The way you are (5/5)
Title: The way you are
Author: MatsuAurore
Beta: Andreja1989 <3
Pairing: Sakuraiba, Juntoshi
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst
Disclaimer: Only own the plot T.T but luckily, Sho owns Aiba xD
Summary: Sho is perfect. Smart, kind, patient, handsome with a high job and will soon get married with the girl of his dreams. His life is a long and annoying straight line. But what he didn't expect was his meeting with Aiba, a mysterious and gorgeous man who will change his view of the life and will bring lots of questions about himself.
Final chapter: I've lost myself when I've lost you
"Sakurai Sho, you really are the biggest bastard of Japan, how did you dare?!" Someone shouted, grabbing my shirt to punch me violently.
"Kazu?!" I gasped, my eyes wide open.
"You, bastard, how did you dare to do that to Ma-chan?!" Nino yelled.
"I..." I couldn't say anything, I really was a bastard.
"Didn't you have enough with what happened 15 years ago?! You wanted to destroy someone else again?!" Nino shouted.
"Kazunari, it isn't Sho's fault what happened that day." Jun patted Nino's shoulder.
"You know nothing, Jun!"
"I know what happened that day." Jun replied.
"So, you know your dear best friend was fucking him?" Nino smirked.
"What?" Jun gasped.
"I wonder what kind of fairy tale Sho told you." Nino laughed sarcastically.
"I... Sho?" Jun turned his head toward me.
"I... I'm sorry, Jun, I lied to you." I whispered.
"What?!" Jun gasped.
"See, meet Sho Sakurai the coward who has abandoned the most precious person of his life!" Nino chuckled. "It hurts, ne?"
"I... Sho... How did you dare? I..." Jun stammered.
"I'm sorry." I whispered.
"You can. After fucking Masaki and throwing him away like a shit, you can be sorry!" Nino replied coldly.
"What?! You slept with Aiba?!" Jun exclaimed, eyes wide open.
"I lost control... I... I was drunk..."
"I see in 15 years you haven't changed your excuse. So, whenever you will be drunk, you'll fuck another guy?!" Nino snapped.
"I..."
"For the fucking sake, wake up, Sho!! For one time in your life confront your parents! Where are your balls? Are you a fucking school girl?!"
"Kazu, calm down." Jun said softly.
"No I won't! This bastard made my best friend cry!" Nino shouted, his face as red as a tomato as anger overwhelmed his mind.
"You think it's easy to confront my parents?! You don't know what it is when you have to sleep in the street when you are 15 years old because you confronted them!" I yelled.
"I understand that but I can't accept the way you acted. And what is your excuse? You are old enough, you have your own job, your expensive apartment!"
"I'm afraid..." I whispered.
"When will you face your family?! It's what you are Sho, you can't lie to others and to yourself all your life. You can't play the perfect lawyer!"
"I..." I looked at Nino. He was staring at me with determination in his eyes.
"Change your life, Sho. Stop lying and be happy. He wanted you to be happy." Nino said softly.
"Thank you." I nodded, stood up and left my office.
"What the fuck?" Jun finally said.
"I hope he will realize what he has done." Nino sighed.
****
"Sho, what are you doing here at this hour?" Yuki asked when I opened the door roughly.
"I have something important to tell you." I said.
"What?"
"It's over."
"Eh? What do you mean?!" Yuki chocked.
"I'm tired of all the lies. Playing the perfect boyfriend and the perfect relationship." I explained.
"Excuse me?"
"It's over. I don't care if my parents disown me. I don't want to spoil my life anymore. It's over. I'm here to pack my stuff and when you'll find another apartment, I'll sell this one." I said, packing my clothes.
"Wait, Sho. Is it a joke? It's not funny, I love you!" Yuki grabbed my arm but I pushed her away.
"No. You have never loved me. You love my money and my status. You love to play the perfect girlfriend with your friends but you don't love me!" I snapped. "I'm sorry. But I can't lie anymore."
