Breaking chains (2/?)
Title: Breaking chains
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Sakumoto, Junba, Ohmiya
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst
Rating: R
Disclaimer: If I owned Sakumoto they would already be tied up on my bed xD
Summary: I was 18 years old the first time I met him. I was a student, he was my teacher. Our relationship was forbidden but it didn't stop us to fall in love. But what I hadn't planned was the dark part of his life that would make me feel alive and free but at the same time, would tie me up to a dangerous relationship.
A/N: Jun and Aiba are 18 years old, Sho is 30 in this story.
Chapter 2:
Sakurai stared at us with killing eyes or mostly at me. Shit, we had been very stupid for doing it here but who would have thought a teacher would enter the student's toilets when they have their personal's restrooms.
"In my office." It was only a whisper but scarier than if he had yelled. Aiba took my hand and smiled weakly, as afraid as I was. "I would have never thought you would be stupid enough to do that after what happened last time! And today is worse! Fucking at school! Are you crazy or definitely stupid?!" Sakurai snapped. We stayed silent. After all, there was nothing to say, we made a big mistake and just had to face our punishment. "I really want to exclude you right now but as I am very kind, I'll only give you a punishment. From now on, I forbid you two to be together!"
"What, sensei, no!" Aiba exclaimed.
"You can't prevent us to be together, even less after school." I said calmly.
"Maybe you prefer to deal with Terashima-san."
"It's unfair, you have no proof against us!"
"Yes but I'm your teacher and you are just students, who will he believe?"
"Bastard." I mumbled.
"What?" Sakurai raised his eyebrow.
"Do what you want with us but I won't leave Masaki because of an unfair punishment." I said firmly, taking Masaki's hand.
"Jun..." Aiba looked at me with shocked eyes. I had never protested in front of a teacher, always obeying and respecting them. I saw Sakurai's face paling.
"Alright, you've made your choice." Sakurai stoop up.
"Stop, sensei!" Aiba exclaimed.
"Masaki!"
"We won't date each other anymore. We'll just stay friends but please, don't exclude us." Aiba implored through his tears.
"Masaki, don't..."
"I don't want this, Jun. I love you but our studies are more important for the moment, we will start together again after we will have graduated." Aiba whispered in my ear.
"Okay." I nodded.
"So, we have a deal. Aiba, you will work with Yoshimoto-san for the rest of the year and Matsumoto... I'll decide later but for the moment, you'll stay in detention after class like before." Sakurai smirked. I threw him a death glare. He had won. I now hated him will all my heart.
"Come on, Ma-chan, we still can stay friends at least." I wrapped Aiba's waist.
"Be careful, I'll know if you cheat." Sakurai said. I had no doubts of that...
"Hey, don't cry Masaki, we still can be best friends like before and when we will graduate, we will restart everything." I smiled weakly.
"Hun. I'll wait with patience." Aiba nodded.
"Me too." I kissed his forehead and we both left for our homes.
After this day, I started to act colder than ever toward Sakurai. I was throwing him death glares and didn't find the exercise's answers on purpose. I knew it was annoying him but it was my revenge for his unfair and selfish punishment!
"Matsumoto, stay after the lesson!" Sakurai snapped. I ignored him but stayed. "Do you really think your little game is going to work? I won't change your punishment!"
"I don't care. Do what you want." I muttered.
"Your attitude is stupid, it will spoil your note marks."
"Why do you care about me that much? If I fail, why is it your problem?!"
"Because I care about you and I don't want you to spoil your life!" Sakurai yelled, making me jump. He really seemed honest.
"Great for you, I don't care. I hate you Sakurai-sensei." I said, looking straight in his eyes. Sadness invaded his eyes but I grabbed my bag before leaving.
"Matsumoto!!!" I ignored him and ran away.
Why did it hurt like that?! Why at the second I saw this sadness in his eyes, I wanted to hug him? I shook my head, raising my eyes toward my classroom's window. I saw Sakurai's eyes looking at me. His glance was unreadable and it was annoying me! Because I couldn't understand him nor know what he thought!
