Tears of blood (chapter 1)

Aug 22, 2013 04:20

Title: Tears of blood
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Juntoshi and Sakuraiba as main pairings, Jun/Gackt
Rating: PG-13 for now
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst, fantasy
Length: multichapter
Disclaimer: Just own the plot T.T
Summary: When his boyfriend breaks with him with just a message, all the world around him collapses for Ohno. He loses his reason to live and just wishes one thing: dying. But Ohno meets Jun, a mysterious and beautiful man. Ohno falls in love with him at the first sight but he doesn't know Jun hides a terrible secret that could kill him...
A/N: Hey, after all this Ohmiya, I'm coming back with our lovely Juntoshi because I missed them too much ^^ At the beginning I thought about Sakuraiba as main pairing but my love for Juntoshi is too strong, sorry, so, Juntoshi and Sakuraiba are both main pairings xD
I'm also posting this fic for my lovely ichiban's birthday (that is in few days). Already 30 years old, you're an old man Jun lol. I wish you the best for your career and your relationship with Satoshi and Kazu lol otanjoubi omedetou my lovely Jun, daisuki <3 And for my second lovely ichiban, Toshi, for his movie for the 24h xD

Chapter 1: Despair

All his life Ohno thought he was strong... Though, if he had a weakness, it would have been love.

"It's so cold today. It's late, what does he do?" Ohno mumbled to himself, shivering in the cold night. It was 11 p.m and he was waiting for his boyfriend but his lover was very late now and he started to feel worried. Suddenly, his phone buzzed and Ohno saw a message. When he opened it, his heart almost stopped.

I wanted to break with you properly but it will be faster with a message. I don't love you anymore, I've found someone else, it's over.
Kei

Tears started to roll down Ohno's cheeks,  his hands shaking because of his sobs.
"Shit, I haven't the right to cry for someone like him. This bastard was too coward to leave me properly!" Ohno cried, burying his face in his hands.

For 32 years, Ohno thought he was strong but when his boyfriend left him on this winter day after five years of love, the world collapsed around him.

When he thought about it, he had waited for this day. He was afraid about this day when he would have asked himself the question. This question...if his boyfriend had ever loved him in five years. Was he sure about his feelings during all this time? He was so pathetic! The short man sat on the snow, burying his face in his knees to calm down his sobs.
There was nobody in the street just the snow that was falling a lot. Pain crossed Ohno's heart when he thought about his ex. Why? Why did everything end like that? Why did he fall in love with this bastard five years ago? Tiredness filled his body and Ohno collapsed on the ground, crying silently his pain.
Maybe he should stay here, on the ground, dying from coldness... If he died, there would be one shaft less on this earth, what would it change? Ohno stayed like that, in the snow, shivering violently.
He was about to faint, it seemed it was his fate but a noise made him raise his head and he saw him.

Ohno didn't know this stranger would change his life forever.

At two meters from him, there was a man. He seemed taller than Ohno whose heart started to beat faster when his eyes met the stranger's. The man was very gorgeous with his short black hair like a Korean and his shining purple eyes. Even if Ohno couldn't see him well because of the darkness of the night, he could say he had never seen a man as beautiful as this stranger in his whole life. The man looked at him with intense eyes but when Ohno was about to say something, everything became dark.

****

Satoshi opened his eyes with difficulty. He stood up and blinked, seeing he was in his bed.
"It was a dream." Ohno frowned stroking his eyes. He checked his messages and saw his best friend had called him ten times.
"Moshi moshi." Nino's voice resounded through the line.
"Kazu, you called me?"
"Satoshi!!! I was worried sick, you disappeared yesterday and never responded to my calls!" Nino exclaimed, a bit angry.
"Sorry Kazu, I... Kei broke with me." Ohno's voice died in his throat.
"Eh?! Why?"
"He sent me a message saying he didn't love me anymore and had found someone else. Kazu, I... I don't know what to do, I... I'm lost." Tears started to roll down Ohno's cheeks but he wiped them quickly.
"I'm so sorry Satoshi. I'm at Masaki's café, come."
"I don't know. I want to be alone." Ohno sobbed.
"It's not a request, Ohchan, it's an order, come on now!"
"Alright." Ohno sighed. "I'll be there in ten minutes."

Ohno took a quick shower, feeling a bit dirty. He wanted to be alone but knew Kazunari wouldn't let him, this brat was so stubborn.

Ohno met Nino when they were at college. The older was always discreet, not very talkative while Nino was talking loudly and had a sharp tongue. The younger was playing the strong man behind his arrogance but Ohno knew it was just a mask and he was right. One day, after school, he found Nino laid on the ground, blood on his face, crying silently.

