Title: Tears of blood
Author:
MatsuAuroreBeta:
Sakudada <3
Pairings: Juntoshi, Sakuraiba, Jun/Gackt, Gackt/Hyde
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst, fantasy
Disclaimer: Own the plot T.T
Summary: When his boyfriend breaks with him with just a message, all the world around him collapses for Ohno. He loses his reason to live and just wishes one thing: dying. But Ohno meets Jun, a mysterious and beautiful man. Ohno falls in love with him at first sight but he doesn't know Jun hides a terrible secret that could kill him...
Chapter 4: To protect you
"I want you to erase Masaki's memories of me." Sho said in a deep breath.
Jun stared at Sho with wide eyes before bursting out laughing.
"Sho, you're so funny sometimes!" Jun laughed.
"I'm serious, Jun." The younger's laugh suddenly stopped and he looked at Sho with a frown.
"Sho, you can't be serious."
"Of course I am."
"But why?" Jun asked.
"You were right, I love him." Sho simply said, blushing and looking away. Jun put his hand on the latter's, smiling happily.
"But it's wonderful, I'm sure Aiba loves you too."
"I know he does. He told me he loves me." Sho replied coldly even if you could hear the joy in his voice.
"So, why?"
"You don't understand, Jun, you're still so young to see all of that is bad. You believe I'm not seeing you with Ohno? I know you love him, Jun, but it's not our mission. They are our targets not our lovers!" Sho exclaimed making Jun frown, anger invading his body.
"Why can't I love Satoshi and you, Masaki?"
"Because we'll make them suffer. Gackt wants them and you know what it means, he'll kill them and you'll suffer as much as Ohno when this day will come. And if you lose your self-control and bite Ohno, you would kill him." The older explained softly.
"In that case, I'll protect Satoshi."
"Are you crazy?! Remember what Gackt did to you yesterday! You're not enough powerful, Jun, neither I am. If you want, I can erase Ohno's memories for you, I can erase your love for him and his love for you, you won't remember and you'll be safe."
"Are you serious, Sho?!"
"Yes, I am."
"Get out!" Jun replied coldly.
"But, Jun..."
"Get out before I hurt you and it's the last thing I want to do. I'll erase Masaki's memories tonight if you want but for the moment, get out." Jun shouted, his purple eyes shining more than ever, violet flams appearing around his hands. Sho moved away, afraid, he had never seen his best friend like that. A frightening aura was shining around his body and his eyes were empty, as if all his kindness had disappeared.
"I'll wait for you, think about what I said." Sho whispered sadly and disappeared of the room.
Jun's eyes found their natural purple color and he sighed deeply. He felt guilty for what he said but he knew he was right.
"Junny?" A sleepy voice asked when Jun entered the bedroom.
"Tss, sleep, baby." Jun whispered in Ohno's ear, kissing his whole face tenderly.
"I love you, Jun." Ohno smiled sleepily and Jun wrapped him in his arms, stroking his head and laying kisses on his cheek.
"I love you too, baby. I'll protect you with all my strength." Jun whispered and Ohno curled against his chest with a happy sigh.
****
"That's all?" Gackt asked the man in front of him.
"Yes, master. Jun-sama even said he'll protect him against you."
"Thank you, Hyde, you can leave but look after Jun."
"Yes, master. But don't you want me to kill this Ohno, if Jun-sama is in love with him..." Hyde asked.
"No. It's perfect, Jun needs to love Ohno more than his own life and it must be the same for Ohno toward my Junny."
"Your wish I my command, master." Hyde bowed and disappeared of the office.
"The game starts, Jun. Soon, Ohno will be ready to what I've prepared for both of you." Gackt smirked, looking at the secret mixture in the bottle.
****
Jun kissed Ohno's lips lovingly, the sleepy man wrapping his arms around Jun's neck.
"Jun?"
"I have to go, baby, I see you tonight." Jun pecked the pouty lips and stood up.
Jun closed the door behind him and disappeared. The young vampire saw his friend on the sofa, looking at the wall with empty eyes.
"Sho?" Jun whispered softly and Sho looked at him with teary eyes. Jun sat down on the sofa and hugged his friend who started to cry loudly in his neck.
"I'm sorry about yesterday." Sho sobbed.
"Don't be, I'm the one who must apologize. But are you sure?"
"Yes. I don't want it, I hate myself for doing that, but I can't live with this idea."
"What happened?"
"I... I made love to him but I lost my self-control, his blood was too attractive and I... I harmed him." Sho's voice died in his throat, making Jun tighten his grip him around him.
"But he won't remember you if I erase his memories, you'll be a perfect stranger for him." Jun whispered.
