Title: The way you are
Author:
MatsuAuroreBeta:
Andreja1989 thank you so much <3
Pairing: Sakuraiba, Juntoshi
Length: Short series
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst, BDSM (hint)
Rating: R (to be safe xD)
Disclaimer: Only own the plot T.T but luckily, Sho owns Aiba xD
Summary: Sho is perfect. Smart, kind, patient, handsome with a high job and will soon get married with the girl of his dreams. His life is a long and annoying straight line. But what he didn't expect was his meeting with Aiba, a mysterious and gorgeous man who will change his view of the life and will bring lots of questions about himself.
Chapter 1: The annoying Mr Perfect
Hello minna-san. I'm Sakurai Sho, 31 years old and a famous lawyer. I am dating my girlfriend for seven years and will ask her to marry me. She is perfect. Beautiful, kind, patient and she is a very good cooker. I love her and am impatient to have children with her. My life is every day the same. I wake up at 7 a.m, I eat my breakfast, have a shower and take my bento to go to my office at 9 a.m. I resolve my cases with success, have a break at 4 p.m and come back home at 8 p.m. I kiss my girlfriend, we talk while eating in a happy mood before going to bed at 10 p.m. Three times a week, I make love to her. On my day-off, I read my newspaper and work on my cases. My life is a long straight line but I like it. I like to plan everything and not to have any bad surprises. Soon, I'll ask Yuki to marry me. I'll ask the day we meet, will take her to a restaurant for a good dinner and will make my vow to stay with her forever. Everything will be perfect, as always because I planned everything.
I'll ask some advice to my best friend, Jun Matsumoto. I know Jun for... 29 years, we grew together and went to school together. Jun is a precious friend to me because he is always here and knows me more than no one else. Jun is also a lawyer. We work together. In fact, we are sharing the same office, Sakumoto&associates. I always thought it was a weird name but Jun likes it and I don't want to hurt him by changing the name of what we built together. Even if he doesn't agree with my kind of life, I love him and will even ask him to be my best man.
"Sho, my important client will arrive in five minutes, so, I don't want anybody disturb us." Jun said in a soft but serious tone.
"Of course, Jun-kun. If you need anything, tell me." I smiled kindly.
"No. It's okay."
"By the way, how is Mao-chan?" I asked.
"Sho, we weren't dating and even if she liked me, I never felt anything than a deep friendship for her." Jun rolled his eyes.
"I see, I'm sorry. Don't you have a girlfriend, then?"
"No. Sho?" Jun suddenly asked.
"Hun?"
"Can I ask you something?"
"Of course, everything you want!" I smiled widely.
"I... What do you think about gays?"
"Eh? What's this question?" I blinked, stayed silent for a while before smiling softly. "I think I don't have any problems with them. It's their personal life, they do what they want. Why?"
"Because I..." The doorbell rang, cutting Jun’s word off. "It's Ohno. I'll be in my second office."
His second office? Jun's second office was for his special cases. I think he has this office so I do not hear anything about an important case. He always uses it when Ohno comes. Maybe this sleepy man had made something very bad...
****
I finished my work earlier this day, Ohno was still with Jun and I decided not to disturb them if they were talking about important things. I said goodbye to the secretary, hearing a loud and weird noise from Jun's office. I shrugged. Maybe he had broken his vase again. It happened often recently.
"Tadaima!" I exclaimed once I entered my house.
"Oh, Okaeri dear!" Yuki kissed me softly, helping me to take off my tie.
"How was your day?"
"Good. I cleaned the house and talked with Sara-chan." Yuki grinned, taking my suit and preparing me a tea.
"I hope she is fine."
"Yes. The baby will come soon." Yuki exclaimed.
"Great."
"Sho?”
"Hun?"
"When will we have a baby?" Yuki asked in a whisper.
"I... Soon, my love but for the moment, I'm very busy with the office and I wouldn't be able to take care of a baby."
"I see. Maybe you're right, we should wait." Yuki said sadly. I frowned and wrapped her in my arms.
"Is it really important for you to have a baby now?" I whispered.
"I... Yes. But don't worry, I'll wait." She smiled but I could see the tears shining in her eyes.
"Maybe you're right and there isn't a good moment." I sighed.
"Eh?"
"Maybe we should try." I whispered. Yuki grinned happily and allowed me to lead her in our bedroom.
I woke up early the next day, Yuki sleeping on my chest. I stood up and prepared myself for the new day.
"See you tonight, honey." I kissed Yuki's forehead before leaving our house.
****
"Sho?!" I jumped when Jun called me again.
