Tears of blood (chapter 12)
Title: Tears of blood
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Juntoshi, Sakuraiba, Jun/Gackt, Gackt/Hyde
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst, vampire
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: Arashi owns each other's bodies
Summary: When his boyfriend breaks with him with just a message, all the world around him collapses for Ohno. He loses his reason to live and just wishes one thing: dying. But Ohno meets Jun, a mysterious and beautiful man. Ohno falls in love with him at first sight but he doesn't know Jun hides a terrible secret that could kill him...
Chapter 12: Our promise
"Sho!!!" Jun caught his best friend when the vampire collapsed. "Sho!!"
"He is unconscious." Ohno touched Sho's forehead softly.
"Where is Aiba?"
"You should find him..."
"But Sho..."
"I stay with him, find Masaki." Ohno replied with a serious tone.
"Okay. Be careful." Jun kissed Ohno's forehead who smiled softly.
Jun entered the dark apartment silently. The lights were off and the atmosphere weird, heavy. A noise made the vampire jump and opening the door, Jun looked inside of the living room. A scream left Jun's throat when he saw Aiba on the ground.
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"Ma-sa-ki..." Sho moaned, opening his eyes.
"Shtt, Jun is with him." Ohno stroked Sho's sweating forehead tenderly.
"What?!" Sho stood up abruptly.
"Sho?"
"You have sent Jun there alone?!" Sho said with horror.
"Y-es. Why?"
"Jun is in danger! Masa isn't aware of his strength! I have to go there!"
"Wait, I want to come!" Ohno grabbed Sho's arm who nodded and made them disappear.
"Jun?!" Sho called when they entered the apartment.
"Junny?! Masaki?!" Ohno called.
"They aren't here!" Sho panicked.
"Sho-kun, what's happening, I don't understand." Ohno implored.
"Masaki isn't a normal human, Ohchan and now he is starting to change for his real nature." Sho explained while checking every room. Suddenly, a noise made them jump and the two friends rushed toward the roof.
"Jun!!!!" Sho screamed, but there was only his shirt with lots of blood on the ground.
"What happened?!" Ohno panicked.
"Fuck, they have disappeared." Sho mumbled.
"Sho?"
"They fought. Masaki can't control his strength for the moment, we have to find them before..." Sho's voice died. "I have to go, stay here."
"But..." Ohno didn't finish his sentence, the vampire had already disappeared.
The young human left the building. He won't stay here like a girl waiting for her prince to come back from the war. Ohno knew he could do something.
"Ma ma ma, what an interesting prey. Ohno Satoshi, Jun's precious Half." A voice smirked.
"Who are you?!" Ohno stammered, fear shining in his eyes when the man approached him.
"Your worst nightmare." The vampire laughed, grabbing Ohno's neck.
"Argg..." Ohno gasped, air leaving his loungs.
Suddenly, the vampire screamed in pain and released Ohno who fell on the ground. In front of the human was a big and black wolf barking dangerously at the vampire.
"Shit, you're still alive you?!" The vampire groaned.
The wold barked, making a step toward the man but the vampire disappeared.
"Who ar-e y-ou?" Ohno stammered.
The wolf looked at him with soft eyes. His look was deep, as if Ohno knew him for a long time.
"Who are you?" Ohno gasped. The wolf yapped happily and licked Ohno's face, making the human laugh. "Hey, stop it!" Satoshi laughed. With a small yap, the wolf showed his back to Ohno who climbed on it.
It was amazing how they were quick. As if he was flying. They stopped in front of a big house, the wolf barking furiously.
"Shut up, stupid sausage on legs, you're always so loud!" A voice laughed but the door opened and the big animal entered the house.
"Welcome, Ohno Satoshi." A voice exclaimed. Ohno frowned, seeing a young gorgeous man.
"You know me?" Ohno asked.
"Of course, you are very famous in our world. I am Ikuta Toma, nice to meet you." The man bowed.
"Toma leave it, he belongs to Jun." Ohno froze and turning his head, gasped.
