Breaking chains (5/?)
Title: Breaking chains
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Sakumoto, Junba, Ohmiya
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: If I owned Sakumoto they would already be tied up on my bed xD
Summary: I was 18 years old the first time I met him. I was a student, he was my teacher. Our relationship was forbidden but it didn't stop us to fall in love. But what I hadn't planned was the dark part of his life that would make me feel alive and free but at the same time, would tie me up to a dangerous relationship.
A/N: Jun and Aiba are 18 years old, Sho is 30 in this story.
Chapter 5:
When I left the bathroom, I found Sho on the sofa, biting his nails nervously.
"Why are you so nervous?" I made him jump, Sho turning his head toward me and smiling.
"Because I don't want to lose you." I sat on his lap, wrapping my arms around his neck.
"Why would you lose me?" I chuckled.
"Because of what I am." Sho sighed.
"What do you mean?" I frowned.
"I have something about me to tell you. About the real me."
"Eh?"
"I went through lots of things when I was younger and at 20 years old, I entered a special middle."
"A special middle?"
"Hum... Maybe you will think I'm crazy and you will freak out but I have to be honest because I'm very serious with you."
"I am too." I smiled.
"I know. But sometimes, you show me a side of you that maybe would break everything..."
"I don't understand, Sho."
"Ano... I am in what you call BDSM." I whispered.
"BDSM? You?!" I exclaimed, shocked.
"You know what is it?" Sho's eyes widened.
"Hey, I'm not a kid, of course I know what it is."
"Not many people know what BDSM is."
"Ano... I kind of... Aiba showed me some BDSM videos." I blushed.
"So... You know how it works?" Sho asked softly.
"I... Kind of..." I whispered.
"I see." We stayed silent for a while, my head still on his shoulder. I would have never expected him to be in BDSM. I didn't know how to react.
"And I guess you are a master..."
"Yes."
"I see." I stood up.
"Jun..."
"I don't know what to think, Sho. I... We spent an amazing night, I... I know that I love you but you are telling me that now! Why?!" I exclaimed.
"Because I was afraid that you would reject me if I had told you earlier."
"Do you realize you went against the first rule of the BDSM?! It's based on trust and..."
"We aren't in BDSM, Jun, I haven't betrayed you!"
"But you have lied to me!" I replied.
"I know. I'm sorry. I... Jun, I have loved yesterday night, it was amazing but I can't ignore what I am. I have been more honest with you than with anyone else before. I have never fought like I have fought for you."
"Why, then?"
"Because you're different. I can't explain but there is a special link between us. I need to see you, to make you happy. I did that because you are worth it."
"I don't know Sho... I... It's not as if you just loved rough sex, BDSM is a life style not a game."
"I know that, Jun. I'm a respected master in the BDSM community. I know behind your innocence and kindness you have a strong character and I like it."
"So, why do you think I would agree to start that with you?"
"Because you can have a strong character and can be a slave. I know you more than you think. I know despite this strong side of you, you like to be led by the one you love, you like to be taken care by the person you love. You let me do yesterday, you allowed me to be rough."
"That doesn't mean I would agree to be a slave!"
"I know but I hope you would accept. I... It could be wonderful between us, Jun. I know our relationship could be stronger than no one else."
"I don't know, Sho. I... I'm not in these kinds of things. I don't want to be cut or strangled."
"We could define your limits. We don't have to be in hard."
"I don't know, Sho... I need time... I'm lost..."
"Of course."
"I think we shouldn't see each other for a while." I grabbed my shoes.
"Jun, please!" Sho implored.
"I... I'm sorry, Sho." I lowered my eyes and left.
I didn't know how to react. I was too shocked. Of course Sho had been a bit rough the last night but it didn't mean he was in BDSM because he liked rough sex. I didn't know what to do. I was young and I wasn't a dominating type but it didn't mean I wanted to be dominated. And even if I agreed, I had this part deep inside of me that wanted to lead and with time, maybe this part would grow up. I shook my head. What could I do. Even if I was dating Sho for only one week, I loved him. My heart was belonging to him since the day I had seen him entering our classroom.