But what I hadn't expected was what will happen after this day nor never thought my life would change like that.
"Sakurai-sensei?" I called in the classroom. I had a detention but my teacher wasn't here. Weird. He was always punctual. A book on his desk made me frown and approaching, I took it. It was a notebook, like a diary.
Journal n° 1: 2 April
Today was my first day at Sakura's school and I met my new students. They look serious and calm but one of them caught my attention. His name: Jun Matsumoto. He is cute with his innocent baby face and his pouty lips. I have never had any interest in my students but he is different.
Sakurai Sho
I frowned. What was that? Was he some kind of stalker?!
Journal n°2: 5 April
Matsumoto is really different. He is pretty good in biology but I don't want him to know it and always push him to get better. Yesterday, I saw Jun with Aiba walking toward the roof and followed them. They talked about making love and Jun's answer surprised me. He is so mature and smart for his age. I love his view of the life. But I don't like how Aiba is touching him!
Sakurai Sho
Journal n°3: 6 April
Oh my God, Matsumoto likes me!!! Or at least, Aiba said he likes me and Jun just blushed, so cute!!!! I really love this shy and innocent side of him! He is perfect! I know I shouldn't think about him in this way but I can't help it, he is too cute! I want him!
Sakurai Sho
Journal n°4: 10 April
I definitely don't like this Aiba! As every day, I followed them and heard him flirting with Jun! How does he dare, Jun is mine!!!! He kissed him. This little bitch kissed my Jun!!! How did he dare?! Jun's mouth is for me and just for me. Aiba can't take his innocence! I won't let him do!
Sakurai Sho
Journal n°5: 11 April
I punished them. After seeing them kissing, I got so angry that I punished them. I gave Jun a detention and every day, he comes after class to work with me. He is so cute when he has this concentrate look on his baby face! He has long and thin fingers that give me many ideas! He is so smart and understands very quickly. Every time I smile at him, he blushes and lowered his eyes. Did I say he was cute?!!!
Sakurai Sho
Journal n°6: 14 April
I acted like an asshole... I had heard Matsumoto was spending the week end at Aiba's home and I couldn't do anything to stop him. I didn't sleep for the whole week end. And Monday, I followed them in the men's bathroom. When I heard them moaning, I understood. I understood this fucking bitch had taken my Jun's innocence! I wanted to hit him. When I caught them, I had to restrain myself not to punch Aiba. I threatened them. I saw the hurt look on Jun's face but I couldn't allow Aiba to steal me my Jun. He was mine!!! I had to separate them! Jun tried to protest, saying I could exclude them and it made me freeze. Did he really love Aiba? Did he really want to stay with him and leave me? Luckily, Aiba didn't accept.
Sakurai Sho
Journal n°7: 22 April
Jun hates me. He hasn't talk to me for one week. When he looks at me, he just throws me death glares and it hurts. I would have never expected that. That a 18 years old student would make me feel like that! I want him to talk to me! I want him to forgive my selfishness. I want him back! He ignores me and doesn't work his biology anymore, he thinks I don't know he acts like that on purpose. Shit, I've spoiled everything. Jun doesn't smile anymore and it hurts so much! I feel so sad when he doesn't have this so beautiful and amazing smile! I want to make him smile to me again and to make appear these so beautiful shades of red on his baby face. When he said that he hated me, I felt more hurt than ever. His angry eyes, this coldness that wasn't him killed me. I stared at him through the window but made him believe it didn't hurt me. That I didn't care. Even if it was false. Even if he had hurt me so damn much!
Sakurai Sho
I stayed paralyzed. What was that?!
"Does your mother never told you not to touch other's stuff?" A voice made me jump. I released the notebook and turned around, a hand on my heart.
"Sakurai-sensei... You've scared me." I chuckled nervously.
"Really? I wonder why..." Sakurai smirked, approaching me with a scaring smile. I moved back, my back hitting the desk.
"Sensei..."
"What do you thing about my thoughts about you?"
"I..." Sakurai put his hands on each side of me on the desk.
