Tears of blood (chapter 6)

Sep 20, 2013 13:21

Title: Tears of blood
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Juntoshi, Sakuraiba, Jun/Gackt
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Au, vampire, romance, drama, angst
Disclaimer: Jun owns Ohchan, Sho owns Aiba and I own...just the plot xD
Summary: When his boyfriend breaks with him with just a message, all the world around him collapses for Ohno. He loses his reason to live and just wishes one thing: dying. But Ohno meets Jun, a mysterious and beautiful man. Ohno falls in love with him at first sight but he doesn't know Jun hides a terrible secret that could kill him...





Chapter 6: Remember me

"Satoshi, are you all right?" Jun asked his lover who opened his eyes with difficulty.
"Yes, my neck hurts." Ohno whimpered, stroking his skin. "What happened?"
"You fainted. You have a tattoo on your neck." Ohno blinked and stood up to look in the mirror.
"What's that?!" Ohno exclaimed. The tattoo was strange, there were two kanjis with a purple and a blue flam around.
"It's..." Ohno stammered.
"Our names." Jun's eyes widened in front of the kanjis: Satoshi & Jun. Ohno shouted when he turned toward his boyfriend who frowned.
"What?"
"Your...your chest." Ohno showed Jun's naked chest and the vampire jumped when he looked at his skin. At the place of his heart, there was the same tattoo with their names but instead of the flam, they were surrounded by a text.

You're the one who belongs to me. Our fates are bonded and you'll be mine for eternity.

"What's that?!" Jun exclaimed.

****

Sho swallowed his drink with a sigh and ordered another glass of vodka.
"A beer, please." Sho froze when he heard the voice and turned round.
"Masaki?"
"Excuse me, we know each other?" Masaki asked with a weak smile.
Pain crossed Sho's heart and the vampire looked away.
"No, sorry, sir." Sho said softly.
"Don't believe I'm trying to seduce you, but I have the feeling I've already seen you somewhere." Aiba sat next to Sho who gulped.
"I don't know who you are." Sho replied coldly.
"So~ And why do you look so sad, it won't help you to drink alone like that."
"I've lost the person I loved more than anything." Sho mumbled without knowing why he was staying here.
"I'm sorry. It's hard to lose the person who meant everything for you." Aiba said softly.
"How could you know?!" Sho snapped angrily, looking at Aiba for the first time.
Sho almost gasped when he saw his ex-lover’s eyes. Aiba was pale very pale and his eyes seemed empties and so sad. There was no life in those beautiful chocolate eyes but just sadness. Tears filled Sho's eyes and he lowered his head, grabbing his hair with both hands. It hurt, it hurt so much to see the person you loved in this state. Sho knew there would have been some sequels when you erased a lot of memories. He couldn't help it but felt angry at Jun for making his lover in this state. Masaki looked like a zombie with no soul. His eternal wonderful smile had disappeared and his joy wasn't shining around him.
"I can't bear it." Sho whispered to himself.
"What?" Aiba asked.
"What did I do to you?" Sho cupped Aiba's face with sadness, a tear rolling down his lips. His heart was screaming in pain, all the cells of his body were dying. You could believe Sho was wearing all the pain of the world. His beautiful crimson eyes looked so sad.
"Are you okay?" Aiba cocked his head on the side with curiosity.
"Yay, I'm just tired, sorry." Sho stood up and left the bar.

Sho ran. He ran in the forest, screaming his pain to the darkness. Tears were rolling down his white cheeks but he wiped it roughly, still running. When he stopped, he didn't even know where he was. He had run for 30 minutes and started to feel tired.

"Arggg!" Sho grabbed his head, shouting loudly. His eyes became bright red and his fangs grew. Using his amazing nose, Sho stalked a doe and when the animal tried to run away, Sho hissed and jumped on his back. The poor animal screamed and the vampire sank his fangs roughly in its neck. The doe tried to escape but Sho wrapped his arms around it, drinking its blood violently. After a while, the animal collapsed on the ground, dead. Blood was rolling down Sho's chin, madness shining in his bright red eyes. His chest was moving up and down in a crazy rhythm and Sho fell on his knees, screaming like he never did before.

