Breaking chains (7/?)
Title: Breaking chains
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Sakumoto, Ohmiya,Junba
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst, BDSM
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: If I owned Sakumoto they would already be tied up on my bed xD
Summary: I was 18 years old the first time I met him. I was a student, he was my teacher. Our relationship was forbidden but it didn't stop us to fall in love. But what I hadn't planned was the dark part of his life that would make me feel alive and free but at the same time, would tie me up to a dangerous relationship.
A/N: Jun and Aiba are 18 years old, Sho is 30 in this story.
Chapter 7:
I stared at Ohno for a while. He looked so serious and older like that.
"Jun-kun?" I blinked, realizing he was waiting for my answer.
"No. I love him. I would have never thought he was doing this but he didn't force me, I agreed." Ohno sighed in relief.
"I knew it but I wanted to be sure. So, have you talked about the rules?"
"Yes. Safety word, what my limits are, what he will do to me. I don't know if it will work but I love him and I want to try." I said firmly.
"That's great, Sho was alone for a too long time, I'm glad he has found you." Ohno smiled.
"You're not angry? He is my teacher and older than me..."
"No. Because Sho is an amazing person, he will never hurt you and will do everything to make you happy. 12 years isn't a so big difference. He is your teacher but you could have met him in another place and it would have been the same result. I don't judge you, you love him and it's the more important."
"Thank you sensei." I grinned.
"You can call me Ohchan when we aren't at school, Sho is like my brother, so you are a member of my family."
"Thank you, Ohchan. But... I would have never guessed you to be a slave."
"I'm a DoM. I like pain and to be led. Kazu gives me everything I need. He treasures me more than no one else and never does something I don't want." There was so much love in Ohno's look at this moment that tears filled my eyes.
"But have you ever used the safety word?"
"Yes. Twice. Almost every couple in BDSM has used this word once. Even if your master knows you well, he will one day try something you won't be able to handle, we are human, we make mistakes, it's not a shame."
"How did he react?"
"Kazu stopped immediately and apologized. We didn't continue the session and just ended up hugging each other for the night. Don't be scared to use this word. Don't be afraid to disappoint him because he will be if you force yourself."
"Okay."
"Tell him what you feel, he won't punish you if you have doubts and fears, you will talk and work together to solve everything."
"You know a lot about this."
"I'm Kazu's slave for ten years now." My eyes widened. So long time!
"But Nino seems to have a lot of love shining in his eyes when he looks at you."
"BDSM doesn't prevent love. Your master will sometimes tell you that he loves you, this kind of life is based on a deep trust and love when you do the things right. I'm lucky because Kazu and I love each other like the first time."
"I hope we will be the same than you in ten years."
"I hope too." Ohno patted my shoulder.
"Thank you for everything, Ohchan."
"You're welcome." Ohno kissed my forehead. At this moment, the door opened showing Nino and Sho.
"Satoshi!!!" Ohno froze and pulled away, afraid.
"I'm sorry, master I didn't mean..." Nino slapped his cheek roughly, making me gasp.
"He didn't do anything wrong, Nino-san, he..."
"Jun! Shut up!" Sho cut me off with a death glare.
"Home, now! I will decide of your punishment there!" Nino snapped.
"Yes, master." Ohno lowered his eyes and left the bedroom.
"I'll come back next week, Sho."
"Yes." Nino grabbed Ohno's arm and led him outside.
"Sho, I..."
"If we had started, I would have also punished you." Sho said coldly.
"I'm sorry, Ohchan wanted to be kind." I lowered my eyes.
"Nobody is allowed to touch you." Sho whispered, hugging me tightly.
"I'm sorry." I said against his chest.
"Don't do that again, please." Sho cupped my face to look in my eyes. He was so beautiful like that. I was diving in his deep piercing eyes that made me feel protected. "I love you."
"Me too." I smiled and closed my eyes when I felt his lips on mine.
"Tomorrow will be fun." Sho smirked when we collapsed on the bed after a long sex session.
"Yes."
"You will never disappoint me, Jun, don't be afraid." I smiled and nodded, burying my face in his neck.
****
I woke up before Sho and decided to prepare his breakfast. I was humming when I heard Sho entering the kitchen. Excitation started to invade me. I didn't know how to act, but I smiled at him.