"No, Sho. I love you and you love me, we can see a specialist, we can..."
"I'M GAY FOR THE FUCKING SAKE!" I yelled, making her freeze. "I love men. I don't like women, I tried to change during all these years but I'm what I am, it's not a shame to love men."
"You're disgusting!" Yuki snapped.
"If you loved me you wouldn't insult me like that." I replied, closing my bag.
"You can't leave me!"
"Yes I can and it's what I am doing."
"You can't leave me, Sho. I'm pregnant!" Yuki smiled evilly.
"You really think I'm an idiot." I laughed.
"What do you mean?" Yuki frowned.
"You can't get pregnant, I've seen your analysis's results. Yamamoto-sensei told you that you can't have children." I whispered. Yuki paled, tears filling her eyes.
"I..."
"What were you planning? How did you want to lie to me? I know it's hard for you not being able to hold children and if we were in love we would have adopted."
"I... You will regret your choice, Sho!" Yuki snapped.
"It's the best thing I've ever made in my life." I said softly before leaving.
I had never felt as good as now. Now, I had to fight for Aiba. I was hoping he would forgive me and my stupidity.
"Irasshaimase!"
"Hello, Masaki." Aiba froze when he saw me. He looked so tired with the big dark shadows under his eyes and his messy hair.
"What do you want?" Aiba muttered.
"I've broken up with Yuki." I explained, approaching him. I tried to take his hand but Aiba moved back.
"I don't care."
"Can I explain? I know I've acted like an asshole but I had some reasons..."
"It doesn't concern me anymore." Aiba replied, walking toward a customer to give him his coffee.
"Masaki, please, let me explain!" I implored.
"I don't need your lame excuses. I don't need a coward who doesn't face his feelings or who he is."
"Please!"
"Alright, you have 5 minutes." Aiba sat, waiting.
"When I was 15 years old I fell in love with my new classmate. At the beginning, I didn't accept it but one day we kissed and we made love together in our school." I started.
"I don't understand... It's normal for a teenager to..."
"My classmate was a boy." I cut him off.
"Eh?" Aiba gasped.
"Yes. I was gay. I only loved men."
"What happened then?"
"We dated for six months but one day, while we were making love, my father came back earlier and found us. He hit me so hard that I almost fainted. I was trying to explain I loved Shouta but my father forbade me to see him again and as I refused he threw me away. I had nothing to survive and had to surrender. My parents asked me to break up with my boyfriend but in fact they did it in front of his whole family and our friends, they made me humiliate him, it was horrible. At school, they started to bully him and I couldn't do anything. Five months later, his parents found him in his bedroom. He had taken lots of pills."
"Oh my god..." Aiba whispered.
"I live with this guilt since this day. That's why I gave up into my parent's wishes and built this perfect image of myself."
"You acted like an asshole, abandoning the boy who loved you and allowing these bastards to abuse him." Aiba snapped.
"I know but I was afraid, my father is severe and cruel... I have no excuses for my behavior but believe me, I've never stopped to cry every night since that day. I am a coward but you made me understand I was wrong. Now, I'm ready to confront my parents."
"It doesn't change anything." Aiba lowered his head and walked away.
"I love you." I said, making him freeze.
"What?" Aiba turned his head with shock in his eyes.
"I love you Aiba Masaki. I can yell it in the whole café if you don't believe me and reject me."
"It's not funny Sho." Aiba muttered even if deep inside, his heart was fluttering. Smirking, I took his hand and climbed on a seat.
"Sumimasen. I'm Sakurai Sho. I'm 31 years old and a lawyer. But I'm mostly the biggest idiot and coward of Japan because I didn't tell this wonderful man I had fallen in love with him at first sight."
"Sho, stop that, people are looking..." Aiba protested with red cheeks as everybody was staring at us.