"Sho?" The vampire turned his head to see his best friend who was sitting on a tree's branch with a worried look.
"What do you want?" Sho threw him a death glare.
"You're not well." Jun said, getting down to approach his friend.
"Don't touch me!" Sho growled when Jun tried to touch his arm.
"Sho, it's me, Jun." Jun looked at him with sad eyes but the older moved away.
"Sho, I know it's hard for you to see Masaki like that but..."
"It's your fault!"
"Eh?!"
"It's your fault if he is in this state!" Sho snapped.
"You're the one who asked me to erase his memories, you knew what would be the sequels, you know I can't control my powers sometimes." Jun said softly.
"He looks like a zombie, now!"
"It's not my fault, Sho! You wanted it!" Jun shouted, very angry this time.
"Leave me alone!!!" Sho screamed, tears rolling down his bleeding face.
"No."
"Leave!"
"No." Jun caught Sho's arm but the older hit his stomach, making Jun gasp loudly.
"Leave!" Sho yelled and Jun pushed him against a tree, hitting his face roughly.
"No, I'm not going to leave you alone. You're my brother, Sho!"
"I warned you!" Sho pushed Jun on the ground, fire leaving his hands. Jun screamed loudly when the flam touched his body and hit Sho's stomach with his foot.
"Sho, you're not like that, calm down!"
"Leave! I hate you, you're just Gackt's puppy! You're just a bother, a shit since your childhood. You're so disgusting with your beautiful view of the world. The world is bad, kindness doesn't exist, you're so stupid!" Sho bit Jun's neck who yelled but the younger grabbed his arm and sent him electricity. Sho shouted in pain and collapsed on the ground.
"SHOOO!" A voice screamed.
"Don't approach him!" Jun stopped the man, blood rolling down his neck to his arm. Jun was breathing heavily, tears rolling down his face.
"Let me touch him! You almost killed him!"
"He isn't in his normal state!" Jun snapped.
"I don't care, you brought me here!" The man pushed Jun away and ran toward the vampire.
"Masaki..." Sho whimpered.
"Yes, baby, it's me, I'm here, calm down." Aiba rocked his lover in his arms, crying loudly.
"Masaki." Sho repeated, hugging the taller man.
"Yes, I'm here." Aiba cried, tightening his grip.
"I love you."
"I love you too, baby." Sho smiled weakly before everything became dark.

****

Sho opened his eyes with a groan, a pain crossing his whole body. He stood up and saw Jun, on the sofa next to his bed.
"You're awake." Jun simply said and stood up to leave the bedroom but Sho grabbed his arm.
"Jun, I'm sorry." Sho whispered.
"I'm glad you're awake." Jun said without looking at his friend and, pushing Sho's hand away, left the bedroom.

Sho looked at the closed door, sadness invading his heart. He knew why Jun was acting like that, he remembered what he did the last night. Jun had all the rights to hate him after what he told him. Sho took a quick shower and walked in the kitchen to look for a beer in his fridge. Tears filled his eyes when he saw the picture of Jun and him on the fridge. Jun was laughing while he was hugging him tightly.

"I'm so sorry, Jun." Sho whispered, falling on his knees, crying.
Suddenly, two arms wrapped his waist, making him jump.
"Masaki??!" Sho blinked, smelling Aiba's scent. "What... How..." Sho stammered.
"Jun told me everything." Aiba whispered. "I know who you really are."
"But... It's impossible, I was there when Jun erased your memories, I heard you screaming."
"He explained me your story, he told me why you wanted me to forget and he promised me he'll protect you and Ohchan. He only sent me electricity this night to make you believe he had erased my memories."
"I... But he promised me to... How did he dare?!" Sho stood up, angry, his eyes shining dangerously.
"Wait, Sho. Jun made me choose. He could erase my memories or not and I chose you. I don't want to forget you, even if it means I can die tomorrow. It would be more painful if I forgot what we built together." Aiba said, tears shining in his eyes. "Don't leave me, Sho, don't make me forget you because I wouldn't survive if I was seeing you like a perfect stranger." The younger sobbed.

Sho wrapped him in his arms and made them appear in his bedroom. The vampire pushed his lover on the bed and almost ripped his clothes, lust blurring his vision. Sho took his clothes off too and climbed on Aiba to kiss him deeply. It wasn't a rough kiss but a sweet and tender. Aiba's tongue was a mix between almond and hazelnut and Sho's self-control started to disappear when his mouth traveled on Aiba's skin. The younger hugged him tightly, stroking his hard member against the older's thigh who groaned and attacked his chest, his fingers playing with the pulsating hole. Sho slipped one finger, then, two and began to stretch Masaki's hole.