"Kazu?!" At the place of the big wolf was standing his best friend.
"Hey, Toshi how are you?" Nino smiled.
"I... How... What... You are..." Ohno stammered incoherently.
"Hey little pooh, calm down, I will explain when Toma will stop to flirt." Nino snapped.
"Babe, you know you are the only one in my eyes!" Toma smirked and grabbed Nino's nape to smack their mouth together.
"Ehhhh?!" Ohno exclaimed, thinking he was going to faint in the next second.
"You are going to make him faint, baka!" Nino pushed the latter away. "Come with me Toshi." Ohno nodded and followed his friend, wondering what would be the next surprise. They stopped in a kitchen, Nino took two beers and some snacks before sitting on a big sofa.
"You have many questions I guess." Nino started.
"Yes. What are you? What's happening? What am I? I don't understand anything!" Ohno shouted with panic.
"I can answer to your questions but after. My name is really Ninomiya Kazunari but I'm not completely human. In our world I am called, Familiar spirit, so, I can change in a wolf. My mission was to win your trust to protect you from the other vampires when Jun isn't here."
"Eh? Wait wait wait! You knew everything? That vampires exist and you already knew Jun?!" Ohno gasped.
"Yes. I know you since you are born Satoshi. Your parents brought me to be your familiar spirit and to protect you. I saw your first steps, your first day at kindergarten and then at school, your first boyfriend..." Nino smiled tenderly, brushing Ohno's bangs away.
"But I don't remember... I just remember what Hyde showed me."
"Don't trust Hyde, babe. He is dangerous. I can make you remember your whole life if you want, even the day you met Jun."
"Eh?! But I..."
"Do you really think you first boyfriend was someone else?" Nino smirked. "You are bonded since the day you tried to save him when these boys killed him."
"Eh?!" Ohno paled, it was too much informations at the same time.
"Let me explain." Nino smiled. "Gackt is powerful, but Jun is even stronger because they are the sons of the previous lord of Redemption. They are brothers like Yamapi told you. In the royal family, to keep their powers so strong, vampires make at least two children. These children are bonded when they born. It means they are meant to love and protect each other and it's the case with Gackt and Jun. A first link is created when the younger drinks his brother's blood but to be complete, the older has to bite his brother. Jun and Gackt were completely bonded as you know and at the moment the younger is ready, his older brother claims him a first time when they make love."
"So, Jun and Gackt..."
"Yes. Normally, there is a second claim that appears like a tattoo but Gackt hasn't had the time to mark Jun as his. You know, Jun was too powerful and wasn't able to control his powers so, his parent's monk asked them to send him to a place where some powerful vampires would teach him how to use his powers and how to defend himself. This place is called, Reborn."
"But Jun didn't..."
"No. Gackt refused him to leave for these 20 years. It became dangerous because Jun didn't know how to control his strength and to defend himself. Then, he met you. These two boys wanting to rape you while I was at a meeting with your mother. Jun really died this day but before his heart stops, you made him drink your blood. At this moment, it changed your destiny. You have created a bond between you and Jun and if Gackt hadn't saved him, nothing would have happened. Gackt refused Jun's death even if it was his own fault and created a spell to save his brother. Jun reborn at his three years old without any memories and met Sho. Gackt ordered Jun to meet and date you for a reason. He thought falling in love would prepare Jun to accept their bond. But Gackt didn't remember you and without knowing it, he woke your link up. At the moment Jun saw you and touched you, everything was over for Gackt because the last person Jun is bonded with, is you." Nino said softly.
"So... It means I'm Jun's Half since the day I made him drink my blood?" Ohno asked, a bit lost.
"Not completely. It just created a link. But the day Jun bit you and your tattoos appeared, you became his complete Half."
"What a Half is exactly?"
"It means you are a part of Jun. Like a part of his heart. If you die, he dies. You are sharing special capacities and you win some powers."
"Capacities?"
"Yes. You can communicate with your minds and you can feel each other wherever you are."
"But Kazu, what am I?"
"You don't guess?" Nino smirked.
"No."
