Title: Breaking chains
Author:
MatsuAurorePairings: Sakumoto, Junba, Ohmiya
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: If I owned Sakumoto they would already be tied up on my bed xD
Summary: I was 18 years old the first time I met him. I was a student, he was my teacher. Our relationship was forbidden but it didn't stop us to fall in love. But what I hadn't planned was the dark part of his life that would make me feel alive and free but at the same time, would tie me up to a dangerous relationship.
A/N: Jun and Aiba are 18 years old, Sho is 30 in this story.
For Sho's birthday, Otanjoubi omedetou to our favorite caster <3
Chapter 1:
The first time I met him, I was 18 years old. It was the beginning of a new year and the spring was starting. I still can remember the Sakura's flowers flying outside, the scent of the fresh grass and the soft wind. It was as if it happened yesterday.
The first lesson of the day was biology. I didn't like it because the teacher was an old woman who stinks. But when the bell rang, a young guy entered the classroom.
"Minna-san, silence please. I'm Sakurai Sho, your new biology teacher." The man said.
I stared at him with wide eyes. He was gorgeous. Short black hair, good body, cute fluffy butt and a mouth... Well, a pink full mouth born to kiss. But he looked young for a teacher. Biology would certainly become more interesting now.
I understood I was gay three years ago when Aiba showed me a porno. I felt so ashamed when I got hard in front of the men sleeping together. I had slept once with a girl to convince me I was normal but having to think about a naked Gackt to get hard made me understand I really liked men. But I was too afraid to sleep with a man. I didn't know how to do and if it hurt. I just did foreplays with Masaki but got so ashamed and nervous that we never did more. I could look at a man, I could enjoy his body through his clothes but anytime I was thinking more, I started to blush like a school girl.
I jumped when Sakurai stopped next to me, looking at my workbook.
"You've forgotten this cell." Sakurai showed me the picture. I loved his hands. He had long fingers with visible veins. So beautiful!
"Like that?" I asked shyly, correcting my answer.
"Ii ne." I blinked when I heard Sakurai's voice and saw his face. Oi!!! We weren't in Kazoku game! Why did he need to make my heart flutter with this deep sexy voice and this hot expression on his face? He didn't look like the same teacher than 2 minutes ago. Now, he looked...different...a bit scaring. A smile spread his lips when he saw my blushing face.
"You're good, Jun-kun."
When did he learn my first name?! I lowered my eyes, making him smirk. The next hour was pretty long as Sakurai was often staring at me with a weird smile.
****
"Sakurai-sensei is so cool!!" Aiba exclaimed when we joined the roof to eat.
"He is weird." I mumbled.
"But pretty hot. Have you seen his lips and his wonderful butt?!" Aiba replied, making me laugh.
"Yes but he is mysterious, as if he was hiding something."
"Eh?"
"Well, he looks like a normal teacher and the next second, looks like a different man."
"Really? Whatever, he is hot!"
"If you say so..." I shrugged.
"JunJun is too shy! You should sleep with me, you would feel better!"
"Never! I only sleep with someone I trust." I blushed.
"Don't you trust me?" Aiba pouted.
"Like a friend not like a lover."
"I don't understand."
"I think sleeping with a guy requests trust. You have to deal with someone else. It means he has different preferences than you. Maybe he will hate to be bitten while you like it. Or maybe he will be rough while you are soft. That's why I think you have to trust the person you will sleep with. Not to freak out, not to be scared of her." Aiba frowned, not understanding what I meant.
"I like your point of view about this subject, smart answer Matsumoto-kun." A voice said, making me freeze.
"Sakurai-sensei." Aiba gasped.
"You've already understood lots of important things for your age." Sakurai smiled at me. I blushed deeply. What was he doing here?!
"You're cute when you blush." Sakurai smirked. I blushed even more, biting my lower lip. He made me feel uncomfortable. The way his deep piercing eyes were staring at me just made me want to disappear.
"We have to go!" I grabbed Aiba's arm to leave the roof.
"Aiba-san!" Sakurai called.
