Alive (3/?)
Title: Alive
Author: Matsuaurore
Pairings: Sakumoto, Ohmiya
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: They belong to me but just in my dreams T.T
Summary: He was everything to me. My joys, my pains, my life. He was my everything, my half. But what can you do when the love you feel is also the forbidden?
What can you do when you have to push away what keeps you alive?
Chapter 3:
"Jun..." I moaned while kissing his neck with passion, leaving lots of marks as I was moving on top of him, stroking our hard lengths.
"Sho-chan, do-n't st-op." Jun whined under me. I chuckled and moved up, making him protest.
"I have to prepare you." I grabbed the little bottle of lube and spread it on my fingers. "On your four."
"But I want to see you." Jun whined.
"After. It will be less painful if we do it from behind." Jun blushed and nodded. I stared at his naked body. God, he was so beautiful!
His thin hips, his small of the back and mostly his little firm butt that you could hold with your hands or bite it and fuck with passion. I stroked his back before licking and kissing his skin. I brought my hands to his little pulsating hole and teased it a bit to excite him and ease the penetration. Jun was moaning softly, sweat covering his body before I entered one finger inside him slowly, staring at his face from the side to be sure I wasn't hurting him. Jun finally moaned and started to move against my finger, the signal he was ready for another one.
Soon, I was fingering him, stretching his entrance enough to welcome me without too much pain. I wanted to do that well, to give him an unforgettable memory, to hear his pleasure, to see the happiness on his face. I didn't want him to regret it or hate it. And as I was a bit selfish, I wanted to drive him addicted to me. Like for Adam and Eve with the apple. I wanted him to bite in this forbidden fruit and not to ever be able to stop. It was egoist, I knew it but I was myself already addicted to him. To his body, his personality, his eyes and mostly his smile. I needed him more than I could even think and losing him would be the death of me. I want to become his only one, the reason why he would smile and laugh everyday. I wanted to be his happiness.
I pulled my fingers out and slowly entered him.
"Are you okay, Jun?" I asked worriedly.
"Ye-s. It hurts a bit but I can handle it." Jun panted.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes. Sho, please, take me!" Jun implored. I moaned at his words and started to move slowly, first and when I heard him moaning just in pleasure, I grabbed his hips possessively and moved faster, looking for his sweet spot that I found quickly when Jun screamed loudly. God, it was like a song in my ears. Hearing his pleasure was just...orgasmic if I could use this word.
"Ju-n... God, baby, you feel so good!!" I gasped, trying to resist as long as possible.
"Har-der, Sho! Please, harder!" Jun implored.
I smiled and deepened my thrusts, making him scream even more. It was better than my dreams. It was like heaven! But I wanted to see his face, I wanted to see his pleasure and pulled out to turn him on his back. I stroked his red sweating cheek with love.
"You're so beautiful." I whispered.
"I love you." Jun grinned. I stroked his cheek and entered him again. He was so beautiful with his red chubby cheeks, his messed-up hair and the pleasure shinning on his face. I would never be able to get bored of this view. Jun wrapped his legs around me and I moved deeply but slowly to admire his face. To enjoy all the pleasure I was giving him. Our lips met for desperate kisses and soon, I thrusted harder and faster while sucking his lips or his neck to gag my screams and inhale his scent. "Sho!!!" Jun arched his body, tightening his muscles around me and making me come some seconds later. I collapsed next to him, out of breath but happy, my orgasm still blurring my view.
"Are you okay?"
"It was amazing." Jun panted.
"Really?"
"I've loved it." Jun turned toward me and stroked my cheek with a shining smile but soon, I froze as his breathe wasn't calming.
"Jun?" Jun collapsed on his back, breathing with difficulty. I grabbed his inhalator and gave it to him.
"Si-ng me some-thing." Jun panted and I understood he needed my voice to calm down. Without thinking, I started to sing him a song, stroking his hair softly.
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
A little crazy but I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
A little crazy but I believe
It took him some minutes to breathe normally again and I hugged him tightly, burying my face in his neck.