"Good morning, Jun."
"Good morning...."
"You can call me Sho, baby." Sho stroked my cheek and pecked my lips.
"Sorry."
"You did nothing wrong. I'm happy, you have already made the breakfast, you learn quickly."
"Thank you."
"Come here." Sho showed me his lap where I sat. We ate in silence, sometimes Sho making me taste his food.
"Can I ask you something?" I asked shyly.
"Well, you've already asked but go on." Sho chuckled.
"Ano... Are we going to have sex today?" I blushed deeply.
"Yes. I want to taste your limits, what you can handle and what you can't." Sho smiled.
"Okay." I just said, waiting for his orders. I didn't like this part of the new rules. Not being able to speak freely and act like I wanted. Now, I wanted to hug Sho, to kiss him, to tell him that I loved him but I couldn't because he hadn't given me the right to act the way I wanted to.
"Come with me." Sho took my hand and led me in his bedroom where there was a box. "We will start with simple things, to test what you like. Take your clothes off and lay on the bed." I nodded and followed his orders while he was looking in the box. My lover grabbed a blindfold, handcuffs and candles. I gulped in front of the view. "I'm going to tie you up and blind you. Then, we will play and test your sensitivity with different temperatures. Don't worry, the candles are made for this kind of game. If you don't handle it, tell me the safety word and I'll stop immediately." I nodded and raised my head to let him put the blindfold on my eyes. Sho tied me up to the bed and I heard him moving next to me, preparing the candles. I was shivering. From excitation and also nervousness. As I couldn't see anything, I was concentrating on any noises, feeling every part of my body, my hairs standing up because of my shivers.
"Are you ready?" I nodded shyly. "You can talk, Jun."
"I'm ready."
"Alright. You can moan, you can scream but you can't move or I'll stop everything and will punish you. Stay still."
"Yes."
"Good boy." Sho started to kiss my neck to calm me down, sucking my sensitive parts softly before moving toward my right nipple. "I love this mole next to your nipple." Sho sucked my nipple, his tongue playing with the numb before biting it. I moaned, enjoying the way he was eating me as if I was an ice cream. My master drew a path to my navel, inserting his tongue in the little hole as if he was fucking it. I wanted to move, to press our bodies together but I knew I couldn't because the torture of the punishment would be worse than now. Suddenly, I screamed a little, feeling a burn on my hips. Sho had started to use the candle. It didn't hurt that much in fact, it was exciting, awaking my whole body quickly.
"Are you okay?" Sho asked worriedly.
"Yes." I gasped. I could feel him smiling before he poured some wax next to my nipple this time.
"Ahhh!" I whined, trying not to move.
"Do you like it?" I nodded enthusiastically.
"Good boy." Sho rewarded me with a kiss. He was altering between wax, licks, kisses and strokes, driving me insane. My body was burning like a fire but in pleasure with this so slow torture. "You are doing it so perfectly, Jun. Feel it, feel these new sensations. You don't need to see me, concentrate on what you feel." If he knew how much I wanted to move and make him take me. "Now, lower." Some wax touched my thigh, sending shivers right into my member that should now be as straight as the Eiffel tower. I was moaning endlessly, sinking my nails in my own palms. A loud scream left my throat when Sho poured some wax on my member, I moved back a bit.
"Don't be afraid, Jun. Tell me if it's too much."
"Sorry... I was surprised." I stammered.
"It's okay, it's our first time." Sho kissed my length before swallowing it. I screamed at the wonderful sensation. It felt so damn good after the burn to be taken like this. I used all my strength and will not to thrust in Sho's amazing mouth while this sadist was sucking me as if there was no tomorrow and as if my cock was the best candy of the world.
"Don't come! If you come..." I understood the meaning and it helped me to hold on. The wax came back next to my navel before I jumped, something very cold touching my skin. Sho was using ice now.
"Your nipples are very erected." Sho chuckled. Playing with the ice cube, my lover drew on my chest with it, the mix between coldness and hotness sending me in another world. "You are just absolutely beautiful like that, Jun!" Two wet fingers entered my hole roughly, thrusting deeply and finding my weak spot. Fuck, I had to think about something else if I didn't want to come in the next second. "I can't wait to be inside you!" I moaned in pleasure, Sho adding to more fingers roughly. It was as if there was a firework in my stomach and as if I had to contain it. I whimpered when the fingers left me and something bigger was entering me.