The next Monday, when Sho entered our class, I kept my eyes on my book. I never raised my eyes toward him and Sho didn't ask me any questions. I avoided him for one week, suffering as much as him but I couldn't find the courage to talk to him.
"Jun, please, talk to me." Sho grabbed my hand at the end of the day.
"I..."
"Jun-kun!" Aiba called.
"Sorry, I have to go." I apologized, trying to ignore the sadness in his eyes.
"Jun?"
"Yes?"
"What's wrong, you look sad since one week." Aiba asked me while we were playing video games.
"I... I don't know..."
"You know you can tell me everything." Aiba put his joystick to look at me.
"I know but..."
"I don't know what happened and you have the right not to tell me but I'm here for you." Aiba stroked my cheek.
"Masaki..."
"I love you." Aiba kissed me. I was so shocked that I stayed paralyzed. It was soft, not rough like with Sho. I grabbed Aiba's nape to deepen the kiss, making him fall on top of me. Why was I kissing him? Why couldn't I stop him? He was soft, kind, stroking my body softly. When his hand slipped under my shirt, I froze and pushed him away.
"Sorry, I have to go." I grabbed my bag and ran away.
****
"Jun? What are you doing here?!" Sho asked me with surprise.
"Can I come in?" I asked nervously.
"Of course."
At the second I entered his apartment, I jumped in his arms.
"Hey, are you all right."
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being such a coward and making you suffer like that." I whispered.
"It's okay, I understand."
"I... I kissed Aiba." Sho froze.
"What?"
"I felt bad and he started to kiss me. I kissed him back."
"I see."
"You aren't angry?" I raised my eyes surprisingly.
"What have you felt?"
"I... It was too soft and sweet not like with you. I mean, of course I prefer your kisses because I love you but... But I also prefer the way you kiss me. I don't know if it will work but I want to try. Because it's you and no one else." Sho grinned at my words and kissed me roughly.
"Thank you."
"I'm sorry for kissing Aiba." I whispered between our lips.
"I know and I'm not angry because it made you come back to me." Sho smiled, hugging me tightly. I looked so small in his strong arms but felt so protected. "We could talk about it the next week end."
"Hun." I agreed.
"You should go home, your father will be worried." Sho kissed me a last time before I left.
I didn't know if I was taking the right decision but I knew I had to try because Sho was too important for me to give up without even trying this kind of thing.
As we hadn't talk about that yet, we spent a sweet week together. I was staying a bit more after class in his arms, talking about everything and kissing for hours. We wanted to know everything about each other. Sho's life and passions were interesting me a lot. I learned he was a pianist for the pleasure, that he liked to sing rap and was addicted to his newspaper. He loved blue and black, played football and went to Keio University. He also had one brother, Shu and a sister, Mai who were younger than him. His best friend, Satoshi, was also in BDSM with his boyfriend, Kazunari but Ohno was a slave. Sho was a disaster for cooking but loved to eat. His best friends called him 'stomach on legs' and his favorite food was soba, yakiniku and curry soba.
"And your favorite color?" Sho asked me as we were sat on his chair, my head on his sloppy shoulder (yes, he had sloppy shoulders and I loved to tease him by calling him 'Nade gatta').
"Blue. I love clothes and shopping. I love baseball, cooking and reading."
"Favorite food?"
"Ano... Soba I guess but I love Italian and French food. And my favorite fruit is mango."
"And what do you want to become later?"
"I don't really know. Studies aren't my passion. I want to be an actor but my father will never agree." I sighed sadly.
"You should try to talk to him."
"I don't even know how to tell him I'm gay..."
"He seems severe."
"Yes. I'm his only son and he puts lots of pressure on me. He is softer with my sister."
"I see. You should try the lessons with Nino, he is a great actor."
"I love his dramas and movies but I didn't know he was giving lessons."
"He doesn't but for you he will agree to give you advices."
"Thank you. You're not like my father, you understand my wishes and as you are gay, you don't think I'm abnormal."
"I've always thought your child's happiness is the most important so, whatever he wants to become, you have to help him to realize his dreams." Sho whispered, kissing my cheek.
"I wish my father would think like you." I chuckled.
