Prince of Japan (6/10)
Title: Prince of Japan
Author: MatsuAurore
Banner: Lilisan31 <3
Pairings: Juntoshi, Ohmiya, Sakuraiba
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst, fantasy
Rating: R
Summary: Japan, Seigoku's period. Three empires were living in harmony. The empire of fire, the empire of earth and the empire of water. But one day, the king of the fire's empire takes the power to reign on the world. All the kings are killed. All, except one. Satoshi Ohno the last prince of the water's empire is hidden by his father's men. His last chance to save the three empires is to find the secret weapon able to kill the traitor. Helped by his best guards, Ninomiya Kazunari and Sakurai Sho, Ohno's quest starts. But things aren't like they seem to be and maybe Ohno contains in himself a power stronger and more dangerous than anything.
Chapter 6: Emptiness
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
"If you want to save Jun, you have to give me Nino's life."
Ohno froze, his face paling at these words.
"No. No, no, no! I can't do that, I can't give you Kazu!!" Ohno yelled.
"It's up to you. I need his life if you want Jun. Make a choice, Satoshi."
"I..." Ohno stared at Kazu, his Kazu. He thought about every moment they had spent together.
"So, what is your answer?"
"I.... I'm sorry, Jun but I can't. I can't give you Kazu." Ohno's voice broke in a sob.
"I see. I can't give you Jun back, you have to live without him. I hope you'll handle it, little prince."
Ohno lowered his head, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"I'm so sorry, Jun... I... I couldn't give him Kazu." Ohno whispered between his sobs, hugging Jun's body against his chest.
Days passed, hours passed, seconds passed slowly. They continued their road but this time, in a heavy silence. Aiba didn't come back and Sho was lost in his thoughts, trying to forget his sadness. Ohno wasn't someone very talkative but now, it was as if he was mute. The young prince never opened his mouth and stopped to practice his training. He felt empty, he was like a ghost without the younger even if Nino was here.
"He needs time." Sho said to Nino who was staring at Ohno with worried eyes.
"I know but..."
"Nino, I know what you feel for him and I'm sure Ohno feels the same. When he will be ready, tell him your feelings."
"I don't want to be a substitute!" Nino snapped.
"You won't. Before his meeting with Jun, there was only you in his eyes." Sho smiled, patting his shoulder. "He needs you." The guard added before leaving.
"I don't know who is the one who needs the other the most." Nino whispered sadly.
The young guard walked toward the river, seeing Ohno washing his naked body. He was so beautiful but so thin at the same time. Since Jun's death, Ohno had lost his appetite and now, you could see visible bones on his body. Nino approached him and hugged him from behind.
"Kazu?!" Ohno jumped. The gamer didn't answer, tightening his grip around Ohno's body. "Kazu, I'm...naked." Ohno said, blushing deeply.
"You're even more beautiful like that." Nino whispered, lust shining in his eyes.
"Kazu, it's not funny, release me." Ohno turned around and blinked, seeing Nino's face just in front of him.
"I'm not joking, Satoshi." Nino smiled, stroking Ohno's cheek who closed his eyes.
"I can't Kazu." Ohno sighed.
"I know you love him but he is gone, you have to accept it and move on."
"I've killed him, Nino, are you stupid?! How do you want I forget?!" Ohno shouted.
"It was an accident!"
"Does it change anything?! Jun is dead and it's my fault, I've killed the man I was in love with!" Ohno cried but froze when he saw tears in Nino's eyes.
"I... I know but... I was hoping we..." Nino lowered his eyes, taking a deep breath.
"I love you Kazu but I can't be with you when I'm only thinking about Jun, it would be unfair for you."
"Let me help you to forget him. Let me love you, let me change your feelings and your guilt." Nino asked seriously.
"You're crazy!" Ohno replied.
"No. I'm serious."
"Kazu..." Ohno whispered sadly. The younger smiled and, passing his hand behind Ohno's nape, brought their lips in a rough kiss. The young prince froze but soon, kissed him back, his tears rolling down between their mouths. Nino pressed their bodies together, one of his hands grabbing Ohno's butt.
"Kazu, stop that..." Ohno implored weakly.