"Ahhh!"
"Scream for me, baby!" Sho started to thrust roughly, raising my legs on his shoulders and eating my neck hungrily.
"Sho!!!" I screamed, losing my mind slowly but surely. My body was burning, tears rolling down my cheeks because the pleasure was just too much. I wanted to come and as I hadn't the right to, I was losing my mind, trying to think about random things like the weather of the week or the next biology exam.
"You feel so good like that Jun. Tying up, offering me your body! Shit, you're so perfect! Come for me my Jun!"
"I love you!" I screamed and released, without being touched. My lover kept moving roughly before reaching his orgasm, filling me hard with a guttural scream.
"Amazing!" Sho panted, collapsing next to me. "Are you okay, baby?" Sho asked, realizing I was silent. I didn't respond, tears leaving my covered eyes. "Jun!!" Sho took the blindfold off with the handcuffs and gasped, seeing my tears. "I told you to say if it was too much! Did I hurt you, Jun?" Sho panicked.
"No."
"Why are you crying?"
"I... It was amazing..." I whispered.
"Baby." Sho smiled softly and wrapped me in his arms. "I know it's new for you but don't scare me like that."
"I'm sorry. I'm not used to this kind of things." I shivered.
"So, you liked it?"
"Yes. It was incredible, I've loved it."
"I'm glad. It was pretty good. Now, sleep baby because you have school tomorrow."
"What time is it?"
"11.30 p.m."
"Eh?!" I exclaimed.
"I have played with you during 3 hours before fucking you."
"I thought it was more but I believed it was because of the slow torture." I said in disbelief.
"No, it was real. 3 hours is not that much, one day, I will show you what a long torture is. 7 hours is my record."
"Eh?!" Oh no, I didn't want to be in the same state for 7 hours.
"Don't worry, you're not ready for the moment." Sho chuckled in front of my fear.
"Good night, master." I smiled.
"It sounds so perfect when you call me like that. Good night, baby." Sho sucked my skin next to my nipple. "I love that mole, so, I wanted to mark you here." Sho smirked. I chuckled and fell asleep quickly, knowing I had made the good choice by accepting this relationship.
If I had known how wrong I was...
The next day, I never stopped blushing every time my eyes were meeting Sho's. I was thinking about the things he did to me the last night and big shades of red were growing on my cheeks. It had been really amazing. I had never had a so powerful orgasm before; not at the point of crying because of the amount of pleasure. 3 hours of foreplay's. 3 hours of torture and pleasure. I understood now why Sho wasn't interested in hard BDSM. Because he preferred psychological torture that was more painful than cutting your skin. He was a big sadist but with your mind. Crazy teacher! He was insane but so amazing. I felt my pants tightening and realized these thoughts gave me a big problem.
"Sensei, can I go to the toilets?" I asked.
"Yes." Sho didn't look at me and I left the classroom quickly not to let them see my hard cock. I entered the restroom and slipped my hand in my boxer, trying to be as quick as possible.
"Sho..." I moaned, closing my eyes as I was pumping myself hard and fast.
"Did you really think I wouldn't notice that?!" A voice made me jump and scream. Sho was in the restroom, staring at me with furious eyes. I stopped, moving back.
"I'm sorry, I couldn't stay like that in front of everybody..."
"Shut up!!" Sho grabbed my hair, making me gasp before throwing me on the ground.
"I'm sorry..." I sobbed.
"Shut up, I've said! You're lucky that I have a lesson but you'll be punished this afternoon."
"I have my art lesson..."
"You won't go. I'll make you regret for disobeying to me!"
"But Sho..."
"Sensei!" Sho slapped my crying face. "I don't care about your lame excuses, this afternoon, you come home with me, understand?!"
"Yes."
"Alright, now, classroom." Sho left the toilets.
