Breaking chains (10/?)
Title: Breaking chains
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Sakumoto, Ohmiya, Junba
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst, BDSM
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: If I owned Sakumoto they would already be tied up on my bed xD
Summary: I was 18 years old the first time I met him. I was a student, he was my teacher. Our relationship was forbidden but it didn't stop us to fall in love. But what I hadn't planned was the dark part of his life that would make me feel alive and free but at the same time, would tie me up to a dangerous relationship.
A/N: Jun and Aiba are 18 years old, Sho is 30 in this story.
Chapter 10:
Two days after my fight with Sho -No need to tell you that I didn't talk to him and ignored him- I decided to change my life. Masaki was right, if I wanted to have my father's agreement, I had to prove him that I was able to become an actor. That's why I was here today, in front of him and Ohno-sensei, drinking a cup of tea.
"So, you want some lessons?" Nino finally asked as Ohno was kneeling next to him.
"Yes."
"Hmm... But I won't do that without any compensation." Nino smirked. I gulped. What did he mean?
"I..."
"I'm not asking for sex, don't misunderstand me. I want to be paid."
"No problem."
"Alright, you'll come here everyday after school." Nino announced.
"Everyday? Here?" I gasped.
"I'll talk to Sho, don't worry."
"No need to. I can do it myself."
"Aren't you his slave? It would be better if I was the one talking to him."
"If Sho can't accept what I have to do to realize my dream, then, he isn't made for me." I replied.
"Oh, you're very determinate." Nino chuckled and I saw a slight smile on Ohno's lips.
"Yes."
"I like it. You'll go far. Then, see you tomorrow. Come on puppy, I have planned some fun for us." Nino pecked his lover's lips.
"See you tomorrow." I bowed and left. When I raised my face, I froze. Sho was here, looking at me with unreadable eyes. "What are you doing here?" I muttered.
"I can ask you the same."
"Not your business." I replied, still angry at him.
"Jun, don't push my patience too far." Sho warned me.
"Or what? You'll hit me?"
"I would never hit you and you know it." Sho snapped.
"Sorry." I looked away but when I tried to leave, his arm wrapped my waist.
"When will you stop being angry?"
"When you'll stop to be such a jerk." I replied.
"You're lucky we had a fight because you would pay for talking to me like that." Sho snapped.
"Can you let me go?"
"No."
"Sho..."
"I'm sorry for the last time. I know I was wrong but it's so hard for me not to have you everyday in my arms."
"We don't have the choice."
"I know. Please, forgive me." When Sho was using this tone and look, I always melted like snow under the sun. I couldn't stay angry at him. I turned around and smiled in front of his worried look. Did he really think I was able to leave him? Him, the most precious thing of my life.
"I've already forgiven you." I stroked his cheek, a big smile spreading his lips. Was he really 30 years old? Sho hugged me tightly and kissed me with passion. God, I missed that so badly! He really was my drug! Fucking annoying chipmunk!
"Come at my place tomorrow."
"I can't, I have a meeting with Nino."
"What?" Sho frowned and I sighed, understanding it would be hard to convince him.
"Lessons. I have to prove to my father that I can be an actor and Nino will help me."
"Okay." I blinked, not expecting him to accept so easily.
"You aren't angry?"
"If I want to have you for me quickly, you have to become an actor and have you father's benediction."
"Thank you." I whispered against his neck.
"But you'll be just for me the week-end."
"Of course." I chuckled.
"I have a new thing I want to try on you."
"I'm impatient to see that."
"Don't be, you could regret it." Sho smiled evilly.
Time passed quickly and I worked hard with Nino. He said I was good and soon, introduced me to an agency and I did some publicities. When my dad saw it, I thought he was going to kill me but after my mother talked to him, he agreed to let me continue even if he still wanted me to go to Keio and I had to keep my perfect note marks.
