Breaking chains (9/?)

Apr 04, 2014 15:19

Title: Breaking chains
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Sakumoto, Ohmiya, Junba
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst, BDSM
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: If I owned Sakumoto they would already be tied up on my bed xD
Summary: I was 18 years old the first time I met him. I was a student, he was my teacher. Our relationship was forbidden but it didn't stop us to fall in love. But what I hadn't planned was the dark part of his life that would make me feel alive and free but at the same time, would tie me up to a dangerous relationship.

A/N: Jun and Aiba are 18 years old, Sho is 30 in this story.


Chapter 9:

I was wondering what Sho planned with this lusty mysterious smile he made.

"Jun-chan, you teacher is gone, go to bed." My mother said when I entered the kitchen.
"Eh?" Gone. Was he serious? I thought he was preparing something. I wanted him. I needed him. He was the only person able to make me feel better when I felt sad. "Okay."
"Don't be angry with your father, he just wants the best for you."
"No. He wants the best for his family name and is ready to make me feel miserable for the rest of my life." I snapped.
"I'll always be on your side, Jun. I'm not against the fact you want to be an actor but dear, it's a very difficult work. Are you sure?"
"Yes. I'll do everything I can to become an actor even if the way is long and hard, it's my dream and my goal."
"Okay. I'll try to talk to your father. As long as you are happy, I don't care about our family name. My son's happiness is the most important in my eyes."
"Thank you mom." I hugged her tightly.
"You have changed. You are more mature and determinate. I'm proud of you."
"It's because of my new friends, I'm growing up." I chuckled.
"Jun, I have a question." She suddenly asked carefully.
"Hun?"
"I know you are gay and I think I accept it completely now but..."
"But?"
"You should be careful with Sakurai-san." I blinked, not expecting that. She knew?! She had guessed the truth?! "Dear, you are my son and I know you more than yourself." She smiled in front of my shocked eyes.
"You aren't disgusted? You don't forbid me not to see him again?"
"No. I guessed everything when we ate together. Sakurai is looking at you with those eyes."
"Those eyes?"
"These eyes you have when the whole world is turning around the person you love." I blushed. Does Sho was looking at me like that? Was I so important for him?
"But why..."
"He is your teacher and older than you."
"Almost 12 years it's not that big." I muttered.
"No, it's not. But you are only 17 years old, you'll be 18 in three months but it doesn't change the fact you are in a very important phase of your life. If you were 25 years old and him 37, I wouldn't mind because you would be old enough. But you are only a teenager, Jun, you are discovering life and experimenting new things." I blushed deeply when I thought about my first time. "He is older and more mature and I don't want he hurts you, Jun. I don't want he leaves you for someone older or even does something you don't agree with. I just want you happy and safe."
"You're the best mother in the world." I hugged her tightly. "But don't worry, I'm okay. Sho loves me and I love him deeply. If one day he was leaving me, it would hurt me but I wouldn't regret anything because he made me discover the meaning of loving and being loved. I feel happier since I'm dating him. He is stubborn, annoying, pervert and crazy but so easy to love. I don't think with him, I'm myself, I can bear everything because he makes me happy. He made me discover lots of things and I feel important when I'm in his arms. Even if tomorrow he left me, I wouldn't regret anything because he made me feel like a precious person." I smiled.
"You really love him, ne?" My mother smiled kindly, stroking my cheek.
"Yes. More than anything. I know I'm young and he is my first serious relationship but I hope it will be forever with him." Why was I changing in a sappy school girl?
"Alright. If he makes you happy. But tell him I'll kill him if he makes you suffer." My mother warned, making me laugh.
"I will."
"Good night, baby." She kissed my cheek but stopped. "No, sorry. You're not a baby anymore, you've grown up so quickly, I'm proud of you."
"Mom?"
"Yes?" She turned around when I called her.
"I don't mind being your baby." I smiled.
"I'm glad to hear that. Good night baby and don't forget to feed the cat." She grinned.
"Yes, good night mum."

I sighed in relief. She supported me. She accepted my choices and what I was. And the most important, she accepted Sho. There was still the problem of my father but at least, I had my mother by my side. A little knock on the window made me jump and I blinked, seeing Sho with an idiot smile. I rolled my eyes in despair, he really was stupid sometimes.

