I'll find him. I'll make him confront me and tell me why did he leave me like that.
I had to think. Where could I find him? When I thought about it, I knew nothing about Kazu. He only told me he had a best friend, Jun Matsumoto but how could I find him in a town as big as Tokyo? And plus, there were one million Matsumoto in Japan! Mmm. I had to be cleverer than Nino this time.
"Moshi mosh?"
"Mom, it's me." I said through the line.
"Satoshi! How are you my love?" My mother exclaimed happily.
"I'm okay. Listen, mom, I need papa's help for something."
"What?"
"Can I come home?"
"Of course dear but..."
"Thanks mom, see you!" I cut her off and closed my phone to grab my jacket and left my apartment quickly.
****
"Satoshi!" My mother hugged me when she opened the door.
"Hello mom."
"You seemed panicked on the phone."
"Does papa is here?"
"Yes but why?"
I ran in their house and found my father on the sofa, reading a newspaper.
"Satoshi! How are you son?" My father smiled despite his surprise to see me.
"I'm fine. I need your help papa."
"What for?"
"I want you to find someone for me."
"Eh?" My father looked at me with disbelief.
"You're a powerful person dad and I want to find him."
"Him?"
"My boyfriend." I whispered.
"Wait wait wait. I don't understand anything and plus, since when you have a new boyfriend?!" My father frowned.
"Five months. I love him. He left without a word and I want to find him to have an explanation."
"But if he left, maybe it's because he didn't want to face you..."
"Maybe but I want to know. I love Kazu very much."
"Alright. I'll help you but maybe it will take me some time." My father patted my head with a sad smile.
"Thank you, papa." I hugged him, trying to fight the tears that wanted to leave my eyes.
He is a hustler, he's no good at all
He is a loser, he's a bum, bum, bum, bum
He lies, he bluffs, he's unreliable
He is a sucker with a gun, gun, gun, gun
I know you told me I should stay away
I know you said he's just a dog astray
He is a rebel with a tainted heart
And even I know this ain't smart
I waited a long time. My father was searching Nino's origins but it was harder than it seemed. Maybe Nino had a false name. Maybe he really was a psychopath... No... It was impossible, my Kazu was nice, my Kazu was a kind and good person, I trusted him with my whole heart. I missed him so bad. His smile, his eyes, his arms around me, his softness when we were making love. I needed him more than I thought. He really stole my heart this night in the bar. I could see this sadness and this guilt shining in his eyes. What did he do? I wasn't stupid, I knew he had done something bad in his life but regretted it. But even if he was the worst criminal of the world, I would never stop to love him. After all, everybody deserves a second chance excepted when you were a monster but Kazu wasn't a monster, I knew it!
"Satoshi!" My father called. His tone was weird and I understood immediately there was a problem.
"What?" I blinked, seeing my mother crying.
"I found what you wanted." My father said.
"And?"
"And you had to stop your researches."
"Why?"
"Dear, Ninomiya Kazunari is a criminal." My mother sobbed.
"Eh?"
"Read that." My father held me out a paper.
Ninomiya Kazunari, 29 years old. 17/06/1983.
Ninomiya lost his mother in an accident the 13 July 1998 and stayed with his father and sister. Nino entered a gang when he was 17 years old and started to do little delis. But the 22 September 1998, Ninomiya killed his father. Currently, he works for the famous yakuza, Takeda Shouta.
I closed my eyes, trying to bear this announcement. I knew it. Deep in my heart, I knew Nino was working in this middle. I could see it in his eyes. But if it was true, if he had killed his father, there had a reason. Kazu wasn't a monster nor a killer. And I was sure this Takeda was forcing him.
"Do you understand, Satoshi? This guy is very dangerous, he killed his own father and is working for a yakuza!" My father said with sadness.
"I... I don't care." I whispered.
"What?"
"I'm sure everything is false. Kazu is a nice person, I trust him and if he really killed his father, there must be a reason."
"Satoshi! Are you stupid? This man is a killer, you can't be with him, he will harm you!" My mother cried.
"I don't care! I love him, mom! Don't you understand?! I love you and dad, you always gave me everything but despite your kindness, I always felt empty. My heart was empty. I collected sad stories, men always used me but Nino is different. He said I was interesting and took care of me! He is a good guy, I trust him and I love him with all my heart. He is the only one who made me feel alive, who gave me the strength to wake up the next day! I can't lose him and I'm sure he left me to protect me!" I yelled.