"Don't give up, you'll convince him and one day, when he will accept the fact that you like men, you will introduce me as your boyfriend."
"I would love to." I sighed and kissed him hungrily.
****
I was sat on Sho's sofa when my boyfriend started to talk about this thing.
"So, as you told me, you know what BDSM consist in."
"Hun. I read lots of things about it on Internet after Aiba showed me the video."
"So, you do know that there is hard BDSM but also soft?"
"I think so."
"I'm not in hard BDSM, I kind of prefer psychology’s dominance. But we will see what you want to do and what your limits are."
"Will I have to call you with a special name?"
"Just when I'll ask you. In front of people, the rules don't apply, so, when we will be alone, I'll tell you how to call me."
"And the rules here?"
"You will cook but I guess it won't be annoying for you. I don't need you to clean, you're not my dog and I know your character, it's not for you."
"Do I have to kneel in front of you?"
"I would like to. And we need a safety word for if I go too far, you have to be able to stop me."
Ano... Chipmunk."
"Eh?" Sho laughed.
"Because you look like a chipmunk and I don't say this word during sex usually." Sho smiled proudly.
"Smart, baby. So, if I go too far, if I do something you can't handle, use this word."
"Okay."
"I'm serious, Jun. You have to be honest, to stop me. You will never disappoint me if you use this word."
"I know."
"You will come every week end except if your father forbids you. After class, we will go to your home to play."
"But my parents..."
"They won't hear, don't worry." Sho smiled evilly. I believed him. "You are forbidden to touch yourself, this body is mine." My lover stroked my chest, making me shiver. "I'm a possessive man, so, nobody has the right to touch you. Even Aiba and if you break this rule, I'll punish you. I like to play, so, we will use lots of toys but you'll have to tell me if you can bear them. I'll use blindfold, is it okay for you?"
"I don't mind blindfold. Nor to be tied up I think. But I don't think I would like to be cut or strangle."
"I don't like it too. We will play with temperature and many toys but I won't strangle you and since you are only 18 years old and are my student, I can't let visible marks on your neck but I will mark your body don't worry." Sho smirked, his hand slipping under my shirt to pinch my side. I moaned. "You will be perfect." My lover whispered, putting his lips on my neck to lick my skin.
"Sho..."
"Next time, it will be 'master', baby." Sho bit my earlobe softly.
"Hummm..."
"You will have to follow my orders even if I ask you to suck me while we are in a restaurant or at school. In bed, I'll lead everything and if I want you to do something, I'll ask you. There is another bedroom in my apartment, it will be for when you'll disobey, you'll be punished and will sleep alone."
"Okay." I nodded, trying to kiss him but Sho stopped me.
"No. Now, these kinds of things are over. It will be me who will kiss you or hug you if I want to."
"But I love to touch you."
"I know baby but you have to follow this rule."
"Will I have the right to moan?"
"Yes. Your voice is too beautiful, I want to hear you scream my name while I'll fuck you hard." I blushed deeply, uncomfortable.
"I... I'll make mistakes. I don't know if I'm good enough for that."
"I know you will make mistakes, it's normal and I also will make mistakes. But we will solve it and don't think you aren't made for this. I know you have a part in you that want to lead." I blinked, surprised. How did he know?
"Hey, I'm a master, I have to know you perfectly and to read you. I won't treat you like my pet, even if you have to obey me, I'll respect you and if you can't handle BDSM, we will talk about it." Sho wrapped me in his arms.
"Okay. I'll do my best."
"Me too. We have to build a strong trust so, tonight will be the last night where I'll make love to you. After that, we will talk a lot about what you would like to try, your hard limits and what you don't want to do. And when you will be ready, we will start." Sho pushed me on the sofa, covering my body completely.
"Can I touch you then?"
"Yes. Do what you want." Sho whispered, attacking my neck. I pushed him away and under his surprised eyes, kneeled down in front of him. My hand came to stroke his thigh to his hard member. Sho moaned when I took him, playing with the length with my fingers before swallowing it.
"Fuck, Jun!" Sho gasped. I chuckled and my tongue came to play with his tip, stroking the most sensitive part while my hand was stroking the zone between his balls.