"What are you doing here, I thought you were gone?" I asked softly not to wake my parents up.
"Your parents thought I was gone." Sho smirked, grabbing my nape to kiss me roughly.
"Sho..." I moaned.
"Thank you for what you told her." Sho whispered.
"You listened?!" I gasped, blushing deeply.
"Of course. It was the first time someone was saying these kinds of words about me." Sho hugged me tightly, burying his face in my neck.
"I meant it."
"I know. And what your mother said about me looking at you like the most important thing in the world is true." Sho muttered. I knew he was making an effort to tell me that, he wasn't very comfortable when it came to talk about his feelings.
"Sho?" I asked after a while, my boyfriend still hugging me tightly.
"Hun?"
"I want you." I blushed deeply when my hard length brushed his leg, making him chuckle.
"Alright. Tonight will be a bit different. Take your clothes off." I looked at the kitchen around us.
"Here?"
"Do you have something to tell about this?" Sho replied.
"No." I started to take my clothes off, Sho undressing himself too and taking his bag. What did he have planned this time?
"Your hands." Sho ordered. I held him out my hands and allowed him to tie my wrists up. My lover turned me around to make me face the counter of the kitchen. "I'm going to blindfold you, are you okay with that?"
"Yes." Sho slapped my butt cheek, making me moan.
"Yes, who?"
"Yes, master."
"Alright. Stay still, baby." Everything around suddenly turned dark as Sho was tying the blindfold around my head. I loved when he did that because everything was amplified. My senses were relying on my ears and all Sho's caresses or thrusts became more amazing.
"You're so beautiful like that, Jun. I want to eat you." Sho whispered, biting my shoulder. I gasped. Shit, I loved when he did that. "Be quiet baby or I'll have to gag you." Sho pinched my side.
"Sorry."

Sho chuckled and started to stroke my body, his hand traveling from my chest to the inside of my thigh. I moaned softly, trying not to move. A sudden slap on my butt made me whine a bit louder. Ok. He wanted to spank me. Shit, how will I be able to stay silent with that?

"Everything is based on your will, baby." My will?! Fuck my will, I wanted to scream and come now!
"Sho... I...want you inside me." I implored.
"Not yet, babe." Sho smirked, slapping my butt roughly before kissing and stroking it. The feeling was amazing, a mix between pain and pleasure, it felt wonderful. "Look at you, you're already dripping." My lover chuckled, stroking my hard and wet cock.
"Ahhh..." I gasped.
"Look how good you are." Sho put his fingers in my mouth. It was weird. Hot, salty and bitter at the same time.
"Master, please!" I implored.
"So eager today." Sho smirked. "I have to prepare you first. Isn't it exciting? Me fucking you roughly while your parents are upstairs in their bedroom?" Shit, yes, it was fucking exciting but I didn't care about preparations, I wanted him now!! But I couldn't impose my wish, I had to wait and try not to become crazy. I moaned, feeling three fingers inside me. Sho seemed as impatient as I was if he prepared me so quickly.
"Fuck!" Sho bit my neck when his length invaded me. I bit my tied hands to stop my screams.
"Sho..." I whined. Sho chuckled and wrapping his arm around my waist, started to thrust roughly. I was gasping and moaning, Sho sometimes stealing my lips to gag our moans even though, our position didn't help us to kiss.
"Baby... If you knew what you do to me..." Sho panted against my ear. My butt could at least feel what I did to him. My head fell on the counter, pressing my forehead against the cold surface. My nails scratched the counter, trying to find a grip while Sho was moving hard and fast inside me, gasping softly at every thrust, his hand moving from my chest to my neck to wrap it a bit. I suddenly felt a hand taking my length and pumping it wildly.
"Come for me, baby." I moaned and Sho smacked our mouths to gag our screams, filling me while I was releasing in his hand. Sho's head collapsed on my back. I could feel his chest moving up and down quickly while I was trying to find my breathe.
"Sho..."
"Yes." My boyfriend took my blindfold off and untied me to wrap me in his arms. "I love you my angel."
"Me too." I smiled happily, diving in his sudden sweetness.
"Bed."
"Stay!" I implored, not wanting him to leave.
"Okay." Sho lifted me in his arms and brought me to my bedroom. We laid in the bed and Sho wrapped his arms around me. "You're so perfect, Jun."
"Even if I don't obey well enough?"
"Yes. Because I love the way you are. Sleep now."

When I woke up, the sheets next to me were cold, the sign Sho was gone. I sighed with sadness before standing up.
Aiba almost jumped on me at the second I entered the classroom.

"Ohayou, Jun!!"
"Hello, Masaki."
"Ne, you look sad, something happened?" Aiba asked with worried eyes.
"No." I said precipitaly. Too precipitaly.
"Join me on the roof at lunch, we will talk." Aiba said when our teacher entered the class.
"Thank you Masaki but I'm fine." I smiled weakly.
"Don't protest I won't give up."