Today, our vacations were starting and Sho had asked me to spend a complete ten days with him. I had told my father that I was spending my vacations in an institute that was training you for Keio's exams. Of course, my dad was very happy that I seemed to finally accept to go to Keio and I didn't tell him that I would never go there. In two days, I would leave my home to be with Sho everyday. To make love with him when we wanted and to sleep in his arms every night. I was so excited! We were together for four months and were still crazy in love with each other. I was now used to the BDSM part even if I didn't like lots of part in this style of life. But I was happy. Because Sho did everything to make me happy. I was just scared of the new Jun that was slowly appearing with time. The Jun who wanted to lead, to dominate. Maybe it was just a phase after all. Despite my pride, I loved to be the bottom with Sho. Because when he made love to me, he was always careful to give me the most amazing orgasm I ever had.
"Are you ready?" Sho asked me when I left my house with my suit case.
"Hun!" I grinned. Sho stroked my cheek with a tender smile. "What's wrong?"
"I love when you are smiling like that. Your eyes are shining. I want to always make you happy and smile like that."
"You'll always do." I chuckled.
"Come on, our plane is waiting for us."
"Eh?"
"Did you really think I would have kept you at my apartment?" Sho smirked.
"It wouldn't have bothered me. As long as I am with you."
"Baby, stop saying things I always want to hear." Sho smiled softly.
"I just say the truth."
"You're so perfect." Sho kissed me before we climbed in the taxi.
"Where are we going?" I asked as we were sitting in the plane.
"Surprise." Sho kissed my cheek, making me blush. I laid my head against his shoulder and closed my eyes. I was exhausted because of my week full of work and fell asleep while Sho was stroking my hair.
"Baby~" I opened my eyes with a yawn to see Sho smiling at me.
"Hun?"
"We are arrived."
"Already?"
"You slept 10 hours."
"Eh?!"
"You were dead tired." We stood up, both stretching our bodies and followed the people.
"Sho..." My eyes widened in front of the view.
"Do you like it?"
"Where are we?"
"Maldives."
"Eh?! But it's very expensing!"
"Don't forget I'm rich." Sho chuckled, wrapping my waist and kissing my temple.
"But... It's amazing..."
"You deserve the best. I've booked an amazing house for us. We will be surrounded by the sea." I couldn't say a word. I was too shocked. A man came toward us and after some words with Sho, we followed him. I gasped when we reached what would be our home for ten days. It was breath-taking. There was a swimming pool and the house made of sticks was surrounded by the sea that was a light as the sky. The water was just too beautiful.
"It's not bad, don't you think?" Sho made me jump.
"It's... I don't have any words to describe it."
"Come on, we have to visit the house." I took Sho's hand and we found a cute home looking like a doll's house. A kitchen, a big living room, a bathroom and a bedroom with big king-sized bed. Everything was made in wood except the TV and the things in the kitchen like the fridge. The windows showed an amazing view of the ocean.
"Sho, I don't know what to say... It's wonderful."
"You don't have to say anything, baby. Everything for you." Sho hugged me from behind and kissed my shoulder.
"I would have been happy at your apartment too."
"I know but I wanted to make something special."
"Why?"
"You don't have 18 years old everyday."
"Sho... You knew..." I turned around, tears shining in my eyes.
"Of course, I would never forget the birthday of my baby." Sho pecked my nose.
"Baka."
"Do you like it? Are you happy?"
"Yes. Incredibly happy. Thank you." I looked at him, opening my mouth and waiting for him to kiss me. Sho grinned and slipped his tongue in my mouth, chasing mine slowly.
"What have you planned today?" I asked when he released my mouth.
"We have to settle and after we could visit the beach and then, I'll bring you to a restaurant."
"I feel like a princess." I chuckled.
"You are. As we are both tired with the travel, no session tonight but tomorrow, we'll have one."
"One?" I raised an eyebrow in disbelief. Sho always needed at least, 3 sessions per day.
"Hey, we have to enjoy this place, if we spend our time in bed, it would be too bad."
"You're right." I nodded happily. "Sho?"
"Hun?"