"Gosh, baby, your mouth is amazing!"
"I want to please Sho-chan." I smiled, looking at him with horny eyes. My boyfriend moaned, rolling his eyes back and fucking my mouth roughly, his fingers in my hair. I bit his dick slightly, bringing him over the edge and making him come in my mouth.
"I love you."
"I love you too, my perfect Jun." Sho slipped his tongue in my mouth, playing as if he was fucking my mouth and tasting himself on my tongue. I moaned loudly, wrapping my legs around his waist to stick him against me. We both moaned when our hard lengths met. "I want you now." Sho took my boxer off quickly and inserted two fingers inside me.
"Sho..." I gasped. My lover prepared me quickly before entering me. I arched my head on the sofa, pushing on Sho's butt with my toes.
"Babe... You feel so good!" Sho started to thrust wildly, moaning in my mouth or against my neck when the doorbell rang. "Fuck, I won't stop." Sho groaned, keeping his rough movements.
"Sho Sakurai, I know you are here, open this door!" A voice yelled.
"Go to hell, Nino!" Sho yelled. I tightened around him to make him come faster. "Baby! Do that again!" Sho bit my lip, his thrust defying gravity and making me scream in pleasure.
"Sakurai, if you don't open this door, I'll break it and you know I can!"
"Fucking brat! Gosh, Jun! Just a bit more!" I gasped, my orgasm finally coming. "Shit!" Sho moaned, filling me hard. My boyfriend slipped out of me and we both took our clothes before Sho opened the door to show a smirking Nino.
"Does the party is already over?" The actor chuckled, looking at our red and sweating faces. I blushed even more seeing my favorite actor in front of me. Nino was very beautiful with his bratty look, his mischievous smile and this cute mole on his chin.
"What do you want brat?"
"You told me to come with Toshi to talk with Jun, did you forget?" Nino rolled his eyes and it's at this moment I saw the short man behind him.
"Hey?! Ohno-sensei?!" I exclaimed, shocked.
"Hi, Matsumoto-kun." Ohno said shyly.
"Your best friend is my art teacher?!" I looked at Sho.
"Yes." Sho chuckled, letting them enter the apartment. I was shocked. Okay, Ohno looked a bit shy and lost in his own world but I would have never guessed he was in BDSM and plus, was Nino's slave.
"Ohchan, our tea." Nino said. Ohno nodded and poured our cups with tea before sitting on Nino's lap. "Good boy." Nino patted his head.
"Thank you master."
"So, Sho. This is your new toy? He is cute." Nino smirked, looking at me.
"I'm not a toy!" I snapped.
"He has a tongue, it will be hard for you to dominate him."
"Jun isn't my toy, Kazu and you know it, stop teasing what belongs to me. And you, Jun, calm down baby." Sho hugged me from behind and pinched my nose.
"He still has a tongue, I hope for you that he knows how to use it." I blushed deeply at the allusion.
"Don't worry, he does know how to use it." Sho smirked, catching my mouth for a rough kiss.
"Okay okay, I got it, I stop but please, I don't want to throw up!" Nino growled.
"So, Ohchan could talk with Jun first." Sho chuckled.
"Yes. Teddy, you can go." Nino pecked his slave's lips who nodded.
"Come with me." Ohno told me and I followed him in the bedroom.
"Ohno-sensei, I..."
"Jun-kun, tell me the truth, does Sho is forcing you into that?" Ohno said, turning toward me. I blinked in front of his serious eyes. He didn't look like the shy man and the slave he was two minutes ago.
"What?"
"Jun, what Sho likes is... It's not something you play with... If he forces you into something you don't really want, leave him now, don't start if you can't handle it."
I stared at Ohno with shocked eyes. Yes, I didn't know if I could handle it but... Maybe he was right, maybe I should stop before it goes too far and before Sho and I could suffer too much.
To be continued...