I didn't paid any attention to the lessons. Even Sho's lesson. I was staring at the landscape through the window or was drawing on my notebook.

"Who can answer? Matsumoto-kun?" I heard Sho suddenly said and looked at him with lost eyes.
"What?"
"The answer, please. It's easy, you should know." Sho smiled. I looked at the blackboard. My lover had drawn a cell with different components but nothing came.
"I don't know." I mumbled.
"It's easy for your level, you should know what..."
"I said that I didn't know!!!" I snapped, making my teacher and classmates gasp. "Sorry, I don't feel well." I stood up and taking my bag, left the classroom.
"Matsumoto!!" I heard Sho yelling but ignored him. I needed some air and walked to the roof, laying on the ground with a sigh.

"Jun..." I opened my eyes to see Sho above me with a worried face.
"Hun?"
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing." I replied.
"Jun, please..."
"Jun-chan!" We both turned our faces to see Aiba running toward us.
"Aiba-kun." Sho mumbled.
"What are you doing here, Masaki?"
"You promised me to tell me what is wrong, don't you remember?"
"I..."
"I was talking to him." Sho growled.
"Excuse me, Sakurai-sensei but Jun is my best friend and my ex, so, he will talk to me. Come on, Ma-chan, you'll sleep at my home, mom is okay." Aiba grabbed my arm and made us leave without letting me the time to react.

"So, what's wrong?"
"I... It's my father."
"He wants you to enter Keio, ne?"
"Yes. I don't want to but I can't disobey, he would disown me and throw me away." I sighed sadly.
"Maybe you should prove him he is wrong." Aiba finally said.
"Eh?"
"You should take some lessons and try to play in publicities or in butai."
"It's not as easy as it seems to be. I need to meet actors, to go to auditions."
"Why don't you go, then?"
"Masa, my father is like a body guard, I can't stay outside after school."
"I can cover you up. I can ask him to take extra lessons every afternoon."
"I don't know if it would work."
"Your father is severe but he won't kill you if he discovers the truth."
"I doubt of that." I muttered.
"Oh, c'mon, Jun, he isn't that bad, he just doesn't understand you."
"Maybe... Thanks for listening to me." I grinned.
"No problem. Now, we could watch a movie." Aiba cheered. I smiled softly. It was a little talk but Aiba always knew how to make me smile. He had the capacity to light this little flame in your heart, spreading warmth and joy inside you. We cuddled in his bed and fell asleep while watching Nino's last drama.

****

"Jun?" Sho approached me the next day as everybody was leaving the classroom.
"Sho..." We both stared at each other like two idiots but my lover made a shy step toward me and I threw myself in his arms. "I'm sorry..." I whispered against his chest.
"What happened, Jun? I don't understand anything and it kills me, I thought you wanted to leave me." Sho's voice broke. I heard his quick heartbeat, the sign he was anxious.
"No. I just... I felt bad and overreacted, sorry."
"I'm always here for you, baby. You can talk to me." Sho tightened his grip around me, kissing my hair.
"I'm fine, Masaki comforted me."
"How?!" Sho snapped and I laughed in front of his stupid jealousy.
"We talked and watched Nino's drama."
"Nothing more?"
"Nothing more. You're the only one for me."I raised my eyes to cross his look. A smile had spread his lips, stars shining in his eyes.
"I'm glad." Sho kissed me softly but deeply at the same time, stealing the air of my lungs. "Move in my apartment."
"Eh?" I blinked, not expecting that.
"It kills me to be away from you. Live with me."
"It's impossible, Sho and you know it." I replied.
"Or you don't want it." Sho frowned.
"You're unfair!" I snapped and pulled away, taking my bag on the ground.
"Jun..."
"I can't believe you are able to think that." I pushed his hand away and left angrily.

Fucking annoying teacher!!! Why couldn't he understand my situation? He was adult, had a job and a pay, he could live by himself but me, what would I become without my parents? Shit! He really was pissing me off!

To be continued...

A/N: I hope it was okay, I love Jun’s mother xD she will be very helpful in this fic xD

And if you like Sakumoto like me, you can read this Sakumoto, My guy: http://arashirabu.livejournal.com/4685669.html#cutid1

This fic is from Arashi San, a new and adorable writer and I think her fic is a very good beginning, so, I invite you to read it and let a comment to encourage her beginning as a writer ^^

genre: au, rating: nc-17, drama, angst, pairing: ohmiya, romance

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