"Did it please you?"
"You're scaring me..." I whispered, afraid.
"I want to see your smile again..." Sakurai said, putting his hand on my cheek. I closed my eyes, shivering.
"Sensei..."
"You don't realize the effect you have on me, Jun."
"I..." I never finished my sentence, a mouth catching mine. My heart almost stopped at the sensation of his full pink lips devouring mines. Sakurai smiled when I didn't move and grabbed my nape to slip his tongue inside my mouth. I soon responded to the kiss, moaning and wrapping my arms around his neck. He was an amazing kisser.
"Jun..." Sakurai moaned and attacked my neck, his hands slipping under my shirt.
"STOP IT!!!" I pushed him away.
"Jun, I..."
"You're crazy!!! I hate you!!!" I yelled and ran away.
"Jun, wait!!" I ignored his calls, running as fast as possible.
I slammed the door of my house behind me, my heart still fluttering wildly. Tears started to roll down my cheeks as I was touching my swollen lips. Shit! Why was I reacting like that?! Did I really enjoy the kiss? No! It was impossible! I couldn't let that happen! This teacher was just crazy!! A crazy stalker, a crazy pedophile! I had to call the police!
"Calm down, Jun. Don't overreact, think." I mumbled. "What can I do?!"
"Jun, dinner is ready, dear."
"Hai!" I joined the kitchen.
"You look tired baby."
"I... Mom I don't feel well, can I stay home tomorrow?"
"Are you okay?" She asked, touching my forehead. "You're a bit hot."
"I'm well but feel exhausted."
"Okay."
****
"Jun-kun!" Sakurai stopped me while I was about to leave the classroom.
"Don't touch me!" I snapped, pushing his hand away.
"Jun, please."
"Why would I listen to you?!" I yelled. "Release me!!" I tried to push him away but he tightened his grip around my wrist.
"Look at me! Look at me and tell me you haven't felt anything when I've kissed you!" Sakurai said coldly. I looked at him with wide eyes. "Tell me, Jun. Tell me you didn't like it and I'll never approach you again."
"I..." I lowered my eyes, blushing.
"Babe. Let it go." Sakurai stroked my cheek.
"Sensei, stop please." I tried to sound cold but my voice died and with a smile, Sho caught my lips roughly. I wrapped my arms around his neck, allowing him to lift me in his arms to put me on his desk.
"Let it go, baby..." Sakurai whispered, drawing a path from my neck to my mouth with his tongue. I shivered when his hands slipped under my shirt, stroking my skin softly before moving down to unzip my trousers. I gasped when his hand grabbed my length, my hips moving up. "Like that. Let it go, let me please you." Sakurai whispered in my ear.
"Sho..."
"Yes. Let me hear your amazing voice, you're so beautiful like that Jun." Sakurai kissed me roughly, stroking me harder. I screamed, stars blurring my view as I was coming hard in his hand. "I want you baby." Sho licked his fingers and laid me down on the desk, spreading my legs.
"Make love to me." I whispered, stroking his cheek. Sakurai took his boxer off and brushed our members together.
"Sho!!!" I screamed when I felt him inside me.
"Sho!!!" I screamed, opening my eyes in shock. I looked around me. I was in my bed, sweat rolling down my skin and lowering my eyes, saw I had ejaculated in my pajamas. "Shit!" I groaned. "I hate you Sakurai Sho!" I stood up to clean my mess and collapsed on my bed, staring at the ceiling.
I was in a deep shit. Why did I dream about him touching me. It felt so real, so.... Amazing... His lips against mine, his hands on me. I couldn't accept that! I had to stop that!
When I woke up the next day, exhausted, I joined my mother in the kitchen.
"Mom?"
"Yes, dear?"
"I have something to ask you, it's important."
"Yes?" I took a deep breath and looked at her with determinate eyes.
"I want to change of school."
To be continued...