"Well, your case is special. Your father was a vampire but your mother was... How can I call it?" Nino thought a minute. "Your mother was a sort of angel, if I can call her like that."
"Eh?"
"Your parent's relationship was forbidden in our world but they escaped to their families and some years later you were born. At the second I saw your amazing blue eyes looking at me, I understood I had to protect you with my life." Nino smiled tenderly, stroking Ohno's cheek.
"My parents?"
"They hid you. If someone knew your existence you would have been killed. But at your 19 years old, they found your parents. Your mother hid you but they killed them and I erased your memories to make you live like a normal human and to protect you."
"They are really dead..." Ohno whispered, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"I'm sorry Satoshi. I... I tried to protect you but I wasn't able to protect your parents."
"Thank you Kazu." Ohno buried his face in Nino's neck, trying to calm his sobs.
"My powers?"
"You can control water and you can teleport yourself."
"Oh. How my parents were?"
"You have your mother's eyes. She was the kindest person I knew. She had long brown hair with amazing blue eyes. Her smile could make you feel better. Your father was more severe but very kind, his eyes became red when he was angry." Nino chuckled.
"They seemed wonderful." Ohno whispered.
"They were. I think I have a picture..." Nino took his wallet and opened it. "Yes. You were 3 years old on this pictures. We were eating in your parent's garden. You are so cute!" Ohno looked at the picture. His mother was smiling and showing the camera to make him raise his tiny head. She was so beautiful. Her skin was pale but her blue eyes were shining in happiness and kindness. His father was laughing next to them, his eyes looked serious but the way he was looking at his mother showed how much he loved her and the baby boy on her knees.
"Can I keep it?" Ohno asked.
"Of course."
"Thank you. I think I need to be alone a moment." Ohno sighed.
"I understand. You can stay here, I will be with Toma." Nino kissed his temple. The young man sighed when he heard Ohno bursting into tears while holding the picture against his heart. "I'm sorry, Satoshi." Nino whispered before leaving.
Nino grabbed his phone precipitaly.
"Moshi mosh?"
"Jun where are you for the fucking's sake?!!" Nino yelled.
"Sorry Kazu, I have some problems with Masaki, he is changing and he can't control himself." Jun said, loud noise and screams resounding behind him.
"Call Sho for the fucking's sake, I need you here!" Nino shouted.
"What for?"
"Did you forget you have a boyfriend? And this boyfriend knows everything now, so, he isn't in a good state." Nino explained.
"Fuck, you made him remember?!" Jun gasped. "Fuck, Masa, it hurts!" The vampire groaned.
"I hadn't the choice, he was looking for you and a vampire attacked him, so, he has seen my other form."
"Shit... How did he react?"
"He..."
"MASAKI!" Jun yelled, cutting Nino off.
"Jun are you listening to me for the fucking's sake?!"
"Sorry. He is strong this fucking baka!"
"Jun, he knows everything and... Fuck he needs you, you are his Half and actually he is alone!! I'm afraid he might do something stupid!"
"I... Okay... I'll call Sho and I'm coming. You are at his parent's house?"
"Yes. Hurry up!" Nino yelled before hunging up.
"You are worried about Ohno?" Toma asked, wrapping his arms around Nino's waist. The latter nodded, leaning his head against his lover's chest.
"Yes. I feel so useless. You see, before his parent's death, we were very close, like twins, always together. When he had a problem, Satoshi always came to me. But today, when he asked me to leave him alone, I understood I wasn't the only one in his eyes anymore and it hurts. It hurts to know J is the most important person for him and also the one he trusts completely."
"You love him, ne?" Toma whispered with sadness.
"A part of me has always loved him, yes. And I think this part will never die but now, he has Jun and I have you." Nino turned around with a teasing smile. His boyfriend grinned and brought their mouths in a deep kiss.
"If there wasn't Ohno, I would have fucked you senseless for teasing me, you know." Toma chuckled.
"Too bad." Nino smirked. "Tonight I will reward you."
"I won't forget Kazu." Toma warned.