"Sho..." Aiba moaned. "Let me do, tonight." Sho smiled and the younger pushed him on his back, his mouth traveling toward the hard member.
"Masaki~" Sho moaned when Aiba swallowed his manhood with delight.
Aiba smiled and started to suck hard, playing with his balls, his full pink lips pressing on the length as if he was eating a lollipop or an ice cream.
"Masaki, I'm-com-ing." Sho gasped and Aiba released his shaft in a pop and climbed on his boyfriend, positioning his hole on the straight cock.
"Don't ever leave me again, Sho." Aiba said, gasping when he pushed his hips down on the dick. Sho moaned loudly and lifted his back to push deep inside and hit Aiba's sweet spot dead on making him arch his head in pleasure.
"You're so tight, so perfect, baby." Sho whined when his lover began to move up and down, his hands on the older's chest to keep his balance. Aiba's thrusts were perfect, making them see stars while the younger was riding his boyfriend roughly, moaning loudly his name, his body shaking when Sho was hitting his bulge of sensitive nerves. Sho stood up and hugged his lover, helping him to lift his hips. Both were sweating, moans and desire blurring their senses and Sho's fangs started to grow.
"Do it." Aiba moaned.
"Eh?"
"Bite me, Sho."
"I can't..."
"Bite me, it's an order!"
Sho groaned and licked the big pulsating vein in Aiba's neck. His fangs broke through the soft skin, Masaki almost screaming in pain. Sho started to drink, his red eyes shining in the dark bedroom while his thrusts continued. Soon, Aiba was moaning in pleasure, hearing his blood running in Sho's throat who was closing his eyes, pleasure and happiness invading his whole body.
"Yes... Oh, Gosh, Sho... Yes!" Aiba shouted, moving his hips faster while his lover was drinking his blood. When Sho released Aiba's throat, the younger smacked their lips together, tasting his own blood and both came in a perfect sync.
Aiba collapsed next to his lover, both breathing heavily.

****

"Jun?" Ohno asked, his cheek on his lover's chest.
"Hun?"
"How do you eat?" Ohno whispered.
"I..."
"It's okay, you can tell me, I'm not afraid."
"I drink blood but without killing the person, I don't want to be a monster." Jun looked away with sadness.
"But if they see your fangs..."
"I erase their memories."
"Jun..."
"I won't bite you, Satoshi." Jun snapped, knowing what his lover wanted.
"Why?"
"I almost killed you the last time I did it." Jun tightened his grip around Ohno who buried his face in his neck.
"I trust you."
"But I don't trust myself. Why do you want that?"
"I don't like to know you drink people's blood, I feel as if you didn't love me." Ohno mumbled.
"Baka, I don't love them, I have never lost my self-control." Jun chuckled, patting Ohno's head.
"You said you would do anything for me, Jun, and I want you to bite me." Ohno said stubbornly.
"Satoshi." Jun sighed.
"Try, just one time, try." Ohno lifted his body to look at his lover with puppy eyes.
"You're so stubborn!" Jun rolled his eyes and climbed on top of his lover. "Tell me if I hurt you, I'll stop." Jun added and Ohno nodded, closing his eyes.
Jun smelt Ohno's neck with delight. His tongue traveled on his vein while his fangs were growing, brushing the skin and making Ohno shiver.
"I can't." Jun moved away.
"Jun." Ohno pouted.
"Please, Satoshi, try to understand me, I can't harm you."
"But I want it." Ohno said stubbornly, crossing his arms on his chest.
"I can't, end of the discussion." Jun chuckled and pecked his lover's pouty lips.