A/N: Sorry, no Ohmiya in this chapter but they will come soon xD and sorry for this cut, Jun is reacting pretty badly but he is only scared of his own feelings and of ending hurting xD See you soon for the next <3
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Sakumoto, Junba, Ohmiya
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst
Rating: R
Disclaimer: If I owned Sakumoto they would already be tied up on my bed xD
Summary: I was 18 years old the first time I met him. I was a student, he was my teacher. Our relationship was forbidden but it didn't stop us to fall in love. But what I hadn't planned was the dark part of his life that would make me feel alive and free but at the same time, would tie me up to a dangerous relationship.
A/N: Jun and Aiba are 18 years old, Sho is 30 in this story.
Chapter 2:
Sakurai stared at us with killing eyes or mostly at me. Shit, we had been very stupid for doing it here but who would have thought a teacher would enter the student's toilets when they have their personal's restrooms.
"In my office." It was only a whisper but scarier than if he had yelled. Aiba took my hand and smiled weakly, as afraid as I was. "I would have never thought you would be stupid enough to do that after what happened last time! And today is worse! Fucking at school! Are you crazy or definitely stupid?!" Sakurai snapped. We stayed silent. After all, there was nothing to say, we made a big mistake and just had to face our punishment. "I really want to exclude you right now but as I am very kind, I'll only give you a punishment. From now on, I forbid you two to be together!"
"What, sensei, no!" Aiba exclaimed.
"You can't prevent us to be together, even less after school." I said calmly.
"Maybe you prefer to deal with Terashima-san."
"It's unfair, you have no proof against us!"
"Yes but I'm your teacher and you are just students, who will he believe?"
"Bastard." I mumbled.
"What?" Sakurai raised his eyebrow.
"Do what you want with us but I won't leave Masaki because of an unfair punishment." I said firmly, taking Masaki's hand.
"Jun..." Aiba looked at me with shocked eyes. I had never protested in front of a teacher, always obeying and respecting them. I saw Sakurai's face paling.
"Alright, you've made your choice." Sakurai stoop up.
"Stop, sensei!" Aiba exclaimed.
"Masaki!"
"We won't date each other anymore. We'll just stay friends but please, don't exclude us." Aiba implored through his tears.
"Masaki, don't..."
"I don't want this, Jun. I love you but our studies are more important for the moment, we will start together again after we will have graduated." Aiba whispered in my ear.
"Okay." I nodded.
"So, we have a deal. Aiba, you will work with Yoshimoto-san for the rest of the year and Matsumoto... I'll decide later but for the moment, you'll stay in detention after class like before." Sakurai smirked. I threw him a death glare. He had won. I now hated him will all my heart.
"Come on, Ma-chan, we still can stay friends at least." I wrapped Aiba's waist.
"Be careful, I'll know if you cheat." Sakurai said. I had no doubts of that...
"Hey, don't cry Masaki, we still can be best friends like before and when we will graduate, we will restart everything." I smiled weakly.
"Hun. I'll wait with patience." Aiba nodded.
"Me too." I kissed his forehead and we both left for our homes.
After this day, I started to act colder than ever toward Sakurai. I was throwing him death glares and didn't find the exercise's answers on purpose. I knew it was annoying him but it was my revenge for his unfair and selfish punishment!
"Matsumoto, stay after the lesson!" Sakurai snapped. I ignored him but stayed. "Do you really think your little game is going to work? I won't change your punishment!"
"I don't care. Do what you want." I muttered.
"Your attitude is stupid, it will spoil your note marks."
"Why do you care about me that much? If I fail, why is it your problem?!"
"Because I care about you and I don't want you to spoil your life!" Sakurai yelled, making me jump. He really seemed honest.
"Great for you, I don't care. I hate you Sakurai-sensei." I said, looking straight in his eyes. Sadness invaded his eyes but I grabbed my bag before leaving.
"Matsumoto!!!" I ignored him and ran away.
Why did it hurt like that?! Why at the second I saw this sadness in his eyes, I wanted to hug him? I shook my head, raising my eyes toward my classroom's window. I saw Sakurai's eyes looking at me. His glance was unreadable and it was annoying me! Because I couldn't understand him nor know what he thought!
