Breaking chains (11/16)
Title: Breaking chains
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Sakumoto, Ohmiya, Junba
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst, BDSM
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: If I owned Sakumoto they would already be tied up on my bed xD
Summary: I was 18 years old the first time I met him. I was a student, he was my teacher. Our relationship was forbidden but it didn't stop us to fall in love. But what I hadn't planned was the dark part of his life that would make me feel alive and free but at the same time, would tie me up to a dangerous relationship.
A/N: Jun and Aiba are 18 years old, Sho is 30 in this story.
Chapter 11:
"What have you planned?" I asked when we entered our house.
"Take your clothes off." Sho ordered, ignoring my question. I took my clothes off while looking at him spreading a cover on the bed. "We're going to play with wax."
"Oh."
"But this time it will be colored wax. I'll make a beautiful piece of art with your body."
"Will it be dangerous?"
"Don't worry, it's safe. Normally, pure paraffin wax melts at around 130 to 135 degrees Fahrenheit. Adding stearine makes the wax harder and melts at a higher temperature but adding mineral oil makes the wax softer and melts at a lower temperature.
Soft candles in glass jars usually have mineral oil in their blend and burn cooler at around 120 degrees Fahrenheit, Pillar candles are mostly paraffin and burn warmer at around 140 degrees Fahrenheit that's why I'll use Beeswax candles because they burn about 10 degrees Fahrenheit hotter than equivalent paraffin candles. And I'll increase the distance because if the wax falls by 1 meter, it will drop the temperature about 5 degrees Fahrenheit at the risk of splatter."
"So, it's safe?"
"Don't worry, I have planned everything not to put you in danger. But first, I have to shave you and to put oil on your body."
"Why?"
"Because if some wax rolls on your hairs, it may be harder to take it off and a bit painful. For the mineral oil, it's better to remove the wax in the end. And as we have already made some test on your arm, we know that you aren't allergic at colored wax."
"You've thought about everything." I smiled, touched.
"I would never hurt you on purpose, Jun. Even if we are in BDSM, it doesn't mean I want to harm you. If this game is too much for you, you just have to say the safety word and I'll stop immediately, you won't disappoint me because you can't handle something." Sho stroked my cheek tenderly and kissed me deeply, pressing our bodies together. I wanted him so bad right now. I wanted him to take me and make me scream his name.
"Sho..."
"Shave your intimacy while I protect the house from the wax, I don't want to create a fire. And take your necklace off."
"Eh?! No... I don't want to..."
"Jun, it's just for the game, not to damage your necklace. I'll put it back around your neck when we'll have finished."
"Okay." I sighed.
"Go." Sho slapped my butt playfully.
"Okay. Before we start, give me your arm."
"Okay. Why?"
"Because I want to check if the wax isn't too hot not to burn you." I nodded and held out my arm. Sho took a little pot and raising his hand, let some wax fall on my skin. It was a bit hot but not too much. It burnt but not in a painful way, in fact, I liked the sensation.
"The temperature is perfect." I smiled.
"Okay. Now, lay on your back." I obeyed and Sho climbed on me to spread mineral oil on my whole body. It felt nice. He really had skilled hands. I was soon moaning under his touch, my member becoming hard. Sho kissed me while massaging my chest, his tongue diving in my mouth as his hands were pinching my nipples, making me gasp. I thought I would end crazy when Sho took his jeans off and climbed on top of me, undulating his hips as if he was fucking me. One of my hands gripped his arm but I pulled it away immediately as I remembered I wasn't allowed to do that. "We have to start or you'll come before the game start and I'll have to punish you." Sho smirked. "Lay on your chest, I'll start with your back and perfect ass."
"Okay." I nodded and stared at him preparing the recipients. He looked like a professional with his concentrate eyes.
"We'll start with yellow wax. Are you ready?" I nodded and laid my head on my pillow. I gasped loudly when I felt the first drop of wax on my skin. It felt hotter than on my arm but didn't hurt too much. "Then, red wax." I moaned again at the little burn. Strangely, I was getting hard even more as Sho was working on my body. Maybe I was more masochist then I thought...
"Sho...." I finally whined after what felt like hours as Sho was still spreading different colors on my back.
"Don't come baby or I'll have to punish you." Sho smirked and I screamed when he bit my butt, his hand teasing my pulsating hole. "Violet wax for your ass." I bit my pillow to gag my scream when I felt the wax on my butt. Tears started to roll down my cheeks. It was too much, it felt too good. I wanted him to take me and make me come!
"Master... Please..." I used this word, knowing perfectly he loved when I called him like that.
"Patience, honey, patience."
"Your body is amazing like that, Jun! And your butt... I have to take pictures!!" Sho said after lots of minutes and took his camera. I turned my face toward him, desire shining in my eyes. "Baby... You're turning me on just with this view of you! You're so beautiful, I can't wait to fuck you! Shit, your back and your firm ass colored like that are just...amazing!"
"Sho... Please... Fuck me..." I begged.