"I'm fine, Sho."
"No. I've hurt you... I'm horrible." I whispered against his skin. Jun cupped my face and looked at me with serious eyes. I had never seen him with this face before. He looked like an adult.
"Listen to me. You haven't hurt me. It was wonderful and I've loved it but you know my lungs are annoying and like to bother me. I'm fine, I just have to take my inhalator. Some seconds without breathing well are worth to the hour of pleasure you gave me. Stop blaming yourself or this time, you will really hurt me."
"I'm sorry, Jun." I pulled him in my embrace and kissed his head endlessly. "I love you so much, losing you would be the worst thing of the world."
"You won't lose me. I'm used to my asthma and won't die because of it."
"I know but your crises scare me sometimes."
"There are not that bad." Jun shrugged.
"Liar. Is it very painful?"
"It depends. If I have a crisis because of something painful, then, yes. But if I have a crisis because you just kissed me or gave me an amazing orgasm, then, it's not." I chuckled at his words. Baka Jun.
"Sleep, now."
"Sho?"
"Hun?"
"This song... I have the feeling I've already heard it."
"I was used to sing this song when you were younger."
"Eh?"
"You were already a big fan of Darren Hayes when you were only 7 years old and I sang you your favorites when you refused to sleep or was sick."
"This one..."
"'I knew I loved you'. Because this song is what I've always felt." I kissed his temple with a lovingly smile. "Because I knew I was in loved with you before you even opened your eyes and took my finger."
"Thank you." Jun whispered against my neck.
No need more words, I knew these ones were more important than any declaration. We fell asleep quickly, too tired to talk but I spent the most amazing night of my life. Jun stayed against me, his breathing sometimes accelerating but none crisis came. If I could have him like that everyday forever.
When I opened my eyes the next morning, I was alone in the bed and smelt a delicious scent. If Jun didn't allow me one thing, it was the cooking. He always said I was a catastrophe when it came to prepare lunch’s and as he was a very good cook, I never complained and loved to eat his food.
"Hi..." I wrapped him from behind, kissing his cheek.
"Hello, Nii-chan." Jun grinned but kept his look on the eggs. I pouted, wanting him to kiss me but Jun would never leave his stove for someone. I sighed and sat on a chair to patient and after some minutes, Jun switch off the fire and came to me. I opened my arms to welcome him with happiness, our lips meeting with softness and passion at the same time.
"Have you slept well?"
"Yes." Jun nodded.
"None crises?"
"Just a small one this morning but I didn't need my inhalator."
"Okay. I'll bring you to your next appointment with Fujira-sensei."
"Why? I'm not a baby." Jun pouted.
"You are MY baby. I want to ask him if you can have a stronger treatment or a way to calm your crises because even if you said it doesn't hurt you, I won't handle seeing you making a crisis anytime I'll make love to you." Jun blushed deeply but finally nodded.
"What do we do today?"
"Do you want to go to the cinema?"
"Sugoi!"
"Then, shower and after we leave." I grabbed his hand to lead him toward the bathroom.
We ended up under the water, kissing with passion and whispering sweet words in each other's ear before I took him from behind, the need to feel him in this way was just too important to be handled more. I tried to control myself not to hurt him but he felt so good that I became rougher, making him scream more than the previous night. Luckily, Jun didn't make a crisis and found a way to calm down slowly without using his inhalator. I was happy because maybe it meant we would be able to make love roughly without being scared of Jun's crises.
"Hey, isn't it Jun?" We both jumped as we were waiting in front of the cinema when a group of boys came to us.
"Hello." Jun's attitude changed immediately and my brother lowered his eyes.
"Still a bother with your asthma? It's surprised you've found someone wanting to support you." A boy smirked. My jaw clenched and I grabbed him by the collar with killing eyes.
"Nobody can insult my brother." I said with a scaring voice, my eyes throwing flashes. I wasn't very tall but I had lots of muscles because of the sport and the boy paled in front of me.
"Calm down, puppy guard." The boy finally chuckled.