****

"Did I hurt you?" Sho asked to his lover.
"No, it was wonderful." Aiba whispered, his cheek on Sho's naked chest.
"Sure?"
"Yes. I'm yours now." Aiba smiled and kissed his lips, brushing their groins.
"Ma~sa~ki." Sho moaned against the full pink lips.
"I love you, Sho." Aiba whispered, his hand traveling in the older's black hair.
"Me too." Sho pressed their naked bodies together, licking and sucking the soft skin.
"You can." Aiba whispered, tightening his grip around his lover. Sho moaned and sank his fangs in his boyfriend's shoulder, drinking the wonderful blood with delight. Aiba gasped and started to rocked their bodies, stroking their already hard shaft against each other.
"Sho!" Aiba whined while his lover was drinking him.
"Oh Gosh, baby." Sho pulled out, Aiba's blood rolling down his chin. The younger caught his lips, sharing his own taste while their thrusts became faster.
"Come for me." Sho moaned in Aiba's ear and both released in a perfect sync, whining the name of each other.
"I think we need a bath." Aiba chuckled, looking at the cum between their stomach.
"You're right." Sho laughed slightly, and carrying his boyfriend in a princess's style, he walked in the bathroom.
Both sighed happily when they entered the hot water. Aiba laid his back against Sho's chest, closing his eyes with happiness. Sho smiled and looked at the box on the ground. It was Jun's belongings. A tear rolled down Sho's face when he thought about his words and Jun's reaction this morning. He hated himself for what he said to the younger. Jun was like his little brother, Sho needed him in his life as he needed Masaki by his side but now, he had broken his friendship with Jun. Sho knew his friend was very sensitive and needed a lot of encouragement because he hadn't much self-confidence and yesterday, he had said the most horrible words he could tell Jun. Sho felt guilty, so guilty. He couldn't live without the younger.

"I'm sure he'll forgive you." Aiba whispered, as if he was reading Sho's thoughts.
"Eh?"
"Jun. You were thinking about your fight, ne?" Aiba looked at their face in the mirror in front of them.
"I hurt him." Sho mumbled, looking away.
"You weren't in your normal state. He knows this fact."
"I... I can't even forgive myself for what I told him. Jun is my baby brother, I know him since he is three years old and I raised him like my own brother. He is so sensitive and cries so easily this baka! I love him so much and yesterday, I broke him. I said things I didn't mean, I reproached him what he did to you but it was my own fault not his. He would never forgive me for what I did." Sho whispered, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"I forbid you to think like that, Sho Sakurai! You're a wonderful man but even a wonderful man can make mistakes and it happened last night. You made a mistake. But if Jun is really your brother, he'll forgive you." Aiba turned toward his lover.
"You're so cute, babe." Sho smiled tenderly and kissed his boyfriend's lips.

****

"Really? Are you sure?" The vampire raised his eyebrows in disbelief.
"Yes, Sakurai was fighting against Jun-sama." Hyde bowed.
"Humm. It's not good, Sho is very powerful and Jun doesn't know how to control his powers for the moment." Gackt mumbled, stroking his chin.
"What do I have to do, master?" Hyde lowered his head.
"Hum, because of you, I know Sho's weakness, now. I want you to bring me this Aiba, we'll play a little together." Gackt smirked, thoughtfully.
"Hai, master." Hyde bowed and disappeared.
"Attacking Jun was your biggest mistake, Sho." Gackt chuckled to himself. "Ryo!" The vampire called.
"Hai master?" A vampire appeared in one second in front of Gackt, bowing deeply.
"I need you for a mission. You'll keep an eye on Junny and Ohno, I want their relationship stronger than ever, find a way to solve it." Gackt ordered and the young vampire nodded before he disappeared of the office.

