Bodies exchange (chapter 5)
Title: Bodies exchange
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Ohmiya, Junba (side pairing)
Rating: R (just to be safe xD)
Genre: Romance, fantasy, comedy, angst (I guess xD)
Disclaimer: Only own the plot but Nino owns Ohchan, ne? xD Some ideas are based on the movie Freaky friday
Summary: Nino and Ohno's friendship is on the line. Ohno loves the gamer who is an eternal womanizer and is too blind to see he is hurting Ohno. One day, they have a big fight and...
Chapter 5:
"He is the reason why you are crying and destroying yourself?" Kei asked behind Ohno's back.
"I... I love him, I can't help it." Ohno whispered.
"I could make you forget him, Kazu." Kei sighed, kneeling down next to the older who raised his red and swollen eyes.
"I don't know if I can... And you know nothing about me, you don't know who really I am." Ohno whispered.
"We can try. I don't know you but I'm sure you're a nice person." Kei stroked the latter's cheek before bringing their lips in a deep kiss. But when his hand tried to unbutton Ohno's shirt, the leader pushed him away gently.
"I can't."
"He doesn't know how lucky he is to have you." Kei smiled sadly before pecking Ohno's lips and leaving.
"Thank you Kei-chan."
"Good luck, Kazunari." Kei waved his hand and closed the door behind him.
Ohno stared at the gap with empty eyes. What could he do now Nino was hating him? The gamer didn't let him explain what really happened between Kei and him. Maybe they should talk tomorrow before the recording of the Arashi ni shiyagare.
****
Ohno entered the green room, looking like a zombie. He had cried the whole night, trying to join Nino who always rejected his calls. The leader collapsed on the sofa, burying his face in one of the pillow. He felt so exhausted. As if he hadn't any strength.
"Satoshi?" Ohno moaned, feeling a hand shaking his shoulder.
"Jun?"
"Yes. You fell asleep." Jun smiled tenderly but soon, frowned when he saw the deep red eyes of his leader. "What happened?"
"I didn't sleep well, that's all." Ohno smiled.
"Toshi..." Jun sighed, knowing his best friend was lying again.
"I don't want to talk about it, please." Ohno asked in a pleading voice. The younger sighed again but nodded and took him in his arms. Soon, Nino entered the green room and frowned, seeing Ohno in Jun's arms.
"I see you can even sleep with someone who is dating one of your best friends." Nino snapped.
"Kazu!!" Jun shouted.
"What?!" Nino muttered and left the room.
"What happened?" Jun frowned.
"Nothing. I just have to forget him and move on." Ohno sighed.
"But..."
"Please, Jun. It's something between Kazu and I."
"Okay. But you know I'm here if you need me."
"I know." Ohno smiled and kissed his friend's cheek.
The recording turned into a mess. Nino was avoiding Ohno who seemed ready to burst into tears but tried to smile at the guest and the camera. Even a fan would have been able to see there was a problem. Nino and Ohno were too silent, staring at the ground. Even the guest saw it and tried to concentrate on Jun, Aiba and Sho not to bother the other two.
At the end of the recording, Ohno grabbed Nino's arm to stop him.
"What do you want?!" Nino asked coldly.
"Nothing happened between Kei and I. We only talked and kissed." Ohno said weakly.
"Of course. Nothing... I never thought you would have been able to act like that. To use my body, to sleep with someone else when you keep repeating you love me." Nino replied.
"But nothing happened..." Ohno protested.
"I saw you. You...you are just disgusting!" Nino snapped.
"Kazu..."
"Shut up! You're just a whore!" Nino cried, tears filling his eyes. A rough slap on Nino's cheek made them jump.
"How do you dare talking like that to your own best friend?! Did you lose your mind, Kazunari?!!" Jun yelled.
"Leave me alone!!" Nino cried, running away.
"Why did you do that?" Ohno whispered, looking at Nino's shadow.
"He deserved it." Jun replied.
"It wasn't your problem, Jun. I'm old enough to protect myself." Ohno stated.
"I saw that." Jun smirked.
"And you, how did you dare to hit your own best friend?" Ohno whispered painfully.
"Satoshi..."
"You're not better than him." The older muttered and left.
****
Nino slammed his apartment's door roughly. He wasn't angry at Ohno but at himself. His best friend didn't betray him but the gamer did. In fact, Nino felt ashamed. Ashamed because he had used Ohno's body and betrayed his trust even if Satoshi didn't know it. Plus, without knowing why, it killed Nino seeing Ohchan with another man.
