Tears of blood (13/17)

[matsuaurore]

Title: Tears of blood
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Juntoshi, Sakuraiba, Jun/Gackt
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst, vampire
Rating: R
Disclaimer: Arashi owns each other's bodies
Summary: When his boyfriend breaks with him with just a message, all the world around him collapses for Ohno. He loses his reason to live and just wishes one thing: dying. But Ohno meets Jun, a mysterious and beautiful man. Ohno falls in love with him at first sight but he doesn't know Jun hides a terrible secret that could kill him...




Chapter 13: My only one

"Masaki?" Jun called in the dark apartment.
"Argggg!" The vampire heard a scream and taking a deep breath, Jun ran toward the noise.
"Masaki!!" Jun gasped, seeing Aiba on the ground, blood covering his body. The older was screaming in pain, deep cuts appearing on his body.
"Argggg!"
"Masaki calm down. You're going to hurt yourself." Jun approached the older but Aiba hit him when the vampire tried to touch him.
"Don't tou-ch m-e!"
"Masaki, you are changing, your real nature is trying to win your body, you have to calm down and let it go if not, you will suffer more." Jun said softly.
"It hurts!!" Aiba cried.
"I know Masaki but listen to my voice."
"Jun... Kill me please!!" Aiba screamed, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Masaki, your power needs to grow, calm down."
"Ahhhh!!" Aiba cried. The young man collapsed on the ground, blood rolling down his chest.
"Masaki, it's okay, the worst is behind, it will be over soon." Jun kneeled next to him, stroking the bleeding face.
"What's happening?" Aiba asked with a weak voice.
"It's time for your real nature to come. I'll explain everything later. For the moment, your fangs are going to grow."
"What am I?" Aiba sobbed.
"You're special, Masaki. But..."
"Argggg!!" Aiba arched his head in pain.
"Masaki, now, listen to me. Your fangs are going to grow and it will be very painful, so, you will have to hold my hand. Don't bother if you hurt me, you just have to be as calm as possible even if you want you break everything, just, hold my hand. Then, you will need blood but I can't give you mine because you can only drink from Sho, that's why you will have to stop to breath not to attack someone. Do you understand?"
"Y-es... It hurts!!" Aiba cried, grabbing Jun's hand.
"I know. Hold on Masaki, you can do it, you are as strong as your mother."
"Argggg!!!" Aiba tightened his grip on Jun, breaking his hand's bones. The vampire closed his eyes in pain but didn't let go the strong hand.
"Hold on Masa! You can do it!"
"Jun!!!!"
"It's over now. Hold your breath!" Aiba nodded but suddenly screamed, making Jun bit his lip in pain, blood rolling down his chin. "Shit!" Jun moved back when Aiba froze, smelling the blood. "Masaki, I know you are thirsty but please, calm down!" Jun implored.
"Blo-od..." Aiba whispered with hungry eyes and before Jun could react, jumped on the vampire.
"Masaki, stop that!" Jun screamed.
"I want you!" Aiba growled in a scaring voice, trying to bite Jun who hit him in the stomach.
"Masa, please, I don't want to harm you, you will die if you drink my blood!" Jun shouted, avoiding the teeth that were about to sink in his arm. Aiba screamed and hit the vampire who collapsed on the ground.
"Shit, moshi mosh?" Jun opened his phone. "Kazu, I'm kind of busy!" Jun yelled, avoiding the new punch.

Talking to his phone while fighting against a creature like Aiba was like fighting against Gackt without any powers. Jun knew he could easily control Aiba, after all, he was the legitim lord of Redemption, his powers were stronger but it would also mean killing Aiba and Jun refused this idea.

"Sho, where are you for the fucking sake?!" Jun yelled.
"Here I am!" A voice suddenly said.
"God, I need your help, I..." Jun froze. Sho screamed when he saw Aiba's hand in Jun's stomach. The vampire reacted and sent electricity in the older's body before collapsing on the ground.
"Jun!!!" Sho ran toward his friend with panicked eyes.
"I'm okay, Masaki needs you now!"
"But..."
"Kazu will take care of me." Jun whimpered before disappearing of the roof.