"Can I kiss you?" Sho stared at me with surprise and after some seconds, nodded. I grinned like a child having his Christmas gift and dived my tongue in his mouth. I felt him trying not to dominate me and smiled happily, putting all the love I had for him in this kiss.
"We have to stop before I get hard and fuck you." Sho pulled away with a loving look, thanking me for this short moment.
The beach was amazing. The sand was almost white and there weren't many people. We walked on the edge, the sea wetting our feet, holding each other's hand. We didn't talk. No need to talk in a place like this one. Enjoying the view was more than enough.
"Sho?"
"Hun?"
"Could we watch the sunset tonight?"
"If you want to. We can watch it from the restaurant while eatin." Sho wrapped my waist and led us toward a restaurant on the beach. My lover treated me like a prince, ordering amazing food.
"I didn't know being a teacher paid so well." I chuckled while swallowing a bit of lobster.
"It's not my only job."
"Eh?"
"I own a company."
"I see."
"Jun, you would tell me if our relationship made you unhappy, ne?" I coughed, not expecting this question.
"Why..."
"Because sometimes I have the feelings you don't like what we are." Sho said softly, though, I could see the worriedness in his eyes.
"To be honest, it depends. I love you, don't ever doubt of that and even if it was hard at the beginning, I like our relationship and I'm happy."
"But?"
"But there are things that I don't really like."
"Which are?"
"I like the fact you lead me in bed and I even being punished." I blushed. "Sex with you is wonderful and exciting but... I don't like not being able to kiss you or touch you by myself." I lowered my eyes.
"So, you like our BDSM but you would like to kiss me or touch me when you want?"
"Yes but don't worry, I'll get used to that, I'm just... I need some time to accept it completely."
"Do you want to stop?"
"No! Of course not! I just need some time. I like being in BDSM with you. You can be so rough and cold like you can be...." I showed what there was around us. "You can be so soft and you are full of lovely attentions. I like it. I like the two Sho."
"The two Sho?" Sho chuckled.
"The Sho by day and the Sho by night. By day you are soft and always tell me beautiful things and by night, when we have sex, you are rough and sadist." I blushed.
"Interesting. I've never thought about it." Sho chuckled.
"You are a sort of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde. And I like this part of you. I love you, Sho."
"Me too, baby." Sho brought my hand to his mouth to kiss it tenderly.
"Look!! Sugoiiiii fireworks!!!" I exclaimed, showing the sky with shining eyes, a big smile on my lips. I didn't see Sho's loving look on me as I was screaming like a child. I felt my lover tightening our hands and smiled to him happily.
"Your cake, sir." A waiter made me jump and I gasped when he put a big strawberry cake in front of me with candles.
"Happy birthday, baby." Sho smiled.
"It's amazing!"
"Blow." I chuckled and blew on the candles.
"And this is for you." Sho pushed a gift in front of me.
"Sho... This travel was already too much..."
"It's not only for you."
"Eh?"
"I should have given it to you four months ago but I wanted a special occasion." Sho chuckled in front of my lost eyes. "Open it." I nodded and my eyes widened when I opened the box. It was a necklace. A beautiful silver necklace. There was a padlock and an S hooked on it. The chain was very thin but even if I wasn't as rich as Sho, I could see this necklace was very expensive. "It's your collar."
"My collar?"
"In BDSM, the master gives a collar to his slave to show that he belongs to him and also to make the slave remember that he belongs to his master. Usually, you have mostly big collar with chains or leather but I knew this kind of collar wasn't for you."
"I don't know what to say. Thank you, it's a very beautiful collar, I'll never take it off." I grinned, putting the necklace around my neck.
"It suits you perfectly." Sho smiled.
"I love it. I love you."
"Then, you'll show me how much you love me in bed." Sho stood up and I took his hand, smiling happily as I was thinking what was waiting for me. Sho told me he wanted to try something new and I was both impatient and anxious about this new session.
To be continued...