"So, he has a brother." Another said, looking at me as if I was an annoying obstacle.
"Yes and his brother doesn't allow shits like you to talk to him like that!" I snapped.
"Sho, stop, let it go." Jun exclaimed.
"But..."
"Please." Jun looked at me with imploring eyes and I sighed and pulled away.
"Come on." I grabbed his arm and led him inside.
We chose two seats and sat in silence. I could feel Jun was angry and I hated it. Why was he angry, I had just defended him!
"Jun..."
"I'm old enough to defend myself alone. I didn't need your help." Jun said in a little voice.
"I can't bear seeing someone hurting you."
"I know but I'm not a baby." Jun pouted and I smiled, understanding he was forgiving me. I pulled him against me and kissed his lips, making him blush.
"I'm sorry." I whispered.
"It's okay." Jun smiled and laid his head on my shoulder. I took his hand to link our fingers and stared at the screen with difficulty, not liking to look at something else than him. During the movie, I kept throwing him looks and kissed him so many times that we didn't really watch the movie, too occupied to kiss and stroke each other's bodies. There was nothing sexual, just lots of tenderness and a need to feel each other, to be sure everything was real and to take advantage of these precious moments together. When we left the cinema, Jun's lips were red and swollen as if I had eaten it. Well, it was almost that.
"What do you want to do, now?" I asked.
"Can we go home?"
"Already?"
"I want to be in your arms and outside it's impossible."
"You're so cute, baby." I stroked his cheek tenderly.
When we arrived at home, Jun prepared us an amazing curry and we both sat on the sofa to watch Harry potter as my brother was a big fan of the books. I let Jun sit between my legs and hugged him from behind while eating. It wasn't the most practical way to eat but like that, I could have him against me and kiss him when I wanted.
"Jun?"
"Hun?"
"I'm thinking about taking a collocation to be closer to Keio, would you like to join me when college will be over for you?"
"But... It means you'll leave now?" Jun gasped.
"Maybe."
"Why?! I don't want to!!!" Jun stood up with an angry face. "We're together for two weeks and you already want to leave the house?! Do I bother you?!" Jun started to cry. No no no. I didn't want him to cry!
"No of course not! It would just be easier for us. We could kiss and sleep together without any risk."
"But I wouldn't be able to see you the week." Jun sobbed.
"I...." Well it was true. With his asthma and his age, my parents would never let him come the week.
"You hate me..."
"No, Jun. Listen, it wasn't a good idea. Or at least, not now. But in two years, you would be able to live with me, it would be wonderful, no?"
"Y-es. But not now. Please, Sho, don't leave me now!" Jun implored.
"Of course. I won't leave you. Never." I hugged him tightly, feeling stupid for this idea. In two years, it would be okay but not now and even if Jun wasn't ready to let me leave, I wasn't ready to leave him too.
"When did you fall in love with me?" Jun asked as we were looking at some albums of us when we were younger.
"Hmmm. A year ago, I realized I was in love with you but I fell for you the moment you looked at me."
"Tell me!" Jun grinned. I chuckled in front of his excitation.
16 years ago...
"Papa, where is mama?" I shook my father's jeans with my tiny hand.
"She is giving birth to your little brother."
"My brother?" I looked at him with questioning eyes.
"Yes. In some hours, you'll be a big brother." My father stroked my hair with a smile.
We waited a long time in a white corridor before a doctor came to lead us in a room where we saw my mother with something in her arms. She looked very tired but was grinning happily.
"Sho, here is your new little brother, Jun." I climbed on the bed to see a little form in a purple blanket. He looked like me but was so small!
"Jun?" I asked and at this moment, my brother opened his eyes and met mines. My heart fluttered crazily. It was as if he was diving in my soul. Jun smiled widely and shook his tiny hand toward me. Curious, I took it and my brother grabbed my finger tightly, still looking at me with his beautiful eyes. "Hello, Jun, I'm your brother, Sho."