"Let me finish." I cut him off. "The first time I've seen you in this night club, I understood you would change my life. I couldn't take my eyes off you and your amazing smile. Talking with you is so interesting and you are the sexiest and kindest man I've ever met. I've acted like an asshole with you but I don't want to let you go. I love you Aiba Masaki and I won't leave this café before you forgive the idiot I am." I said loudly in front of the whole café.
"Why are you doing that?" Aiba whispered, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Because I love you. And one day, a beautiful man has asked me if I had ever done something crazy in my life." I grinned, leaving the seat.
"Idiot." Aiba mumbled, wrapping his arms around my neck to kiss me.
"I'm sorry." I whispered between our lips.
"I love you too." Aiba smiled through his tears.
I was about to kiss him but a cough stopped me. Everybody was looking at us, we had completely forgotten them as we were in our own world. Some people were smiling kindly, some looked disgusted.
"I'm sorry but your lovely bartender has to take a break."
"Eh? What?!" Aiba gasped.
"I'm kidnapping him, so, goodbye. Enjoy your drink and thank you for coming." I chuckled and pushed Aiba toward the stairs.
"But..."
"I've asked Kazu to replace you." I whispered. "Now, be a good boy and let me fuck you so hard you won't be able to sit for a week."
Aiba chuckled, grabbed my tie and smacked our lips together. When we reached the door of his apartment, I pushed him inside and Masaki took my hand to lead me in his bedroom. I almost ripped his clothes, kissing and licking every part of his soft skin before my lover pushed my hand away to take my belt off and unbutton my shirt.
"Enjoying the view?" I smirked when I caught him staring at my chest while licking his lips.
"Oh yes." Aiba chuckled, taking off my jeans before kneeling down, his tongue licking my chest to my groin. "Sho-chan junior is very impatient." I groaned when his wonderful mouth swallowed my hard member, my hands grabbing his hair to lead the blowjob.
"Shit! Masaki, your mouth is... Ahhh..." I gasped, moving my hips to dive further inside the warm cavern. When he felt I was on the edge, Aiba pulled away to come back to my lips. I lifted him in my arms to stick him against the wall, devouring his neck hungrily, biting his beautiful birthmark before entering him without any preparations, stealing him a painful gasp.
"Sorry." I moaned.
"It's ok-ay..." I waited for him to be ready and started to move, fucking him roughly against the wall.
"The bed..." Aiba protested.
"I have bett-er." I pulled away and led him in front of the big mirror on the wall. "Now, look at how hot you are when I fuck you and don't ever forget you belong to me!" I smirked, kissed his neck and roughly entered him again. Aiba screamed in pleasure, his nails scratching the desk in front of him. "Look at us!" I groaned. Masaki opened his eyes with difficulty, making me gulp when I saw the lust in his look, sweat rolling down his skin.
"Sho..."
"You're so sexy like that, so mine!" I thrusted harder, grabbing his hips and pushing on his back to make him lay his chest on the desk and fuck him properly from behind.
"I... Sho... I'm coming." Aiba panted, his heart beating furiously.
"Come for me, baby." I whispered in his ear, pumping his length quickly. My lover arched his hips against me, sticking our bodies and coming in my hand with a loud moan of pleasure while I was following him, stars blurring my view.
Nino was right, since Shouta's death, I wasn't myself. I was acting, playing the perfect son with the perfect life. But it wasn't what I was. Was I a bad person for loving men? Was it the biggest shame of the world to love guys?
We collapsed on the bed, out of breath and sweating but happy.
"Sho?"
"Hun?"
"You said you gave up and left Shouta when your father threw you out of the house but even if you don't live with them, he will maybe disown you..."
"Yes but I don't care anymore. Nino and Jun were right, I'm living in a fake reality and for my parent's wishes. I will end miserable if I keep obeying like a good boy." I said softly.
"So, you won't leave me if your father doesn't agree?"
"No. Never, you're mine." I hugged him tightly against me, kissing these amazing full lips hungrily.