"Sorry, what were you saying?" I asked.
"I was asking if you wanted to come with me to a bar tonight?"
"I... Sorry but Yuki is alone at home."
"C'mon, Sho, you never leave your house, Yuki can stay alone for one time in her life!"
"But..."
"Your life is as bored as my last case, don't you think you should see other people than your clients and Yuki-chan?" Jun raised his eyebrows in
disbelief.
"I..." I lowered my head. I hadn't planned this outing.
"Stop wanting to plan everything, some beers won't hurt you!"
"Okay. But not too long, I'll come back home at 9 p.m."
"You really are naive." Jun smirked.
"Eh?"
"Nothing, I have an appointment." Jun sighed and left.
What did he mean?
I smiled at Ohno who bowed with his eternal sleepy face. He was cute for a man with his deep brown eyes and his chubby cheeks...
I opened my notebook and started my work seriously. At 12 p.m, I stopped to ask Jun to eat with me. I walked toward his second office and knocked before entering.
And to be honest, I had never expected what was happening in front of me. Ohno tied up on the ground and naked with Jun fucking him roughly from behind.
"Master..."
"I told you to shut up!" Jun groaned, slapping Ohno's cheek who bit his lip to restrain a whine.
I tried to leave silently but at this moment, Jun raised his beautiful face and froze.
"Master?" Ohno whimpered but blinked when our eyes met.
"I... I... Sorry, I..." I bowed and left quickly.
What the fuck?! Why was Jun fucking a man in his office and plus, a client?!
"Sorry, baby, I'll see you tonight." I saw Jun grabbing Ohno's nape to kiss him roughly.
"Yes, master." Ohno bowed before leaving.
When Jun sat down on the chair in front of me, I acted as if nothing had happened, keeping my eyes lowered on my papers.
"Sho?" Jun suddenly said, making me jump.
"Hun?"
"We should talk, don't you think?"
"I... I'm sorry, I knocked and thought you told me to come, I..."
"Stop apologizing. I should have told you the truth earlier." Jun smiled.
"The truth?" I asked, lost.
"I'm gay."
"I see." I whispered.
"And Satoshi is my slave."
"I see." I repeated.
"And I am his master."
"I see."
"Could you, please, stop repeating 'I see' whenever I tell you something!" Jun groaned.
"I... Sorry. But I don't know what to say."
"Tell me what you think."
"I... To be honest, you should have told me that earlier but...you do what you want, I'm not your mother and as you're my best friend, I'll always support you."
"Really? So, it doesn't bother you?" Jun asked with surprise.
"No. To be honest, if you could stop doing that here, I would be glad but even if you like men, I don't care and plus, Ohno seems to make you happy and it's the most important." I smiled.
"I really love him."
"I saw it and he also loves you so, good luck."
"And you aren't shocked about the BDSM part?"
"I... I don't really know what the BDSM is but if you don't hurt him and make him happy, who am I to critic you."
"Thank you, Sho." Jun grinned widely.
"And by the way, it doesn't surprise me, I always thought you were a big sadistic." I mumbled, making him chuckle.
"I'm sure you would love these kinds of things. You're the type of man who likes to dominate, at least, in bed."
"Oi, I'm not like that!" I blushed deeply but the idea made me shiver excitedly. "And Yuki would never agree with that."
"You should try men, you would like it to feel your cock in a tight ass." Jun smirked.
"Jun!!!" I blushed even more if it was possible. "I don't like men."
"How can you be sure, you never tried." Jun laughed.
"It's not like choosing your bread for your breakfast, I know I like women."
"Did you ever try to kiss a man?" Jun smiled evilly, walking toward me.
"No and I won't, don't look at me with those scary eyes." I blushed, moving back.
"You would love it. Let it go for one time in your life." Jun grabbed my nape and smacked our lips together.
I tried to push him away but Jun slipped his tongue in my mouth, making me moan. I felt him smiling and bit his tongue to slip mine in his mouth, trying
to dominate the kiss. Jun was so shocked that he let me do, pressing our bodies together before I pushed him away.
"Then?" Jun smirked.
"As I expected, I don't like it." I groaned angrily.
"So sad, you would have a lot of success with my friends." Jun smirked before leaving.
I collapsed on my chair with surprise. I lied. I did enjoy the kiss but it didn't mean I was gay. I loved Yuki and even if I would top, I couldn't see me with a man. But as Jun said, maybe it would feel amazing to be inside of a guy. I shivered excitedly, feeling my cock twitching in my pants. Fuck. Why was I thinking about sex with a man?!
****
"Sho, are you ready?" Jun asked at 8 p.m.