"You'll have to be careful with him, Jun is just a baby and you will help your mother because she is tired." My father said. I nodded happily but never took my eyes off Jun.
My mother left the hospital five days later and I welcomed her with impatience at home. Or mostly Jun. The first three months, Jun slept a lot as he was still little but then, started to stay awake more.
"Junny!" I kissed his naked belly, making him laugh loudly. Jun blabbered, waving his tiny arms to me. I wasn't allowed to have him in my arms if I wasn't sat because I was too young and could let him fall. That's why I was staying for hours on my parent's bed, Jun in my arms, kissing and stroking his soft black hair.
"He doesn't want to calm down!" My mother one day groaned, Jun crying loudly in her arms.
"He is hungry."
"I fed him two minutes ago and his diaper is clean." My mother put her crying baby on the bed with a sigh, not knowing what to do.
"Keep him in your arms, he will calm down!" My father growled.
"I have to prepare the dinner, I can't keep him, I'm not an octopus!"
"Put him in the baby carrier, then."
"And I'll cook fried chicken with a five months old baby against me?!"
"You could..." My parents stopped when they realized there were no cries anymore and turned their heads to see Jun laughing in my arms.
"Thank you, God!" My mother sighed in relief.
"Watch over them. Sho-chan, be careful with your brother."
"Hai!" I grinned before giving my finger to Jun who put it in his mouth and sucked it. "Junny likes my finger." I smiled proudly. Jun laughed happily, holding out his arms toward me. I lifted him up and my brother grabbed my hair to bury his face in my neck, sucking my skin. I laughed and tightened my hug around him before Jun fell asleep some minutes later.
I just loved him. He was wonderful.
To be continued...
A/N: Jun and Sho's first time ** Sho was just so perfect and careful with his Junny ;w; Lucky Jun xD
I can stop smiling thinking about chibi Jun and Sho ;w; just imagining a two years old Sho with a baby Jun in his arms makes my heart melt and anytime I think about Jun smiling to Sho or wanting to be in his arms **
More Sakumoto children in the next part xD
Author: Matsuaurore
Pairings: Sakumoto, Ohmiya
Genre: Au, romance, drama, angst
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: They belong to me but just in my dreams T.T
Summary: He was everything to me. My joys, my pains, my life. He was my everything, my half. But what can you do when the love you feel is also the forbidden?
What can you do when you have to push away what keeps you alive?
Chapter 3:
"Jun..." I moaned while kissing his neck with passion, leaving lots of marks as I was moving on top of him, stroking our hard lengths.
"Sho-chan, do-n't st-op." Jun whined under me. I chuckled and moved up, making him protest.
"I have to prepare you." I grabbed the little bottle of lube and spread it on my fingers. "On your four."
"But I want to see you." Jun whined.
"After. It will be less painful if we do it from behind." Jun blushed and nodded. I stared at his naked body. God, he was so beautiful!
His thin hips, his small of the back and mostly his little firm butt that you could hold with your hands or bite it and fuck with passion. I stroked his back before licking and kissing his skin. I brought my hands to his little pulsating hole and teased it a bit to excite him and ease the penetration. Jun was moaning softly, sweat covering his body before I entered one finger inside him slowly, staring at his face from the side to be sure I wasn't hurting him. Jun finally moaned and started to move against my finger, the signal he was ready for another one.
Soon, I was fingering him, stretching his entrance enough to welcome me without too much pain. I wanted to do that well, to give him an unforgettable memory, to hear his pleasure, to see the happiness on his face. I didn't want him to regret it or hate it. And as I was a bit selfish, I wanted to drive him addicted to me. Like for Adam and Eve with the apple. I wanted him to bite in this forbidden fruit and not to ever be able to stop. It was egoist, I knew it but I was myself already addicted to him. To his body, his personality, his eyes and mostly his smile. I needed him more than I could even think and losing him would be the death of me. I want to become his only one, the reason why he would smile and laugh everyday. I wanted to be his happiness.
I pulled my fingers out and slowly entered him.
"Are you okay, Jun?" I asked worriedly.