"Patience baby. Turn around." I quickly obeyed and Sho laughed when he saw my painfully hard erection. I wanted to punch his pretty face to punish him for laughing when the pleasure was so intense that I was crying. I bit my lip when he took his boxer off and I discovered his hard flesh that was already dripping. Sho took two pieces of brief and tied my wrists to each side of the bed before taking his recipient. What?! Was he serious?! He wanted to do this part of my body too?!!
"Master..."
"I want to finish my piece of art. Don't forget you aren't allowed to come." And he started another slow torture on my body but this time, added several things like biting my neck, liking my skin, kissing me and playing with my member before taking lots of photos of my body with the colored wax.
"Sho..." I sobbed."Sho... I can't handle more..." I sobbed. Sho seemed to realize that I was very serious because he nodded and put his camera down. We were reaching a moment where the pleasure was so intense that it was becoming too painful for me.
"Okay, baby, okay." His soft voice appeased me and I moaned in happiness when Sho climbed on me and kissed me while stroking my thigh. I heard him spreading some lube on his fingers before gasping when he entered two fingers, still attacking my mouth. I was happy he understood I couldn't handle more without using our safety word. He had read in my eyes.
"Sho!!" I whined when his shaft invaded me.
"Shit... So tight..." I bit my lip as Sho was starting to move inside me, his body and the wax creating a good and painful friction at the same time. As I was tightening around him, the sign I was going to come, Sho pulled out of me and turned to take me from behind, pillowing me literally. Luckily, I was allowed to moan because right now, I was screaming like a whore, begging for more though, I knew it was physically impossible that Sho fucked me faster harder than that. I was trying to think about the weather or disgusting things not to come now.
"Come for me, my love." Sho panted in my ear and it was enough to bring me over the edge with a long scream, feeling Sho releasing with a groan. We collapsed on the bed, out of breathe and I frowned when Sho chuckled.
"What's funny?"
"I was just thinking I would like us to be like that forever."
"Ah. And what was this 'my love'?"
"You didn't like it?"
"I did but... It wasn't like you to say this kind of words." Sho turned toward me, stroking my cheek.
"You didn't get it, ne?" My master said with an amused smile.
"What?" I frowned, not understanding him.
"Today was a special day." Oh. Yes. It was my birthday.
"I wanted to do something you would never forget and..." Sho brought our lips in a soft but deep kiss."I want to show you that despite my rough side and our special relationship, I care about you and love you."
"Sho..." I whispered, my heart fluttering at his words.
"Because even if I am rough, punish you or am cold with you sometimes, you're the most precious thing of my life, Jun. Don't ever forget or doubt that. Tomorrow, I'll be rough again, I'll order you some things, will fuck you hard and will submit you, sometimes without telling you my feelings because I'm not a demonstrating person but behind that, there is all the love I have for you."
"I know. Thank you." I smiled, stroking his cheek.
"You're so beautiful, Jun. And with the colored wax, you really looked like a piece of art. Let's shower now." Sho lifted me in his arms and we ended up under the fresh water of the bathroom, kissing softly and hugging each other. I knew he was doing all that for me because of my birthday and it was even more precious, that's why I enjoyed it as much as possible before he would come back to his usual self. "Come on." Sho kissed me a last time under the shower, the feeling of the water between our lips was so amazing and we left to dry ourselves before cleaning our mess and laying on the bed after he had put my necklace back as promised. Because for me, it wasn't a collar. It was a necklace. A gift that proved I belonged to him but also proved his love for me. It didn't tie me up to him, I felt even more free with this necklace because it offered me the choice to love Sho and let him love me."Come here." Sho hugged me from behind, his arms encircling my waist.
"Sho?" I turned around and smiled, touching his mouth with my fingers. I loved his full pink lips. My lover chuckled and kissed me as I was wrapping my arms around his neck. I put my forehead against his and smiled happily.
"Thank you for everything. It was the best birthday of my life."
"And it was the best day of mine." Sho grinned. I buried my face in his neck, whispering an 'I love you' before falling asleep. "I love you more, Jun..."
*****
I opened my eyes with loud yawn, hissing when I felt this so familiar pain in my back. Sho had killed my ass the previous night, forgetting I wasn't a rabbit and my back was sensitive. The sheets next to me were cold, the sign Sho was awake for a moment now and I stoop up slowly and took a boxer to join the living room where I saw my lover reading a book. I smiled and kneeled in front of him with a submissive face.
"Hey puppy, have you slept well?"
"Yes. Incredibly well." I grinned.
"Make us our breakfast, then." Sho kissed my forehead and I joined the kitchen with happiness. Cooking wasn't a problem for me, it was a pleasure and even more now that I was cooking for the person I loved.
"I thought we could dive today." I heard Sho saying from the door.
"I've never dived before."
"I've just dived at 9 meters, not more but Maldives is a great place to dive. Of course, we will go to a safe place because there are lots of flows here and even a professional diver can die. I know good clubs that will make us dive in a safe place if you want to try."