A/N: So, it was what Sho was hidding to Jun XD Honnestly, I wasn't sure if it could be possible to write a BDSM Sakumoto but I thought it would change and be interesting as they have both two strong characters xD I don't know if many readers will like and read it but if you like, comments are <3 xD And finally, our Ohmiya will be here now xD
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Sakumoto, Junba, Ohmiya
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: If I owned Sakumoto they would already be tied up on my bed xD
Summary: I was 18 years old the first time I met him. I was a student, he was my teacher. Our relationship was forbidden but it didn't stop us to fall in love. But what I hadn't planned was the dark part of his life that would make me feel alive and free but at the same time, would tie me up to a dangerous relationship.
A/N: Jun and Aiba are 18 years old, Sho is 30 in this story.
Chapter 5:
When I left the bathroom, I found Sho on the sofa, biting his nails nervously.
"Why are you so nervous?" I made him jump, Sho turning his head toward me and smiling.
"Because I don't want to lose you." I sat on his lap, wrapping my arms around his neck.
"Why would you lose me?" I chuckled.
"Because of what I am." Sho sighed.
"What do you mean?" I frowned.
"I have something about me to tell you. About the real me."
"Eh?"
"I went through lots of things when I was younger and at 20 years old, I entered a special middle."
"A special middle?"
"Hum... Maybe you will think I'm crazy and you will freak out but I have to be honest because I'm very serious with you."
"I am too." I smiled.
"I know. But sometimes, you show me a side of you that maybe would break everything..."
"I don't understand, Sho."
"Ano... I am in what you call BDSM." I whispered.
"BDSM? You?!" I exclaimed, shocked.
"You know what is it?" Sho's eyes widened.
"Hey, I'm not a kid, of course I know what it is."
"Not many people know what BDSM is."
"Ano... I kind of... Aiba showed me some BDSM videos." I blushed.
"So... You know how it works?" Sho asked softly.
"I... Kind of..." I whispered.
"I see." We stayed silent for a while, my head still on his shoulder. I would have never expected him to be in BDSM. I didn't know how to react.
"And I guess you are a master..."
"Yes."
"I see." I stood up.
"Jun..."
"I don't know what to think, Sho. I... We spent an amazing night, I... I know that I love you but you are telling me that now! Why?!" I exclaimed.
"Because I was afraid that you would reject me if I had told you earlier."
"Do you realize you went against the first rule of the BDSM?! It's based on trust and..."
"We aren't in BDSM, Jun, I haven't betrayed you!"
"But you have lied to me!" I replied.
"I know. I'm sorry. I... Jun, I have loved yesterday night, it was amazing but I can't ignore what I am. I have been more honest with you than with anyone else before. I have never fought like I have fought for you."
"Why, then?"
"Because you're different. I can't explain but there is a special link between us. I need to see you, to make you happy. I did that because you are worth it."
"I don't know Sho... I... It's not as if you just loved rough sex, BDSM is a life style not a game."
"I know that, Jun. I'm a respected master in the BDSM community. I know behind your innocence and kindness you have a strong character and I like it."
"So, why do you think I would agree to start that with you?"
"Because you can have a strong character and can be a slave. I know you more than you think. I know despite this strong side of you, you like to be led by the one you love, you like to be taken care by the person you love. You let me do yesterday, you allowed me to be rough."
"That doesn't mean I would agree to be a slave!"
"I know but I hope you would accept. I... It could be wonderful between us, Jun. I know our relationship could be stronger than no one else."
"I don't know, Sho. I... I'm not in these kinds of things. I don't want to be cut or strangled."
"We could define your limits. We don't have to be in hard."
"I don't know, Sho... I need time... I'm lost..."
"Of course."
"I think we shouldn't see each other for a while." I grabbed my shoes.
"Jun, please!" Sho implored.
"I... I'm sorry, Sho." I lowered my eyes and left.
I didn't know how to react. I was too shocked. Of course Sho had been a bit rough the last night but it didn't mean he was in BDSM because he liked rough sex. I didn't know what to do. I was young and I wasn't a dominating type but it didn't mean I wanted to be dominated. And even if I agreed, I had this part deep inside of me that wanted to lead and with time, maybe this part would grow up. I shook my head. What could I do. Even if I was dating Sho for only one week, I loved him. My heart was belonging to him since the day I had seen him entering our classroom.