"Ye-s. It hurts a bit but I can handle it." Jun panted.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes. Sho, please, take me!" Jun implored. I moaned at his words and started to move slowly, first and when I heard him moaning just in pleasure, I grabbed his hips possessively and moved faster, looking for his sweet spot that I found quickly when Jun screamed loudly. God, it was like a song in my ears. Hearing his pleasure was just...orgasmic if I could use this word.
"Ju-n... God, baby, you feel so good!!" I gasped, trying to resist as long as possible.
"Har-der, Sho! Please, harder!" Jun implored.
I smiled and deepened my thrusts, making him scream even more. It was better than my dreams. It was like heaven! But I wanted to see his face, I wanted to see his pleasure and pulled out to turn him on his back. I stroked his red sweating cheek with love.
"You're so beautiful." I whispered.
"I love you." Jun grinned. I stroked his cheek and entered him again. He was so beautiful with his red chubby cheeks, his messed-up hair and the pleasure shinning on his face. I would never be able to get bored of this view. Jun wrapped his legs around me and I moved deeply but slowly to admire his face. To enjoy all the pleasure I was giving him. Our lips met for desperate kisses and soon, I thrusted harder and faster while sucking his lips or his neck to gag my screams and inhale his scent. "Sho!!!" Jun arched his body, tightening his muscles around me and making me come some seconds later. I collapsed next to him, out of breath but happy, my orgasm still blurring my view.
"Are you okay?"
"It was amazing." Jun panted.
"Really?"
"I've loved it." Jun turned toward me and stroked my cheek with a shining smile but soon, I froze as his breathe wasn't calming.
"Jun?" Jun collapsed on his back, breathing with difficulty. I grabbed his inhalator and gave it to him.
"Si-ng me some-thing." Jun panted and I understood he needed my voice to calm down. Without thinking, I started to sing him a song, stroking his hair softly.
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
A little crazy but I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
A little crazy but I believe
It took him some minutes to breathe normally again and I hugged him tightly, burying my face in his neck.
"I'm fine, Sho."
"No. I've hurt you... I'm horrible." I whispered against his skin. Jun cupped my face and looked at me with serious eyes. I had never seen him with this face before. He looked like an adult.
"Listen to me. You haven't hurt me. It was wonderful and I've loved it but you know my lungs are annoying and like to bother me. I'm fine, I just have to take my inhalator. Some seconds without breathing well are worth to the hour of pleasure you gave me. Stop blaming yourself or this time, you will really hurt me."
"I'm sorry, Jun." I pulled him in my embrace and kissed his head endlessly. "I love you so much, losing you would be the worst thing of the world."
"You won't lose me. I'm used to my asthma and won't die because of it."
"I know but your crises scare me sometimes."
"There are not that bad." Jun shrugged.
"Liar. Is it very painful?"
"It depends. If I have a crisis because of something painful, then, yes. But if I have a crisis because you just kissed me or gave me an amazing orgasm, then, it's not." I chuckled at his words. Baka Jun.
"Sleep, now."
"Sho?"
"Hun?"
"This song... I have the feeling I've already heard it."
"I was used to sing this song when you were younger."
"Eh?"
"You were already a big fan of Darren Hayes when you were only 7 years old and I sang you your favorites when you refused to sleep or was sick."
"This one..."
"'I knew I loved you'. Because this song is what I've always felt." I kissed his temple with a lovingly smile. "Because I knew I was in loved with you before you even opened your eyes and took my finger."
"Thank you." Jun whispered against my neck.
No need more words, I knew these ones were more important than any declaration. We fell asleep quickly, too tired to talk but I spent the most amazing night of my life. Jun stayed against me, his breathing sometimes accelerating but none crisis came. If I could have him like that everyday forever.
When I opened my eyes the next morning, I was alone in the bed and smelt a delicious scent. If Jun didn't allow me one thing, it was the cooking. He always said I was a catastrophe when it came to prepare lunch’s and as he was a very good cook, I never complained and loved to eat his food.