"Okay." I turned around, smiling and blushed when I caught Sho staring at me with weird eyes. "Is there a problem, master?" I asked softly.
"I didn't realize yesterday but... You've more muscles, no?" Sho approached me and stroked my chest, making me shiver.
"I did lots of sport these last months." I nodded.
"It's nice. I like your chest like that." Sho kissed my skin but pulled away when I moaned softly. "Sex is for tonight, baby. Hurry up, we have to eat, shower and after we will go to that diving club." Sho slapped my butt playfully.
"Ha-i."
No need to say Sho fucked me in the shower because he said I was too sexy and my butt was calling him. Stupid horny teacher.
The diving was amazing! I have no words to describe a paradise like this one. Of course we didn't dive deep but no need to, the fishes were there even at 6 meters. Like Sho told me the morning, the club was very serious and didn't put us in danger. We dived in a safe place were there wasn't many flows and I think this experience was the most beautiful gift that I had ever had with my necklace. Everything was amazing under the water. It was at the same time silent and very noisy. You were in another world, a world where you could be yourself, a world where you forgot all your problems. I saw incredible fishes that even the biggest aquarium of Japan hadn't. I swam with big fishes, with a turtle, saw beautiful coral and moray. Of course, we didn't touch them because even if there had been none danger, touching a turtle was very bad for the animal because you damaged its skin's protection. I was scared to see sharks but the professional diver told us that we wouldn't see them today and even if one of them came to us, they weren't dangerous as long as you don't attack or bother them. When the diving ended, he explained there weren't many dangerous sharks in the world. Most of the sharks were pacific and the attacks were often because of the Human. A shark a very sensitive animal that you couldn't approach as if it was your best friend. It was a wild animal, like a lion or a tiger that you have to respect. He told us that many sharks were kind with the divers as long as you didn't invade their haunt's territory or their nest. The diver told us this story about the French diver that had swum with a White shark without any problem.
"He was filming for a documentary and suddenly, as he was diving, he saw the big female White shark. As he was a professional diver, he didn't panic and thought before doing something stupid. He had two options. He could swim to escape and in that case, there was a big risk that the shark confounds him with its dinner or he could face it. The diver stayed still and stared at the shark right in the eyes. The shark swam quickly, as if he was attacking him but at the last moment, changed its direction and they started to swim together like two old friends. This diver was clever because he chose to defy the shark. By staying still and showing him he wasn't afraid, the shark understood he had no reason to attack him. If he had tried to escape, the shark would have thought he was a prey and maybe would have killed him. Most of the sharks are like that. Television always claims that they are very dangerous but almost all the accidents are because of us. Because we invade their territory, destroy it and kill the sharks or even feed them to attract them for the tourists. Humans often forget they aren't pets but wild animals. When you go in Africa, even if you are kind, the lions or tigers won't walk next to you as if you were their friend but nobody says they are monsters. Just because we don't walk in their territory to enjoy the view and because they look like big cats while the sharks look more frightening and are twice bigger. Think about the reasons of the shark attacks. It's mostly on surfers and swimmer because they confound us with their food and because we invaded the places of their territory, they swim toward the beaches. And with all that, lots of people feed them to attract them for the tourists. As they are used to be feed, they naturally come toward our beaches to have some food."
I had never thought about that. He was right, sharks weren't more dangerous than another wild animal and their attacks were mostly because of us. But they still looked impressive with their big teeth and bodies. Maybe one day I would find the courage to swim with them and try to understand this noble animal.
"Did you like it?" Sho asked as we were sitting on the beach.
"Yes. It was amazing." I nodded.
"Why are you so silent, then?"
"I was thinking about the diver's words about sharks."
"Oh."
"I think he is right and we don't do that just with sharks but with many other animals. We destroy their environment and kill them and after, we cry because they attack us. Humans are very hypocrites." I said sadly.
"It's true but luckily, there are persons who fight against that."
"In other countries but not in Japan. They talk about the nature, about pollution, selecting of our garbage’s but it's Chinese’s Japanese’s who kill the most of sharks for their food. Before thinking about pollution because of the cars, they should forbid these horrible and cruel haunts."
"I agree but it's not just in Japan that things like that happen. In America, they destroy the Amazonian forest and at the same time, many animals disappear. In some countries, it's the same with the bears or other sorts of animals. Humans are cruel, they think about themselves before the others. They don't realize that without animals and forests, we will die. It's good to understand these kinds of things at your age but unfortunately, you can't do anything if humans don't wake up and realize what they are doing. Don't think about it too much and let's enjoy our vacations. It won't change anything to have these sad ideas now."
"I think later I'll try to help a bit to wake the Humans up."
"It would be great." Sho smiled and kissed my temple.
We spent the rest of the day on the beach, sometimes swimming in the crystalline water, sometimes talking or sleeping. I had never felt as free and calm as now. It was funny when you thought about the fact that Sho was my master and submitted me but I felt free. I had lost my logic.