****
As I had decided to change my life, I called my parents the next day to come home. I wanted them to meet Masaki and accept the fact I was gay and in love with this man despite what they wanted for me. I would never give up again and live for the others and not for myself.
"I feel as if I was going to my process." Aiba muttered when I rang.
"Everything will be all right, don't worry, I'm here."
"I know. I'm also here if it turns bad."
"Thank you."
"Sho, okaeri!" My mother exclaimed when she opened the door.
"Tadaima." We followed her inside and sat on the sofa.
"Sho-chan, welcome home." I stood up when my father entered the living room with a smile.
"Hello, dad."
"Who is this man and why did you want to come so quickly?"
"I wanted you to meet my boyfriend, Aiba Masaki." I said, taking my lover's hand. My father's face paled and my mother's lost its colors.
"Are you serious?! Is it again your teenager's crisis to defy me?!" My father yelled.
"No. Dad, I told you 15 years ago that I was gay. I love men, why is it so complicated for you to understand and accept this fact?!" I replied and gasped when my father slapped me.
"I will never accept this disgusting thing! You are a Sakurai, you have to marry a good girl and have children! Yuki-san is perfect and you will marry her!"
"I'm not 15 years old anymore, I have a great job, an apartment and I won't leave Masaki!" I shouted.
"Then, I'll disown you."
"Do what you want, I don't care! You've lost me the day Shouta died because of you!"
"How do you dare?!"
"And you? How do you dare leading my life?! You destroyed me and because of your nastiness and egoism, Shouta died!"
"It was you who chose!"
"Because I had nothing when you threw me out of our house! I regret everyday my choice! I regret because I followed you wishes and if I had stayed with Shouta, I would have been happy, even with nothing."
"So, you won't change your mind this time?" My father asked coldly.
"No." I replied, defying his look and tightening my grip around Masaki's hand.
"You're not my son anymore."
"Shouta!!" My mother protested.
"Alright. Maybe I'm not a Sakurai anymore but I'm going to have better. I'm going to live happy with the person I love. Goodbye dad." I stated and left the living room with Aiba.
"Thank you, Sho-chan." Aiba said when we entered his apartment.
"What for?"
"For standing up for me."
"I also did it for myself. I won't be ashamed of what I am anymore and will decide what I want, even if it means not to ever see my family again." I smiled.
"I'm happy I've met you." Aiba wrapped my neck with his arms to peck my lips.
"Me too. Thank you for making me change."
"It was my pleasure." Aiba chuckled.
"Now, I want to experiment other things."
"Eh?" Aiba raised his eyebrows with surprise.
"Hun. You said you love BDSM. I'm not a master as I don't know these kinds of things but I can learn." I smirked, pinching his ass.
"You want to... to try BDSM?"
"Maybe we could try some SM stuff for the moment." I chuckled.
"I would love to." Aiba whispered, lust shining in his doe-like eyes.
"And for the BDSM part, I will ask Jun to teach me what he knows."
"He is a master?"
"Hun. And a good one."
"I'm impatient to see what you can do."
"Me too." I smirked, smacking our mouths together roughly.
"I'm sure you will make a very good master."
"And you an amazing slave, baby." I whispered, laying him down on the bed.
Owari xD
A/N: Ahhh it's over xD I'm not used to short series, it's too quick, I prefer when it's longer xD At the beginning, this fic was longer but as some readers don't like BDSM, I decided to cut it here before my brain writes pervert things xD I missed Sakuraiba a lot, so, it was nice to write a new series, and I liked to write it from Aiba's point of view in the chapter 2 xD
As I've already said, I'm currently writing a new Sakuraiba that will be longer; I'm finishing the chapter 2 but still don't have any tittle O.o It's horrible, I can't choose a tittle for this fic, it's annoying for me xDDD So I hope you've liked this short story and a big kiss for reading it ^.^ comments are always <3 and see you soon for a new Sakuraiba ^^
Author: MatsuAurore
Beta: Andreja1989 <3
Pairing: Sakuraiba, Juntoshi
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst
Disclaimer: Only own the plot T.T but luckily, Sho owns Aiba xD
Summary: Sho is perfect. Smart, kind, patient, handsome with a high job and will soon get married with the girl of his dreams. His life is a long and annoying straight line. But what he didn't expect was his meeting with Aiba, a mysterious and gorgeous man who will change his view of the life and will bring lots of questions about himself.