"Satoshi..."
"No! Don't say anything! I'm sorry mom but I can't forget him, I'll do anything for him!" I cut my mother off and, grabbing the paper in my father's hands, ran away.
"Satoshi!!" I heard my parents shouting but I ignored their calls.
But mama I'm in love with a criminal
And this type of love isn't rational, it's physical
Mama please don't cry, I will be alright
All reason aside, I just can't deny, I love that guy
I ran as fast as possible. I had to find him, I had to tell him it didn't count if all these stories were true. I didn't care if he was a criminal. I love him.
I found the big house and rang. After a moment, a woman opened the door.
"Hai?"
"Ano... Does Sakurai-Matsumoto-san leave here?"
"Who are you?"
"A friend of Ninomiya-san."
"Wait a minute." She bowed and came back after a moment.
I entered the big expensive house and saw a very gorgeous man walking toward me with a cute baby in his arms.
"Hello. I'm Matsumoto Jun but call me Jun." The handsome man smiled kindly.
"Nice to meet you Jun-san, I'm Ohno Satoshi." I bowed.
"Please, sit down. I'm sorry, my husband is working and I have to keep an eye on this cute little boy." Jun kissed the baby's cheek who giggled happily.
"He is your son?" I asked softly.
"Yes. This is Sora our son, he is 10 months old." Jun grinned proudly, putting his son on the ground.
"You're lucky."
"I know. So, you know my Kazu?"
"Yes. We were dating for 5 months."
"Were?" Jun raised his eyebrows.
"Hun. He left me this night without a word." I smiled sadly.
"I see. And what do I have to do with that?"
"I want to find him. I love him, I can't let him go."
"I... You don't really know Kazunari, you..."
"I know his past. My father made some researches." I cut him off.
"Eh? So, you know for his father?"
"Yes and for this Takeda too." I whispered.
"And you want to find Nino despite his past?"
"Yay. I love him and I trust him, I know he is a good person and would never harm someone without a good reason." Jun stared at me with intense eyes but when he wanted to answer, someone entered.
"Tadaima!" A gorgeous man exclaimed.
"Okaeri, Sho-chan." Jun stood up to hug and kiss his husband. The man smiled and kissed Jun back lovingly before taking his son in his arms.
"Hello my baby, did you were a good boy with papa-Jun?" The baby giggled and hugged his father tightly.
"He called your name the whole afternoon." Jun laughed.
"I missed you too my baby." Sho kissed his son's lips before looking at me for the first time.
"Hello." I bowed.
"Hello... Ano... Who are you?"
"He is Kazu's boyfriend." Jun explained.
"What this stupid brat did again this time?" Sho mumbled.
"Sho!"
"What? One day it will be his corpse the police will bring us if it continues." Sho replied.
"I know but maybe Ohno-kun can help him to leave this life." Jun sighed, passing his hand in his short brown hair.
"I hope you're right. Before it would be too late." Sho whispered sadly.
Oh-oh, all I know
Should let go, but no
'cause he's a rebel with a tainted heart
And even I know this ain't smart
When I left Toshi's apartment, my heart broke in one thousand pieces. He always said I was the only one who thought he was interesting but he didn't know he was the only one who was seeing the real me. The only one who never judged me and listened to me when I felt bad. He made me feel alive. With him, I could imagine I had a heart.
I had nowhere to go. I didn't want to put Jun and his family in danger and walked to Takeda's house. After all, I will come back in hell at the second he would call me, so, I could join the devil myself.
"Kazunari. What a good surprise!" Takeda smirked.
"Takeda-sama..."
"So you left this whore?" I boiled. I had to stop my fists because if I hit him, it would mean the end of my life.
"Yes." I whispered, lowering my head.
"Very good. Now, you'll be completely mine. Come on, babe, I'll show you our bedroom."
I gulped and entered the big house where lots of guards were waiting. Suddenly, Takeda grabbed my nape and smacked our mouths painfully. I whined in the kiss but opened my mouth to allow him to slip his tongue inside. He pressed our bodies together, making me feel his already hard cock.
"This is Ninomiya Kazunari. He is my lover, so, nobody is allowed to touch him and you have to treat him like a prince." Takeda said coldly to his guards who nodded. "Come baby, I want to fuck you so bad." Takeda lifted me up in his arms and brought me in his bedroom.