A/N: So, a sweet Sho fr this chapter but of course, it will change xD
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Sakumoto, Ohmiya, Junba
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst, BDSM
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: If I owned Sakumoto they would already be tied up on my bed xD
Summary: I was 18 years old the first time I met him. I was a student, he was my teacher. Our relationship was forbidden but it didn't stop us to fall in love. But what I hadn't planned was the dark part of his life that would make me feel alive and free but at the same time, would tie me up to a dangerous relationship.
A/N: Jun and Aiba are 18 years old, Sho is 30 in this story.
Chapter 10:
Two days after my fight with Sho -No need to tell you that I didn't talk to him and ignored him- I decided to change my life. Masaki was right, if I wanted to have my father's agreement, I had to prove him that I was able to become an actor. That's why I was here today, in front of him and Ohno-sensei, drinking a cup of tea.
"So, you want some lessons?" Nino finally asked as Ohno was kneeling next to him.
"Yes."
"Hmm... But I won't do that without any compensation." Nino smirked. I gulped. What did he mean?
"I..."
"I'm not asking for sex, don't misunderstand me. I want to be paid."
"No problem."
"Alright, you'll come here everyday after school." Nino announced.
"Everyday? Here?" I gasped.
"I'll talk to Sho, don't worry."
"No need to. I can do it myself."
"Aren't you his slave? It would be better if I was the one talking to him."
"If Sho can't accept what I have to do to realize my dream, then, he isn't made for me." I replied.
"Oh, you're very determinate." Nino chuckled and I saw a slight smile on Ohno's lips.
"Yes."
"I like it. You'll go far. Then, see you tomorrow. Come on puppy, I have planned some fun for us." Nino pecked his lover's lips.
"See you tomorrow." I bowed and left. When I raised my face, I froze. Sho was here, looking at me with unreadable eyes. "What are you doing here?" I muttered.
"I can ask you the same."
"Not your business." I replied, still angry at him.
"Jun, don't push my patience too far." Sho warned me.
"Or what? You'll hit me?"
"I would never hit you and you know it." Sho snapped.
"Sorry." I looked away but when I tried to leave, his arm wrapped my waist.
"When will you stop being angry?"
"When you'll stop to be such a jerk." I replied.
"You're lucky we had a fight because you would pay for talking to me like that." Sho snapped.
"Can you let me go?"
"No."
"Sho..."
"I'm sorry for the last time. I know I was wrong but it's so hard for me not to have you everyday in my arms."
"We don't have the choice."
"I know. Please, forgive me." When Sho was using this tone and look, I always melted like snow under the sun. I couldn't stay angry at him. I turned around and smiled in front of his worried look. Did he really think I was able to leave him? Him, the most precious thing of my life.
"I've already forgiven you." I stroked his cheek, a big smile spreading his lips. Was he really 30 years old? Sho hugged me tightly and kissed me with passion. God, I missed that so badly! He really was my drug! Fucking annoying chipmunk!
"Come at my place tomorrow."
"I can't, I have a meeting with Nino."
"What?" Sho frowned and I sighed, understanding it would be hard to convince him.
"Lessons. I have to prove to my father that I can be an actor and Nino will help me."
"Okay." I blinked, not expecting him to accept so easily.
"You aren't angry?"
"If I want to have you for me quickly, you have to become an actor and have you father's benediction."
"Thank you." I whispered against his neck.
"But you'll be just for me the week-end."
"Of course." I chuckled.
"I have a new thing I want to try on you."
"I'm impatient to see that."
"Don't be, you could regret it." Sho smiled evilly.
Time passed quickly and I worked hard with Nino. He said I was good and soon, introduced me to an agency and I did some publicities. When my dad saw it, I thought he was going to kill me but after my mother talked to him, he agreed to let me continue even if he still wanted me to go to Keio and I had to keep my perfect note marks.