Sighing, Nino took his phone and called Kenta.
"Can you come, I need to forget." Nino said before cutting the line.
"Something happened?" Kenta asked when Nino opened his door.
"Yes." Nino grabbed his collar to smack their lips together in a rough kiss.
"What was that for?" Kenta smiled happily.
"I want you." Nino replied before pushing Kenta on the sofa.
Nino moaned in pleasure when Kenta took him but soon, tears filled his eyes. Luckily, the latter couldn't see him. Despite Kenta's amazing thrusts, he didn't feel any pleasure, at least, not in his mind, just physically. The gamer bit his lip to hold his tears back. Suddenly, a noise made him jump and turning his head, Nino gasped, seeing Ohno with shocked eyes.
"Satoshi...." Nino pulled away but the older threw him a look that broke his heart.
"I..." Ohno stopped and ran away.
"Shit!" Nino took his clothes before leaving his apartment to look for Ohno.
****
Ohno ran to the only person he trust. When Jun opened his door, the leader almost jumped in his arms, crying loudly.
"Satoshi, what happened?"
"I... Kazu... He... He was sleeping withYano.."
"What?!" Jun exclaimed.
"He... Yano...." Ohno stammered with incoherenting words.
"Kenta was with him?" Jun asked in a whisper.
"Yes. How did he dare?! How... He hadn't the right to touch him!" Ohno cried.
"I'm so sorry, Satoshi..."
"I... It's too much, he went too far... I can't handle it anymore... I won't be able to look at him again..." Ohno cried in a scaring voice.
"Calm down, Satoshi, please, calm down." Jun implored, afraid in front of Ohno's despair.
"Can I stay with you tonight?"
"Of course, dear. You should sleep, you're exhausted."
"Thank you for always being here."
"Anything for you." Jun smiled.
The leader smiled sadly and walked in the bedroom, burying his face in the pillow. It was too much. He couldn't bear anymore. Nino went too far and now, Ohno only felt a deep hole in his heart. The next day, Ohno refused to leave the bedroom despite Jun's calls. They had a recording but the leader couldn't go there. He couldn't face Nino and didn't leave his bed the whole day.
Two weeks. Ohno stayed in his bedroom for two weeks, refusing to eat and crying every day.
"Where is he?!" Nino's voice resounded in Jun's living room.
"Leave, Kazu." Jun asked coldly.
"No! I want to see him! He didn't come at work for two weeks!"
"Maybe because of you!"
"I want to see him!"
"He isn't in the state..."
"What do you mean?" Nino frowned.
"He... Nino, you went too far... He.."
"Where is he?!"
"In his bedroom, but..." Nino didn't let him finished and opened Ohno's bedroom roughly. The gamer gasped in front of the view.
"Satoshi..." Nino kneeled in front of the older who stared at him with empty eyes. "What happened?" The younger whispered. Ohno was so thin. He had big dark shadows under his red and swollen eyes, his hair were falling on his forehead. "Satoshi?"
"You... What are you doing here?" Ohno asked in a whisper.
"Because you didn't come at work for two weeks."
"I... Please, leave."
"No. I know what I did was wrong but..."
"Do you realize you rejected me when you found me with Kei while we hadn't done anything and one day after, I saw you fucking my ex?!" Ohno cried.
"Your... Your ex?"
"Yes. Yano was my first boyfriend!"
"But you aren't with him anymore, you..."
"You don't know what happened between us, he..." Ohno stopped, tears filling his eyes again.
"What happened, Satoshi?"
"I can't tell you..."
"Please!"
"You broke everything... I can't face you anymore..." Ohno's voice broke.
"Satoshi, I know I did something very horrible and went too far but don't reject me, please. I can bear everything but only if you are by my side. You're too precious for me, please, Sa-chan!" Nino implored, kneeling down, his head touching the ground in a deep bow.
"I did everything for you..." Ohno whispered after a moment. "I gave you everything. My friendship, my heart and even my love but you destroyed everything. You betrayed me. I love you for a so long time but tried to erase my feelings for you because I couldn't lose you. But... You... What did you give me back? Just sadness and pain, making me cry every night because my heart couldn't stop loving you. Despite this suffering, I held on because your happiness and friendship were the most precious things of my life. But you broke everything. My love, my heart, my trust toward you. You... You broke me Kazu..." Ohno bursted into tears.