I kept crying, my body shivering in fear. I knew I had made something wrong but it was just... I wasn't used to be treated like this. When I entered the classroom, Sho didn't pay any attention to me and it was the worst. I preferred him to look at me with angry eyes than to be ignored. The day was long, very long and at the last lesson for me, I left the building and climbed in Sho's car. He didn't talk to me, keeping his eyes on the road. Did he hate me? Did his love for me was fading away? Was he going to leave me? I looked at the landscape not to let him see my tears. I followed him inside his apartment, my head lowered and fell on my knees, waiting for his punishment. I jumped when a hand raised my chin and I saw Sho looking at me intensively.
"Do you understand why I am so angry?" I nodded shyly. "You can talk."
"I understand." I whispered.
"Will you do it again?"
"No!" I exclaimed, shaking my head.
"Alright, come with me." Sho sat on the sofa, switching the TV on. I stared at him stupidly, not understanding what was going on. "I have already punished you, Jun." Sho chuckled, patting his lap.
"What?" I sat on his lap, letting him wrap his arms around me.
"You don't understand? I think I've already punished you by ignoring you and making you think I was going to punish you hard."
"It was pretty hard." I mumbled.
"I know. I know you perfectly, Jun and I knew it would be the best punishment but next time, I won't be so kind, so, don't be used to."
"I thought you hated me." I sobbed.
"It was the goal. You are pretty sensitive, Jun and I played with it."
"I thought you were going to leave me." I kept crying.
"Hey, it's over. I will never leave you, you're too precious for me."
"I'm so sorry for disobeying."
"It's okay. I've punished you and now, we forget this mistake." Sho hugged me tightly.
"I want to stay with you tonight."
"Me too but you have to go home."
"I know. See you tomorrow?" I asked shyly.
"Of course." Sho cupped my face to kiss me roughly before I grabbed my bag and left.
Yes, he was right. This punishment had been the worst. More horrible than being tying up to a bed and being torturing for 7 hours. He really made me believe I was nothing. He really scared me. I knew I wouldn't disobey again but was I ready to bear this kind of torture again?
I didn't know if all that was something I could handle, even for Sho.
To be continued...
AN: It's been a while since the last chapter xD I don't know if someone is still reading this fic xD Jun is really full of doubts xD As always, comments are <3
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Sakumoto, Ohmiya,Junba
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst, BDSM
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: If I owned Sakumoto they would already be tied up on my bed xD
Summary: I was 18 years old the first time I met him. I was a student, he was my teacher. Our relationship was forbidden but it didn't stop us to fall in love. But what I hadn't planned was the dark part of his life that would make me feel alive and free but at the same time, would tie me up to a dangerous relationship.
A/N: Jun and Aiba are 18 years old, Sho is 30 in this story.
Chapter 7:
I stared at Ohno for a while. He looked so serious and older like that.
"Jun-kun?" I blinked, realizing he was waiting for my answer.
"No. I love him. I would have never thought he was doing this but he didn't force me, I agreed." Ohno sighed in relief.
"I knew it but I wanted to be sure. So, have you talked about the rules?"
"Yes. Safety word, what my limits are, what he will do to me. I don't know if it will work but I love him and I want to try." I said firmly.
"That's great, Sho was alone for a too long time, I'm glad he has found you." Ohno smiled.
"You're not angry? He is my teacher and older than me..."
"No. Because Sho is an amazing person, he will never hurt you and will do everything to make you happy. 12 years isn't a so big difference. He is your teacher but you could have met him in another place and it would have been the same result. I don't judge you, you love him and it's the more important."
"Thank you sensei." I grinned.
"You can call me Ohchan when we aren't at school, Sho is like my brother, so you are a member of my family."
"Thank you, Ohchan. But... I would have never guessed you to be a slave."
"I'm a DoM. I like pain and to be led. Kazu gives me everything I need. He treasures me more than no one else and never does something I don't want." There was so much love in Ohno's look at this moment that tears filled my eyes.
"But have you ever used the safety word?"
"Yes. Twice. Almost every couple in BDSM has used this word once. Even if your master knows you well, he will one day try something you won't be able to handle, we are human, we make mistakes, it's not a shame."
"How did he react?"
"Kazu stopped immediately and apologized. We didn't continue the session and just ended up hugging each other for the night. Don't be scared to use this word. Don't be afraid to disappoint him because he will be if you force yourself."