As I thought, I threw up after he had fucked me like an object. He was only fucking me, I had no pleasure, just his was important. And to have an orgasm, Takeda had to be rough. Very rough. I looked at the bruises on my body through the mirror. It hurt but not as this pain in my heart when I was thinking about Toshi.
When I woke up the next morning, my back aching like hell, I walked in the kitchen and saw Takeda eating his breakfast.
"Hey, come here, my love." He said, patting his leg. I looked at the cooker and sat down on his lap. Takeda grabbed my nape and kissed me roughly, his hand stroking my thigh. "I want you, Kazunari." He whispered, slipping his hand under my shirt to take it off.
"Takeda-sama, we aren't in your bedroom." I protested. A big slap came as answer.
"Shut up, bitch! You’re mine, I do what I want with you and don't you dare opening your mouth again excepted for sucking my big dick!" Takeda shouted.
"I'm sorry." I lowered my head, shaking in fear.
"I forgive you because I love you." Takeda smiled and kissed me again but this time, softly. He laid me down on the table of the big kitchen and stripped me quickly. I blushed deeply when I saw there were two guards in the kitchen and looked away. "Ignore them and please me." Takeda opened his jeans and pushed his hard cock inside of me without any preparations. It wasn't as if I expected some kindness. Shame overwhelmed my heart and face when he fucked me roughly on the table, in front of his guards. I was praying it would finish quickly...
But mama I'm in love with a criminal
And this type of love isn't rational, it's physical
Mama please don't cry, I will be alright
All reason aside, I just can't deny, I love that guy
"Kazu!"
I froze and turned my head to see Satoshi running toward me.
"Satoshi..." I whispered. My ex-boyfriend almost jumped in my arms, hugging me tightly.
"What are you doing here?" I said coldly, pushing him away.
"Kazu..."
"Leave." I snapped, opening my "new apartment".
"No!" Before I could answer, Sato pushed me inside and closed the door behind him.
"Satoshi, leave, please." I sighed, taking a beer in my fridge.
"No! Why did you leave without a word?! Why did you break me like that?! Why did you lie to me?!" Ohno cried.
"Because I'm like that. It's my real nature." I replied.
"NO! I know you. You're a good person, I trust you!"
"Ha ha ha. You know nothing Satoshi! You believe you can understand me? You can understand what is it to live in this middle since your 17 years old?! You know nothing about me and about what I'm able to do." I smirked.
"I know you. You're the only one who ever told me I was interesting! You're the only one who never used me and treated me so kindly! I love you and I trust you!"
"Are you stupid?! You love a monster, a criminal! You love someone who doesn't exist!" I yelled, Sato's words piercing my heart.
"No. This person exists. This person is my Kazu, the nicer man I've ever met!"
"I don't love you! I used you during all this time!" I shouted, holding back my tears. Ohno looked at me with hurt eyes, making me hate myself for what I said.
"No. I don't believe you. I know you love me!"
"I killed my own father, Satoshi!!" I yelled.
"I know." He said calmly, making me blink.
"My father made researches and told me everything about you."
"But... And... But you aren't scared?" I stammered.
"No. Because even if it was true, I know you are a good person and if you did that, there was a reason." Ohno whispered, looking at me with honest eyes.
"I... I'm a monster... I... I'll kill you if you stay!" I replied, throwing him a death glare.
"I know you would never harm me." Ohno said in a calm tone.
"I... Why? Why are you doing that for me?" I broke down. Falling on my knees, tears rolling down my cheeks.
"Because I love you. And because five months ago, an amazing man told me I was the most interesting person he had ever met. This man filled this emptiness in my heart and this pain that were leading my life. You saved me, Kazu. You did so much for me and now, it's my turn to save you." Ohno kneeled down in front of me and took me in his arms. I cried loudly in his neck, all this pain leaving my body, all this guilt leaving my heart. "I'm here for you. I will never leave you." Ohno kept repeating, stroking my head.
"I... He would kill her if I hadn't done anything..." I sobbed.
"Your father?"
"Yes. When my mother died, he became crazy and started to beat me. Every day during 2 years. I didn't care at this time but one day, he beat my young sister. I told him I would kill him if he touched her again. He stopped. But one day, I found my sister crying and naked in her bedroom. I tried to touch her but she screamed in fear. This bastard raped her... I became crazy and while he was sleeping, I took a gun and killed him. I had to do it... I... He raped my precious sister, he destroyed her and stole her pride. He raped his own daughter, I couldn't bear it. He could beat me if he wanted to but not my sister." I bursted into tears, tightening my grip around my lover.