"Please, don't cry, please, Satoshi!" Nino implored, standing up to hug his leader but the older pushed him away.
"Don't touch me. I don't want to see you again." Ohno whispered between his sobs.
"No, please! I would do anything for you, anything!"
"It's too late to go back, Kazu. I can't handle it anymore." Ohno sobbed.
"Toshi, I..."
"Leave, Ninomiya." It was only a whisper but was like a big slap in Nino's face. The gamer stood up slowly and left the bedroom, hearing Ohno's loud sobs. It was over. He spoiled everything...
"What did he say?" Jun asked when Nino collapsed on his knees in the living room.
"It's over... He doesn't want to see me again..." Nino whispered.
"He needs time. You did something too bad for him..."
"I know what I did was horrible but why did he react so violently, rejecting me and erasing 15 years of friendship?!" Nino cried.
"Because... He..." Jun stopped, staring at the ground.
"Jun? What happened between Satoshi and Kenta?"
"I can't tell you..." Jun whispered.
"Jun Mastumoto, if you want to keep our friendship and at the same time, Arashi, tell me everything!!!" Nino yelled.
"Satoshi won't forgive me if I tell you, it's his biggest secret..."
"If you don't do anything, it will be Arashi we will lose!"
"I... Yano Kenta is Ohchan's first real boyfriend, when he was 15's and discovered he was gay..." Jun started, without knowing if it was a good idea to bring the past back. It took Ohno ten years to completely forget this story but Nino made him face his devils by sleeping with Yano. "If I tell you this story, there wouldn't have regress. It could help you and Ohchan but it also could destroy Satoshi forever. Are you sure you want to hear this story?"
"Yes. I would do everything for Satoshi." Nino looked at Jun with determinate eyes. He was ready to face the worse. For Satoshi... For them...
To be continued...
A/N: ouch, safe! I'm posting this chapter before my trip xD I promise I'll continue to post it if my connexion is good enough xD I know this fic is turning more in a drama than a comedy but it's because of Ohchan's movie for 24 hour TV, I'm already crying in front of the pictures, I think my heart won't be able to bear it if he dies T.T xD And by the way, sorry for this cut xD
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Ohmiya, Junba (side pairing)
Rating: R (just to be safe xD)
Genre: Romance, fantasy, comedy, angst (I guess xD)
Disclaimer: Only own the plot but Nino owns Ohchan, ne? xD Some ideas are based on the movie Freaky friday
Summary: Nino and Ohno's friendship is on the line. Ohno loves the gamer who is an eternal womanizer and is too blind to see he is hurting Ohno. One day, they have a big fight and...
Chapter 5:
"He is the reason why you are crying and destroying yourself?" Kei asked behind Ohno's back.
"I... I love him, I can't help it." Ohno whispered.
"I could make you forget him, Kazu." Kei sighed, kneeling down next to the older who raised his red and swollen eyes.
"I don't know if I can... And you know nothing about me, you don't know who really I am." Ohno whispered.
"We can try. I don't know you but I'm sure you're a nice person." Kei stroked the latter's cheek before bringing their lips in a deep kiss. But when his hand tried to unbutton Ohno's shirt, the leader pushed him away gently.
"I can't."
"He doesn't know how lucky he is to have you." Kei smiled sadly before pecking Ohno's lips and leaving.
"Thank you Kei-chan."
"Good luck, Kazunari." Kei waved his hand and closed the door behind him.
Ohno stared at the gap with empty eyes. What could he do now Nino was hating him? The gamer didn't let him explain what really happened between Kei and him. Maybe they should talk tomorrow before the recording of the Arashi ni shiyagare.
****
Ohno entered the green room, looking like a zombie. He had cried the whole night, trying to join Nino who always rejected his calls. The leader collapsed on the sofa, burying his face in one of the pillow. He felt so exhausted. As if he hadn't any strength.
"Satoshi?" Ohno moaned, feeling a hand shaking his shoulder.
"Jun?"
"Yes. You fell asleep." Jun smiled tenderly but soon, frowned when he saw the deep red eyes of his leader. "What happened?"
"I didn't sleep well, that's all." Ohno smiled.
"Toshi..." Jun sighed, knowing his best friend was lying again.
"I don't want to talk about it, please." Ohno asked in a pleading voice. The younger sighed again but nodded and took him in his arms. Soon, Nino entered the green room and frowned, seeing Ohno in Jun's arms.