The next Monday, when Sho entered our class, I kept my eyes on my book. I never raised my eyes toward him and Sho didn't ask me any questions. I avoided him for one week, suffering as much as him but I couldn't find the courage to talk to him.
"Jun, please, talk to me." Sho grabbed my hand at the end of the day.
"I..."
"Jun-kun!" Aiba called.
"Sorry, I have to go." I apologized, trying to ignore the sadness in his eyes.
"Jun?"
"Yes?"
"What's wrong, you look sad since one week." Aiba asked me while we were playing video games.
"I... I don't know..."
"You know you can tell me everything." Aiba put his joystick to look at me.
"I know but..."
"I don't know what happened and you have the right not to tell me but I'm here for you." Aiba stroked my cheek.
"Masaki..."
"I love you." Aiba kissed me. I was so shocked that I stayed paralyzed. It was soft, not rough like with Sho. I grabbed Aiba's nape to deepen the kiss, making him fall on top of me. Why was I kissing him? Why couldn't I stop him? He was soft, kind, stroking my body softly. When his hand slipped under my shirt, I froze and pushed him away.
"Sorry, I have to go." I grabbed my bag and ran away.
****
"Jun? What are you doing here?!" Sho asked me with surprise.
"Can I come in?" I asked nervously.
"Of course."
At the second I entered his apartment, I jumped in his arms.
"Hey, are you all right."
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being such a coward and making you suffer like that." I whispered.
"It's okay, I understand."
"I... I kissed Aiba." Sho froze.
"What?"
"I felt bad and he started to kiss me. I kissed him back."
"I see."
"You aren't angry?" I raised my eyes surprisingly.
"What have you felt?"
"I... It was too soft and sweet not like with you. I mean, of course I prefer your kisses because I love you but... But I also prefer the way you kiss me. I don't know if it will work but I want to try. Because it's you and no one else." Sho grinned at my words and kissed me roughly.
"Thank you."
"I'm sorry for kissing Aiba." I whispered between our lips.
"I know and I'm not angry because it made you come back to me." Sho smiled, hugging me tightly. I looked so small in his strong arms but felt so protected. "We could talk about it the next week end."
"Hun." I agreed.
"You should go home, your father will be worried." Sho kissed me a last time before I left.
I didn't know if I was taking the right decision but I knew I had to try because Sho was too important for me to give up without even trying this kind of thing.
As we hadn't talk about that yet, we spent a sweet week together. I was staying a bit more after class in his arms, talking about everything and kissing for hours. We wanted to know everything about each other. Sho's life and passions were interesting me a lot. I learned he was a pianist for the pleasure, that he liked to sing rap and was addicted to his newspaper. He loved blue and black, played football and went to Keio University. He also had one brother, Shu and a sister, Mai who were younger than him. His best friend, Satoshi, was also in BDSM with his boyfriend, Kazunari but Ohno was a slave. Sho was a disaster for cooking but loved to eat. His best friends called him 'stomach on legs' and his favorite food was soba, yakiniku and curry soba.
"And your favorite color?" Sho asked me as we were sat on his chair, my head on his sloppy shoulder (yes, he had sloppy shoulders and I loved to tease him by calling him 'Nade gatta').
"Blue. I love clothes and shopping. I love baseball, cooking and reading."
"Favorite food?"
"Ano... Soba I guess but I love Italian and French food. And my favorite fruit is mango."
"And what do you want to become later?"
"I don't really know. Studies aren't my passion. I want to be an actor but my father will never agree." I sighed sadly.
"You should try to talk to him."
"I don't even know how to tell him I'm gay..."
"He seems severe."
"Yes. I'm his only son and he puts lots of pressure on me. He is softer with my sister."
"I see. You should try the lessons with Nino, he is a great actor."
"I love his dramas and movies but I didn't know he was giving lessons."
"He doesn't but for you he will agree to give you advices."
"Thank you. You're not like my father, you understand my wishes and as you are gay, you don't think I'm abnormal."
"I've always thought your child's happiness is the most important so, whatever he wants to become, you have to help him to realize his dreams." Sho whispered, kissing my cheek.
"I wish my father would think like you." I chuckled.