"I'm not coming." I muttered.
"Is it because kissing me turned you on?" Jun smirked.
"N-No! Of course not!" I exclaimed, blushing deeply.
"Then, why?"
"I'm busy."
"C'mon, Sho-chan, I know you even did your case for the next week."
"But..."
"It's not a request, it's an order! Come on!" Jun grabbed my hand before I could say anything.
We arrived in front of a club ten minutes later.
"Where is Ohno-kun?"
"I allowed him to see his best friend, so, I can spend some time with my boring best friend." Jun chuckled, avoiding my slap.
"Rakuen?" I stared at the bar's name with a frown.
"Yes. I love this club and by the way, the waiter is very cute!" Jun laughed, pushing me inside.
The Rakuen was... amazing, I guessed. It was big and clean. The walls were green and red with a large bar and a big dance floor with a DJ. There were lots of red and violet lights, showing the dancers on the middle of the club.
We sat down in front of the bar, Jun ordering two beers. "What do you think?"
"It's amazing. This place is beautiful." I smiled in front if the view.
"I also like this place, I met Toshi here."
"By the way, tell me more about him!"
"I... I met him here nine months ago. He looked so sad and cute with his beer in his hand. I talked to him and we met again the next day. He was so interesting, I couldn't stop seeing him.”
"He doesn't seem very talkative." I mumbled.
"He isn't. But just with strangers. We talked a long time about our hobbies and our works."
"What does he do?"
"He is a dancer. If you saw him making a strip tease..." Jun smiled with dreaming eyes.
"No, thanks." I groaned, making Jun laugh.
"I didn't believe at love at first sight but that day, I think it was."
"And when did you learn he was... hum... you see..." I blushed.
"In BDSM? Easy. After one month, he told me why he looked sad when we met. He was so scared at how I would react, it was so cute! His master left him for another slave after four years. It broke his heart. I told him I was in BDSM and was a master."
"How did he react?"
"He smiled. He also said fate was very interesting. After that, we kept seeing each other for six months and I asked him if he would like to be my slave. He agreed immediately." Jun chuckled.
"And how is..."
"Perfect. I wasn't really in hard BDSM but Toshi was and I adapted myself to him. Today, I wouldn't be able to be soft."
"I see... So, you hit him or..."
"It's not like you think. I'm in BDSM since I was 16 years old and it's a style of life a lot of person takes it for only violence but it's not. It needs a deep trust between the master and his slave. That's why we took our time to know each other with Toshi."
"Did you ever... cut him?"
"I see what you are talking about. Yes. Toshi has my mark. On his chest and a smaller on his nape. We agreed together for that, I never forced him."
"I know! I know you would never force or hurt someone Jun!"
"I'm glad you are thinking that. But Sho?"
"Hun?"
"Does your life really satisfy you? I know it's none of my business and I like Yuki-chan but I'm worried for you, you're my best friend..." Jun said softly.
"Thank you. But you know I like my life." I sighed.
"Why don't you try to stop planning everything and let the fate lead you?"
"You know why!" I snapped, looking away.
"Sho, it was fifteen years ago, you have to move on."
"I..." I stopped, my eyes falling on a man next to us. Jun followed my look and smirked before standing up.
"Hey, cutie, are you alone, tonight?" Jun asked with a seducing voice.
"Maybe." The man smirked.
"I'm Jun and this is my friend, Sho."
"Aiba Masaki." The man smiled widely, making my heart stop for some seconds. I had never seen a smile like that. It was like the sun during the winter, like a light in the night, like a rainbow toward the rain. Aiba was gorgeous. Taller than me, with a thin body and slight long brown hair with a piercing on his left ear.
"Nice to meet you." I whispered.
"So you two are also alone?" Aiba asked.
"I'm not but my friend is." Jun grinned.
"Eh! I'm not!" I protested weakly.
"Sho was wondering how a man as beautiful as you could be alone."
"I... Thank you... You dance?" Aiba took my hand and pulled me to the dance floor.
"So, Sho-san, what are you doing here?"
"Trying to forget." I stared at him, hypnotized. He was so beautiful when he was dancing. His thin hips were moving in a wonderful way, his full pink lips a bit wet and his shirt slight opens, showing the top if his chest.
"A beautiful man like you trying to forget?"
"Yes." I blushed.
"Maybe I could help you to forget." Aiba whispered in my ear, grabbing my belt to press our bodies together.
Yabai! What was I doing?!!!
To be continued...
A/N: So, as there isn't many Sakuraiba on LJ actually, I decided to post the fic earlier xD