Title: Toxic
Author:
MatsuAurorePairing: Sakumoto
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Romance, drama
Summary: I'm addicted to you, don't you know that you're toxic?!
Disclaimer: Only own the plot T.T I wrote this os for my friend,
Biditoche because she leaves Paris in some days and I’ll miss her. And because we love our hot lovely Sakumoto so much xD
part 1/2:
Sho sighed when he entered the Jimushou. For one month, now, he wasn't able to sleep well. Why? Because his fucking hot, sex and gorgeous best friend was driving him insane. His name? Jun Matsumoto. The most beautiful man he knew. Sho always thought he only loved girls but ten months ago, when they danced in Shake it for Arafes with the younger, Sho started to feel weird. Of course, he thought Jun was a beautiful man but he never felt more than a deep friendship for him. When Jun had stroked his body against Nino and Ohno, jealousy overwhelmed the caster's heart. Why does Jun never acted like that with him?! The younger member was very close to Nino and Ohno, it wasn't news but Sho never found how to be closer to him. They were the same and at the same time so different! Jun was smart, workaholic, perfectionist, clever, feminine and very social when Sho was colder, shyer, also workaholic, stubborn, manly and sometimes had a nasty character. And mostly... They were both sadistic in bed. Jun was known as the DoS of the group but when Sho was in bed, he needed to control, to show he was the man. The problem was despite his diva's attitude, Jun was exactly the same! How two S would fit in bed if they fought to top? Jun was also stubborn and needed to dominate his partner in his personal life.
Sho knew Jun was gay. The younger never hid it to his best friends and even dated some johnny's. Maybe Nino, Aiba or Ohno would fit him better...
But Sho couldn't forget the diva. He wanted him but not just in bed but as lover. Jun was always interesting and Sho loved to talk and drink with him. And as if he had read the rapper's mind, for one month, Jun was playing with his nerves. Always making killer smiles and moving his perfect butt just in front of his eyes. Sho was becoming crazy and it had to stop. But if Jun didn't love him? If the younger loved someone else?
Groaning, Sho opened the door and froze, seeing Jun laid down on the sofa, his position showing a bit of his stomach.
"Hello, Sho-kun." Jun smiled innocently.
"Llo." Sho mumbled, sitting on a chair and taking his newspaper.
"Are you okay?" Jun asked with surprise.
"Hun. Only tired." Sho forced a smile before looking away.
"Oh--ayouuuu!" Nino screamed, slamming the door roughly.
"Hello." Sho groaned.
"Hello Kaz'!" Jun smiled widely. The gamer walked toward the younger and climbed on his lap to hug him and kiss his forehead. Jun grinned, passing his hand in the brat's hair.
"You have love hotel for that, you know!" Sho snapped, very jealous.
"Sorry, Sho we..."
"You're right, Shoko, tonight we'll go to a hotel, J." Nino smirked, pulling Jun in a deep kiss. The younger opened his eyes wide, surprise overcoming his body.
Angry, the rapper threw his newspaper and left the room, slamming the door behind him.
"Why did you do that, Kazu?" Jun frowned, pushing Nino away.
"To make him reacted. You're blind, J, aren't you?" Nino chuckled, burying his face in the diva's neck.
Eh? What did Kazu mean?!
Baby, can’t you see
I’m calling
A guy like you
Should wear a warning
It’s dangerous
I’m fallin’
Sho slammed the toilet's door angrily. How this brat dared touch Jun like that? How did he dare to kiss him?! The rapper hit the wall in front of him. If it continued, he would kill someone and Nino was the first on his list.
"Sho-chan?" Sho turned round and smiled softly when he saw Aiba with a shy smile on his beautiful face. Why couldn't he love someone like him? Aiba was perfect. Gorgeous, sex, hot, clever, a bit clumsy but so kind and funny.
"Yes?"
"Are you all right?"
"Hun."