"Yes?"
"Thank you for thinking I'm hot." Sakurai smirked but didn't look at Aiba, his eyes glued on me.
****
"That was weird." Aiba said.
"Yes."
"I think he likes you. You're lucky." Aiba pouted. I rolled my eyes.
"Even if he likes me, relationships between students and teachers are forbidden."
"Does it mean you like him too?" I blushed, not answering. "Ohhhh, JunJun likes Sakurai-sensei, JunJun likes Sakurai-sensei!" Aiba sang childishly.
"Shut up, Aibaka!" I replied, as red as a tomato.
"Don't you think you should be in your classroom?" Someone smirked. I froze. Shit, how could he appear like that always at the wrong moment?!
"Sorry sensei." I bowed, taking Aiba's hand. I didn't see Sakurai smiling evilly behind us.
The rest of the day went slow. I was staring at the sky through the window, thinking about Sakurai. This man was really weird. He was attracting me a lot but something in his attitude was bothering me. As if he had two personalities.
Suddenly, my eyes fell on Sakurai standing outside, talking to a student and laughing. I frowned. Shit, why did I feel jealous?! Sakurai raised his eyes and met mines. We stared at each other intensively when a smirk spread his lips and made me look away, blushing once more time. I had to make him leave my mind! Wake up, Jun! Stop drooling on this crazy teacher!
A week passed. Sakurai was still acting weirdly with me and it was driving me crazy as I didn't understand why. I was very good in biology but he always said I could do better when he gave us our note marks.
"JunJun, could you help me in biology?" Aiba asked with puppy eyes.
"Alright." I sighed, sitting on the ground and taking my notes. After a while, I stopped, catching Aiba's look on me. "Are you listening?" I sighed.
"JunJun is very cute!" Aiba exclaimed.
"Baka." I blushed. Aiba put his hand on my cheek. "What..." I never finished my sentence, a full mouth attacking mine. For a reason I didn't understand, I kissed him back, moaning when his hand traveled on my hip. "Stop that." I pushed him away, breathless.
"Why don't you want to be my boyfriend?" Aiba pouted.
"Ma-chan, it's not that I don't want..."
"You think I'm ugly." Aiba said with teary eyes.
"No!!! You're cute but..." Aiba kissed me again, making me climb on his lap. I felt his hands slipping under my shirt and shivered.
"Making-out isn't allowed at school!" A voice snapped. I almost screamed and pulled away, freezing when I saw Sakurai's angry face.
"Sensei..."
"In my office, now!" Sakurai yelled. We both followed him, our heads lowered.
"I can't believe my own students act as stupidly as now! Have you thought if Terashima-sensei had found you?! You would be excluded of this school."
"Sorry, sensei." I lowered my head, ashamed.
"It's the first and last time I'm seeing this kind of behavior at school. Aiba, you'll clean the garden with Yoshimoto-san the next week. Matsumoto, you'll stay after school here to do some exercises."
"Hai." We both bowed and left.
"I think my mother will kill me!" Aiba exclaimed while we were waiting for the bus in front of school.
"Don't moan, I'll make exercises, so boring!" I groaned.
"But it was pretty good, ne?" Aiba smiled.
"Eh?"
"The kiss." I blushed deeply.
"Mmm." I mumbled.
"Jun, would you be my boyfriend?"
"Ehhh?!" I gasped.
"You heard me."
"But I'm not good enough. I mean... I'm not gorgeous and..."
"Don't be like that. You super cute, Jun! I like you a lot." Aiba looked at me with puppy eyes. "You liked my kiss, ne?"
"Ano... Yes but... Okay." I blushed.
"Really?! Ureshi!!!" Aiba exclaimed.
"Calm down, we are still at school."
"I'm so happy. We could go to the cinema this weekend."
"Okay."
"Thank you, Jun!" Aiba wrapped his arms around me and kissed me. I closed my eyes, moaning. It felt good that was true but... "See you tomorrow." Aiba whispered between our lips before kissing my forehead and climbing in the bus. I stayed still, a bit shocked and froze, seeing Sakurai next to me. I bowed but my teacher stopped me.