****

"Masaki, I'm here." Sho said softly, stroking Aiba's pale face.
"Sho-chan?" The younger moaned painfully, opening his shining green eyes.
"You're even more beautiful like that, baby." Sho smiled.
"I'm hungry." Aiba whimpered.
"I know babe. You can drink my blood, it's okay." Sho raised his lover's face and after licking the white skin, Aiba sank his fangs in the big pulsating vein. A strange feeling invaded Sho. It was amazing. It wasn't like when Jun bit him, this time, it was different. Shivers of pleasure were running through the vampire's body, moans escaping his throat but Sho held his hunger back not to harm his weak lover. After a while, Aiba pulled out, drops of blood rolling down his chin. The older smiled tenderly and licked it before bringing their lips in a deep kiss. Aiba moaned, tightening his grip around his boyfriend who grinned and pecked his mouth a last time.

"I guess you have a lot of questions, ne?"
"I think so. But I..." Aiba lowered his head, blushing deeply.
"What is it babe? You know you can tell me everything."
"I... Sho-chan tastes so good, I..." Aiba gasped when a teasing hand stroke the bulge in his pants.
"I feel the same. And I have dreamed to drink from you for ages now." Sho whispered.
"I... You can have my blood Sho." Aiba grinned hopefully.
"You're still weak babe." Sho protested, pushing away the two hands that were slipping under his shirt.
"But I want it." Aiba implored with puppy eyes.
"Drink from me first."
"Together!" Aiba laid on his back, bringing Sho on top of him. They stared at each other for some minutes, trying to read in the other's eyes.
"I want you Masaki." Sho whispered but Aiba's hands were already unzipping his jeans and the vampire chuckled before working on his lover's clothes quickly, needing to feel him as soon as possible. They kissed hungrily while stroking their bodies against each other, their hands traveling avidly on their skins.
"Don't prepare me, take me!" Aiba moaned.
"But..."
"If you don't take me now, I'll fuck you Sakurai!" Aiba snapped. Sho smirked and lifting his boyfriend's waist, slipped inside him. The younger arched his head back, his nails scratching Sho's skin painfully while the vampire was inhaling deeply, Aiba's tighteness breaking his defenses.
"You can move."

"Shit!" It was too much, Sho gasped and started to thrust wildly, moving roughly inside Aiba who screamed loudly, offering his white and pure neck to Sho. The vampire's tongue traveled on the pale skin and Sakurai sank his fangs with a gasp. The sweet blood burnt Sho's throat, spreading a wave of pleasure in his whole body, his heart started to beat furiously, his hips were moving in a crazy rhythm and Aiba brought his boyfriend's wrist to his mouth, creating an amount of pleasure that none of them had ever felt before. Their screams disappeared in each other's skin and releasing his lover, Sho looked at Aiba intensively. The younger brought his hand on Sho's cheek and as if they had read each other's mind, their lips met, mixing the fresh blood that was now spreading on their mouths.

"Sho... Co-ming!" Aiba whined, grabbing Sho's butt to make him slip even deeper inside him.
"With me." Sho whispered, taking the hard length between them to pump it at the same time than his thrusts. Aiba's view blurred, stars shining in his eyes when Sho hit his secret spot for the last time before both came in loud moans.
"Gosh!" Sho gasped, collapsing next to Aiba who chuckled.
"I missed you."
"Me too."
"Shit, how is Jun?!" Aiba suddenly jumped.
"Well, I can feel it." Sho smiled.
"Will you explain everything now?"
"Of course baby."