"Liar." Aiba frowned, approaching the rapper.
"Sorry." Sho lowered his head with a sigh. The animal lover wrapped him in his arms, stroking his hair lovingly.
"Is it because of Jun-kun?"
"How do you know?" Sho asked, surprised.
"You're an open book for me, Sho-chan." Aiba chuckled.
"You know me so well." Sho whispered.
"True. You should confess."
"I can't. Jun is in love with Nino."
"Nino? Never! Nino is dating Ohchan." Aiba laughed.
"Eh?!"
"Of course. He is only trying to make you jealous and confess, that's all." Aiba smirked.
"How do you know?"
"Ohchan told me everything. Jun doesn't love Nino. You have your chances."
"Why can't I date someone like you?" Sho sighed, making Aiba laugh loudly.
"Because both of us know you are in love with Jun-chan, not me."
"True."
"C'mon, the recording is starting. Do your best and confess. But remember Jun doesn't date anybody, so, find something original to seduce him, I know you have a part of sadism in your heart, so, play with it. Don't forget Jun is very proud but he will eat off your hand if you use the good tricks." Aiba smiled evilly.
"You know us so well, Ma-chan." Sho smiled and kissed his friend's cheek. "Thank you."
"You're welcome." Aiba grinned before both left the restroom.
They started the recording in a good mood but soon, Sho wanted to hit his head against the wall when Jun played his diva in front of the camera, throwing killing looks, his eyes almost closed. Why does the PV have to be called "breathless"? Now, Sho knew what this word meant. The younger's haircut fitted him so well!
What could he do?
There’s no escape
I can’t wait
I need a hit
Baby, give me it
You’re dangerous
I’m lovin’ it
Think DoS, think DoS! Sho repeated in his mind. He had to make something to seduce the younger but what? Suddenly, a idea came in his mind and a devil smile spread his lips. He knew what to do.
"Sho?" Jun called shyly.
"Hun?"
"You know... For earlier... There is nothing between Kazu and I." Jun bit his lip, the sign he was nervous and didn't know what to say.
"You do what you want, I'm not your mother." Sho shrugged.
"I know but... Don't think I'm dating Kaz'."
"I don't care, you date who you want." Sho immediately regretted his words when sadness appeared in the younger's beautiful eyes.
"I... Sorry for bothering you." Jun replied coldly and turned around before Sho could say anything. The younger walked toward Nino and Ohno, showing his best fake smile to hide his pain.
"Why did I tell him that?" Sho muttered angrily.
Jun avoided his eyes for the rest of the day, talking and laughing with Nino who was throwing death glares to the rapper. But at 11 p.m., everybody had finished and they joined the bathroom for long and hot showers.
Sho had ever saw Jun naked. The five band mates knew each other for a long time and had taken many showers together. But Sho couldn't get tired when Jun was taking his shirt off, showing his beautiful and white skin. And to be honest, the rapper always stared at his butt because a naked Jun also meant a wonderful view from behind. Sho dreamt to grab this perfect ass, to bite this neck and kiss and lick this back. Just thinking about it was turning him on and Sho shook his head to stop these dirty thoughts in his mind.
"Ma ma ma, Shoko did lots of sport to find his old muscles again." Nino smirked.
"Shut up, brat!" Sho snapped.
"Hey, J, look how good the view is!" Nino called the younger who turned his head with surprise and blushed deeply when he saw the water rolling down Sho's naked and sculpt chest.
"Kazu!" Jun lowered his eyes, butterflies invading his stomach because of the amazing view.
"Don't you think Sho's body is very hot?" Nino smirked.
"I..." Jun looked at the caster who blushed too.
"You two are bored!" Nino frowned before leaving the bathroom.
"Sorry... I didn't want to make you feel uncomfortable." Jun mumbled.
"It's okay. Could you help me to wash my back?" Sho asked innocently, making Jun blush even more if it was possible.
"Ha-Hai." The diva stammered, approaching the older.