"No. I want you. Now. I'll make you forget." Nino replied, his hand taking Ohno's soft length to pump it slowly. The older gasped, his head arching back. "You're so beautiful like that. I've known I wanted you since the day you fell on the ground because you didn't control your powers."
"I was only five years old." Ohno chuckled between their lips.
"And you were the most beautiful boy of the country." Nino smiled, pumping harder.
"Kazu..." Ohno moaned.
"I want you so bad, Toshi." Nino whispered.
Ohno whined and started to take off Nino's yukata. The younger laid his prince on the floor, kissing every part of the tanned skin. Soon, two fingers slipped inside of the warm hole. Ohno whimpered but tried to relax and screamed in pleasure when the fingers hit a magical spot.
"Kazu, please, inside me!" Ohno begged. Nino chuckled and after a while, withdrew his fingers and pushed his painfully hard cock in Ohno. Some tears escaped Ohno's eyes because of the pain but soon, a loud scream left his throat, Nino hitting his sweet spot. Satoshi's nails scratched Nino's back who moaned and thrusted harder.
"Satoshi... You're so...amazing..." Nino gasped, his thrusts defying gravity.
"Harder!" Ohno shouted, moving his hips roughly to meet the younger's. Feeling he was on the edge, Nino grabbed Ohno's cock and pumped it roughly, smacking their lips together to gag their moans.
"I'm coming!" Ohno screamed and released in Nino's hand who followed him when the older tightened around his length. The guard collapsed next to Ohno, panting heavily, a big smile on his face.
Ohno stood up without a word and dived in the river to clean his body. Nobody talked for a moment, as if the previous act had broken something.
"I'm sorry." Nino finally said.
"I know." Ohno replied, taking his blue yukata.
"Sato, talk to me, say something!" Nino implored, grabbing Ohno's arm.
"It was my first time." Ohno whispered.
"I..."
"I always thought my first time would be with you and then... I met Jun." Ohno shivered when the name left his throat."I... I thought he would be the only one who would do this to me."
"Toshi, I..."
"Don't misunderstand my words, I liked it. You were amazing, Kazu but...but it's not enough, I know I love you but I can't... I'm sorry." Ohno whispered and left the younger alone.
Ohno walked in the forest, crying silently. His heart was aching like hell but nothing could change it. Why did he act so selfishly? He had hurt Nino by acting like that. His best friend didn't deserve to be treated so badly but Satoshi's heart was still screaming in pain anytime Kazunari was kissing and touching him. Should he try anyway? Should he agree to be with Nino to forget Jun? He loved him but not enough compared to the link he had with Jun. Why couldn't he change his feelings?
Satoshi looked at his collar in his hand. The little purple fish wasn't moving anymore as if it was dead.
"Even you, you are dead since his start." Satoshi whispered to the fish.
"Satoshi..."
"Why? Why did you steal him to me?!" Ohno screamed.
"It was his fate. You have to accept it."
"I can't." Ohno shook his head.
"You have to. You're weak since Jun's death, you need to work to win this battle."
"I don't care about your stupid battle! I want Jun, I'm nothing without him, I need him!!" Ohno yelled, his tattoo starting to shine.
"Calm down little prince."
"No! I won't calm down! Give me Jun back!" Ohno shouted.
"I can't little prince."
"I know you can! I won't fight if you don't do something!"
"Do you think I will give up in your caprices?!" Aki yelled, making Ohno jump.
"It's not a caprice and you know it!" Ohno replied in a cold voice.
"I know he was everything for you. I know your fates were bonded but he is gone and you have to accept it."
"What do you mean by bond?" But Aki never answered. "Aki?!Aki!!!" Ohno screamed.
Suddenly, a noise resounded and before Ohno could react, something hit his head and everything became dark.
Ohno moaned painfully, opening his eyes.
"Again?" The prince mumbled when he felt his tied hands. It was a habitude to end like that.
"Ah, he is awake, good morning, young prince." A man chuckled.
"Who are you? Where am I?" Ohno panicked.
"In a big shit, cutie." The man smirked. "I'm Souta and I'll take care of you."
"Why?"