"I hope so." Nino laughed.
Ohno wiped his tears away. So, it was like that. He couldn't even think properly as his heart was aching so much that he wanted to die. It was too much revelations in a flow. He wished he could erase his own memories to forget this fucking sadness. But a loud noise made him jump and turning his head, Ohno screamed in horror when he saw Jun on the ground, blood covering his body and a deep hole in his chest.
"Jun!!!!" Ohno shouted, running toward his lover. But the younger didn't answer, his face as pale as the snow, and touching his throat, Ohno cried, realizing his Half's heart had stopped. "Kazu!!!" Ohno yelled like he never did before, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Satoshi?!" Nino slammed the door open but stopped in front of the view.
"Kazu, do something, I can't feel his heart!" Ohno cried.
"Shit!!" Nino lifted Jun's body in his arms with a panicked face. "Fuck, Jun, don't do that, wake up!" Nino implored.
"Kazu..." Ohno was crying uncontrollably.
"Give him your blood Satoshi."
"Eh?"
"He needs blood and as you are his Half, he can only drink yours so, make him drink your blood!" Nino ordered.
"Okay." Ohno raised his wrist but stopped. How could he...
"Bite your wrist, you are half vampire, you have fangs!"
"How can I do?!" Ohno panicked.
"Shit!" Nino grabbed a knife, cut Ohno's wrist and brought his wrist to Jun's mouth. "Please, J, don't play the fool!" Nino implored.
After some minutes, Jun coughed violently, his wounds disappearing slowly.
"Thanks God! Jun, can you hear me?" Nino shook his friend who opened his eyes.
"Kazu?"
"Baka, you scared us!" Nino snapped.
"Sorry. I... Where is Satoshi?" Jun panicked.
"He is here. A bit shocked but here." Nino looked at Ohno who was crying silently, his body still shaking in fear.
"Hey, baby, why are you crying?" Jun put his hand on Ohno's cheek. The older raised his eyes, but didn't say anything. "I see your eyes are completely blue now. So beautiful, you have your mother's eyes." Jun whispered.
"He is too shocked. I think it was too much." Nino said softly.
"I'll deal with it Kazu, thank you." Jun lifted Ohno in his arms and left the room.
The vampire laid his lover on the bed and slipped under the sheets, hugging Ohno against his chest. The older was still sobbing and shaking in fear, unable to make a coherent sentence.
"Calm down babe, I'm here. Don't cry." Jun kept repeating. After some hours, Ohno fell asleep, exhausted and Jun left the bedroom to look for Nino.
"Where is Satoshi?"
"He is asleep. He was too shocked to even say a word." Jun explained.
"I see. He heard a lot today. Too many information's. And too painful." Nino sighed.
"Hun. I hope he will feel better tomorrow."
"What happened, Jun?"
"Oh, I was just too slow. Masaki is fucking strong now." The vampire chuckled.
"You almost died, it's not funny!" Nino snapped.
"I know. He is transforming but now, Sho is with him. It's a shock for Masa but I hope he will understand and accept his real nature." Jun sighed.
"Does Sho remember?"
"I made him remember before leaving, so, he will be able to explain."
"This story is a big mess!"
"Yes. Everything started because of this day..."
"Because of your fucking brother!" Nino snapped.
"Kazu!!" Jun yelled. "He is my brother and despite his actions, I love him."
"Sorry."
"I..." Jun froze.
"What?"
"Fuck, Satoshi!" Jun grabbed his chest, hissing in pain. The vampire ran toward the bedroom and froze in front of the view.
"SATOSHI!!!!"
"Because you are...
My redemption..."
To be continued...