Too high
Can’t come down
Losing my head
Spinning ‘round and ‘round
Do you feel me now
Jun took the soap but when his hands touched Sho's back, the younger froze, shivers crossing his whole body.
"A problem, Jun?" Sho asked, smiling evilly behind the diva's back.
"N-No. Everything...is okay." Jun stammered, stroking the strong shoulders with difficulty.
"I hope so." Sho chuckled, passing his hand in his hair.
"Kaz-Kazu was right. You have more muscles..."
"It's because of Kazoku game. I have a new training for the naked scenes."
"The...naked scenes?" Jun gulped.
"Hun. I'll often be in a sauna, so, as everybody will see my chest, my body has to be perfect." Sho laughed.
"I like your body even without your muscles..." Jun muttered.
"Eh? What did you say?"
"Nothing..." Jun answered quickly.
"Let me help you too." Sho smiled, turning on his heels. They stared at each other for a moment, the water falling on their naked bodies and faces, heat surrounding the two idols.
"It's okay... I can..." Jun stopped, blushing deeply. Why does he was losing his self-confidence? He never reacted like that with a man and now was blushing and stammering like a school girl.
"Jun..." Sho approached his hand to touch the younger's shoulder, moving his hand up to his neck to grab his nape and smack their lips together. Jun froze when his lips met Sho's but after some seconds, the younger kissed him back roughly, wrapping his arms around the rapper's neck who pressed their bodies together.
With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You're toxic I'm slipping under
With a taste of a poison paradise
I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
"Sho..." Jun moaned when Sho attacked his neck, licking and biting the soft skin.
"I want you..." Sho whispered, his hard member pocking the younger's thigh.
Coming back to reality, Jun froze and pushed the rapper away quickly.
"I...sorry... I..." Jun stammered and left the shower.
Sho stayed paralyzed, too shocked to make a movement. Why does Jun pushed him away? Did it mean the younger hadn't any desire for him? Shaking his head, the caster left the shower to find Jun but the diva had already disappeared.
"Does he think I'm stupid?!" Sho groaned angrily.
The day after became a hell for the two idols. Jun was avoiding Sho who was avoiding the younger, bringing lots of questions in the other's minds who were wondering what was going on between the two friends.
"What happened?" Aiba asked at the second Sho left to the restroom.
"Nothing."
"Sho, don't take me for an idiot, what happened between Jun and you?" Aiba put his hand on the door when the older tried to escape.
"We... We kissed in the bathroom." Sho sighed.
"What?! But it's wonderful!" Aiba exclaimed happily.
"You seem to be the only one who thinks that." Sho muttered.
"Why?"
"Everything was perfect. Jun was so hot under the water, he even said he always likes my body. I didn't think and kissed him. He kissed me back. It was amazing, his lips felt so good on mines, it was so natural but I think I went too far."
"What did you do?"
"I said I wanted him and he pushed me away and left."
"Oh no! You said that?! Are you stupid or definitely stupid?!" Aiba exclaimed with despair.
"Eh?"
"Listen. Jun loves men and sex. But what he tries to hide you it's he doesn't want a one night-stand. Jun is a very sensitive man and needs to be loved. Why do you think he dated Toma for three years?!"
"Eh?!!" Sho's eyes almost left his head, too shocked.
"You have lots of things to learn about Jun, Sho. Despite his appearance, Jun doesn't sleep every night with different men, what he wants it's a serious relationship, not only sex."
"But... Why did he push me away?"
"Because I think he believed you wanted to experiment something new. Sho, everybody always thought you only loved women. Maybe Jun believed you wanted to sleep with him just to try with a man and if he has feelings for you..."
"I hurt him..." Sho whispered.
"Exactly. Are you really from Keio? Jun isn't a lesson of anatomy, he is a man who has feelings and needs to be understood." Aiba sighed.
"What can I do to change that?"