"Hmm because my boss wants you to disappear. You see, you're the only one able to win against Jin and too bad for you, we don't want that. Luckily, we have found you walking anywhere." Souta chuckled.
"I..."
"Don't try to escape, there isn't your precious Jun anymore to save you." The man smirked.
"I don't care, do what you want with me." Ohno replied.
"Oohh does the young prince is sad?" Souta laughed.
"Shut up!" A big slap came as answer.
"You're not in the position to talk like that."
"I told you, do what you want with me, I don't care."
"Don't worry, in two days, you'll be dead." Souta smirked before leaving.
Ohno hugged his knees against his chest, waiting. He meant his words. He didn't care if these men killed him. A man came with some food, making Ohno laugh at how ironic the situation was. They were feeding him before killing him. So funny. The young prince didn't touch his food. Time passed slowly, nobody was visiting him and maybe it was better this way because it also meant nobody would touch him.
"Satoshi..."
Ohno didn't answer, ignoring the voice in his head.
"Satoshi!"
"What do you want?!" Ohno snapped.
"You have to escape."
"No." Ohno replied stubbornly.
"We need you, you can use your powers to escape them, you're strong, little prince."
"I won't fight for you anymore. You stole me the most important thing of my life. I don't want to fight anymore, I haven't the strength, I feel empty." Ohno cried.
"It's your duty."
"You can put it in your ass, I fucking don't care about this duty!" Ohno yelled.
"Is it your last word?"
"Yes. I'll be happy when they'll kill me." Ohno replied.
"I'm disappointed, little prince. I thought you would care for these children and people you met during your travel."
"And who cares about me?! Why do I have to always think about the others and never about myself? I have to help them but it's normal. If I suffer, if I feel empty and just wish to die?! It is normal I make them happy while I go through all this pain?!" Ohno cried.
"We needed someone and this person is you. I know it's unfair but Aku chose you before you were born, little prince. He chose you for a good reason. You're the only one able to win against Jin."
"I was. The only person who was giving me this strength is dead." Ohno snapped.
"No, little prince. Before you met Jun..."
"I was feeling empty! I always felt a gap in my heart, always. And Jun filled this gap. He made me feel alive and want to fight. I was missing him in my life, I don't know why but it's as if I was meant to meet him, as if I was waiting for him to start my life." Ohno cut Aki off.
"I know why you feel that. Jun was an important piece of this quest, his death wasn't planned but we have to move on."
"A piece?! Just a piece?! He wasn't your object, he was human!"
"Satoshi, you know nothing about Jun. I know everything about him and believe me, he had lots of secrets you didn't know."
"And then?! I don't care! Leave me alone!"
"Little prince, the world will be destroyed if you give up now."
"In that case, everybody will die." Ohno replied.
"You're not like that, little prince. You have a big heart, you can't let these people die."
"Error. I'm selfish. I was like that before you stole me everything but now, I don't care about the world. Now, leave me alone!"
"You'll regret it, little prince."
Ohno buried his face in his arms, crying loudly. A noise made him jump and raising his head, Ohno saw two men walking toward him.
"It's time." One of them smirked. Ohno followed them and they threw him on the ground in front of Souta.
"So, are you ready?"
"Yes." Ohno replied with serious eyes.
"It will be quick, don't worry." Souta took his katana.
"No Satoshi!!"
"Jun?" Ohno blinked.
"Please, stay alive!"
"No. Not without you."
"Toshi, everybody needs you, I was nothing compared to you."
"I need you. I'm nothing without you!"
"Babe, I know it's hard but... Try, for me, for Nino."
"Why are you saying the same things than Aki?! I want to choose my own life. I want to make my choices and my choice is you." Ohno replied.
"Satoshi..."
"Soon, we'll be together again." Ohno smiled when Souta raised his katana.
"Satoshi!!!"
"I love you, Jun." Ohno whispered before Souta lowered his katana roughly and everything became dark for the young prince, a lack of blood rolling on the ground.
To be continued...