A/N: Again, sorry for the cut xD Now, you know almost everything about Jun and Ohno's past (almost xD). But it's a bit too much for Ohno who just can't bear all that (who would? XD) Next chapter will explain what happened when Jun found Aiba and finally, you will have some answers about Aiba's past and maybe about Sho too xD See you soon <3
PS: There will be soon a whole and long Sakuraiba chapter as I'm forgetting them a bit since some chapters so don't worry, they will come back xD
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Juntoshi, Sakuraiba, Jun/Gackt, Gackt/Hyde
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst, vampire
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: Arashi owns each other's bodies
Summary: When his boyfriend breaks with him with just a message, all the world around him collapses for Ohno. He loses his reason to live and just wishes one thing: dying. But Ohno meets Jun, a mysterious and beautiful man. Ohno falls in love with him at first sight but he doesn't know Jun hides a terrible secret that could kill him...
Chapter 12: Our promise
"Sho!!!" Jun caught his best friend when the vampire collapsed. "Sho!!"
"He is unconscious." Ohno touched Sho's forehead softly.
"Where is Aiba?"
"You should find him..."
"But Sho..."
"I stay with him, find Masaki." Ohno replied with a serious tone.
"Okay. Be careful." Jun kissed Ohno's forehead who smiled softly.
Jun entered the dark apartment silently. The lights were off and the atmosphere weird, heavy. A noise made the vampire jump and opening the door, Jun looked inside of the living room. A scream left Jun's throat when he saw Aiba on the ground.
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"Ma-sa-ki..." Sho moaned, opening his eyes.
"Shtt, Jun is with him." Ohno stroked Sho's sweating forehead tenderly.
"What?!" Sho stood up abruptly.
"Sho?"
"You have sent Jun there alone?!" Sho said with horror.
"Y-es. Why?"
"Jun is in danger! Masa isn't aware of his strength! I have to go there!"
"Wait, I want to come!" Ohno grabbed Sho's arm who nodded and made them disappear.
"Jun?!" Sho called when they entered the apartment.
"Junny?! Masaki?!" Ohno called.
"They aren't here!" Sho panicked.
"Sho-kun, what's happening, I don't understand." Ohno implored.
"Masaki isn't a normal human, Ohchan and now he is starting to change for his real nature." Sho explained while checking every room. Suddenly, a noise made them jump and the two friends rushed toward the roof.
"Jun!!!!" Sho screamed, but there was only his shirt with lots of blood on the ground.
"What happened?!" Ohno panicked.
"Fuck, they have disappeared." Sho mumbled.
"Sho?"
"They fought. Masaki can't control his strength for the moment, we have to find them before..." Sho's voice died. "I have to go, stay here."
"But..." Ohno didn't finish his sentence, the vampire had already disappeared.
The young human left the building. He won't stay here like a girl waiting for her prince to come back from the war. Ohno knew he could do something.
"Ma ma ma, what an interesting prey. Ohno Satoshi, Jun's precious Half." A voice smirked.
"Who are you?!" Ohno stammered, fear shining in his eyes when the man approached him.
"Your worst nightmare." The vampire laughed, grabbing Ohno's neck.
"Argg..." Ohno gasped, air leaving his loungs.
Suddenly, the vampire screamed in pain and released Ohno who fell on the ground. In front of the human was a big and black wolf barking dangerously at the vampire.
"Shit, you're still alive you?!" The vampire groaned.
The wold barked, making a step toward the man but the vampire disappeared.
"Who ar-e y-ou?" Ohno stammered.
The wolf looked at him with soft eyes. His look was deep, as if Ohno knew him for a long time.
"Who are you?" Ohno gasped. The wolf yapped happily and licked Ohno's face, making the human laugh. "Hey, stop it!" Satoshi laughed. With a small yap, the wolf showed his back to Ohno who climbed on it.
It was amazing how they were quick. As if he was flying. They stopped in front of a big house, the wolf barking furiously.
"Shut up, stupid sausage on legs, you're always so loud!" A voice laughed but the door opened and the big animal entered the house.
"Welcome, Ohno Satoshi." A voice exclaimed. Ohno frowned, seeing a young gorgeous man.
"You know me?" Ohno asked.
"Of course, you are very famous in our world. I am Ikuta Toma, nice to meet you." The man bowed.
"Toma leave it, he belongs to Jun." Ohno froze and turning his head, gasped.
"Kazu?!" At the place of the big wolf was standing his best friend.