"What happened after you killed him?"
"I was too young and they didn't put me in jail. I hadn't anybody excepted my sister. I sent her away and started to work to help her. As I had nothing, I fell in the dark middle. In drugs and alcohol. One day, a man tried to kill me because I owned him lots of money but someone killed him."
"Takeda..."
"Yes. I felt happy at this moment but soon, understood it would be better if this man had killed me. I dived into hell. Takeda made me work for him and he....every day....he..." I stopped, unable to pronounce these words.
"Don't say it if you're not ready." Ohno whispered.
"At this moment, my life was written. I became Takeda's property and had to do what he wanted. My life was nothing. I was nothing but just a ghost. And then, I met you." I raised my head and stroked his wet cheek with the palm of my hand. "I met you in this bar. You were so beautiful and looked so sad and lost. I fell for you at the second you looked at me. You were so perfect, so interesting and kind. You had this pure heart that I wanted to have. But when you told me you loved me, I realized I was putting you in danger. I had to stop our relationship but I couldn't confront you. That's why I left while you were sleeping." I whispered with a sad smile. Ohno closed his eyes, enjoying my touch.
"I knew you were a good person."
"But..."
"I won't let you fight alone. I'm here for you and Jun and Sho too. We'll help you. For one time in your life, accept to be helped, share this pain with us." Ohno smiled.
"I don't want to lose you." I shook my head.
"You won't. Jun knows how to help us and my father is very powerful, he can stop Takeda." I sighed and kissed him. At the beginning it was slow and soft but it became rough after a while.
"I love you." I whispered.
"Me too." Ohno panted and climbed on my lap, taking my shirt off.
"Satoshi..." I panted, my lips coming back on his pink mouth. I took his shirt off too, attacking his beautiful chest to make my mark. Sato's hands traveled in my hair, his throat making wonderful moans of pleasure and his hips undulating on my crotch.
"Kazu... Kazu..." Ohno repeated like a mantra, his hands unzipping my jeans. I smiled between our lips and soon, both of us were naked, our hard lengths pressed together. When Ohno felt my fingers inside of him, he arched head back, pressing his body against me even more if it was possible. His hands gripped my hair when I licked his neck to his jaw and his mouth, gaging his moans.
"I'm...ready..." Ohno panted. I pushed him on the ground, Satoshi opening his legs to allow me to take him slowly. I made love to him with all my heart, moving slowly and deeply, hugging and kissing him at the same time of my thrusts. Everything was perfect. His body against mine, his warmth around me, his lips on mine. We were forming one. Sweat rolling down our bodies, Sato's nails sinking into my back.
"Ohhh, Kazu..." Ohno gasped, tightening his grip around me. I smiled and grabbed his length to make him come with me.
"Come with me." I breathed in his ear, my hips moving harder and faster.
"Kazu!!!" Ohno screamed and released with me in a perfect sync.
I collapsed next to him, panting heavily. Ohno put his leg on my waist, hugging me and burying his face in my neck.
"It was amazing."
"Yes. You're so perfect." I nodded, stroking his back.
"I love you."
"I know. I love you too." I kissed him a last time before we fell asleep on the ground of my living room.
And he's got my name
Tattooed on his arm
His lucky charm
So I guess it's okay
He's with me
And I hear people talk
Trying to make remarks
Keep us apart
But I don't even hear
I don't care
Everything happened quickly after this amazing night with Satoshi. My boyfriend called his father to ask him his help. Of course, his dad refused at the beginning but after some explanations and tears from Toshi, his father agreed to protect me.
Sato and I moved in a new apartment but I was leaving in the fear. I wasn't scared for my life but for Satoshi's and also Jun and his family. Toshi's father and I talked a lot. He understood me and we started to like each other. He even proposed me to work for him. But I always felt nervous. There was Takeda's shadow still above me.
"Tadaima?" I said, entering my apartment. But Ohchan didn't answer. "Sweetheart?" I repeated. I froze when I saw a man in our bedroom. I knew him, he was one of Takeda's guards.
"Ninomiya. You remember me?" The man smiled.
"Where is my boyfriend?" I asked coldly.
"Hum. With Takeda-san. He asked you to come quickly." The man smirked.
To be continued…
A/N: Ano, sorry, I said there will be two parts but ideas came again and I had to do another part but the next one will be the last one xD