"Okay."
"Tell him what you feel, he won't punish you if you have doubts and fears, you will talk and work together to solve everything."
"You know a lot about this."
"I'm Kazu's slave for ten years now." My eyes widened. So long time!
"But Nino seems to have a lot of love shining in his eyes when he looks at you."
"BDSM doesn't prevent love. Your master will sometimes tell you that he loves you, this kind of life is based on a deep trust and love when you do the things right. I'm lucky because Kazu and I love each other like the first time."
"I hope we will be the same than you in ten years."
"I hope too." Ohno patted my shoulder.
"Thank you for everything, Ohchan."
"You're welcome." Ohno kissed my forehead. At this moment, the door opened showing Nino and Sho.
"Satoshi!!!" Ohno froze and pulled away, afraid.
"I'm sorry, master I didn't mean..." Nino slapped his cheek roughly, making me gasp.
"He didn't do anything wrong, Nino-san, he..."
"Jun! Shut up!" Sho cut me off with a death glare.
"Home, now! I will decide of your punishment there!" Nino snapped.
"Yes, master." Ohno lowered his eyes and left the bedroom.
"I'll come back next week, Sho."
"Yes." Nino grabbed Ohno's arm and led him outside.
"Sho, I..."
"If we had started, I would have also punished you." Sho said coldly.
"I'm sorry, Ohchan wanted to be kind." I lowered my eyes.
"Nobody is allowed to touch you." Sho whispered, hugging me tightly.
"I'm sorry." I said against his chest.
"Don't do that again, please." Sho cupped my face to look in my eyes. He was so beautiful like that. I was diving in his deep piercing eyes that made me feel protected. "I love you."
"Me too." I smiled and closed my eyes when I felt his lips on mine.
"Tomorrow will be fun." Sho smirked when we collapsed on the bed after a long sex session.
"Yes."
"You will never disappoint me, Jun, don't be afraid." I smiled and nodded, burying my face in his neck.
****
I woke up before Sho and decided to prepare his breakfast. I was humming when I heard Sho entering the kitchen. Excitation started to invade me. I didn't know how to act, but I smiled at him.
"Good morning, Jun."
"Good morning...."
"You can call me Sho, baby." Sho stroked my cheek and pecked my lips.
"Sorry."
"You did nothing wrong. I'm happy, you have already made the breakfast, you learn quickly."
"Thank you."
"Come here." Sho showed me his lap where I sat. We ate in silence, sometimes Sho making me taste his food.
"Can I ask you something?" I asked shyly.
"Well, you've already asked but go on." Sho chuckled.
"Ano... Are we going to have sex today?" I blushed deeply.
"Yes. I want to taste your limits, what you can handle and what you can't." Sho smiled.
"Okay." I just said, waiting for his orders. I didn't like this part of the new rules. Not being able to speak freely and act like I wanted. Now, I wanted to hug Sho, to kiss him, to tell him that I loved him but I couldn't because he hadn't given me the right to act the way I wanted to.
"Come with me." Sho took my hand and led me in his bedroom where there was a box. "We will start with simple things, to test what you like. Take your clothes off and lay on the bed." I nodded and followed his orders while he was looking in the box. My lover grabbed a blindfold, handcuffs and candles. I gulped in front of the view. "I'm going to tie you up and blind you. Then, we will play and test your sensitivity with different temperatures. Don't worry, the candles are made for this kind of game. If you don't handle it, tell me the safety word and I'll stop immediately." I nodded and raised my head to let him put the blindfold on my eyes. Sho tied me up to the bed and I heard him moving next to me, preparing the candles. I was shivering. From excitation and also nervousness. As I couldn't see anything, I was concentrating on any noises, feeling every part of my body, my hairs standing up because of my shivers.
"Are you ready?" I nodded shyly. "You can talk, Jun."
"I'm ready."
"Alright. You can moan, you can scream but you can't move or I'll stop everything and will punish you. Stay still."
"Yes."