"Hey, Toshi how are you?" Nino smiled.
"I... How... What... You are..." Ohno stammered incoherently.
"Hey little pooh, calm down, I will explain when Toma will stop to flirt." Nino snapped.
"Babe, you know you are the only one in my eyes!" Toma smirked and grabbed Nino's nape to smack their mouth together.
"Ehhhh?!" Ohno exclaimed, thinking he was going to faint in the next second.
"You are going to make him faint, baka!" Nino pushed the latter away. "Come with me Toshi." Ohno nodded and followed his friend, wondering what would be the next surprise. They stopped in a kitchen, Nino took two beers and some snacks before sitting on a big sofa.
"You have many questions I guess." Nino started.
"Yes. What are you? What's happening? What am I? I don't understand anything!" Ohno shouted with panic.
"I can answer to your questions but after. My name is really Ninomiya Kazunari but I'm not completely human. In our world I am called, Familiar spirit, so, I can change in a wolf. My mission was to win your trust to protect you from the other vampires when Jun isn't here."
"Eh? Wait wait wait! You knew everything? That vampires exist and you already knew Jun?!" Ohno gasped.
"Yes. I know you since you are born Satoshi. Your parents brought me to be your familiar spirit and to protect you. I saw your first steps, your first day at kindergarten and then at school, your first boyfriend..." Nino smiled tenderly, brushing Ohno's bangs away.
"But I don't remember... I just remember what Hyde showed me."
"Don't trust Hyde, babe. He is dangerous. I can make you remember your whole life if you want, even the day you met Jun."
"Eh?! But I..."
"Do you really think you first boyfriend was someone else?" Nino smirked. "You are bonded since the day you tried to save him when these boys killed him."
"Eh?!" Ohno paled, it was too much informations at the same time.
"Let me explain." Nino smiled. "Gackt is powerful, but Jun is even stronger because they are the sons of the previous lord of Redemption. They are brothers like Yamapi told you. In the royal family, to keep their powers so strong, vampires make at least two children. These children are bonded when they born. It means they are meant to love and protect each other and it's the case with Gackt and Jun. A first link is created when the younger drinks his brother's blood but to be complete, the older has to bite his brother. Jun and Gackt were completely bonded as you know and at the moment the younger is ready, his older brother claims him a first time when they make love."
"So, Jun and Gackt..."
"Yes. Normally, there is a second claim that appears like a tattoo but Gackt hasn't had the time to mark Jun as his. You know, Jun was too powerful and wasn't able to control his powers so, his parent's monk asked them to send him to a place where some powerful vampires would teach him how to use his powers and how to defend himself. This place is called, Reborn."
"But Jun didn't..."
"No. Gackt refused him to leave for these 20 years. It became dangerous because Jun didn't know how to control his strength and to defend himself. Then, he met you. These two boys wanting to rape you while I was at a meeting with your mother. Jun really died this day but before his heart stops, you made him drink your blood. At this moment, it changed your destiny. You have created a bond between you and Jun and if Gackt hadn't saved him, nothing would have happened. Gackt refused Jun's death even if it was his own fault and created a spell to save his brother. Jun reborn at his three years old without any memories and met Sho. Gackt ordered Jun to meet and date you for a reason. He thought falling in love would prepare Jun to accept their bond. But Gackt didn't remember you and without knowing it, he woke your link up. At the moment Jun saw you and touched you, everything was over for Gackt because the last person Jun is bonded with, is you." Nino said softly.
"So... It means I'm Jun's Half since the day I made him drink my blood?" Ohno asked, a bit lost.
"Not completely. It just created a link. But the day Jun bit you and your tattoos appeared, you became his complete Half."
"What a Half is exactly?"
"It means you are a part of Jun. Like a part of his heart. If you die, he dies. You are sharing special capacities and you win some powers."
"Capacities?"
"Yes. You can communicate with your minds and you can feel each other wherever you are."
"But Kazu, what am I?"
"You don't guess?" Nino smirked.
"No."