We spent an amazing week, doing many things, sleeping lazily on the beach, fucking like rabbits and talking for hours. I didn't want to leave but I knew we hadn't the choice and these days with Sho gave me the will to work harder to become independent and live with him, just the two of us.
"Baby, it's time to wake up my sleeping beauty." Sho whispered in my ear.
"I don't want to go back home." I whined childishly.
"I wish I could kidnap you but I can't. As it's still vacations and your father thinks you've worked days and nights, maybe he will allow you to enjoy the last days before school."
"Maybe." I smiled.
"If he does, come to my apartment."
"Hun." I nodded. "Thank you for these amazing vacations, Sho."
"It was my pleasure." Sho grinned and kissed me deeply, his hand playing with my necklace. I chuckled and left the car.
"Tadaima."
"Okaeri, baby!" My mother hugged me tightly. "How were your little vacations with Sho-sensei?"
"How..."
"I'm not stupid and I know when you lie to your father. Be careful, your skin is a bit tanned."
"I'll tell dad that we worked outside, he is so focused on his work that he won't care."I shrugged.
"Be careful, dear. So, how was it?"
"Amazing! We went to Maldives! We dived and he offered me that." I showed her my necklace proudly.
"It's beautiful!"
"Ne, mom, why do you help me with Sho?"
"Because first, I love you and want you happy. I don't want to lose you. And second, I envy you."
"Eh?"
"You see, I didn't decide to marry your father, it's our parents who did. Despite the years, we have never fallen in love with each other, we are too different. But I'm not sad because he gave me my biggest treasure, you. And at the second Sakurai-san entered the house and you introduced him. I understood you were crazy in love with him. I want you to have the chance to love and be loved. I want you to live what I've never had the chance to live."
"Why don't you leave dad?"
"Because I'm too old now and mostly because I'm nothing without him. I don't work, it's him who wins our money. It's the reason why I want you to be independent. Because if something happens with Sakurai-san, you'll be able to leave because you'll have a job and money and won't ending the street. If I left your father, it would be my case because I've never worked and I have no diplomas. Don't ever depend of your lover."
"I understand." I nodded. "Thank you for your advices and for always being here for me, you're the best mother in the world." I hugged her tightly. She really was wonderful.
"Papa?" I asked as we were eating. My father came back two hours after me and greeted me coldly. I was used to his lack of love for me and as long as I had my mother, I didn't care about him.
"Hun?"
"Can I spend some time with my friends for the last days?"
"You have to work." My father replied, swallowing his udon.
"But I worked days and nights for ten days and my results are the best of the school."
"Eh?"
"I received my paper. I'm first."
"Congratulation, Jun!"
"So, can I?"
"Alright. But when school will start again, you'll have to work harder."
"Hai." I grinned happily and finished my food quickly to send a message to Sho.
To: Sho-chan
From: Jun
Sho-chan, my father agreed to let me spend some time with my friends ;)
To: Jun
From: Sho
I'm happy ^o^ I'll take you to the aquarium and I'll fuck you endlessly. I have a new game for us, you'll love it!
To: Sho-chan
From: Jun
I'm impatient! I'll see you tomorrow, then! Love you!
To: Jun
From: Sho
I love you too, baby, sleep well.
The next day, I stood up early, preparing myself carefully to look as good as possible. Sho would wait for me at the aquarium in an hour and I had to hurry not to be late. But at the moment I was about to leave, my phone rang.
"Moshi mosh?"
"Jun..."
"Masaki?" I exclaimed.
"You're back."
"Are you crying?" I panicked. It wasn't like Masa to cry.
"I... Jun, can you come now? I..."
"I'm here in five minutes." I cut him off, worried about his sobs. Despite my love for Sho, Aiba was a precious friend for me and I had neglected him a lot these four past months.
"Masaki!!" I jumped in his arms when I saw him. He was pale, big dark shadows under his red swollen eyes. Aiba pulled away as if I had hit him but I followed him in the house. "What's going on? Masaki, please!"
"You were my best friend, Jun. And then, you became more for me. I've had my first time with you and thought that despite our problems, you would keep your promise and would wait for us to graduate before dating me again. I was so stupid to believe in you." Aiba chuckled between his sobs.
"What do you mean?"
"How dare you to do that to me?! I loved you!!" Aiba yelled. I had never seen him like that. Where does my smiling Masaki was?
"I don't understand."
"I'm talking about that!!!!" Aiba shouted, throwing papers on the table. I took it with shaking hands and froze. It was pictures of me and Sho kissing. A drop of sweat rolled down my temple and when I dared to raise my eyes, I crossed Aiba's hurt and scaring look.
I was in a big shit...
To be continued....