"I see you can even sleep with someone who is dating one of your best friends." Nino snapped.
"Kazu!!" Jun shouted.
"What?!" Nino muttered and left the room.
"What happened?" Jun frowned.
"Nothing. I just have to forget him and move on." Ohno sighed.
"But..."
"Please, Jun. It's something between Kazu and I."
"Okay. But you know I'm here if you need me."
"I know." Ohno smiled and kissed his friend's cheek.
The recording turned into a mess. Nino was avoiding Ohno who seemed ready to burst into tears but tried to smile at the guest and the camera. Even a fan would have been able to see there was a problem. Nino and Ohno were too silent, staring at the ground. Even the guest saw it and tried to concentrate on Jun, Aiba and Sho not to bother the other two.
At the end of the recording, Ohno grabbed Nino's arm to stop him.
"What do you want?!" Nino asked coldly.
"Nothing happened between Kei and I. We only talked and kissed." Ohno said weakly.
"Of course. Nothing... I never thought you would have been able to act like that. To use my body, to sleep with someone else when you keep repeating you love me." Nino replied.
"But nothing happened..." Ohno protested.
"I saw you. You...you are just disgusting!" Nino snapped.
"Kazu..."
"Shut up! You're just a whore!" Nino cried, tears filling his eyes. A rough slap on Nino's cheek made them jump.
"How do you dare talking like that to your own best friend?! Did you lose your mind, Kazunari?!!" Jun yelled.
"Leave me alone!!" Nino cried, running away.
"Why did you do that?" Ohno whispered, looking at Nino's shadow.
"He deserved it." Jun replied.
"It wasn't your problem, Jun. I'm old enough to protect myself." Ohno stated.
"I saw that." Jun smirked.
"And you, how did you dare to hit your own best friend?" Ohno whispered painfully.
"Satoshi..."
"You're not better than him." The older muttered and left.
****
Nino slammed his apartment's door roughly. He wasn't angry at Ohno but at himself. His best friend didn't betray him but the gamer did. In fact, Nino felt ashamed. Ashamed because he had used Ohno's body and betrayed his trust even if Satoshi didn't know it. Plus, without knowing why, it killed Nino seeing Ohchan with another man.
Sighing, Nino took his phone and called Kenta.
"Can you come, I need to forget." Nino said before cutting the line.
"Something happened?" Kenta asked when Nino opened his door.
"Yes." Nino grabbed his collar to smack their lips together in a rough kiss.
"What was that for?" Kenta smiled happily.
"I want you." Nino replied before pushing Kenta on the sofa.
Nino moaned in pleasure when Kenta took him but soon, tears filled his eyes. Luckily, the latter couldn't see him. Despite Kenta's amazing thrusts, he didn't feel any pleasure, at least, not in his mind, just physically. The gamer bit his lip to hold his tears back. Suddenly, a noise made him jump and turning his head, Nino gasped, seeing Ohno with shocked eyes.
"Satoshi...." Nino pulled away but the older threw him a look that broke his heart.
"I..." Ohno stopped and ran away.
"Shit!" Nino took his clothes before leaving his apartment to look for Ohno.
****
Ohno ran to the only person he trust. When Jun opened his door, the leader almost jumped in his arms, crying loudly.
"Satoshi, what happened?"
"I... Kazu... He... He was sleeping withYano.."
"What?!" Jun exclaimed.
"He... Yano...." Ohno stammered with incoherenting words.
"Kenta was with him?" Jun asked in a whisper.
"Yes. How did he dare?! How... He hadn't the right to touch him!" Ohno cried.
"I'm so sorry, Satoshi..."
"I... It's too much, he went too far... I can't handle it anymore... I won't be able to look at him again..." Ohno cried in a scaring voice.
"Calm down, Satoshi, please, calm down." Jun implored, afraid in front of Ohno's despair.
"Can I stay with you tonight?"
"Of course, dear. You should sleep, you're exhausted."
"Thank you for always being here."
"Anything for you." Jun smiled.
The leader smiled sadly and walked in the bedroom, burying his face in the pillow. It was too much. He couldn't bear anymore. Nino went too far and now, Ohno only felt a deep hole in his heart. The next day, Ohno refused to leave the bedroom despite Jun's calls. They had a recording but the leader couldn't go there. He couldn't face Nino and didn't leave his bed the whole day.