"I know. But I don't care, I can bear that alone, but Masaki..."
"Sho, why do you want that? I know you, you're very strong, you could keep your desire."
"I'm afraid. I'm afraid for what I feel for Masaki, I'm afraid that Gackt kills him and I'm afraid for you, Jun."
"What?!"
"Gackt is up to something, something really dangerous and I would kill the whole world to protect you."
"Sho, I'm not a baby anymore." Jun frowned.
"There are so many things you need to learn, my Jun. You're too young, to naïve, you believe you can change people's heart with your kindness but Evil exists, there are people with dark hearts, like Gackt, you can't change them." Sho stroked his friend's cheek with a sad smile.
"Are you sure you want that?"
"Yes, please, Jun, don't judge me and do it for me."
"Alright, but he'll suffer a lot, you know how it works when I have to erase a lot of memories." Jun stood up and walked into Masaki's room.
Sho closed his eyes painfully. Yes, he knew. In the vampire's world, there were lots of rules and different powers. All the vampires were born with their own abilities and had to keep it for them. But Sho and Jun shared everything they had. Sho was able to erase your memories but just a little part instead of Jun who could erase all your life if he wanted. But when you erased lots of memories of someone, there was a consequence and Sho hated it. Aiba will suffer, Jun couldn't prevent the pain from the process.
Jun gasped when he saw Masaki's body. The older had pretty bad injuries on his chest but was sleeping peacefully, a slight smile on his lips. Jun sat down next to him and a bright violet light appeared on his hand.
"I'm sorry, Aiba-chan." Jun sighed sadly, touching Aiba's forehead.
Sho bit his lips when he heard Masaki's screams from the bedroom. It was horrible, Masaki was calling his name with despair and was begging Jun to kill him. During ten minutes, Sho heard these horrible screams and tears started to roll down his cheeks.
"It's over." Jun said when he left the bedroom. "He doesn't know anymore who you were to him."
"Thank you, Jun." Sho whispered painfully.
"Sho, do you..."
"No, leave me alone, please." Sho asked, burying his face in his knees.
"Alright, I'll be with Satoshi if you need me." Jun said sadly and disappeared.
Sho stood up after 30 minutes and walked into the bedroom. Aiba was on the edge of the bed, looking at the wall with empty eyes.
"What happened?" Aiba asked with a weak voice.
"Masaki, baby, I'm so sorry." Sho rushed toward the bed and hugged Aiba tightly in his arms, smelling his attractive scent.
"Who are you?" Aiba looked at Sho with lost eyes making the older's heart break in one thousand pieces.
"I'm so sorry baby, I just wanted to protect you, I love you so much!" Sho buried his face in the younger's neck who smiled and stroked his back.
"Are you my Nii-chan?" Aiba asked happily.
"I'm sorry, Sho." Jun whispered, looking at his friend who was hugging his ex lover.
****
Ohno looked at his drawing with satisfied eyes. The man on his canvas seemed very real. You could see his pale face, his kindness shining in his mysterious purple eyes.
"Is it me?" Two arms wrapped Ohno's waist who jumped.
"I guess." Ohno whispered.
"I'm not as beautiful as your drawing." Jun mumbled, kissing his neck.
"Baka, you're more beautiful than this painting." Ohno chuckled, Jun's breath tickling his nape.
"I love you, you know that?"
"Yes I know, I love you too." Ohno whispered happily.
"Toshi?"
"Hun?"
"Would you reject me if you knew I was a monster?"
"No because you're the kindest man of the world."
"I'm serious. You never asked me why my eyes were purple."
"I don't want to bother you with my questions and plus, I know you wouldn't answer me."
"I would like to, but I can't." Jun sighed deeply, nuzzling his face in the older's neck.
"I don't care who you are if you're by my side and love me. You could be the biggest monster of the world, I would still love you if you want me by your side." Ohno whispered and kissed his boyfriend who hugged him tightly. Jun's fangs started to grow and the vampire bit his tongue to keep his desire.
"Jun, you're bleeding!" Ohno gasped when some blood left Jun's mouth.
"Sorry, I bit my tongue." Jun smiled and wiped his lips, knowing the cut would disappear quickly.
"Are you all right?"
"Yes, I have to go, see you tonight." Jun kissed the pouty lips and left.
Ohno sighed. He meant his words earlier but he was curious, very curious. Jun hid him so many secrets and Ohno wanted to know why sadness always shined in his lover's beautiful eyes when he looked at him or made love together. There was something that made suffer his boyfriend and Ohno wanted to discover what it was.