Today, our vacations were starting and Sho had asked me to spend a complete ten days with him. I had told my father that I was spending my vacations in an institute that was training you for Keio's exams. Of course, my dad was very happy that I seemed to finally accept to go to Keio and I didn't tell him that I would never go there. In two days, I would leave my home to be with Sho everyday. To make love with him when we wanted and to sleep in his arms every night. I was so excited! We were together for four months and were still crazy in love with each other. I was now used to the BDSM part even if I didn't like lots of part in this style of life. But I was happy. Because Sho did everything to make me happy. I was just scared of the new Jun that was slowly appearing with time. The Jun who wanted to lead, to dominate. Maybe it was just a phase after all. Despite my pride, I loved to be the bottom with Sho. Because when he made love to me, he was always careful to give me the most amazing orgasm I ever had.
"Are you ready?" Sho asked me when I left my house with my suit case.
"Hun!" I grinned. Sho stroked my cheek with a tender smile. "What's wrong?"
"I love when you are smiling like that. Your eyes are shining. I want to always make you happy and smile like that."
"You'll always do." I chuckled.
"Come on, our plane is waiting for us."
"Eh?"
"Did you really think I would have kept you at my apartment?" Sho smirked.
"It wouldn't have bothered me. As long as I am with you."
"Baby, stop saying things I always want to hear." Sho smiled softly.
"I just say the truth."
"You're so perfect." Sho kissed me before we climbed in the taxi.
"Where are we going?" I asked as we were sitting in the plane.
"Surprise." Sho kissed my cheek, making me blush. I laid my head against his shoulder and closed my eyes. I was exhausted because of my week full of work and fell asleep while Sho was stroking my hair.
"Baby~" I opened my eyes with a yawn to see Sho smiling at me.
"Hun?"
"We are arrived."
"Already?"
"You slept 10 hours."
"Eh?!"
"You were dead tired." We stood up, both stretching our bodies and followed the people.
"Sho..." My eyes widened in front of the view.
"Do you like it?"
"Where are we?"
"Maldives."
"Eh?! But it's very expensing!"
"Don't forget I'm rich." Sho chuckled, wrapping my waist and kissing my temple.
"But... It's amazing..."
"You deserve the best. I've booked an amazing house for us. We will be surrounded by the sea." I couldn't say a word. I was too shocked. A man came toward us and after some words with Sho, we followed him. I gasped when we reached what would be our home for ten days. It was breath-taking. There was a swimming pool and the house made of sticks was surrounded by the sea that was a light as the sky. The water was just too beautiful.
"It's not bad, don't you think?" Sho made me jump.
"It's... I don't have any words to describe it."
"Come on, we have to visit the house." I took Sho's hand and we found a cute home looking like a doll's house. A kitchen, a big living room, a bathroom and a bedroom with big king-sized bed. Everything was made in wood except the TV and the things in the kitchen like the fridge. The windows showed an amazing view of the ocean.
"Sho, I don't know what to say... It's wonderful."
"You don't have to say anything, baby. Everything for you." Sho hugged me from behind and kissed my shoulder.
"I would have been happy at your apartment too."
"I know but I wanted to make something special."
"Why?"
"You don't have 18 years old everyday."
"Sho... You knew..." I turned around, tears shining in my eyes.
"Of course, I would never forget the birthday of my baby." Sho pecked my nose.
"Baka."
"Do you like it? Are you happy?"
"Yes. Incredibly happy. Thank you." I looked at him, opening my mouth and waiting for him to kiss me. Sho grinned and slipped his tongue in my mouth, chasing mine slowly.
"What have you planned today?" I asked when he released my mouth.
"We have to settle and after we could visit the beach and then, I'll bring you to a restaurant."
"I feel like a princess." I chuckled.
"You are. As we are both tired with the travel, no session tonight but tomorrow, we'll have one."
"One?" I raised an eyebrow in disbelief. Sho always needed at least, 3 sessions per day.
"Hey, we have to enjoy this place, if we spend our time in bed, it would be too bad."
"You're right." I nodded happily. "Sho?"
"Hun?"