A/N: Please, don't kill me for this cut T.T xD I know it's the second time I'm leaving a horrible cliffhanger but... Ok, I don't have any excuses xD I'll just try to post quickly the next part not to let you wait too long ;)
Author: MatsuAurore
Banner: Lilisan31 <3
Pairings: Juntoshi, Ohmiya, Sakuraiba
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst, fantasy
Rating: R
Summary: Japan, Seigoku's period. Three empires were living in harmony. The empire of fire, the empire of earth and the empire of water. But one day, the king of the fire's empire takes the power to reign on the world. All the kings are killed. All, except one. Satoshi Ohno the last prince of the water's empire is hidden by his father's men. His last chance to save the three empires is to find the secret weapon able to kill the traitor. Helped by his best guards, Ninomiya Kazunari and Sakurai Sho, Ohno's quest starts. But things aren't like they seem to be and maybe Ohno contains in himself a power stronger and more dangerous than anything.
Chapter 6: Emptiness
Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
"If you want to save Jun, you have to give me Nino's life."
Ohno froze, his face paling at these words.
"No. No, no, no! I can't do that, I can't give you Kazu!!" Ohno yelled.
"It's up to you. I need his life if you want Jun. Make a choice, Satoshi."
"I..." Ohno stared at Kazu, his Kazu. He thought about every moment they had spent together.
"So, what is your answer?"
"I.... I'm sorry, Jun but I can't. I can't give you Kazu." Ohno's voice broke in a sob.
"I see. I can't give you Jun back, you have to live without him. I hope you'll handle it, little prince."
Ohno lowered his head, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"I'm so sorry, Jun... I... I couldn't give him Kazu." Ohno whispered between his sobs, hugging Jun's body against his chest.
Days passed, hours passed, seconds passed slowly. They continued their road but this time, in a heavy silence. Aiba didn't come back and Sho was lost in his thoughts, trying to forget his sadness. Ohno wasn't someone very talkative but now, it was as if he was mute. The young prince never opened his mouth and stopped to practice his training. He felt empty, he was like a ghost without the younger even if Nino was here.
"He needs time." Sho said to Nino who was staring at Ohno with worried eyes.
"I know but..."
"Nino, I know what you feel for him and I'm sure Ohno feels the same. When he will be ready, tell him your feelings."
"I don't want to be a substitute!" Nino snapped.
"You won't. Before his meeting with Jun, there was only you in his eyes." Sho smiled, patting his shoulder. "He needs you." The guard added before leaving.
"I don't know who is the one who needs the other the most." Nino whispered sadly.
The young guard walked toward the river, seeing Ohno washing his naked body. He was so beautiful but so thin at the same time. Since Jun's death, Ohno had lost his appetite and now, you could see visible bones on his body. Nino approached him and hugged him from behind.
"Kazu?!" Ohno jumped. The gamer didn't answer, tightening his grip around Ohno's body. "Kazu, I'm...naked." Ohno said, blushing deeply.
"You're even more beautiful like that." Nino whispered, lust shining in his eyes.
"Kazu, it's not funny, release me." Ohno turned around and blinked, seeing Nino's face just in front of him.
"I'm not joking, Satoshi." Nino smiled, stroking Ohno's cheek who closed his eyes.
"I can't Kazu." Ohno sighed.
"I know you love him but he is gone, you have to accept it and move on."
"I've killed him, Nino, are you stupid?! How do you want I forget?!" Ohno shouted.
"It was an accident!"
"Does it change anything?! Jun is dead and it's my fault, I've killed the man I was in love with!" Ohno cried but froze when he saw tears in Nino's eyes.
"I... I know but... I was hoping we..." Nino lowered his eyes, taking a deep breath.
"I love you Kazu but I can't be with you when I'm only thinking about Jun, it would be unfair for you."
"Let me help you to forget him. Let me love you, let me change your feelings and your guilt." Nino asked seriously.
"You're crazy!" Ohno replied.
"No. I'm serious."
"Kazu..." Ohno whispered sadly. The younger smiled and, passing his hand behind Ohno's nape, brought their lips in a rough kiss. The young prince froze but soon, kissed him back, his tears rolling down between their mouths. Nino pressed their bodies together, one of his hands grabbing Ohno's butt.
"Kazu, stop that..." Ohno implored weakly.