Final chapter: I've lost myself when I've lost you
"Sakurai Sho, you really are the biggest bastard of Japan, how did you dare?!" Someone shouted, grabbing my shirt to punch me violently.
"Kazu?!" I gasped, my eyes wide open.
"You, bastard, how did you dare to do that to Ma-chan?!" Nino yelled.
"I..." I couldn't say anything, I really was a bastard.
"Didn't you have enough with what happened 15 years ago?! You wanted to destroy someone else again?!" Nino shouted.
"Kazunari, it isn't Sho's fault what happened that day." Jun patted Nino's shoulder.
"You know nothing, Jun!"
"I know what happened that day." Jun replied.
"So, you know your dear best friend was fucking him?" Nino smirked.
"What?" Jun gasped.
"I wonder what kind of fairy tale Sho told you." Nino laughed sarcastically.
"I... Sho?" Jun turned his head toward me.
"I... I'm sorry, Jun, I lied to you." I whispered.
"What?!" Jun gasped.
"See, meet Sho Sakurai the coward who has abandoned the most precious person of his life!" Nino chuckled. "It hurts, ne?"
"I... Sho... How did you dare? I..." Jun stammered.
"I'm sorry." I whispered.
"You can. After fucking Masaki and throwing him away like a shit, you can be sorry!" Nino replied coldly.
"What?! You slept with Aiba?!" Jun exclaimed, eyes wide open.
"I lost control... I... I was drunk..."
"I see in 15 years you haven't changed your excuse. So, whenever you will be drunk, you'll fuck another guy?!" Nino snapped.
"I..."
"For the fucking sake, wake up, Sho!! For one time in your life confront your parents! Where are your balls? Are you a fucking school girl?!"
"Kazu, calm down." Jun said softly.
"No I won't! This bastard made my best friend cry!" Nino shouted, his face as red as a tomato as anger overwhelmed his mind.
"You think it's easy to confront my parents?! You don't know what it is when you have to sleep in the street when you are 15 years old because you confronted them!" I yelled.
"I understand that but I can't accept the way you acted. And what is your excuse? You are old enough, you have your own job, your expensive apartment!"
"I'm afraid..." I whispered.
"When will you face your family?! It's what you are Sho, you can't lie to others and to yourself all your life. You can't play the perfect lawyer!"
"I..." I looked at Nino. He was staring at me with determination in his eyes.
"Change your life, Sho. Stop lying and be happy. He wanted you to be happy." Nino said softly.
"Thank you." I nodded, stood up and left my office.
"What the fuck?" Jun finally said.
"I hope he will realize what he has done." Nino sighed.
****
"Sho, what are you doing here at this hour?" Yuki asked when I opened the door roughly.
"I have something important to tell you." I said.
"What?"
"It's over."
"Eh? What do you mean?!" Yuki chocked.
"I'm tired of all the lies. Playing the perfect boyfriend and the perfect relationship." I explained.
"Excuse me?"
"It's over. I don't care if my parents disown me. I don't want to spoil my life anymore. It's over. I'm here to pack my stuff and when you'll find another apartment, I'll sell this one." I said, packing my clothes.
"Wait, Sho. Is it a joke? It's not funny, I love you!" Yuki grabbed my arm but I pushed her away.
"No. You have never loved me. You love my money and my status. You love to play the perfect girlfriend with your friends but you don't love me!" I snapped. "I'm sorry. But I can't lie anymore."