"Are you alright?" Ohno asked, kneeling down in front of the student.
"Yes, leave me alone!" Nino replied coldly, wiping his tears quickly.
"You're bleeding." Ohno tried to wipe Nino's mouth but the younger slapped his hand.
"I don't want your pity!"
"And I don't want to give it to you but you're bleeding, let me help you." Ohno smiled softly and Nino's eyes widened. There was so much kindness shining in these beautiful eyes.
Ohno helped him to stand up and led him to his apartment. Nino looked around him with surprise. The apartment was empty, but there were lots of painting on the walls.
"It's okay now." Ohno smiled after he had healed the younger.
"Thanks." Nino mumbled.
"What happened?"
"Nothing." Nino looked away, avoiding his eyes.
"If you want to talk with someone, I'm here." Ohno whispered softly and tears filled in Nino's eyes in front of so much kindness.
"I hadn't Souta's money, that's all."
"And he beat you?" Ohno's eyes widened.
"I'm used to, don't worry." Nino mumbled but jumped when he felt two arms around him.
Ohno hugged him tightly and the younger buried his face in his neck, crying silently.
"I'm so pathetic." Nino sobbed.
"Don't say these stupid things." Ohno chuckled.
Since this day, a deep friendship started between the two students. Even if Nino hated to cry in front of someone, he knew he could when he was with Ohno. His friend didn't judge him and always listened to him. They went through a lot of hard moments but they were happy, knowing they will always be there for each other.

Ohno closed the door behind him and took another way than use. Suddenly, Satoshi turned his head and froze, seeing a car charging into him. Fear paralyzed him and Ohno didn't make a move, closing his eyes tightly.
A pain crossed his body but when Ohno dared to open his eyes, he saw a man above him. The same man of his dream!

"Are you all right?" The man asked with a worried but a beautiful deep voice.
"Hai. Thank you." Ohno whispered, still shocked.
"I'm glad, you shouldn't take this way, it's dangerous." The man smiled kindly and Ohno thought his heart would stop when he saw this incredible smile. The man was even more beautiful than in his dream. He had two cute moles under and above his mouth and another one on his lip. His purple eyes were serious but kind.
Suddenly, Ohno realized he was laid under the man's body, his eyes still staring at him.

"Ano..." Ohno tried to talk but the man suddenly blinked and stood up quickly.
"Sorry, but you should be more careful next time." The man smiled.
"Thank you, it's the second time you're saving me." Ohno whispered softly.
"It's okay." The man said but when he wanted to leave, Ohno grabbed his arm. Both jumped when a small blue light shined from the touch and Ohno moved away quickly, afraid.
"Sorry. But can I have at least, your name?"

The man stared at him with a strange look but smiled even if his smile never reached his eyes.

"Call me Jun."
"Oh, I'm very late, sorry, I have to go. It was nice to meet you, Jun-san, I'm Ohno Satoshi." Ohno waved his hand and ran away.

"I know." Jun whispered sadly.

****
Ohno entered the café and smiled at Masaki who was behind the counter, ordering his usual drink. The older sat next to Nino who grabbed his hand worriedly.

"Where were you, I was worried you did something stupid!" Nino exclaimed. "And why do you have a bruise on your cheek?"
"Sorry, I fell on the ground." Ohno mumbled, touching his cheek. A shiver crossed his body when he thought about Jun.
"You should be more careful, Satoshi, I don't want something happens to you." Nino's tone softened.

Ohno nodded though, he didn't really listen, still thinking about this strange Jun. After a moment, Masaki brought their drinks and sat next to the older.

"Hey, you know what? I met someone!" Aiba explained happily.
"Oh, because there is someone on earth who can bear you and love your ugly face?!" Nino smirked.
"Kazu, don't be so nasty!" Ohno smacked his head, making the younger frown and stroke his head painfully.
"Nino is always so mean to me. You're my only friend Ohchan!" Aiba pouted childishly.
"So, Masaki, you were talking about a man?" Ohno smiled.
"Yes, I met him at Taboo's club yesterday night, he is so handsome!!!!" Aiba exclaimed.
"And you slept with him?" Nino teased.
"Stop teasing me, Nino and no, I haven't slept with him, he is a gentleman!"
"Are you sure he is human? Maybe he had to prepare himself to find the courage to face your small cock and to sleep with you." Nino smirked.
"Ignore that baka, he is jealous." Ohno said, throwing a reproaching look to his best friend.
"If you had seen him, Ohchan! He was so beautiful with his muscles and his hands. And his mouth, he has a so full mouth, I'm sure he is amazing in blowjob. And how he smiled at me! He paid me my drinks and brought me at home without talking about sex! I think I'm in love." Aiba sighed, his chin on his hands with dreamy eyes and Ohno chuckled.
"Love at first sight? I'm very happy for you, Masaki." Ohno smiled kindly while Nino was opening his mouth to say something. "Kazu, if your next sentence is not  kind to Masaki, I swear I won't talk to you... At least for one year." Ohno said, knowing he wouldn't be able to hold his threat.
"Mou Ohchan, you're not funny." Nino pouted.
"I know, but you love me like that." Ohno chuckled when Nino wrapped his arms around his neck to kiss his cheek.
"Speaking about love Ohchan, if you had seen Sho's friend! He was very gorgeous!" Aiba smiled.
"Really?"
"Yes, he seemed alone. He was so cool with his clothes and his rings. And he talked to me very kindly. I'm sure you would like him if you met him, he is totally your type of man."
"He seems to be a nice guy." Ohno nodded.