"Hi..." I wrapped him from behind, kissing his cheek.
"Hello, Nii-chan." Jun grinned but kept his look on the eggs. I pouted, wanting him to kiss me but Jun would never leave his stove for someone. I sighed and sat on a chair to patient and after some minutes, Jun switch off the fire and came to me. I opened my arms to welcome him with happiness, our lips meeting with softness and passion at the same time.
"Have you slept well?"
"Yes." Jun nodded.
"None crises?"
"Just a small one this morning but I didn't need my inhalator."
"Okay. I'll bring you to your next appointment with Fujira-sensei."
"Why? I'm not a baby." Jun pouted.
"You are MY baby. I want to ask him if you can have a stronger treatment or a way to calm your crises because even if you said it doesn't hurt you, I won't handle seeing you making a crisis anytime I'll make love to you." Jun blushed deeply but finally nodded.
"What do we do today?"
"Do you want to go to the cinema?"
"Sugoi!"
"Then, shower and after we leave." I grabbed his hand to lead him toward the bathroom.
We ended up under the water, kissing with passion and whispering sweet words in each other's ear before I took him from behind, the need to feel him in this way was just too important to be handled more. I tried to control myself not to hurt him but he felt so good that I became rougher, making him scream more than the previous night. Luckily, Jun didn't make a crisis and found a way to calm down slowly without using his inhalator. I was happy because maybe it meant we would be able to make love roughly without being scared of Jun's crises.
"Hey, isn't it Jun?" We both jumped as we were waiting in front of the cinema when a group of boys came to us.
"Hello." Jun's attitude changed immediately and my brother lowered his eyes.
"Still a bother with your asthma? It's surprised you've found someone wanting to support you." A boy smirked. My jaw clenched and I grabbed him by the collar with killing eyes.
"Nobody can insult my brother." I said with a scaring voice, my eyes throwing flashes. I wasn't very tall but I had lots of muscles because of the sport and the boy paled in front of me.
"Calm down, puppy guard." The boy finally chuckled.
"So, he has a brother." Another said, looking at me as if I was an annoying obstacle.
"Yes and his brother doesn't allow shits like you to talk to him like that!" I snapped.
"Sho, stop, let it go." Jun exclaimed.
"But..."
"Please." Jun looked at me with imploring eyes and I sighed and pulled away.
"Come on." I grabbed his arm and led him inside.
We chose two seats and sat in silence. I could feel Jun was angry and I hated it. Why was he angry, I had just defended him!
"Jun..."
"I'm old enough to defend myself alone. I didn't need your help." Jun said in a little voice.
"I can't bear seeing someone hurting you."
"I know but I'm not a baby." Jun pouted and I smiled, understanding he was forgiving me. I pulled him against me and kissed his lips, making him blush.
"I'm sorry." I whispered.
"It's okay." Jun smiled and laid his head on my shoulder. I took his hand to link our fingers and stared at the screen with difficulty, not liking to look at something else than him. During the movie, I kept throwing him looks and kissed him so many times that we didn't really watch the movie, too occupied to kiss and stroke each other's bodies. There was nothing sexual, just lots of tenderness and a need to feel each other, to be sure everything was real and to take advantage of these precious moments together. When we left the cinema, Jun's lips were red and swollen as if I had eaten it. Well, it was almost that.
"What do you want to do, now?" I asked.
"Can we go home?"
"Already?"
"I want to be in your arms and outside it's impossible."
"You're so cute, baby." I stroked his cheek tenderly.
When we arrived at home, Jun prepared us an amazing curry and we both sat on the sofa to watch Harry potter as my brother was a big fan of the books. I let Jun sit between my legs and hugged him from behind while eating. It wasn't the most practical way to eat but like that, I could have him against me and kiss him when I wanted.
"Jun?"
"Hun?"
"I'm thinking about taking a collocation to be closer to Keio, would you like to join me when college will be over for you?"
"But... It means you'll leave now?" Jun gasped.
"Maybe."