Two weeks. Ohno stayed in his bedroom for two weeks, refusing to eat and crying every day.
"Where is he?!" Nino's voice resounded in Jun's living room.
"Leave, Kazu." Jun asked coldly.
"No! I want to see him! He didn't come at work for two weeks!"
"Maybe because of you!"
"I want to see him!"
"He isn't in the state..."
"What do you mean?" Nino frowned.
"He... Nino, you went too far... He.."
"Where is he?!"
"In his bedroom, but..." Nino didn't let him finished and opened Ohno's bedroom roughly. The gamer gasped in front of the view.
"Satoshi..." Nino kneeled in front of the older who stared at him with empty eyes. "What happened?" The younger whispered. Ohno was so thin. He had big dark shadows under his red and swollen eyes, his hair were falling on his forehead. "Satoshi?"
"You... What are you doing here?" Ohno asked in a whisper.
"Because you didn't come at work for two weeks."
"I... Please, leave."
"No. I know what I did was wrong but..."
"Do you realize you rejected me when you found me with Kei while we hadn't done anything and one day after, I saw you fucking my ex?!" Ohno cried.
"Your... Your ex?"
"Yes. Yano was my first boyfriend!"
"But you aren't with him anymore, you..."
"You don't know what happened between us, he..." Ohno stopped, tears filling his eyes again.
"What happened, Satoshi?"
"I can't tell you..."
"Please!"
"You broke everything... I can't face you anymore..." Ohno's voice broke.
"Satoshi, I know I did something very horrible and went too far but don't reject me, please. I can bear everything but only if you are by my side. You're too precious for me, please, Sa-chan!" Nino implored, kneeling down, his head touching the ground in a deep bow.
"I did everything for you..." Ohno whispered after a moment. "I gave you everything. My friendship, my heart and even my love but you destroyed everything. You betrayed me. I love you for a so long time but tried to erase my feelings for you because I couldn't lose you. But... You... What did you give me back? Just sadness and pain, making me cry every night because my heart couldn't stop loving you. Despite this suffering, I held on because your happiness and friendship were the most precious things of my life. But you broke everything. My love, my heart, my trust toward you. You... You broke me Kazu..." Ohno bursted into tears.
"Please, don't cry, please, Satoshi!" Nino implored, standing up to hug his leader but the older pushed him away.
"Don't touch me. I don't want to see you again." Ohno whispered between his sobs.
"No, please! I would do anything for you, anything!"
"It's too late to go back, Kazu. I can't handle it anymore." Ohno sobbed.
"Toshi, I..."
"Leave, Ninomiya." It was only a whisper but was like a big slap in Nino's face. The gamer stood up slowly and left the bedroom, hearing Ohno's loud sobs. It was over. He spoiled everything...
"What did he say?" Jun asked when Nino collapsed on his knees in the living room.
"It's over... He doesn't want to see me again..." Nino whispered.
"He needs time. You did something too bad for him..."
"I know what I did was horrible but why did he react so violently, rejecting me and erasing 15 years of friendship?!" Nino cried.
"Because... He..." Jun stopped, staring at the ground.
"Jun? What happened between Satoshi and Kenta?"
"I can't tell you..." Jun whispered.
"Jun Mastumoto, if you want to keep our friendship and at the same time, Arashi, tell me everything!!!" Nino yelled.
"Satoshi won't forgive me if I tell you, it's his biggest secret..."
"If you don't do anything, it will be Arashi we will lose!"
"I... Yano Kenta is Ohchan's first real boyfriend, when he was 15's and discovered he was gay..." Jun started, without knowing if it was a good idea to bring the past back. It took Ohno ten years to completely forget this story but Nino made him face his devils by sleeping with Yano. "If I tell you this story, there wouldn't have regress. It could help you and Ohchan but it also could destroy Satoshi forever. Are you sure you want to hear this story?"
"Yes. I would do everything for Satoshi." Nino looked at Jun with determinate eyes. He was ready to face the worse. For Satoshi... For them...
To be continued...
A/N: ouch, safe! I'm posting this chapter before my trip xD I promise I'll continue to post it if my connexion is good enough xD I know this fic is turning more in a drama than a comedy but it's because of Ohchan's movie for 24 hour TV, I'm already crying in front of the pictures, I think my heart won't be able to bear it if he dies T.T xD And by the way, sorry for this cut xD