"Well, your case is special. Your father was a vampire but your mother was... How can I call it?" Nino thought a minute. "Your mother was a sort of angel, if I can call her like that."
"Eh?"
"Your parent's relationship was forbidden in our world but they escaped to their families and some years later you were born. At the second I saw your amazing blue eyes looking at me, I understood I had to protect you with my life." Nino smiled tenderly, stroking Ohno's cheek.
"My parents?"
"They hid you. If someone knew your existence you would have been killed. But at your 19 years old, they found your parents. Your mother hid you but they killed them and I erased your memories to make you live like a normal human and to protect you."
"They are really dead..." Ohno whispered, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"I'm sorry Satoshi. I... I tried to protect you but I wasn't able to protect your parents."
"Thank you Kazu." Ohno buried his face in Nino's neck, trying to calm his sobs.
"My powers?"
"You can control water and you can teleport yourself."
"Oh. How my parents were?"
"You have your mother's eyes. She was the kindest person I knew. She had long brown hair with amazing blue eyes. Her smile could make you feel better. Your father was more severe but very kind, his eyes became red when he was angry." Nino chuckled.
"They seemed wonderful." Ohno whispered.
"They were. I think I have a picture..." Nino took his wallet and opened it. "Yes. You were 3 years old on this pictures. We were eating in your parent's garden. You are so cute!" Ohno looked at the picture. His mother was smiling and showing the camera to make him raise his tiny head. She was so beautiful. Her skin was pale but her blue eyes were shining in happiness and kindness. His father was laughing next to them, his eyes looked serious but the way he was looking at his mother showed how much he loved her and the baby boy on her knees.
"Can I keep it?" Ohno asked.
"Of course."
"Thank you. I think I need to be alone a moment." Ohno sighed.
"I understand. You can stay here, I will be with Toma." Nino kissed his temple. The young man sighed when he heard Ohno bursting into tears while holding the picture against his heart. "I'm sorry, Satoshi." Nino whispered before leaving.
Nino grabbed his phone precipitaly.
"Moshi mosh?"
"Jun where are you for the fucking's sake?!!" Nino yelled.
"Sorry Kazu, I have some problems with Masaki, he is changing and he can't control himself." Jun said, loud noise and screams resounding behind him.
"Call Sho for the fucking's sake, I need you here!" Nino shouted.
"What for?"
"Did you forget you have a boyfriend? And this boyfriend knows everything now, so, he isn't in a good state." Nino explained.
"Fuck, you made him remember?!" Jun gasped. "Fuck, Masa, it hurts!" The vampire groaned.
"I hadn't the choice, he was looking for you and a vampire attacked him, so, he has seen my other form."
"Shit... How did he react?"
"He..."
"MASAKI!" Jun yelled, cutting Nino off.
"Jun are you listening to me for the fucking's sake?!"
"Sorry. He is strong this fucking baka!"
"Jun, he knows everything and... Fuck he needs you, you are his Half and actually he is alone!! I'm afraid he might do something stupid!"
"I... Okay... I'll call Sho and I'm coming. You are at his parent's house?"
"Yes. Hurry up!" Nino yelled before hunging up.
"You are worried about Ohno?" Toma asked, wrapping his arms around Nino's waist. The latter nodded, leaning his head against his lover's chest.
"Yes. I feel so useless. You see, before his parent's death, we were very close, like twins, always together. When he had a problem, Satoshi always came to me. But today, when he asked me to leave him alone, I understood I wasn't the only one in his eyes anymore and it hurts. It hurts to know J is the most important person for him and also the one he trusts completely."
"You love him, ne?" Toma whispered with sadness.
"A part of me has always loved him, yes. And I think this part will never die but now, he has Jun and I have you." Nino turned around with a teasing smile. His boyfriend grinned and brought their mouths in a deep kiss.
"If there wasn't Ohno, I would have fucked you senseless for teasing me, you know." Toma chuckled.
"Too bad." Nino smirked. "Tonight I will reward you."
"I won't forget Kazu." Toma warned.
"I hope so." Nino laughed.