A/N: Finally, Masa has discovered the truth xD poor him and poor Jun who is in a big shit ><
And sorry for the par where I was defending the sharks xD but I love them as I'm a fan of diving and ocean, so, it always kills me to see Humans killing our marine animals ><
Now, lots of problems are waiting for our dear Sakumoto and we have to hope their strong love will hold on xD See you soon~
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Sakumoto, Ohmiya, Junba
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst, BDSM
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: If I owned Sakumoto they would already be tied up on my bed xD
Summary: I was 18 years old the first time I met him. I was a student, he was my teacher. Our relationship was forbidden but it didn't stop us to fall in love. But what I hadn't planned was the dark part of his life that would make me feel alive and free but at the same time, would tie me up to a dangerous relationship.
A/N: Jun and Aiba are 18 years old, Sho is 30 in this story.
Chapter 11:
"What have you planned?" I asked when we entered our house.
"Take your clothes off." Sho ordered, ignoring my question. I took my clothes off while looking at him spreading a cover on the bed. "We're going to play with wax."
"Oh."
"But this time it will be colored wax. I'll make a beautiful piece of art with your body."
"Will it be dangerous?"
"Don't worry, it's safe. Normally, pure paraffin wax melts at around 130 to 135 degrees Fahrenheit. Adding stearine makes the wax harder and melts at a higher temperature but adding mineral oil makes the wax softer and melts at a lower temperature.
Soft candles in glass jars usually have mineral oil in their blend and burn cooler at around 120 degrees Fahrenheit, Pillar candles are mostly paraffin and burn warmer at around 140 degrees Fahrenheit that's why I'll use Beeswax candles because they burn about 10 degrees Fahrenheit hotter than equivalent paraffin candles. And I'll increase the distance because if the wax falls by 1 meter, it will drop the temperature about 5 degrees Fahrenheit at the risk of splatter."
"So, it's safe?"
"Don't worry, I have planned everything not to put you in danger. But first, I have to shave you and to put oil on your body."
"Why?"
"Because if some wax rolls on your hairs, it may be harder to take it off and a bit painful. For the mineral oil, it's better to remove the wax in the end. And as we have already made some test on your arm, we know that you aren't allergic at colored wax."
"You've thought about everything." I smiled, touched.
"I would never hurt you on purpose, Jun. Even if we are in BDSM, it doesn't mean I want to harm you. If this game is too much for you, you just have to say the safety word and I'll stop immediately, you won't disappoint me because you can't handle something." Sho stroked my cheek tenderly and kissed me deeply, pressing our bodies together. I wanted him so bad right now. I wanted him to take me and make me scream his name.
"Sho..."
"Shave your intimacy while I protect the house from the wax, I don't want to create a fire. And take your necklace off."
"Eh?! No... I don't want to..."
"Jun, it's just for the game, not to damage your necklace. I'll put it back around your neck when we'll have finished."
"Okay." I sighed.
"Go." Sho slapped my butt playfully.
"Okay. Before we start, give me your arm."
"Okay. Why?"
"Because I want to check if the wax isn't too hot not to burn you." I nodded and held out my arm. Sho took a little pot and raising his hand, let some wax fall on my skin. It was a bit hot but not too much. It burnt but not in a painful way, in fact, I liked the sensation.
"The temperature is perfect." I smiled.
"Okay. Now, lay on your back." I obeyed and Sho climbed on me to spread mineral oil on my whole body. It felt nice. He really had skilled hands. I was soon moaning under his touch, my member becoming hard. Sho kissed me while massaging my chest, his tongue diving in my mouth as his hands were pinching my nipples, making me gasp. I thought I would end crazy when Sho took his jeans off and climbed on top of me, undulating his hips as if he was fucking me. One of my hands gripped his arm but I pulled it away immediately as I remembered I wasn't allowed to do that. "We have to start or you'll come before the game start and I'll have to punish you." Sho smirked. "Lay on your chest, I'll start with your back and perfect ass."
"Okay." I nodded and stared at him preparing the recipients. He looked like a professional with his concentrate eyes.
"We'll start with yellow wax. Are you ready?" I nodded and laid my head on my pillow. I gasped loudly when I felt the first drop of wax on my skin. It felt hotter than on my arm but didn't hurt too much. "Then, red wax." I moaned again at the little burn. Strangely, I was getting hard even more as Sho was working on my body. Maybe I was more masochist then I thought...
"Sho...." I finally whined after what felt like hours as Sho was still spreading different colors on my back.
"Don't come baby or I'll have to punish you." Sho smirked and I screamed when he bit my butt, his hand teasing my pulsating hole. "Violet wax for your ass." I bit my pillow to gag my scream when I felt the wax on my butt. Tears started to roll down my cheeks. It was too much, it felt too good. I wanted him to take me and make me come!
"Master... Please..." I used this word, knowing perfectly he loved when I called him like that.
"Patience, honey, patience."
"Your body is amazing like that, Jun! And your butt... I have to take pictures!!" Sho said after lots of minutes and took his camera. I turned my face toward him, desire shining in my eyes. "Baby... You're turning me on just with this view of you! You're so beautiful, I can't wait to fuck you! Shit, your back and your firm ass colored like that are just...amazing!"
"Sho... Please... Fuck me..." I begged.