"Don't give up, you'll convince him and one day, when he will accept the fact that you like men, you will introduce me as your boyfriend."
"I would love to." I sighed and kissed him hungrily.
****
I was sat on Sho's sofa when my boyfriend started to talk about this thing.
"So, as you told me, you know what BDSM consist in."
"Hun. I read lots of things about it on Internet after Aiba showed me the video."
"So, you do know that there is hard BDSM but also soft?"
"I think so."
"I'm not in hard BDSM, I kind of prefer psychology’s dominance. But we will see what you want to do and what your limits are."
"Will I have to call you with a special name?"
"Just when I'll ask you. In front of people, the rules don't apply, so, when we will be alone, I'll tell you how to call me."
"And the rules here?"
"You will cook but I guess it won't be annoying for you. I don't need you to clean, you're not my dog and I know your character, it's not for you."
"Do I have to kneel in front of you?"
"I would like to. And we need a safety word for if I go too far, you have to be able to stop me."
Ano... Chipmunk."
"Eh?" Sho laughed.
"Because you look like a chipmunk and I don't say this word during sex usually." Sho smiled proudly.
"Smart, baby. So, if I go too far, if I do something you can't handle, use this word."
"Okay."
"I'm serious, Jun. You have to be honest, to stop me. You will never disappoint me if you use this word."
"I know."
"You will come every week end except if your father forbids you. After class, we will go to your home to play."
"But my parents..."
"They won't hear, don't worry." Sho smiled evilly. I believed him. "You are forbidden to touch yourself, this body is mine." My lover stroked my chest, making me shiver. "I'm a possessive man, so, nobody has the right to touch you. Even Aiba and if you break this rule, I'll punish you. I like to play, so, we will use lots of toys but you'll have to tell me if you can bear them. I'll use blindfold, is it okay for you?"
"I don't mind blindfold. Nor to be tied up I think. But I don't think I would like to be cut or strangle."
"I don't like it too. We will play with temperature and many toys but I won't strangle you and since you are only 18 years old and are my student, I can't let visible marks on your neck but I will mark your body don't worry." Sho smirked, his hand slipping under my shirt to pinch my side. I moaned. "You will be perfect." My lover whispered, putting his lips on my neck to lick my skin.
"Sho..."
"Next time, it will be 'master', baby." Sho bit my earlobe softly.
"Hummm..."
"You will have to follow my orders even if I ask you to suck me while we are in a restaurant or at school. In bed, I'll lead everything and if I want you to do something, I'll ask you. There is another bedroom in my apartment, it will be for when you'll disobey, you'll be punished and will sleep alone."
"Okay." I nodded, trying to kiss him but Sho stopped me.
"No. Now, these kinds of things are over. It will be me who will kiss you or hug you if I want to."
"But I love to touch you."
"I know baby but you have to follow this rule."
"Will I have the right to moan?"
"Yes. Your voice is too beautiful, I want to hear you scream my name while I'll fuck you hard." I blushed deeply, uncomfortable.
"I... I'll make mistakes. I don't know if I'm good enough for that."
"I know you will make mistakes, it's normal and I also will make mistakes. But we will solve it and don't think you aren't made for this. I know you have a part in you that want to lead." I blinked, surprised. How did he know?
"Hey, I'm a master, I have to know you perfectly and to read you. I won't treat you like my pet, even if you have to obey me, I'll respect you and if you can't handle BDSM, we will talk about it." Sho wrapped me in his arms.
"Okay. I'll do my best."
"Me too. We have to build a strong trust so, tonight will be the last night where I'll make love to you. After that, we will talk a lot about what you would like to try, your hard limits and what you don't want to do. And when you will be ready, we will start." Sho pushed me on the sofa, covering my body completely.
"Can I touch you then?"
"Yes. Do what you want." Sho whispered, attacking my neck. I pushed him away and under his surprised eyes, kneeled down in front of him. My hand came to stroke his thigh to his hard member. Sho moaned when I took him, playing with the length with my fingers before swallowing it.
"Fuck, Jun!" Sho gasped. I chuckled and my tongue came to play with his tip, stroking the most sensitive part while my hand was stroking the zone between his balls.