"No. I want you. Now. I'll make you forget." Nino replied, his hand taking Ohno's soft length to pump it slowly. The older gasped, his head arching back. "You're so beautiful like that. I've known I wanted you since the day you fell on the ground because you didn't control your powers."
"I was only five years old." Ohno chuckled between their lips.
"And you were the most beautiful boy of the country." Nino smiled, pumping harder.
"Kazu..." Ohno moaned.
"I want you so bad, Toshi." Nino whispered.
Ohno whined and started to take off Nino's yukata. The younger laid his prince on the floor, kissing every part of the tanned skin. Soon, two fingers slipped inside of the warm hole. Ohno whimpered but tried to relax and screamed in pleasure when the fingers hit a magical spot.
"Kazu, please, inside me!" Ohno begged. Nino chuckled and after a while, withdrew his fingers and pushed his painfully hard cock in Ohno. Some tears escaped Ohno's eyes because of the pain but soon, a loud scream left his throat, Nino hitting his sweet spot. Satoshi's nails scratched Nino's back who moaned and thrusted harder.
"Satoshi... You're so...amazing..." Nino gasped, his thrusts defying gravity.
"Harder!" Ohno shouted, moving his hips roughly to meet the younger's. Feeling he was on the edge, Nino grabbed Ohno's cock and pumped it roughly, smacking their lips together to gag their moans.
"I'm coming!" Ohno screamed and released in Nino's hand who followed him when the older tightened around his length. The guard collapsed next to Ohno, panting heavily, a big smile on his face.
Ohno stood up without a word and dived in the river to clean his body. Nobody talked for a moment, as if the previous act had broken something.
"I'm sorry." Nino finally said.
"I know." Ohno replied, taking his blue yukata.
"Sato, talk to me, say something!" Nino implored, grabbing Ohno's arm.
"It was my first time." Ohno whispered.
"I..."
"I always thought my first time would be with you and then... I met Jun." Ohno shivered when the name left his throat."I... I thought he would be the only one who would do this to me."
"Toshi, I..."
"Don't misunderstand my words, I liked it. You were amazing, Kazu but...but it's not enough, I know I love you but I can't... I'm sorry." Ohno whispered and left the younger alone.
Ohno walked in the forest, crying silently. His heart was aching like hell but nothing could change it. Why did he act so selfishly? He had hurt Nino by acting like that. His best friend didn't deserve to be treated so badly but Satoshi's heart was still screaming in pain anytime Kazunari was kissing and touching him. Should he try anyway? Should he agree to be with Nino to forget Jun? He loved him but not enough compared to the link he had with Jun. Why couldn't he change his feelings?
Satoshi looked at his collar in his hand. The little purple fish wasn't moving anymore as if it was dead.
"Even you, you are dead since his start." Satoshi whispered to the fish.
"Satoshi..."
"Why? Why did you steal him to me?!" Ohno screamed.
"It was his fate. You have to accept it."
"I can't." Ohno shook his head.
"You have to. You're weak since Jun's death, you need to work to win this battle."
"I don't care about your stupid battle! I want Jun, I'm nothing without him, I need him!!" Ohno yelled, his tattoo starting to shine.
"Calm down little prince."
"No! I won't calm down! Give me Jun back!" Ohno shouted.
"I can't little prince."
"I know you can! I won't fight if you don't do something!"
"Do you think I will give up in your caprices?!" Aki yelled, making Ohno jump.
"It's not a caprice and you know it!" Ohno replied in a cold voice.
"I know he was everything for you. I know your fates were bonded but he is gone and you have to accept it."
"What do you mean by bond?" But Aki never answered. "Aki?!Aki!!!" Ohno screamed.
Suddenly, a noise resounded and before Ohno could react, something hit his head and everything became dark.
Ohno moaned painfully, opening his eyes.
"Again?" The prince mumbled when he felt his tied hands. It was a habitude to end like that.
"Ah, he is awake, good morning, young prince." A man chuckled.
"Who are you? Where am I?" Ohno panicked.
"In a big shit, cutie." The man smirked. "I'm Souta and I'll take care of you."
"Why?"