"You shouldn't date him."
"With all my respect, sensei, it's none of your business." I said coldly.
"You don't love him, didn't you say you would only sleep with someone you trust?"
"What do you know about my feelings for Masaki?" I frowned.
"The way you are looking at him. Your eyes don't shine when he kisses you." Sakurai approached me. "Not like with me." He whispered in my ear, making me shiver.
"It's not funny." I snapped and ran away, angry. What his problem was?! I dated who I wanted!
****
"Hey, Jun!" I smiled widely, seeing my boyfriend (yes, boyfriend!) running toward me.
"Ma-chan, ohayou!" Aiba wrapped his arms around my neck to kiss me. "We are in front of the school." I blushed.
"I don't care what the other think and like that, everybody will know you are mine." Aiba pouted. I laughed but lost my smile when I saw Sakurai staring at us.
"Come on, Ma-chan." I pecked his lips and took his hand without a look for Sakurai.
"Matsumoto, the answer!" Sho snapped while we were in biology. He really had decided to drive me crazy. I stood up, throwing him a death glare and started to write the answer. "Wrong! Are you stupid?!"
"Excuse me but what is wrong?" I raised an eyebrow in disbelief.
"Your cell isn't big enough." Eh?! Was he serious?!
"Sorry, Sakurai-sensei, I didn't know it was that important!" I mumbled. Does he had his period?!
I sat down and didn't look at him for the rest of the lesson. Aiba stroked my hand discreetly, smiling apologetically. I shook my head but felt happy he cared about me.
"Matsumoto, don't forget you have some exercises to do." Sakurai snapped at the end of the lesson. Shit, I couldn't leave like the other!
"Yes, Sakurai-sensei." I sighed.
"Jun, would you like to sleep at home tomorrow, my parents won't be here for the week end?" Aiba asked me.
"I would love to." I smiled and kissed him softly.
"See you tomorrow, then." Masaki grinned.
"Yeah." I blushed.
"So, start with the first exercise." Sakurai gave me a paper.
"Hai."
I stayed two hours at making exercises, Sakurai yelling when I was wrong. I started to hate him, wanting to kill him or to hit his pretty chipmunk face.
"See you Monday." Sakurai smirked.
"Hum." I mumbled and left.
****
I stared nervously at the door in front of me. Why was I feeling like that? I knew Aiba for... Almost ten years, he was my best friend and now my lover but I had never felt so nervous to see him before.
"Jun!" Aiba grinned, opening the door.
"Hello." I took my shoes off before following him inside.
"I missed you." Aiba turned around and hugged me tightly.
"Me too." I blushed, kissing his cheek.
"I bought a new game, want to play?"
"Yes." We started to play at GTA 3, screaming and laughing like two children when Aiba stopped the game to bring some food.
"It's already 8 p.m. You can take a shower and we could watch a movie if you want." Aiba said nervously.
"Yes. Choose a movie!" I smiled, walking to the bathroom. The hot water calmed me down a bit, my muscles relaxing after this busy day. I loved to spend time with Masaki, everything was simple with him. I felt good, happy and loved. To be honest, I didn't really know my feelings for him. I liked him a lot but was it love or just a deep friendship? I didn't want to hurt him nor play with him but I knew one thing: being with him was something I loved and treasured.
"You can go!" I said when I saw him watching a documentary.
"Okay, we will eat while watching the movie. I chose Avatar but I don't know if you want to see that."
"It's perfect, I haven't seen it yet."
"Are you ready?" Aiba asked. I blinked, my heart fluttering at how beautiful he was at this moment. His long brown hair was still wet, some drops of water rolling down his cheeks. With his top of pajamas, I could see his birthmark and I just thought it was very sexy. "Are you okay?"
"I was just thinking that you are very beautiful." We both blushed and Aiba came to sit on my lap and wrap my neck with his arms.