"Gosh, baby, your mouth is amazing!"
"I want to please Sho-chan." I smiled, looking at him with horny eyes. My boyfriend moaned, rolling his eyes back and fucking my mouth roughly, his fingers in my hair. I bit his dick slightly, bringing him over the edge and making him come in my mouth.
"I love you."
"I love you too, my perfect Jun." Sho slipped his tongue in my mouth, playing as if he was fucking my mouth and tasting himself on my tongue. I moaned loudly, wrapping my legs around his waist to stick him against me. We both moaned when our hard lengths met. "I want you now." Sho took my boxer off quickly and inserted two fingers inside me.
"Sho..." I gasped. My lover prepared me quickly before entering me. I arched my head on the sofa, pushing on Sho's butt with my toes.
"Babe... You feel so good!" Sho started to thrust wildly, moaning in my mouth or against my neck when the doorbell rang. "Fuck, I won't stop." Sho groaned, keeping his rough movements.
"Sho Sakurai, I know you are here, open this door!" A voice yelled.
"Go to hell, Nino!" Sho yelled. I tightened around him to make him come faster. "Baby! Do that again!" Sho bit my lip, his thrust defying gravity and making me scream in pleasure.
"Sakurai, if you don't open this door, I'll break it and you know I can!"
"Fucking brat! Gosh, Jun! Just a bit more!" I gasped, my orgasm finally coming. "Shit!" Sho moaned, filling me hard. My boyfriend slipped out of me and we both took our clothes before Sho opened the door to show a smirking Nino.
"Does the party is already over?" The actor chuckled, looking at our red and sweating faces. I blushed even more seeing my favorite actor in front of me. Nino was very beautiful with his bratty look, his mischievous smile and this cute mole on his chin.
"What do you want brat?"
"You told me to come with Toshi to talk with Jun, did you forget?" Nino rolled his eyes and it's at this moment I saw the short man behind him.
"Hey?! Ohno-sensei?!" I exclaimed, shocked.
"Hi, Matsumoto-kun." Ohno said shyly.
"Your best friend is my art teacher?!" I looked at Sho.
"Yes." Sho chuckled, letting them enter the apartment. I was shocked. Okay, Ohno looked a bit shy and lost in his own world but I would have never guessed he was in BDSM and plus, was Nino's slave.
"Ohchan, our tea." Nino said. Ohno nodded and poured our cups with tea before sitting on Nino's lap. "Good boy." Nino patted his head.
"Thank you master."
"So, Sho. This is your new toy? He is cute." Nino smirked, looking at me.
"I'm not a toy!" I snapped.
"He has a tongue, it will be hard for you to dominate him."
"Jun isn't my toy, Kazu and you know it, stop teasing what belongs to me. And you, Jun, calm down baby." Sho hugged me from behind and pinched my nose.
"He still has a tongue, I hope for you that he knows how to use it." I blushed deeply at the allusion.
"Don't worry, he does know how to use it." Sho smirked, catching my mouth for a rough kiss.
"Okay okay, I got it, I stop but please, I don't want to throw up!" Nino growled.
"So, Ohchan could talk with Jun first." Sho chuckled.
"Yes. Teddy, you can go." Nino pecked his slave's lips who nodded.
"Come with me." Ohno told me and I followed him in the bedroom.
"Ohno-sensei, I..."
"Jun-kun, tell me the truth, does Sho is forcing you into that?" Ohno said, turning toward me. I blinked in front of his serious eyes. He didn't look like the shy man and the slave he was two minutes ago.
"What?"
"Jun, what Sho likes is... It's not something you play with... If he forces you into something you don't really want, leave him now, don't start if you can't handle it."
I stared at Ohno with shocked eyes. Yes, I didn't know if I could handle it but... Maybe he was right, maybe I should stop before it goes too far and before Sho and I could suffer too much.
To be continued...
A/N: So, it was what Sho was hidding to Jun XD Honnestly, I wasn't sure if it could be possible to write a BDSM Sakumoto but I thought it would change and be interesting as they have both two strong characters xD I don't know if many readers will like and read it but if you like, comments are <3 xD And finally, our Ohmiya will be here now xD