But what I hadn't expected was what will happen after this day nor never thought my life would change like that.
"Sakurai-sensei?" I called in the classroom. I had a detention but my teacher wasn't here. Weird. He was always punctual. A book on his desk made me frown and approaching, I took it. It was a notebook, like a diary.
Journal n° 1: 2 April
Today was my first day at Sakura's school and I met my new students. They look serious and calm but one of them caught my attention. His name: Jun Matsumoto. He is cute with his innocent baby face and his pouty lips. I have never had any interest in my students but he is different.
Sakurai Sho
I frowned. What was that? Was he some kind of stalker?!
Journal n°2: 5 April
Matsumoto is really different. He is pretty good in biology but I don't want him to know it and always push him to get better. Yesterday, I saw Jun with Aiba walking toward the roof and followed them. They talked about making love and Jun's answer surprised me. He is so mature and smart for his age. I love his view of the life. But I don't like how Aiba is touching him!
Sakurai Sho
Journal n°3: 6 April
Oh my God, Matsumoto likes me!!! Or at least, Aiba said he likes me and Jun just blushed, so cute!!!! I really love this shy and innocent side of him! He is perfect! I know I shouldn't think about him in this way but I can't help it, he is too cute! I want him!
Sakurai Sho
Journal n°4: 10 April
I definitely don't like this Aiba! As every day, I followed them and heard him flirting with Jun! How does he dare, Jun is mine!!!! He kissed him. This little bitch kissed my Jun!!! How did he dare?! Jun's mouth is for me and just for me. Aiba can't take his innocence! I won't let him do!
Sakurai Sho
Journal n°5: 11 April
I punished them. After seeing them kissing, I got so angry that I punished them. I gave Jun a detention and every day, he comes after class to work with me. He is so cute when he has this concentrate look on his baby face! He has long and thin fingers that give me many ideas! He is so smart and understands very quickly. Every time I smile at him, he blushes and lowered his eyes. Did I say he was cute?!!!
Sakurai Sho
Journal n°6: 14 April
I acted like an asshole... I had heard Matsumoto was spending the week end at Aiba's home and I couldn't do anything to stop him. I didn't sleep for the whole week end. And Monday, I followed them in the men's bathroom. When I heard them moaning, I understood. I understood this fucking bitch had taken my Jun's innocence! I wanted to hit him. When I caught them, I had to restrain myself not to punch Aiba. I threatened them. I saw the hurt look on Jun's face but I couldn't allow Aiba to steal me my Jun. He was mine!!! I had to separate them! Jun tried to protest, saying I could exclude them and it made me freeze. Did he really love Aiba? Did he really want to stay with him and leave me? Luckily, Aiba didn't accept.
Sakurai Sho
Journal n°7: 22 April
Jun hates me. He hasn't talk to me for one week. When he looks at me, he just throws me death glares and it hurts. I would have never expected that. That a 18 years old student would make me feel like that! I want him to talk to me! I want him to forgive my selfishness. I want him back! He ignores me and doesn't work his biology anymore, he thinks I don't know he acts like that on purpose. Shit, I've spoiled everything. Jun doesn't smile anymore and it hurts so much! I feel so sad when he doesn't have this so beautiful and amazing smile! I want to make him smile to me again and to make appear these so beautiful shades of red on his baby face. When he said that he hated me, I felt more hurt than ever. His angry eyes, this coldness that wasn't him killed me. I stared at him through the window but made him believe it didn't hurt me. That I didn't care. Even if it was false. Even if he had hurt me so damn much!
Sakurai Sho
I stayed paralyzed. What was that?!
"Does your mother never told you not to touch other's stuff?" A voice made me jump. I released the notebook and turned around, a hand on my heart.
"Sakurai-sensei... You've scared me." I chuckled nervously.
"Really? I wonder why..." Sakurai smirked, approaching me with a scaring smile. I moved back, my back hitting the desk.
"Sensei..."
"What do you thing about my thoughts about you?"
"I..." Sakurai put his hands on each side of me on the desk.
"Did it please you?"