"Patience baby. Turn around." I quickly obeyed and Sho laughed when he saw my painfully hard erection. I wanted to punch his pretty face to punish him for laughing when the pleasure was so intense that I was crying. I bit my lip when he took his boxer off and I discovered his hard flesh that was already dripping. Sho took two pieces of brief and tied my wrists to each side of the bed before taking his recipient. What?! Was he serious?! He wanted to do this part of my body too?!!
"Master..."
"I want to finish my piece of art. Don't forget you aren't allowed to come." And he started another slow torture on my body but this time, added several things like biting my neck, liking my skin, kissing me and playing with my member before taking lots of photos of my body with the colored wax.
"Sho..." I sobbed."Sho... I can't handle more..." I sobbed. Sho seemed to realize that I was very serious because he nodded and put his camera down. We were reaching a moment where the pleasure was so intense that it was becoming too painful for me.
"Okay, baby, okay." His soft voice appeased me and I moaned in happiness when Sho climbed on me and kissed me while stroking my thigh. I heard him spreading some lube on his fingers before gasping when he entered two fingers, still attacking my mouth. I was happy he understood I couldn't handle more without using our safety word. He had read in my eyes.
"Sho!!" I whined when his shaft invaded me.
"Shit... So tight..." I bit my lip as Sho was starting to move inside me, his body and the wax creating a good and painful friction at the same time. As I was tightening around him, the sign I was going to come, Sho pulled out of me and turned to take me from behind, pillowing me literally. Luckily, I was allowed to moan because right now, I was screaming like a whore, begging for more though, I knew it was physically impossible that Sho fucked me faster harder than that. I was trying to think about the weather or disgusting things not to come now.
"Come for me, my love." Sho panted in my ear and it was enough to bring me over the edge with a long scream, feeling Sho releasing with a groan. We collapsed on the bed, out of breathe and I frowned when Sho chuckled.
"What's funny?"
"I was just thinking I would like us to be like that forever."
"Ah. And what was this 'my love'?"
"You didn't like it?"
"I did but... It wasn't like you to say this kind of words." Sho turned toward me, stroking my cheek.
"You didn't get it, ne?" My master said with an amused smile.
"What?" I frowned, not understanding him.
"Today was a special day." Oh. Yes. It was my birthday.
"I wanted to do something you would never forget and..." Sho brought our lips in a soft but deep kiss."I want to show you that despite my rough side and our special relationship, I care about you and love you."
"Sho..." I whispered, my heart fluttering at his words.
"Because even if I am rough, punish you or am cold with you sometimes, you're the most precious thing of my life, Jun. Don't ever forget or doubt that. Tomorrow, I'll be rough again, I'll order you some things, will fuck you hard and will submit you, sometimes without telling you my feelings because I'm not a demonstrating person but behind that, there is all the love I have for you."
"I know. Thank you." I smiled, stroking his cheek.
"You're so beautiful, Jun. And with the colored wax, you really looked like a piece of art. Let's shower now." Sho lifted me in his arms and we ended up under the fresh water of the bathroom, kissing softly and hugging each other. I knew he was doing all that for me because of my birthday and it was even more precious, that's why I enjoyed it as much as possible before he would come back to his usual self. "Come on." Sho kissed me a last time under the shower, the feeling of the water between our lips was so amazing and we left to dry ourselves before cleaning our mess and laying on the bed after he had put my necklace back as promised. Because for me, it wasn't a collar. It was a necklace. A gift that proved I belonged to him but also proved his love for me. It didn't tie me up to him, I felt even more free with this necklace because it offered me the choice to love Sho and let him love me."Come here." Sho hugged me from behind, his arms encircling my waist.
"Sho?" I turned around and smiled, touching his mouth with my fingers. I loved his full pink lips. My lover chuckled and kissed me as I was wrapping my arms around his neck. I put my forehead against his and smiled happily.
"Thank you for everything. It was the best birthday of my life."
"And it was the best day of mine." Sho grinned. I buried my face in his neck, whispering an 'I love you' before falling asleep. "I love you more, Jun..."
*****
I opened my eyes with loud yawn, hissing when I felt this so familiar pain in my back. Sho had killed my ass the previous night, forgetting I wasn't a rabbit and my back was sensitive. The sheets next to me were cold, the sign Sho was awake for a moment now and I stoop up slowly and took a boxer to join the living room where I saw my lover reading a book. I smiled and kneeled in front of him with a submissive face.
"Hey puppy, have you slept well?"
"Yes. Incredibly well." I grinned.
"Make us our breakfast, then." Sho kissed my forehead and I joined the kitchen with happiness. Cooking wasn't a problem for me, it was a pleasure and even more now that I was cooking for the person I loved.
"I thought we could dive today." I heard Sho saying from the door.
"I've never dived before."
"I've just dived at 9 meters, not more but Maldives is a great place to dive. Of course, we will go to a safe place because there are lots of flows here and even a professional diver can die. I know good clubs that will make us dive in a safe place if you want to try."