"Hmm because my boss wants you to disappear. You see, you're the only one able to win against Jin and too bad for you, we don't want that. Luckily, we have found you walking anywhere." Souta chuckled.
"I..."
"Don't try to escape, there isn't your precious Jun anymore to save you." The man smirked.
"I don't care, do what you want with me." Ohno replied.
"Oohh does the young prince is sad?" Souta laughed.
"Shut up!" A big slap came as answer.
"You're not in the position to talk like that."
"I told you, do what you want with me, I don't care."
"Don't worry, in two days, you'll be dead." Souta smirked before leaving.
Ohno hugged his knees against his chest, waiting. He meant his words. He didn't care if these men killed him. A man came with some food, making Ohno laugh at how ironic the situation was. They were feeding him before killing him. So funny. The young prince didn't touch his food. Time passed slowly, nobody was visiting him and maybe it was better this way because it also meant nobody would touch him.
"Satoshi..."
Ohno didn't answer, ignoring the voice in his head.
"Satoshi!"
"What do you want?!" Ohno snapped.
"You have to escape."
"No." Ohno replied stubbornly.
"We need you, you can use your powers to escape them, you're strong, little prince."
"I won't fight for you anymore. You stole me the most important thing of my life. I don't want to fight anymore, I haven't the strength, I feel empty." Ohno cried.
"It's your duty."
"You can put it in your ass, I fucking don't care about this duty!" Ohno yelled.
"Is it your last word?"
"Yes. I'll be happy when they'll kill me." Ohno replied.
"I'm disappointed, little prince. I thought you would care for these children and people you met during your travel."
"And who cares about me?! Why do I have to always think about the others and never about myself? I have to help them but it's normal. If I suffer, if I feel empty and just wish to die?! It is normal I make them happy while I go through all this pain?!" Ohno cried.
"We needed someone and this person is you. I know it's unfair but Aku chose you before you were born, little prince. He chose you for a good reason. You're the only one able to win against Jin."
"I was. The only person who was giving me this strength is dead." Ohno snapped.
"No, little prince. Before you met Jun..."
"I was feeling empty! I always felt a gap in my heart, always. And Jun filled this gap. He made me feel alive and want to fight. I was missing him in my life, I don't know why but it's as if I was meant to meet him, as if I was waiting for him to start my life." Ohno cut Aki off.
"I know why you feel that. Jun was an important piece of this quest, his death wasn't planned but we have to move on."
"A piece?! Just a piece?! He wasn't your object, he was human!"
"Satoshi, you know nothing about Jun. I know everything about him and believe me, he had lots of secrets you didn't know."
"And then?! I don't care! Leave me alone!"
"Little prince, the world will be destroyed if you give up now."
"In that case, everybody will die." Ohno replied.
"You're not like that, little prince. You have a big heart, you can't let these people die."
"Error. I'm selfish. I was like that before you stole me everything but now, I don't care about the world. Now, leave me alone!"
"You'll regret it, little prince."
Ohno buried his face in his arms, crying loudly. A noise made him jump and raising his head, Ohno saw two men walking toward him.
"It's time." One of them smirked. Ohno followed them and they threw him on the ground in front of Souta.
"So, are you ready?"
"Yes." Ohno replied with serious eyes.
"It will be quick, don't worry." Souta took his katana.
"No Satoshi!!"
"Jun?" Ohno blinked.
"Please, stay alive!"
"No. Not without you."
"Toshi, everybody needs you, I was nothing compared to you."
"I need you. I'm nothing without you!"
"Babe, I know it's hard but... Try, for me, for Nino."
"Why are you saying the same things than Aki?! I want to choose my own life. I want to make my choices and my choice is you." Ohno replied.
"Satoshi..."
"Soon, we'll be together again." Ohno smiled when Souta raised his katana.
"Satoshi!!!"
"I love you, Jun." Ohno whispered before Souta lowered his katana roughly and everything became dark for the young prince, a lack of blood rolling on the ground.
To be continued...
A/N: Please, don't kill me for this cut T.T xD I know it's the second time I'm leaving a horrible cliffhanger but... Ok, I don't have any excuses xD I'll just try to post quickly the next part not to let you wait too long ;)