"I don't know. Really. Try to talk to him."
Sho sighed with despair. As always, he spoiled everything.
It’s getting late
To give you up
I took a sip
From my devil's cup
Slowly
It’s taking over me
Too high
Can’t come down
It’s in the air
And it’s all around
Can you feel me now
What could he do? Jun was avoiding him for one week now and acted hotter than ever as if he wanted to drive Sho insane.
After a long and hard recording of Himitsu no Arashi-chan, where Jun had played his bitch to make the caster want to die, Sho, decided to stop this little game and slammed the door of the room behind them.
"Sho-chan?" Jun froze when he saw an angry Sho in front of him.
"Don't you think we should talk?!" Sho asked angrily.
"I don't know what you want to talk about. It was an accident and we have to forget it." Jun replied coldly.
"No it wasn't and you know it!!" Sho yelled, making the younger jump in surprise.
"I..."
"Shut up stupid diva! You are driving me crazy for ten months now and when I'm trying to show you what I feel, you're running away like a coward!" The caster shouted, hitting the table with his fist.
"And what do you want, Sho?! You are making your heterosexual's crisis and want to try something new?! I'm not your guinea pig, I'm your friend and your band mate, I have feelings too, how can you want to use me just because your stupid girlfriend doesn't satisfy you in bed?!!" Jun yelled even louder.
"And you, how can you think I want to use you?! You want the truth, stupid stubborn princess?! I love you! I love you so much that it's painful! I'm not dating any girls for ten months, I haven't had sex for ten fucking months because the only one able to make me hard is you!!!"
"You're crazy. You love girls, Sho! How can you persuade yourself you love me? Is it just because of the fan service?" Jun tried to yell but Sho's words were cutting his self-confidence and he didn't know what to say.
"No! I love you, why is it so hard for you to understand?!" Sho screamed, grabbing Jun's nape to smack their lips together.
Jun moaned in the kiss and started to give up, allowing Sho to slip his tongue in his mouth. The kiss grew and soon, Sho was stroking the younger's skin under his shirt, one of his hand trying to unzip his jeans. Jun grabbed his belt and slowly, took the older's jeans feverishly, stroking their hard shafts together in an amazing but painful way. The younger's hand slipped under the latter's boxer to grip his member, stealing a loud moan from Sho who believed he will come in the diva's hand in the next second. Jun bit his lip but suddenly, pulled his hand away, making Sho groan at the lack of contact.
"If you are serious with me, than make me believe you and want you in my bed. Catch me, Sakurai, but just if you're fast enough." Jun smirked evilly before pecking the older's swollen lips and leaving the room with a silent laugh, abandoning a horny and very hard caster.
"I'm going to kill him!" Sho groaned, gripping his "little" problem in his hand.
With a taste of your lips
I’m on a ride
You're toxic I'm slipping under
With a taste of a poison paradise
I’m addicted to you
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
And I love what you do
Don’t you know that you’re toxic
Don't you know that you're toxic
If a look could kill, Jun would be dead now. After their little conversation, the younger turned his DoS mode on, playing with Sho's mind like a cat was playing with a mouse before eating it. His fucking evil smile never left his lips for the whole day, bringing THE question in Sho's brain: Should he kill him now or fucking the ass of this princess before tying him up on a bed for the rest of his DoS life?!
Sho understood why Jun had so much success with men. Because nobody could catch him. The younger always had a card in his pocket and when you thought he was almost in your bed, he disappeared of your view like a snake. He was clever, very clever. Sho knew why he always thought a relationship with Jun would be hard. Because Jun wasn't the type of man who let you dominate him. He was the leader and the caster had to find a way to change the roles. To make him beg. Jun gave him a chance. He only had to catch him. But catching Jun was as trying to catch a lion. It was impossible... Except for someone as stubborn as Sho was. The older had to find a plan. He had to be cleverest than this annoying princess and his precious hair. But what could he do?
PART 2