"Okay." I turned around, smiling and blushed when I caught Sho staring at me with weird eyes. "Is there a problem, master?" I asked softly.
"I didn't realize yesterday but... You've more muscles, no?" Sho approached me and stroked my chest, making me shiver.
"I did lots of sport these last months." I nodded.
"It's nice. I like your chest like that." Sho kissed my skin but pulled away when I moaned softly. "Sex is for tonight, baby. Hurry up, we have to eat, shower and after we will go to that diving club." Sho slapped my butt playfully.
"Ha-i."
No need to say Sho fucked me in the shower because he said I was too sexy and my butt was calling him. Stupid horny teacher.
The diving was amazing! I have no words to describe a paradise like this one. Of course we didn't dive deep but no need to, the fishes were there even at 6 meters. Like Sho told me the morning, the club was very serious and didn't put us in danger. We dived in a safe place were there wasn't many flows and I think this experience was the most beautiful gift that I had ever had with my necklace. Everything was amazing under the water. It was at the same time silent and very noisy. You were in another world, a world where you could be yourself, a world where you forgot all your problems. I saw incredible fishes that even the biggest aquarium of Japan hadn't. I swam with big fishes, with a turtle, saw beautiful coral and moray. Of course, we didn't touch them because even if there had been none danger, touching a turtle was very bad for the animal because you damaged its skin's protection. I was scared to see sharks but the professional diver told us that we wouldn't see them today and even if one of them came to us, they weren't dangerous as long as you don't attack or bother them. When the diving ended, he explained there weren't many dangerous sharks in the world. Most of the sharks were pacific and the attacks were often because of the Human. A shark a very sensitive animal that you couldn't approach as if it was your best friend. It was a wild animal, like a lion or a tiger that you have to respect. He told us that many sharks were kind with the divers as long as you didn't invade their haunt's territory or their nest. The diver told us this story about the French diver that had swum with a White shark without any problem.
"He was filming for a documentary and suddenly, as he was diving, he saw the big female White shark. As he was a professional diver, he didn't panic and thought before doing something stupid. He had two options. He could swim to escape and in that case, there was a big risk that the shark confounds him with its dinner or he could face it. The diver stayed still and stared at the shark right in the eyes. The shark swam quickly, as if he was attacking him but at the last moment, changed its direction and they started to swim together like two old friends. This diver was clever because he chose to defy the shark. By staying still and showing him he wasn't afraid, the shark understood he had no reason to attack him. If he had tried to escape, the shark would have thought he was a prey and maybe would have killed him. Most of the sharks are like that. Television always claims that they are very dangerous but almost all the accidents are because of us. Because we invade their territory, destroy it and kill the sharks or even feed them to attract them for the tourists. Humans often forget they aren't pets but wild animals. When you go in Africa, even if you are kind, the lions or tigers won't walk next to you as if you were their friend but nobody says they are monsters. Just because we don't walk in their territory to enjoy the view and because they look like big cats while the sharks look more frightening and are twice bigger. Think about the reasons of the shark attacks. It's mostly on surfers and swimmer because they confound us with their food and because we invaded the places of their territory, they swim toward the beaches. And with all that, lots of people feed them to attract them for the tourists. As they are used to be feed, they naturally come toward our beaches to have some food."
I had never thought about that. He was right, sharks weren't more dangerous than another wild animal and their attacks were mostly because of us. But they still looked impressive with their big teeth and bodies. Maybe one day I would find the courage to swim with them and try to understand this noble animal.
"Did you like it?" Sho asked as we were sitting on the beach.
"Yes. It was amazing." I nodded.
"Why are you so silent, then?"
"I was thinking about the diver's words about sharks."
"Oh."
"I think he is right and we don't do that just with sharks but with many other animals. We destroy their environment and kill them and after, we cry because they attack us. Humans are very hypocrites." I said sadly.
"It's true but luckily, there are persons who fight against that."
"In other countries but not in Japan. They talk about the nature, about pollution, selecting of our garbage’s but it's Chinese’s Japanese’s who kill the most of sharks for their food. Before thinking about pollution because of the cars, they should forbid these horrible and cruel haunts."
"I agree but it's not just in Japan that things like that happen. In America, they destroy the Amazonian forest and at the same time, many animals disappear. In some countries, it's the same with the bears or other sorts of animals. Humans are cruel, they think about themselves before the others. They don't realize that without animals and forests, we will die. It's good to understand these kinds of things at your age but unfortunately, you can't do anything if humans don't wake up and realize what they are doing. Don't think about it too much and let's enjoy our vacations. It won't change anything to have these sad ideas now."
"I think later I'll try to help a bit to wake the Humans up."
"It would be great." Sho smiled and kissed my temple.
We spent the rest of the day on the beach, sometimes swimming in the crystalline water, sometimes talking or sleeping. I had never felt as free and calm as now. It was funny when you thought about the fact that Sho was my master and submitted me but I felt free. I had lost my logic.