"Good boy." Sho started to kiss my neck to calm me down, sucking my sensitive parts softly before moving toward my right nipple. "I love this mole next to your nipple." Sho sucked my nipple, his tongue playing with the numb before biting it. I moaned, enjoying the way he was eating me as if I was an ice cream. My master drew a path to my navel, inserting his tongue in the little hole as if he was fucking it. I wanted to move, to press our bodies together but I knew I couldn't because the torture of the punishment would be worse than now. Suddenly, I screamed a little, feeling a burn on my hips. Sho had started to use the candle. It didn't hurt that much in fact, it was exciting, awaking my whole body quickly.
"Are you okay?" Sho asked worriedly.
"Yes." I gasped. I could feel him smiling before he poured some wax next to my nipple this time.
"Ahhh!" I whined, trying not to move.
"Do you like it?" I nodded enthusiastically.
"Good boy." Sho rewarded me with a kiss. He was altering between wax, licks, kisses and strokes, driving me insane. My body was burning like a fire but in pleasure with this so slow torture. "You are doing it so perfectly, Jun. Feel it, feel these new sensations. You don't need to see me, concentrate on what you feel." If he knew how much I wanted to move and make him take me. "Now, lower." Some wax touched my thigh, sending shivers right into my member that should now be as straight as the Eiffel tower. I was moaning endlessly, sinking my nails in my own palms. A loud scream left my throat when Sho poured some wax on my member, I moved back a bit.
"Don't be afraid, Jun. Tell me if it's too much."
"Sorry... I was surprised." I stammered.
"It's okay, it's our first time." Sho kissed my length before swallowing it. I screamed at the wonderful sensation. It felt so damn good after the burn to be taken like this. I used all my strength and will not to thrust in Sho's amazing mouth while this sadist was sucking me as if there was no tomorrow and as if my cock was the best candy of the world.
"Don't come! If you come..." I understood the meaning and it helped me to hold on. The wax came back next to my navel before I jumped, something very cold touching my skin. Sho was using ice now.
"Your nipples are very erected." Sho chuckled. Playing with the ice cube, my lover drew on my chest with it, the mix between coldness and hotness sending me in another world. "You are just absolutely beautiful like that, Jun!" Two wet fingers entered my hole roughly, thrusting deeply and finding my weak spot. Fuck, I had to think about something else if I didn't want to come in the next second. "I can't wait to be inside you!" I moaned in pleasure, Sho adding to more fingers roughly. It was as if there was a firework in my stomach and as if I had to contain it. I whimpered when the fingers left me and something bigger was entering me.
"Ahhh!"
"Scream for me, baby!" Sho started to thrust roughly, raising my legs on his shoulders and eating my neck hungrily.
"Sho!!!" I screamed, losing my mind slowly but surely. My body was burning, tears rolling down my cheeks because the pleasure was just too much. I wanted to come and as I hadn't the right to, I was losing my mind, trying to think about random things like the weather of the week or the next biology exam.
"You feel so good like that Jun. Tying up, offering me your body! Shit, you're so perfect! Come for me my Jun!"
"I love you!" I screamed and released, without being touched. My lover kept moving roughly before reaching his orgasm, filling me hard with a guttural scream.
"Amazing!" Sho panted, collapsing next to me. "Are you okay, baby?" Sho asked, realizing I was silent. I didn't respond, tears leaving my covered eyes. "Jun!!" Sho took the blindfold off with the handcuffs and gasped, seeing my tears. "I told you to say if it was too much! Did I hurt you, Jun?" Sho panicked.
"No."
"Why are you crying?"
"I... It was amazing..." I whispered.
"Baby." Sho smiled softly and wrapped me in his arms. "I know it's new for you but don't scare me like that."
"I'm sorry. I'm not used to this kind of things." I shivered.
"So, you liked it?"
"Yes. It was incredible, I've loved it."
"I'm glad. It was pretty good. Now, sleep baby because you have school tomorrow."
"What time is it?"
"11.30 p.m."
"Eh?!" I exclaimed.
"I have played with you during 3 hours before fucking you."
"I thought it was more but I believed it was because of the slow torture." I said in disbelief.
"No, it was real. 3 hours is not that much, one day, I will show you what a long torture is. 7 hours is my record."
"Eh?!" Oh no, I didn't want to be in the same state for 7 hours.
"Don't worry, you're not ready for the moment." Sho chuckled in front of my fear.