Ohno wiped his tears away. So, it was like that. He couldn't even think properly as his heart was aching so much that he wanted to die. It was too much revelations in a flow. He wished he could erase his own memories to forget this fucking sadness. But a loud noise made him jump and turning his head, Ohno screamed in horror when he saw Jun on the ground, blood covering his body and a deep hole in his chest.
"Jun!!!!" Ohno shouted, running toward his lover. But the younger didn't answer, his face as pale as the snow, and touching his throat, Ohno cried, realizing his Half's heart had stopped. "Kazu!!!" Ohno yelled like he never did before, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Satoshi?!" Nino slammed the door open but stopped in front of the view.
"Kazu, do something, I can't feel his heart!" Ohno cried.
"Shit!!" Nino lifted Jun's body in his arms with a panicked face. "Fuck, Jun, don't do that, wake up!" Nino implored.
"Kazu..." Ohno was crying uncontrollably.
"Give him your blood Satoshi."
"Eh?"
"He needs blood and as you are his Half, he can only drink yours so, make him drink your blood!" Nino ordered.
"Okay." Ohno raised his wrist but stopped. How could he...
"Bite your wrist, you are half vampire, you have fangs!"
"How can I do?!" Ohno panicked.
"Shit!" Nino grabbed a knife, cut Ohno's wrist and brought his wrist to Jun's mouth. "Please, J, don't play the fool!" Nino implored.
After some minutes, Jun coughed violently, his wounds disappearing slowly.
"Thanks God! Jun, can you hear me?" Nino shook his friend who opened his eyes.
"Kazu?"
"Baka, you scared us!" Nino snapped.
"Sorry. I... Where is Satoshi?" Jun panicked.
"He is here. A bit shocked but here." Nino looked at Ohno who was crying silently, his body still shaking in fear.
"Hey, baby, why are you crying?" Jun put his hand on Ohno's cheek. The older raised his eyes, but didn't say anything. "I see your eyes are completely blue now. So beautiful, you have your mother's eyes." Jun whispered.
"He is too shocked. I think it was too much." Nino said softly.
"I'll deal with it Kazu, thank you." Jun lifted Ohno in his arms and left the room.
The vampire laid his lover on the bed and slipped under the sheets, hugging Ohno against his chest. The older was still sobbing and shaking in fear, unable to make a coherent sentence.
"Calm down babe, I'm here. Don't cry." Jun kept repeating. After some hours, Ohno fell asleep, exhausted and Jun left the bedroom to look for Nino.
"Where is Satoshi?"
"He is asleep. He was too shocked to even say a word." Jun explained.
"I see. He heard a lot today. Too many information's. And too painful." Nino sighed.
"Hun. I hope he will feel better tomorrow."
"What happened, Jun?"
"Oh, I was just too slow. Masaki is fucking strong now." The vampire chuckled.
"You almost died, it's not funny!" Nino snapped.
"I know. He is transforming but now, Sho is with him. It's a shock for Masa but I hope he will understand and accept his real nature." Jun sighed.
"Does Sho remember?"
"I made him remember before leaving, so, he will be able to explain."
"This story is a big mess!"
"Yes. Everything started because of this day..."
"Because of your fucking brother!" Nino snapped.
"Kazu!!" Jun yelled. "He is my brother and despite his actions, I love him."
"Sorry."
"I..." Jun froze.
"What?"
"Fuck, Satoshi!" Jun grabbed his chest, hissing in pain. The vampire ran toward the bedroom and froze in front of the view.
"SATOSHI!!!!"
"Because you are...
My redemption..."
To be continued...
A/N: Again, sorry for the cut xD Now, you know almost everything about Jun and Ohno's past (almost xD). But it's a bit too much for Ohno who just can't bear all that (who would? XD) Next chapter will explain what happened when Jun found Aiba and finally, you will have some answers about Aiba's past and maybe about Sho too xD See you soon <3
PS: There will be soon a whole and long Sakuraiba chapter as I'm forgetting them a bit since some chapters so don't worry, they will come back xD