"You're scaring me..." I whispered, afraid.
"I want to see your smile again..." Sakurai said, putting his hand on my cheek. I closed my eyes, shivering.
"Sensei..."
"You don't realize the effect you have on me, Jun."
"I..." I never finished my sentence, a mouth catching mine. My heart almost stopped at the sensation of his full pink lips devouring mines. Sakurai smiled when I didn't move and grabbed my nape to slip his tongue inside my mouth. I soon responded to the kiss, moaning and wrapping my arms around his neck. He was an amazing kisser.
"Jun..." Sakurai moaned and attacked my neck, his hands slipping under my shirt.
"STOP IT!!!" I pushed him away.
"Jun, I..."
"You're crazy!!! I hate you!!!" I yelled and ran away.
"Jun, wait!!" I ignored his calls, running as fast as possible.
I slammed the door of my house behind me, my heart still fluttering wildly. Tears started to roll down my cheeks as I was touching my swollen lips. Shit! Why was I reacting like that?! Did I really enjoy the kiss? No! It was impossible! I couldn't let that happen! This teacher was just crazy!! A crazy stalker, a crazy pedophile! I had to call the police!
"Calm down, Jun. Don't overreact, think." I mumbled. "What can I do?!"
"Jun, dinner is ready, dear."
"Hai!" I joined the kitchen.
"You look tired baby."
"I... Mom I don't feel well, can I stay home tomorrow?"
"Are you okay?" She asked, touching my forehead. "You're a bit hot."
"I'm well but feel exhausted."
"Okay."
****
"Jun-kun!" Sakurai stopped me while I was about to leave the classroom.
"Don't touch me!" I snapped, pushing his hand away.
"Jun, please."
"Why would I listen to you?!" I yelled. "Release me!!" I tried to push him away but he tightened his grip around my wrist.
"Look at me! Look at me and tell me you haven't felt anything when I've kissed you!" Sakurai said coldly. I looked at him with wide eyes. "Tell me, Jun. Tell me you didn't like it and I'll never approach you again."
"I..." I lowered my eyes, blushing.
"Babe. Let it go." Sakurai stroked my cheek.
"Sensei, stop please." I tried to sound cold but my voice died and with a smile, Sho caught my lips roughly. I wrapped my arms around his neck, allowing him to lift me in his arms to put me on his desk.
"Let it go, baby..." Sakurai whispered, drawing a path from my neck to my mouth with his tongue. I shivered when his hands slipped under my shirt, stroking my skin softly before moving down to unzip my trousers. I gasped when his hand grabbed my length, my hips moving up. "Like that. Let it go, let me please you." Sakurai whispered in my ear.
"Sho..."
"Yes. Let me hear your amazing voice, you're so beautiful like that Jun." Sakurai kissed me roughly, stroking me harder. I screamed, stars blurring my view as I was coming hard in his hand. "I want you baby." Sho licked his fingers and laid me down on the desk, spreading my legs.
"Make love to me." I whispered, stroking his cheek. Sakurai took his boxer off and brushed our members together.
"Sho!!!" I screamed when I felt him inside me.
"Sho!!!" I screamed, opening my eyes in shock. I looked around me. I was in my bed, sweat rolling down my skin and lowering my eyes, saw I had ejaculated in my pajamas. "Shit!" I groaned. "I hate you Sakurai Sho!" I stood up to clean my mess and collapsed on my bed, staring at the ceiling.
I was in a deep shit. Why did I dream about him touching me. It felt so real, so.... Amazing... His lips against mine, his hands on me. I couldn't accept that! I had to stop that!
When I woke up the next day, exhausted, I joined my mother in the kitchen.
"Mom?"
"Yes, dear?"
"I have something to ask you, it's important."
"Yes?" I took a deep breath and looked at her with determinate eyes.
"I want to change of school."
To be continued...
A/N: Sorry, no Ohmiya in this chapter but they will come soon xD and sorry for this cut, Jun is reacting pretty badly but he is only scared of his own feelings and of ending hurting xD See you soon for the next <3