The three friends talked during a lot of hours. Aiba and Nino didn't bring Kei's subject, trying to make Ohno laugh and the older was glad to see he had so wonderful friends who understood him so well.

"Tadaima." Ohno said but sadness crossed his heart when he saw his empty apartment. Before Kei left him, he always had his "okaeri" with a deep kiss when he came back.

The artist sighed deeply and sat down on the sofa, looking at the picture of Kei and him. He had to pack Kei's belongings but deep in his heart, wasn't ready...

****
Jun stared at the wall with an annoyed look. Gackt wanted to see him again and the young man really hated these meetings.

"Matsumoto-sama, you can come, Gackt-sama is waiting for you." A secretary bowed and Jun stood up with a yawn.
"Ah, Jun-kun, you're here." Gackt exclaimed happily.
"As you wished, what do you want this time, Gackt." Jun mumbled.
"Be careful with your language Matsumoto." Gackt stated with a cold voice.
"Or what? You'll kill me? You can kill me, I've already lost everything I had." Jun replied.
"Ah, you're so annoying, Jun. Alright, I need you for this mission." Gackt pushed a paper in front of Jun who frowned.
"Who's he?" Jun asked.
"Ohno Satoshi, 32 years old, drawer." Gackt said giving him a picture.
"He's cute." Jun whispered, his fingers stroking the picture.
"Yes, I would eat him if I could." Gackt smirked.
"And what do you want I do to him?"
"I want him." Gackt simply said.
"You don't want I kill him?" Jun asked with a surprised voice.
"No, not for now. I need him." Gackt said with a strange tone.
"Alright. What do I have to know?"
"Ohno has a best friend, Ninomiya Kazunari, 30 years old. They are very close, be careful. Both are friends with Aiba Masaki, 30 years old, he owns a café. They are often together, if you want, ask some help to Sho, he'll help you to win their trust. That's all." Gackt said and Jun stood up, knowing the meeting was over.
Jun sent a message to his best friend, Sho. He didn't really need help for this case but he missed his friend since the older was working in Osaka.

To: Junji
From: Shoko
Ok, I'm your man. I'll seduce this Aiba. I'm very happy to work with you again, like before <3

Jun smiled when he saw the message and in one second, disappeared of the room.
Jun blinked when he saw someone laid on the snow. He approached the body and froze when he saw his face. It was him, it was this Ohno Satoshi! Without thinking more, Jun carried him in his arms and disappeared. The young man looked around him, a bit surprise at how empty Ohno's apartment was if you didn't count the beautiful paintings on the walls. He laid the older on his bed and covered him. A smile appeared on Jun's lips when he saw how cute Ohno was. The sleepy man was very beautiful with his chubby cheeks and his long black hair. Matsu stroked his cheek and jumped when a purple light shined from the touch.

"What's that?" Jun mumbled to himself. "You know you are very cute, teddy?" He whispered with a tenderly smile and blinked, surprised by this feeling. What happened? Why does his heart was beating so fast when he was looking at this man?
Jun shook his head and left. He needed something to forget this strange feeling. He wanted sex, he needed sex. Again, Jun disappeared and joined his apartment.

"You haven't changed, Jun." Sho smiled from the sofa.
"Sho!" Jun hugged him tightly, smelling his scent with happiness.
"You're always so cold with our brothers but so kind with me." Sho chuckled, kissing his cheek.
"I missed you so much, Sho." Jun pouted.
"Me too." Sho cupped his face in his hands and pecked his pouty lips. Jun smacked their bodies together, stroking his already hard shaft against Sho's thigh. "Always so horny." Sho smirked.
"I know you want me as much as I want you." Jun pushed him on the sofa and climbed on his lap to suck his skin with desire, his purple eyes shining in the dark and Sho knew what the younger wanted because he felt the same.
"You can. I know you want it." Sho simply said, his red eyes shining too and Jun nodded.