"Good night, master." I smiled.
"It sounds so perfect when you call me like that. Good night, baby." Sho sucked my skin next to my nipple. "I love that mole, so, I wanted to mark you here." Sho smirked. I chuckled and fell asleep quickly, knowing I had made the good choice by accepting this relationship.
If I had known how wrong I was...
The next day, I never stopped blushing every time my eyes were meeting Sho's. I was thinking about the things he did to me the last night and big shades of red were growing on my cheeks. It had been really amazing. I had never had a so powerful orgasm before; not at the point of crying because of the amount of pleasure. 3 hours of foreplay's. 3 hours of torture and pleasure. I understood now why Sho wasn't interested in hard BDSM. Because he preferred psychological torture that was more painful than cutting your skin. He was a big sadist but with your mind. Crazy teacher! He was insane but so amazing. I felt my pants tightening and realized these thoughts gave me a big problem.
"Sensei, can I go to the toilets?" I asked.
"Yes." Sho didn't look at me and I left the classroom quickly not to let them see my hard cock. I entered the restroom and slipped my hand in my boxer, trying to be as quick as possible.
"Sho..." I moaned, closing my eyes as I was pumping myself hard and fast.
"Did you really think I wouldn't notice that?!" A voice made me jump and scream. Sho was in the restroom, staring at me with furious eyes. I stopped, moving back.
"I'm sorry, I couldn't stay like that in front of everybody..."
"Shut up!!" Sho grabbed my hair, making me gasp before throwing me on the ground.
"I'm sorry..." I sobbed.
"Shut up, I've said! You're lucky that I have a lesson but you'll be punished this afternoon."
"I have my art lesson..."
"You won't go. I'll make you regret for disobeying to me!"
"But Sho..."
"Sensei!" Sho slapped my crying face. "I don't care about your lame excuses, this afternoon, you come home with me, understand?!"
"Yes."
"Alright, now, classroom." Sho left the toilets.
I kept crying, my body shivering in fear. I knew I had made something wrong but it was just... I wasn't used to be treated like this. When I entered the classroom, Sho didn't pay any attention to me and it was the worst. I preferred him to look at me with angry eyes than to be ignored. The day was long, very long and at the last lesson for me, I left the building and climbed in Sho's car. He didn't talk to me, keeping his eyes on the road. Did he hate me? Did his love for me was fading away? Was he going to leave me? I looked at the landscape not to let him see my tears. I followed him inside his apartment, my head lowered and fell on my knees, waiting for his punishment. I jumped when a hand raised my chin and I saw Sho looking at me intensively.
"Do you understand why I am so angry?" I nodded shyly. "You can talk."
"I understand." I whispered.
"Will you do it again?"
"No!" I exclaimed, shaking my head.
"Alright, come with me." Sho sat on the sofa, switching the TV on. I stared at him stupidly, not understanding what was going on. "I have already punished you, Jun." Sho chuckled, patting his lap.
"What?" I sat on his lap, letting him wrap his arms around me.
"You don't understand? I think I've already punished you by ignoring you and making you think I was going to punish you hard."
"It was pretty hard." I mumbled.
"I know. I know you perfectly, Jun and I knew it would be the best punishment but next time, I won't be so kind, so, don't be used to."
"I thought you hated me." I sobbed.
"It was the goal. You are pretty sensitive, Jun and I played with it."
"I thought you were going to leave me." I kept crying.
"Hey, it's over. I will never leave you, you're too precious for me."
"I'm so sorry for disobeying."
"It's okay. I've punished you and now, we forget this mistake." Sho hugged me tightly.
"I want to stay with you tonight."
"Me too but you have to go home."
"I know. See you tomorrow?" I asked shyly.
"Of course." Sho cupped my face to kiss me roughly before I grabbed my bag and left.
Yes, he was right. This punishment had been the worst. More horrible than being tying up to a bed and being torturing for 7 hours. He really made me believe I was nothing. He really scared me. I knew I wouldn't disobey again but was I ready to bear this kind of torture again?
I didn't know if all that was something I could handle, even for Sho.
To be continued...
AN: It's been a while since the last chapter xD I don't know if someone is still reading this fic xD Jun is really full of doubts xD As always, comments are <3