"No, Sho. I love you and you love me, we can see a specialist, we can..."
"I'M GAY FOR THE FUCKING SAKE!" I yelled, making her freeze. "I love men. I don't like women, I tried to change during all these years but I'm what I am, it's not a shame to love men."
"You're disgusting!" Yuki snapped.
"If you loved me you wouldn't insult me like that." I replied, closing my bag.
"You can't leave me!"
"Yes I can and it's what I am doing."
"You can't leave me, Sho. I'm pregnant!" Yuki smiled evilly.
"You really think I'm an idiot." I laughed.
"What do you mean?" Yuki frowned.
"You can't get pregnant, I've seen your analysis's results. Yamamoto-sensei told you that you can't have children." I whispered. Yuki paled, tears filling her eyes.
"I..."
"What were you planning? How did you want to lie to me? I know it's hard for you not being able to hold children and if we were in love we would have adopted."
"I... You will regret your choice, Sho!" Yuki snapped.
"It's the best thing I've ever made in my life." I said softly before leaving.
I had never felt as good as now. Now, I had to fight for Aiba. I was hoping he would forgive me and my stupidity.
"Irasshaimase!"
"Hello, Masaki." Aiba froze when he saw me. He looked so tired with the big dark shadows under his eyes and his messy hair.
"What do you want?" Aiba muttered.
"I've broken up with Yuki." I explained, approaching him. I tried to take his hand but Aiba moved back.
"I don't care."
"Can I explain? I know I've acted like an asshole but I had some reasons..."
"It doesn't concern me anymore." Aiba replied, walking toward a customer to give him his coffee.
"Masaki, please, let me explain!" I implored.
"I don't need your lame excuses. I don't need a coward who doesn't face his feelings or who he is."
"Please!"
"Alright, you have 5 minutes." Aiba sat, waiting.
"When I was 15 years old I fell in love with my new classmate. At the beginning, I didn't accept it but one day we kissed and we made love together in our school." I started.
"I don't understand... It's normal for a teenager to..."
"My classmate was a boy." I cut him off.
"Eh?" Aiba gasped.
"Yes. I was gay. I only loved men."
"What happened then?"
"We dated for six months but one day, while we were making love, my father came back earlier and found us. He hit me so hard that I almost fainted. I was trying to explain I loved Shouta but my father forbade me to see him again and as I refused he threw me away. I had nothing to survive and had to surrender. My parents asked me to break up with my boyfriend but in fact they did it in front of his whole family and our friends, they made me humiliate him, it was horrible. At school, they started to bully him and I couldn't do anything. Five months later, his parents found him in his bedroom. He had taken lots of pills."
"Oh my god..." Aiba whispered.
"I live with this guilt since this day. That's why I gave up into my parent's wishes and built this perfect image of myself."
"You acted like an asshole, abandoning the boy who loved you and allowing these bastards to abuse him." Aiba snapped.
"I know but I was afraid, my father is severe and cruel... I have no excuses for my behavior but believe me, I've never stopped to cry every night since that day. I am a coward but you made me understand I was wrong. Now, I'm ready to confront my parents."
"It doesn't change anything." Aiba lowered his head and walked away.
"I love you." I said, making him freeze.
"What?" Aiba turned his head with shock in his eyes.
"I love you Aiba Masaki. I can yell it in the whole café if you don't believe me and reject me."
"It's not funny Sho." Aiba muttered even if deep inside, his heart was fluttering. Smirking, I took his hand and climbed on a seat.
"Sumimasen. I'm Sakurai Sho. I'm 31 years old and a lawyer. But I'm mostly the biggest idiot and coward of Japan because I didn't tell this wonderful man I had fallen in love with him at first sight."
"Sho, stop that, people are looking..." Aiba protested with red cheeks as everybody was staring at us.