****
Jun blinked when the sun touched his skin. Sho was still next to him, naked and snoring softly. As always, they had been too horny yesterday night and deep red marks were still on Sho's neck and chest. The older would kill Jun when he'll see how much he had eaten. Yawning, Jun stood up, a pain crossing his back. Even if they switched when they slept together, Sho was always more abrupt when he topped and they made love five times this night but Jun knew the older would feel the same pain in his back and he smirked happily. Opening his laptop, Jun searched some information about his cute target.

"He's cute." Sho whispered, hugging him from behind.
"Yes, I like his chubby cheeks." Jun nodded.
"I was talking about his friend." Sho chuckled.
"Aiba? I'm glad you like him because he is your target." Jun smirked.
"Oh, I'm very lucky, then." Sho's mouth traveled on Jun's neck, looking for a big vein.
"Sho~" Jun moaned.
"I punish you for the marks on my skin, naughty horny boy." Sho smirked, his red eyes shining brightly. His tongue licked the vein and two white fangs appeared and bit the soft skin. Jun moaned in pleasure when he felt his blood running in Sho's throat with a soft noise, like a music in his ears. The older drank a moment before he released Jun's throat. Sho licked the blood on the younger's neck and Jun pulled him in a deep kiss to share his taste.

"You're always so tasty, Jun." Sho pecked his lips with a smile.
"I know." Jun smirked.
"Alright, now, we need a plan." Sho said with a serious tone.
"I have an idea." Jun said with an evil smile.

****
Jun was walking to his favorite bar when his eyes widened. Ohno was there, walking in a dangerous way. Suddenly, the older turned his eyes and froze when he saw a car charging into him. Without thinking, Jun ran in one second toward him and pushed him away.  When Matsu opened his eyes, Ohno was under him, looking at him with surprised eyes.

"Are you all right?" Jun asked, still worried.
"Yes, thank you." Ohno smiled softly and Jun's heart almost stopped.
"I'm glad. You shouldn't take this dangerous way." Jun said.

When the older left, Jun sighed. What happened? Why does his heart was beating so fast again? Why did he save Ohno's life?
"Because of Gackt." Jun mumbled, trying to convince himself.

When the night came, Jun jumped on Ohno's window and slipped inside. The older was sleeping deeply in a weird position, looking like a little puppy and Jun smiled tenderly, covering his body with the blanket. Without thinking, Jun laid next to him and stroked his cheek. Ohno yawned, making Jun freeze when the older opened his eyes. Satoshi blinked, seeing two purple eyes shinning in the dark but soon, smiled.

"Jun?" Ohno whispered sleepily making Jun gulp.
"Yes."
"You're here, I'm glad." Ohno mumbled and buried his face in his neck happily.
"Satoshi?" Jun asked but Ohno was already asleep. Jun sighed deeply and stayed a moment, hugging Ohno against his chest. Suddenly, his eyes widened when Ohno's scent invaded his senses. The older smelt so good, so sweet, like a mix between strawberries and cherries. Jun's eyes started to shine brightly and his fangs grew. The young man licked the big vein in Ohno's neck but when he was about to bite him, Ohno mumbled his name in his sleep and Jun pulled away.

"Jun." Ohno whispered.
"You make me so weak, teddy, you know that?" Jun sighed.

****
When Ohno opened his eyes, he frowned. He had had a weird dream yesterday night. He was sure someone hugged him, someone with beautiful purple eyes, but it was impossible, ne? Shaking his head, Ohno stood up and walked to his bathroom. Today, Aiba wanted them to meet his new boyfriend. His friend was dating this man for two weeks now and seemed very in love, talking about all his qualities with dreaming eyes.

"Ohchan!!!" Aiba ran toward Ohno who smiled.
"He is here?"
"Yes and he is with his best friend! You know, the gorgeous man!" Aiba said happily grabbing his arm to bring him toward a beautiful young man. "Sho, this is Ohno Satoshi, my friend, Ohchan, this is Sakurai Sho, my boyfriend." Aiba exclaimed, proudly.
"Nice to meet you." Sho bowed and Ohno grinned but soon his smile disappeared.
"And this is my best friend, Matsumoto Jun." Sho showed him Jun who smiled kindly.

Ohno's heart almost stopped when he saw the younger. A flash about yesterday night appeared in his mind. A flash where there were two purple eyes shining in the dark. A flash of him, hugging someone. A flash of Jun...

We will continue to crave for other's blood...

To be continued...

A/N : So, end of the first chapter xD I wrote this fic eight months ago but never poste dit so, I think Jun’s birthday was the good occasion to update this fic xD there will be lots of secrets about every character in this story xD  See you soon for the next chapter ^^

genre: au, rating: pg-13, drama, pairing: sakuraiba, angst, fantasy, romance

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