"You too." He whispered before kissing me. I moaned and put my hand on his nape to deepen the kiss. Soon, we were moaning, devouring each other's mouth hungrily. I didn't even see I had laid him on his back and that my hands were stroking his skin under his pajamas, making him shiver.
"I want you, Jun."
"But it's too early, I..."
"I trust you. Stop thinking and make love to me." Aiba smiled.
"Okay." I nodded. I took my time to kiss his body, licking his neck, stroking his hips. When I reached his hard length, I swallowed it, making him gasp and arch his back.
"The-re is lube, he-re." I grabbed the bottle but didn't know what to do. "Prepare me with your fingers." I followed his advices and pushed two fingers inside him while sucking his member. Masaki screamed, moving his hips up to meet my fingers faster. "Ju-n, insi-de me, now!"
"But..."
"Please!" I nodded and spread lots of lube on my member.
"I'm going to enter you." I stated. I felt my lover sinking his nails in my skin, tears leaving his eyes but soon, a moan of pleasure left his throat when I started to move. Aiba wrapped his legs around my waist, the sign I had to move faster. "Masaki!" I moaned, burying my face in his neck while undulating my hips wildly.
"Jun! Oh gosh, Jun! Harder, take me harder!" I had never seen someone as erotic as Aiba was during sex. He was just gorgeous.
"Ma-chan... You feel so good, baby." I bit his neck, pumping fast and hard with lots of moans.
"Jun... I love you... Fuck!"
"Me too! Masaki, oh shit, I love you!" I screamed incoherently. I kissed him roughly, thrusting inside him so hard that the sofa was cracking in protestation, Masaki was literally screaming in pleasure. I took his length and pumped it quickly.
"Jun!!!" Aiba arched his body and came hard tightening around me and making me explode inside him. I kept moving a bit, panting heavily. I didn't know sleeping with a guy would be so amazing. I pulled out of my lover and collapsed next to him.
"That was wonderful." Aiba panted.
"You were so good." I stroked his cheek tenderly.
"You too, for someone who was scared and didn't know what to do, you were pretty good." I blushed, making him chuckle.
"I'm happy you liked it.
"We have tomorrow to practice again. The whole day."
"Yes. We should go to bed." Aiba nodded and we laid down on his bed, my lover putting his head on my chest.
"I love you, Jun." I smiled and kissed him deeply before hugging him against me.
The next day, I made love to him the whole day, enjoying to be inside him at every moment. I wished we could live together to make love freely every day.
****
"Jun!" Aiba moaned while I was fucking him hard.
"Baby... You're so amazing!" I gasped. We were in the restroom's school in one of the cabin and I was fucking him roughly for 15 minutes now.
"Jun, make me come, please, I love you so much!" Aiba implored.
"Be quiet, babe."
"But JunJun is too good! Ahhh make me come! Come inside me, fill me!!" I gasped and thrusted a last time with a moan, cumming inside him at the same time than my lover.
"Gosh, that was so good!" Aiba panted.
"Yes." I kissed him hungrily before pulling away to take my clothes.
"Do you want to sleep at home Saturday?"
"Your parents..."
"They visit my grand-mother, we will be alone and able to make love. I want you to take me everywhere at home." I blushed at his words.
"Then, I'll take you everywhere." After a last kiss, we opened the door and froze. Here, in front of us, was standing Sakurai with an angry face and killing eyes.
We really were in a deep shit!
To be continued...
A/N: Hiiii, I'm coming back with a new Sakumoto for the one who liked When will you notice me? xDD This story is a bit special and the genre will be something new for me as I've never written this kind of plot before xD It's pretty hard to write Sakumoto because we have to deal with two DoS and I don't like Sho or Jun as bottom, so, it's a very big challenge for me to write a Sakumoto fic with NC-17 that won't be out of character xD As you can see, Jun is 18 years old and Sho is 30, I did it on purpose to let Sho dominate but of course, as a fan of Jun, it won't be like that all the fic xD My dear DoS will come back later *sadist eyes* xD
So, after this useless blabla, I hope you will read and like this fic, otsukareeeeeeeeeeeee ^^