"Let me finish." I cut him off. "The first time I've seen you in this night club, I understood you would change my life. I couldn't take my eyes off you and your amazing smile. Talking with you is so interesting and you are the sexiest and kindest man I've ever met. I've acted like an asshole with you but I don't want to let you go. I love you Aiba Masaki and I won't leave this café before you forgive the idiot I am." I said loudly in front of the whole café.
"Why are you doing that?" Aiba whispered, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Because I love you. And one day, a beautiful man has asked me if I had ever done something crazy in my life." I grinned, leaving the seat.
"Idiot." Aiba mumbled, wrapping his arms around my neck to kiss me.
"I'm sorry." I whispered between our lips.
"I love you too." Aiba smiled through his tears.
I was about to kiss him but a cough stopped me. Everybody was looking at us, we had completely forgotten them as we were in our own world. Some people were smiling kindly, some looked disgusted.
"I'm sorry but your lovely bartender has to take a break."
"Eh? What?!" Aiba gasped.
"I'm kidnapping him, so, goodbye. Enjoy your drink and thank you for coming." I chuckled and pushed Aiba toward the stairs.
"But..."
"I've asked Kazu to replace you." I whispered. "Now, be a good boy and let me fuck you so hard you won't be able to sit for a week."
Aiba chuckled, grabbed my tie and smacked our lips together. When we reached the door of his apartment, I pushed him inside and Masaki took my hand to lead me in his bedroom. I almost ripped his clothes, kissing and licking every part of his soft skin before my lover pushed my hand away to take my belt off and unbutton my shirt.
"Enjoying the view?" I smirked when I caught him staring at my chest while licking his lips.
"Oh yes." Aiba chuckled, taking off my jeans before kneeling down, his tongue licking my chest to my groin. "Sho-chan junior is very impatient." I groaned when his wonderful mouth swallowed my hard member, my hands grabbing his hair to lead the blowjob.
"Shit! Masaki, your mouth is... Ahhh..." I gasped, moving my hips to dive further inside the warm cavern. When he felt I was on the edge, Aiba pulled away to come back to my lips. I lifted him in my arms to stick him against the wall, devouring his neck hungrily, biting his beautiful birthmark before entering him without any preparations, stealing him a painful gasp.
"Sorry." I moaned.
"It's ok-ay..." I waited for him to be ready and started to move, fucking him roughly against the wall.
"The bed..." Aiba protested.
"I have bett-er." I pulled away and led him in front of the big mirror on the wall. "Now, look at how hot you are when I fuck you and don't ever forget you belong to me!" I smirked, kissed his neck and roughly entered him again. Aiba screamed in pleasure, his nails scratching the desk in front of him. "Look at us!" I groaned. Masaki opened his eyes with difficulty, making me gulp when I saw the lust in his look, sweat rolling down his skin.
"Sho..."
"You're so sexy like that, so mine!" I thrusted harder, grabbing his hips and pushing on his back to make him lay his chest on the desk and fuck him properly from behind.
"I... Sho... I'm coming." Aiba panted, his heart beating furiously.
"Come for me, baby." I whispered in his ear, pumping his length quickly. My lover arched his hips against me, sticking our bodies and coming in my hand with a loud moan of pleasure while I was following him, stars blurring my view.
Nino was right, since Shouta's death, I wasn't myself. I was acting, playing the perfect son with the perfect life. But it wasn't what I was. Was I a bad person for loving men? Was it the biggest shame of the world to love guys?
We collapsed on the bed, out of breath and sweating but happy.
"Sho?"
"Hun?"
"You said you gave up and left Shouta when your father threw you out of the house but even if you don't live with them, he will maybe disown you..."
"Yes but I don't care anymore. Nino and Jun were right, I'm living in a fake reality and for my parent's wishes. I will end miserable if I keep obeying like a good boy." I said softly.
"So, you won't leave me if your father doesn't agree?"
"No. Never, you're mine." I hugged him tightly against me, kissing these amazing full lips hungrily.