The artist walked at Aiba's café and sat next to Nino who was playing with his D.S as always.
"Hello, Kazu."
"Sa-chan, I'm worried." Nino said without bothering himself to respond.
"Why?"
"It's Aiba-chan." Nino raised his eyes to look at their friend who was cleaning some glasses with a strange face.
"What? Is there a problem with Masaki?" Ohno suddenly started to worry.
"Yes and no."
"I don't understand." Ohno frowned. "He looks good."
"It's not that, it's just... When I told him hello, he looked at me with strange eyes and acted like a robot."
"Are you sure you haven't dreamt?" Ohno chuckled.
"No, I'm sure, something happened, Masaki is very weird, today." Nino looked at Ohno with pleading eyes and the older sighed.
"Alright, I'll talk to him." Ohno stood up and walked toward the counter. "Ohayou, Masaki." Ohno smiled and the younger turned his head.
"Ohayou gozaimasu, Ohno-san. Is there a problem with your coffee?" Aiba asked with a flat voice.
Ohno blinked. Kazu was right, Masaki wasn't normal. He wasn't smiling and was talking slowly without joy in his voice and his eyes...his eyes were empty as if life had left his body.
"Ano~ Do you want to join us?"
"Thank you, Ohno-san but I have lots of work, excuse me." Aiba returned to his glasses, wiping it with strange movements.
It was very weird. Aiba never called him like that and was always excited.
"And then?" Nino asked when Ohno sat next to him.
"You're right, he is very strange." Ohno answered.
"You see. I'm worried, Ohchan and where is Sho-kun, maybe Masaki and him had a fight?"
"Maybe. I'll ask Jun tonight." Ohno left the café with a bad feeling. He didn't like that.
****
"Tadaima."
"Ah, okaeri Satoshi." Jun smiled from his sofa.
"Jun?" Ohno sat down on his lover's lap who hugged him.
"What?"
"I saw Masaki and Kazu, today." Jun froze but didn't answer.
"Kazu and I think he was very strange."
"Maybe he had a fight with Sho."
"We thought about that but when I talked to him, he acted very strangely. He called me 'Ohno-san' and talked flatly, plus, his eyes were weird." Ohno explained making his lover look away.
"I think you and Nino are worried about nothing, Aiba was tired, that's all." Jun smiled, kissing Ohno's lips.
"Maybe."
"Don't worry about Aiba, Sho is there for him. Now, let me fuck you hard." Jun smirked and pushed his lover on the sofa. Ohno moaned in pleasure and hugged his boyfriend tightly. Jun was right, Kazu and him were too worried.
Ohno opened his eyes when he heard a noise. He stood up and saw his lover leaving their apartment. Ohno looked at his clock. 3 a.m. It was a bit late to go outside. The artist frowned and grabbed his clothes before he left his apartment too. Jun was hiding him something and he wanted to know what.
Ohno froze when he saw his lover walking in a dark place. He followed him and when a young man appeared next to Jun in a red light, Ohno's eyes widened.
"You're late, Jun."
"Shut up, Hyde. What do you want?" Jun asked with a cold voice.
"Gackt-sama has got big plans for you, so, I wanted to be sure you are making your job with your target." Jin smirked.
"Ohno trusts me, now, he loves me." Jun lied and Ohno's heart almost stopped when he heard his lover.
"I'm glad, then. Don't forget this man is for our master, I hope you don't like him too much."
"I haven't any feelings for Ohno, I hate him." Jun lied again in a cold voice.
"Alright, it's everything I wanted to know." Hyde smirked and disappeared.
Jun sighed but when he turned his head, saw his lover standing up in front of him, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Toshi?" Jun jumped.
"Don't ever call me like that!" Ohno wiped his tears quickly.
"Wait, Satoshi, it's not what you think!" Jun grabbed his arm but Ohno pushed him away.
"I trusted you, I thought you loved me and all this time, you used me, like your toy?! I'm so stupid!" Ohno whispered, crying loudly.
"Toshi, I..."
"Don't touch me, it's over, Jun, I don't want to see you again." Ohno turned around and ran away.
"SATOSHI!!!"
"Even so...
Why did you betray me?..."
To be continued...
A/N: Soooo, I'm back to France T.T Japan is very amazing I can't stop crying T.T If one day you can, go to Japan, you won't regret it xD
So, here is really starting the story. In the next chapters, there will be more action and mysteries about Gackt's plan. There also will be some revelations about Jun's past. I’m sorry, I won’t post very quickly next time because my mother is at hospital because she caught something when she went to Costa Rica and I’m almost spending my whole days with her, so, sorry if you wait longer than usually ^^