"Why?! I don't want to!!!" Jun stood up with an angry face. "We're together for two weeks and you already want to leave the house?! Do I bother you?!" Jun started to cry. No no no. I didn't want him to cry!
"No of course not! It would just be easier for us. We could kiss and sleep together without any risk."
"But I wouldn't be able to see you the week." Jun sobbed.
"I...." Well it was true. With his asthma and his age, my parents would never let him come the week.
"You hate me..."
"No, Jun. Listen, it wasn't a good idea. Or at least, not now. But in two years, you would be able to live with me, it would be wonderful, no?"
"Y-es. But not now. Please, Sho, don't leave me now!" Jun implored.
"Of course. I won't leave you. Never." I hugged him tightly, feeling stupid for this idea. In two years, it would be okay but not now and even if Jun wasn't ready to let me leave, I wasn't ready to leave him too.
"When did you fall in love with me?" Jun asked as we were looking at some albums of us when we were younger.
"Hmmm. A year ago, I realized I was in love with you but I fell for you the moment you looked at me."
"Tell me!" Jun grinned. I chuckled in front of his excitation.
16 years ago...
"Papa, where is mama?" I shook my father's jeans with my tiny hand.
"She is giving birth to your little brother."
"My brother?" I looked at him with questioning eyes.
"Yes. In some hours, you'll be a big brother." My father stroked my hair with a smile.
We waited a long time in a white corridor before a doctor came to lead us in a room where we saw my mother with something in her arms. She looked very tired but was grinning happily.
"Sho, here is your new little brother, Jun." I climbed on the bed to see a little form in a purple blanket. He looked like me but was so small!
"Jun?" I asked and at this moment, my brother opened his eyes and met mines. My heart fluttered crazily. It was as if he was diving in my soul. Jun smiled widely and shook his tiny hand toward me. Curious, I took it and my brother grabbed my finger tightly, still looking at me with his beautiful eyes. "Hello, Jun, I'm your brother, Sho."
"You'll have to be careful with him, Jun is just a baby and you will help your mother because she is tired." My father said. I nodded happily but never took my eyes off Jun.
My mother left the hospital five days later and I welcomed her with impatience at home. Or mostly Jun. The first three months, Jun slept a lot as he was still little but then, started to stay awake more.
"Junny!" I kissed his naked belly, making him laugh loudly. Jun blabbered, waving his tiny arms to me. I wasn't allowed to have him in my arms if I wasn't sat because I was too young and could let him fall. That's why I was staying for hours on my parent's bed, Jun in my arms, kissing and stroking his soft black hair.
"He doesn't want to calm down!" My mother one day groaned, Jun crying loudly in her arms.
"He is hungry."
"I fed him two minutes ago and his diaper is clean." My mother put her crying baby on the bed with a sigh, not knowing what to do.
"Keep him in your arms, he will calm down!" My father growled.
"I have to prepare the dinner, I can't keep him, I'm not an octopus!"
"Put him in the baby carrier, then."
"And I'll cook fried chicken with a five months old baby against me?!"
"You could..." My parents stopped when they realized there were no cries anymore and turned their heads to see Jun laughing in my arms.
"Thank you, God!" My mother sighed in relief.
"Watch over them. Sho-chan, be careful with your brother."
"Hai!" I grinned before giving my finger to Jun who put it in his mouth and sucked it. "Junny likes my finger." I smiled proudly. Jun laughed happily, holding out his arms toward me. I lifted him up and my brother grabbed my hair to bury his face in my neck, sucking my skin. I laughed and tightened my hug around him before Jun fell asleep some minutes later.
I just loved him. He was wonderful.
To be continued...
A/N: Jun and Sho's first time ** Sho was just so perfect and careful with his Junny ;w; Lucky Jun xD
I can stop smiling thinking about chibi Jun and Sho ;w; just imagining a two years old Sho with a baby Jun in his arms makes my heart melt and anytime I think about Jun smiling to Sho or wanting to be in his arms **
More Sakumoto children in the next part xD