We spent an amazing week, doing many things, sleeping lazily on the beach, fucking like rabbits and talking for hours. I didn't want to leave but I knew we hadn't the choice and these days with Sho gave me the will to work harder to become independent and live with him, just the two of us.
"Baby, it's time to wake up my sleeping beauty." Sho whispered in my ear.
"I don't want to go back home." I whined childishly.
"I wish I could kidnap you but I can't. As it's still vacations and your father thinks you've worked days and nights, maybe he will allow you to enjoy the last days before school."
"Maybe." I smiled.
"If he does, come to my apartment."
"Hun." I nodded. "Thank you for these amazing vacations, Sho."
"It was my pleasure." Sho grinned and kissed me deeply, his hand playing with my necklace. I chuckled and left the car.
"Tadaima."
"Okaeri, baby!" My mother hugged me tightly. "How were your little vacations with Sho-sensei?"
"How..."
"I'm not stupid and I know when you lie to your father. Be careful, your skin is a bit tanned."
"I'll tell dad that we worked outside, he is so focused on his work that he won't care."I shrugged.
"Be careful, dear. So, how was it?"
"Amazing! We went to Maldives! We dived and he offered me that." I showed her my necklace proudly.
"It's beautiful!"
"Ne, mom, why do you help me with Sho?"
"Because first, I love you and want you happy. I don't want to lose you. And second, I envy you."
"Eh?"
"You see, I didn't decide to marry your father, it's our parents who did. Despite the years, we have never fallen in love with each other, we are too different. But I'm not sad because he gave me my biggest treasure, you. And at the second Sakurai-san entered the house and you introduced him. I understood you were crazy in love with him. I want you to have the chance to love and be loved. I want you to live what I've never had the chance to live."
"Why don't you leave dad?"
"Because I'm too old now and mostly because I'm nothing without him. I don't work, it's him who wins our money. It's the reason why I want you to be independent. Because if something happens with Sakurai-san, you'll be able to leave because you'll have a job and money and won't ending the street. If I left your father, it would be my case because I've never worked and I have no diplomas. Don't ever depend of your lover."
"I understand." I nodded. "Thank you for your advices and for always being here for me, you're the best mother in the world." I hugged her tightly. She really was wonderful.
"Papa?" I asked as we were eating. My father came back two hours after me and greeted me coldly. I was used to his lack of love for me and as long as I had my mother, I didn't care about him.
"Hun?"
"Can I spend some time with my friends for the last days?"
"You have to work." My father replied, swallowing his udon.
"But I worked days and nights for ten days and my results are the best of the school."
"Eh?"
"I received my paper. I'm first."
"Congratulation, Jun!"
"So, can I?"
"Alright. But when school will start again, you'll have to work harder."
"Hai." I grinned happily and finished my food quickly to send a message to Sho.
To: Sho-chan
From: Jun
Sho-chan, my father agreed to let me spend some time with my friends ;)
To: Jun
From: Sho
I'm happy ^o^ I'll take you to the aquarium and I'll fuck you endlessly. I have a new game for us, you'll love it!
To: Sho-chan
From: Jun
I'm impatient! I'll see you tomorrow, then! Love you!
To: Jun
From: Sho
I love you too, baby, sleep well.
The next day, I stood up early, preparing myself carefully to look as good as possible. Sho would wait for me at the aquarium in an hour and I had to hurry not to be late. But at the moment I was about to leave, my phone rang.
"Moshi mosh?"
"Jun..."
"Masaki?" I exclaimed.
"You're back."
"Are you crying?" I panicked. It wasn't like Masa to cry.
"I... Jun, can you come now? I..."
"I'm here in five minutes." I cut him off, worried about his sobs. Despite my love for Sho, Aiba was a precious friend for me and I had neglected him a lot these four past months.
"Masaki!!" I jumped in his arms when I saw him. He was pale, big dark shadows under his red swollen eyes. Aiba pulled away as if I had hit him but I followed him in the house. "What's going on? Masaki, please!"
"You were my best friend, Jun. And then, you became more for me. I've had my first time with you and thought that despite our problems, you would keep your promise and would wait for us to graduate before dating me again. I was so stupid to believe in you." Aiba chuckled between his sobs.
"What do you mean?"
"How dare you to do that to me?! I loved you!!" Aiba yelled. I had never seen him like that. Where does my smiling Masaki was?
"I don't understand."
"I'm talking about that!!!!" Aiba shouted, throwing papers on the table. I took it with shaking hands and froze. It was pictures of me and Sho kissing. A drop of sweat rolled down my temple and when I dared to raise my eyes, I crossed Aiba's hurt and scaring look.
I was in a big shit...
To be continued....
A/N: Finally, Masa has discovered the truth xD poor him and poor Jun who is in a big shit ><
And sorry for the par where I was defending the sharks xD but I love them as I'm a fan of diving and ocean, so, it always kills me to see Humans killing our marine animals ><
Now, lots of problems are waiting for our dear Sakumoto and we have to hope their strong love will hold on xD See you soon~