****

Sho kissed his boyfriend's neck and stood up. It was the moment. He had to confront Jun, now, he couldn't give up. Sho sighed and disappeared of his apartment. When he arrived in Jun and Ohno's place, Sho's heart started to beat faster, fear invading his body. Jun was on the sofa, Ohno in his arms, either watching a movie (or mostly eating the mouth of the other).
"What do you want?" Jun asked suddenly, without turning his eyes toward Sho.
"I want to talk to you, Jun." Sho whispered.
"I don't want to see you anymore, get out!" Jun snapped.
"Jun, listen to him." Ohno stroked his boyfriend's cheek with a sad smile.
"No. He said what he had to say yesterday night." Jun replied coldly.
"Jun, I can explain, I..." Sho started but his friend cut him off.
"Get out."
"Jun, if you don't listen to Sho, I leave this apartment in the next second!" Ohno looked at his lover with serious eyes and soon, Jun sighed and nodded. Ohno smiled, kissed his lips and left the living room.
"I let you two alone." Ohno patted Sho's shoulder with a smile and walked in the bedroom.
"Jun..."
"Say what you have to say and get out." Jun simply said.
"Yesterday night, I wasn't in my normal state, I told you horrible things that I didn't mean." Sho whispered.
"Hum, that's all?"
"No! You're like my little brother Jun, I raised you since your 3 years old and I love you. I need you more than anything in my life, I can't live without you." Sho kneeled in front of the younger who was looking away, tears rolling down his pale cheeks.
"I'm just Gackt's dog, I'm just a bother for you." Jun whispered painfully.
"No, it's false, Jun. Everything I said this night was a lie. I was destroyed by Masaki's state and I attacked you. But it was my decision, it wasn't your fault. Masaki explained me what you did this night and my heart almost broke when I heard what you did for me. You refused to erase Masaki's memories because you knew how much I needed him by my side and it's the most beautiful proof of your love for me you could do. Thank you, Jun. Thank you for always being here, for supporting me, my stubbornness and sometimes my coldness. You're like Masaki, you're a part of me, you're my family. I need you, Jun, please, forgive me." Sho bowed deeply, his head almost touching the ground.
"It's the first time you tell me what you feel for me." Jun whispered. "And the first time I see you bowing like that in front of someone." The younger added with a smile.
"Jun."
"Don't bow in front of someone you consider like your brother if it's true." Jun chuckled, nervously. "But hug me."
"Thank you, Jun." Sho smiled brightly and hugged his friend tightly against him.
"Is it true, what you said earlier, Sho?" Jun looked at the older with teary eyes.
"Yes. I love you my Jun." Sho cupped his face and caught his lips. The younger wrapped his arms around Sho's neck and let him slip his tongue in his mouth with a moan. Sho kissed him deeply and softly at the same time, Jun climbing on his lap with a whine.
"Bite me, my Jun." Sho whispered.
Jun nodded and opened his mouth, licking and sucking the big pulsating vein of Sho's neck before sinking his fangs inside in a loud moan. Sho's blood rolled in the younger's throat who tightened his grip on the older's back. When Jun pulled out, Sho's tongue licked the blood on the younger's chin and kissed him deeply again.
"I love you, Sho."
"Me too my Jun, but I should leave because there is someone very jealous here." Sho chuckled and the two vampires turned their head toward Ohno who was looking at them from the bedroom with sad eyes.
"Ano, no, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to spy you, I..." Ohno blushed deeply, making the two vampires laugh.
"It's okay Ohno-kun." Sho chuckled and walked toward the door.
"Jun loves you more than anything, he is just my little brother, don't worry." Sho whispered in Ohno's ear and disappeared.
Jun looked at Ohno with weak eyes. He didn't know what to say after what his lover had seen. Ohno smiled and hugged him in his arms.
"Satoshi?"
"I love you, Jun." Ohno whispered in his ear, tightening his grip.

****

Sho appeared in his living room, smiling. A weight had left his heart since Jun's forgiveness.
"Masaki, I'm home." Sho froze when he smelt a different scent. "Masaki, where are you, baby?" Sho stiffened when he saw Aiba, laid on the ground, blood escaping from his chest.
"Masaki!!!!" Sho rushed toward his lover but a strong arm hit him in the stomach.
"You're late, Sakurai."
"Hyde, what are you doing here?! What did you do to Masaki?!" Sho yelled, wanting to move but the vampire put a knife under Aiba's throat.
"A movement and I kill him."
"Okay, I stay here but don't harm him." Sho looked at him with pleading eyes.
"Good boy. Gackt-sama hates when someone hurts what belongs to him." Hyde smirked.
"What do you mean?" Sho asked, lost.
"How did you dare hurting Jun-sama, bastard?!"
"Eh? Jun-'sama'? What the fuck? You hate him since his childhood."
"I don't like him, it's true but I have to respect my master." Hyde replied with cold eyes.
"Eh?!"
"So stupid, Sakurai but don't worry, you'll understand soon. For the moment, I'm going to take someone who seems very important for you. To be honest, I'm disappointed, this little shit makes you so weak." Hyde smirked and before Sho could say something, Hyde grabbed Aiba's arm and disappeared of the apartment.
"HYDE!!!!" Sho yelled.

"What will happen to the four of us?..."

To be continued...

A/N: Sorry for this cut :3 you are starting to have some little answers about this mess even though there is so much more behind this xDDD See you soon and a special kiss for the ones who comment <3

genre: au, drama, angst, fantasy, romance

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