"Can I kiss you?" Sho stared at me with surprise and after some seconds, nodded. I grinned like a child having his Christmas gift and dived my tongue in his mouth. I felt him trying not to dominate me and smiled happily, putting all the love I had for him in this kiss.
"We have to stop before I get hard and fuck you." Sho pulled away with a loving look, thanking me for this short moment.
The beach was amazing. The sand was almost white and there weren't many people. We walked on the edge, the sea wetting our feet, holding each other's hand. We didn't talk. No need to talk in a place like this one. Enjoying the view was more than enough.
"Sho?"
"Hun?"
"Could we watch the sunset tonight?"
"If you want to. We can watch it from the restaurant while eatin." Sho wrapped my waist and led us toward a restaurant on the beach. My lover treated me like a prince, ordering amazing food.
"I didn't know being a teacher paid so well." I chuckled while swallowing a bit of lobster.
"It's not my only job."
"Eh?"
"I own a company."
"I see."
"Jun, you would tell me if our relationship made you unhappy, ne?" I coughed, not expecting this question.
"Why..."
"Because sometimes I have the feelings you don't like what we are." Sho said softly, though, I could see the worriedness in his eyes.
"To be honest, it depends. I love you, don't ever doubt of that and even if it was hard at the beginning, I like our relationship and I'm happy."
"But?"
"But there are things that I don't really like."
"Which are?"
"I like the fact you lead me in bed and I even being punished." I blushed. "Sex with you is wonderful and exciting but... I don't like not being able to kiss you or touch you by myself." I lowered my eyes.
"So, you like our BDSM but you would like to kiss me or touch me when you want?"
"Yes but don't worry, I'll get used to that, I'm just... I need some time to accept it completely."
"Do you want to stop?"
"No! Of course not! I just need some time. I like being in BDSM with you. You can be so rough and cold like you can be...." I showed what there was around us. "You can be so soft and you are full of lovely attentions. I like it. I like the two Sho."
"The two Sho?" Sho chuckled.
"The Sho by day and the Sho by night. By day you are soft and always tell me beautiful things and by night, when we have sex, you are rough and sadist." I blushed.
"Interesting. I've never thought about it." Sho chuckled.
"You are a sort of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde. And I like this part of you. I love you, Sho."
"Me too, baby." Sho brought my hand to his mouth to kiss it tenderly.
"Look!! Sugoiiiii fireworks!!!" I exclaimed, showing the sky with shining eyes, a big smile on my lips. I didn't see Sho's loving look on me as I was screaming like a child. I felt my lover tightening our hands and smiled to him happily.
"Your cake, sir." A waiter made me jump and I gasped when he put a big strawberry cake in front of me with candles.
"Happy birthday, baby." Sho smiled.
"It's amazing!"
"Blow." I chuckled and blew on the candles.
"And this is for you." Sho pushed a gift in front of me.
"Sho... This travel was already too much..."
"It's not only for you."
"Eh?"
"I should have given it to you four months ago but I wanted a special occasion." Sho chuckled in front of my lost eyes. "Open it." I nodded and my eyes widened when I opened the box. It was a necklace. A beautiful silver necklace. There was a padlock and an S hooked on it. The chain was very thin but even if I wasn't as rich as Sho, I could see this necklace was very expensive. "It's your collar."
"My collar?"
"In BDSM, the master gives a collar to his slave to show that he belongs to him and also to make the slave remember that he belongs to his master. Usually, you have mostly big collar with chains or leather but I knew this kind of collar wasn't for you."
"I don't know what to say. Thank you, it's a very beautiful collar, I'll never take it off." I grinned, putting the necklace around my neck.
"It suits you perfectly." Sho smiled.
"I love it. I love you."
"Then, you'll show me how much you love me in bed." Sho stood up and I took his hand, smiling happily as I was thinking what was waiting for me. Sho told me he wanted to try something new and I was both impatient and anxious about this new session.
To be continued...
A/N: So, a sweet Sho fr this chapter but of course, it will change xD