****

"Satoshi!!!" Jun screamed, rushing toward his lover. "Baby, what have you done?" The vampire cried, lifting his unconscious boyfriend in his arms. Ohno had a deep cut on his left wrist, his blood leaving his arms to form a big flood on the ground.
"He needs blood, Jun. Hurry up or you will lose him!" Nino yelled in horror.
"I know!" Jun snapped and biting his own wrist, put it on Ohno's mouth while Nino was healing his wound. After an eternity for Jun, Ohno coughed, spitting some blood.
"Satoshi!!"
"Ju-n?" Ohno whispered weakly.
"I'm here babe."
"I made a weird dream. Nino was telling me I was a monster and my parents were dead." Ohno smiled with eyes half-closed.
"I'm here Satoshi, you need to sleep." Jun sobbed, hugging his lover tightly against him. The older fell asleep quickly in his arms but Jun never released him.
"Why did he do that?" Jun asked, sitting on the big sofa with Ohno curled up in a ball against him.
"Jun, it was too much for him and you weren't here." Nino sighed.
"You mean it's my fault?"
"Jun, you have to remember Satoshi is your Half, you two are sharing everything, he feels what you feel. Do you realize I had to tell him he wasn't even human, neither am I, that his human life was a fake reality and his parents are really dead! For all this time he has never stopped to hope to see his parents again, never. And now, I'm telling him his mother was an angel, his father a vampire and that they died to protect him! What he needed wasn't me but you! I don't say it's your fault but you shouldn't have left him."
"I..." Jun stopped, looking at his sleeping lover in his arms. "I couldn't leave Masaki without Sho."
"I know. But don't leave Toshi for the moment, he is too weak. When you were dying, he panicked, not knowing how to use his fangs to save you. You have to help him and to take care of him."
"But you are his Familiar spirit..."
"I am and will always be here for him but now you are the most important person for him and he needs you more than he needs me."
"He can't tell me everything..."
"That's why I'll be here but for the moment, you have to reassure him, to explain him the bond between you two and how he can use his powers. I know there is this war with Gackt but you have to think about Satoshi before this mess. He believes you don't love him anymore and you should spend some time together to appease his pain." Nino patted Jun's shoulder before standing to leave.
"Kazu?"
"Hun?"
"If something happens to me... Can you...take care of him?" Jun whispered, stroking Ohno's sleeping face softly.
"Hey, I'm not the most important in his heart anymore but I'm still his Familiar." Nino chuckled.
"Thank you." Jun smiled weakly.
"You need to sleep too, J." Nino kissed his forehead before changing into his wolf's form.
"You're cuter when you have four legs and a tail." Jun smirked. Nino yapped before leaving.
The vampire smiled tenderly in front of the chubby face that was sleeping peacefully. Laying down on his big bed, Jun hugged his lover tightly before falling asleep several minutes later.

"Jun?" A soft voice made Jun open his eyes.
"How are you feeling?" The vampire asked, stroking Ohno's cheek with the back of his knuckles.
"Well, I guess..."
"I think you need time to accept."
"Jun?"
"Yes babe?"
"Could you make me forget everything?" Ohno asked in a whisper.
Jun froze. He wasn't expecting this kind of reaction.
"You want to forget me? To forget us?" The vampire snapped.
"I... Why would I want to remember someone who doesn't love me. I've lost my family, I'm a monster and...and you don't love me anymore, why would I want to remember this?"
"Satoshi, you don't understand. Gackt is my brother, I..."
"I know you are bonded to him, I've accepted it, I..."
"Satoshi!!" Jun snapped, regretting his tone when Ohno froze. "I'm sorry. I... I won't lie to you, I have feelings for my brother but it's not the kind of feelings I have for you. You are my Half, Satoshi and if I have to repeat that I love you anytime you doubt my feelings, then, I'll do it. I love you Satoshi, with all my heart or the thing I have that you call a heart. I treasure Gackt but if I had to choose between you and him, I would choose you without hesitation."
"Are you sure? I..."
"Shut up, baka!" Jun chuckled before grabbing Ohno's nape to smack their lips.
"You can tell me again." Ohno smiled when Jun pressed their foreheads together.
"I.love.you." Jun whispered.
"Thank you." Ohno wrapped his arms around his boyfriend's neck. "Fuck me."
"Pervert." Jun smirked but climbed on Ohno who chuckled.

****

"Where is Masaki?" Ohno asked, his cheek on Jun's naked chest.
"Don't worry, he is safe. Sho is with him." Jun tightened his grip around the older.
"What happened to him?"
"He changed. His real nature came back."
"What is he?"
"If I tell you, promise me you will accept him." Jun whispered.
"Of course I will. He is one of my best friends!"
"Masaki isn't human but that doesn't mean he is a monster." Jun started slowly.

My difference...
Was the most beautiful thing about you...

To be continued...

A/N: Sorry!!! I said it would be a whole Sakuraiba chapter but I confounded with the chapter 14 that is really a whole sakuraiba chapter xD sorry for the mistake but at least, you had some sexy Sakuraiba here ;)

Sorry for this cut but I needed to keep a bit of suspense xD you will know Masaki's real nature in the next chapter (it's true this time xD) and maybe the origin of our lovely Sakuraiba and why they haven't any tattoos like the Juntoshi (yes, there is a good reason xD). So, I think in the chapter 14, almost every secrets will be revealed xD but I'm not sure as I am sometimes like my lovely ichiban and love to be a bit S, maybe I won't reveal everything xDDD don't be angry at me please, I'm kidding xD thank you for the ones who still read this bad and useless fic and a big kiss for the ones who leave a (even a short) comment, it's always encouraging to know some readers like your work ^.^ see you soon <3

PS: And no, Maski isn't a vampire if you were wondering because of his fangs xD