****
As I had decided to change my life, I called my parents the next day to come home. I wanted them to meet Masaki and accept the fact I was gay and in love with this man despite what they wanted for me. I would never give up again and live for the others and not for myself.
"I feel as if I was going to my process." Aiba muttered when I rang.
"Everything will be all right, don't worry, I'm here."
"I know. I'm also here if it turns bad."
"Thank you."
"Sho, okaeri!" My mother exclaimed when she opened the door.
"Tadaima." We followed her inside and sat on the sofa.
"Sho-chan, welcome home." I stood up when my father entered the living room with a smile.
"Hello, dad."
"Who is this man and why did you want to come so quickly?"
"I wanted you to meet my boyfriend, Aiba Masaki." I said, taking my lover's hand. My father's face paled and my mother's lost its colors.
"Are you serious?! Is it again your teenager's crisis to defy me?!" My father yelled.
"No. Dad, I told you 15 years ago that I was gay. I love men, why is it so complicated for you to understand and accept this fact?!" I replied and gasped when my father slapped me.
"I will never accept this disgusting thing! You are a Sakurai, you have to marry a good girl and have children! Yuki-san is perfect and you will marry her!"
"I'm not 15 years old anymore, I have a great job, an apartment and I won't leave Masaki!" I shouted.
"Then, I'll disown you."
"Do what you want, I don't care! You've lost me the day Shouta died because of you!"
"How do you dare?!"
"And you? How do you dare leading my life?! You destroyed me and because of your nastiness and egoism, Shouta died!"
"It was you who chose!"
"Because I had nothing when you threw me out of our house! I regret everyday my choice! I regret because I followed you wishes and if I had stayed with Shouta, I would have been happy, even with nothing."
"So, you won't change your mind this time?" My father asked coldly.
"No." I replied, defying his look and tightening my grip around Masaki's hand.
"You're not my son anymore."
"Shouta!!" My mother protested.
"Alright. Maybe I'm not a Sakurai anymore but I'm going to have better. I'm going to live happy with the person I love. Goodbye dad." I stated and left the living room with Aiba.
"Thank you, Sho-chan." Aiba said when we entered his apartment.
"What for?"
"For standing up for me."
"I also did it for myself. I won't be ashamed of what I am anymore and will decide what I want, even if it means not to ever see my family again." I smiled.
"I'm happy I've met you." Aiba wrapped my neck with his arms to peck my lips.
"Me too. Thank you for making me change."
"It was my pleasure." Aiba chuckled.
"Now, I want to experiment other things."
"Eh?" Aiba raised his eyebrows with surprise.
"Hun. You said you love BDSM. I'm not a master as I don't know these kinds of things but I can learn." I smirked, pinching his ass.
"You want to... to try BDSM?"
"Maybe we could try some SM stuff for the moment." I chuckled.
"I would love to." Aiba whispered, lust shining in his doe-like eyes.
"And for the BDSM part, I will ask Jun to teach me what he knows."
"He is a master?"
"Hun. And a good one."
"I'm impatient to see what you can do."
"Me too." I smirked, smacking our mouths together roughly.
"I'm sure you will make a very good master."
"And you an amazing slave, baby." I whispered, laying him down on the bed.
Owari xD
A/N: Ahhh it's over xD I'm not used to short series, it's too quick, I prefer when it's longer xD At the beginning, this fic was longer but as some readers don't like BDSM, I decided to cut it here before my brain writes pervert things xD I missed Sakuraiba a lot, so, it was nice to write a new series, and I liked to write it from Aiba's point of view in the chapter 2 xD
As I've already said, I'm currently writing a new Sakuraiba that will be longer; I'm finishing the chapter 2 but still don't have any tittle O.o It's horrible, I can't choose a tittle for this fic, it's annoying for me xDDD So I hope you've liked this short story and a big kiss for reading it ^.^ comments are always <3 and see you soon for a new Sakuraiba ^^