Shut up, I'm great (final chapter)
Title: Shut up, I'm great! (final chapter)
Author: MatsuAurore
Beta: A wave of kisses to my lovely sakudada for her works<3
Pairings: Sakuraiba, Juntoshi
Genre: Au, comedy, romance, angst, fluff
Disclaimer: Only own the plot. Sho owns Aiba :P sorry many fluff in this chapter too m(^.^)m
Summary: Sho, is an amazing pianist but a fucking asshole. When he meets Aiba, a seducer but an idiot man, problems start.
A/N: I'm so happy and sad at the same time because this is the final chapter. It was my first fic Sakuraiba and I've loved to write it, they are so cute together. I wish they could live and have children together, Sho would make a great father and Aiba would be so adorable with a baby boy, ne xD?
Final chapter:
"Sorry, sir, but this plane is gone since five minutes." The woman smiled.
Aiba's heart stopped at these words. He froze, unable to move or say something while his children were looking at him, a bit curious. Aiba's eyes met Ohno's and the sleepy man wrapped him in his arm when the taller man started to cry loudly. Masaki felt as if someone had pierced his heart with a knife. It was over. Sho had left the country, Aiba would never be able to see his lovely pianist again. It was so painful, so unfair! He never had felt a so big grief, even when Jin had left him.
Ohno stroked his head softly, whispering comforting words to the crying man.
"Daddy, where is Sho-chan?" Sora asked.
"I'm sorry baby, but he is gone."
"But he said he would never leave me, we made a pinky promise." Sora sobbed.
"I'm sorry, honey." Aiba tried to hug him but the little boy pushed him away.
"No, it's your fault, you yelled after Sho and now he is gone, he would have never left if you hadn't shouted at him! I hate you!!!" Sora cried and ran away.
"Sora!" Aiba tried to catch his son but Ohno put his hand on his shoulder.
"I'm going after him." The sleepy man smiled and followed the crying boy.
Ohno found Sora in a corner, crying, his head buried in his knees. The sleepy man kneeled next to him and stroked his head.
"You were very mean to your dad."
"I don't care, I hate him!" Sora sobbed.
"Don't say that. You know you love your father."
"But Sho-chan is gone because of him."
"You know, Sora, sometimes, even if two persons love each other, life can be unfair."
"I don't understand." Sora frowned making Ohno chuckle. It was hard to explain life to a little boy.
"Well, you know that your daddy loves Sho-chan, ne?" And the child nodded.
"When two persons are really in love, they can make the other suffers. Sometimes, love is painful too." Ohno explained.
"But if daddy loves Sho, why did he leave him?"
"Because your dad wanted Sho to be happy. You love Sho's music, ne?"
"Hai. When I couldn't sleep, he was playing the piano for me, I love Sho-chan's music!" Sora exclaimed.
"Me too. You see, in America, there are some people who loves Sho's music like you. That's why they wanted Sho to come there, they wanted him to play music for them."
"But Sho-chan is my daddy, not their, so, why did he leave me?"
"Before Sho met your father, his dream was to play in America, he really wanted to make people happy with his beautiful music. But when he met your daddy, his dream changed."
"But it means, Sho-chan didn't really want to leave us?"
"Yes. He wanted to stay with you."
"But why dady..."
"Because your father loves Sho very very much and he believed Sho would be happier if he left Tokyo." Ohno smiled.
"Adults are very very complicated." Sora sighed and Ohno laughed.
"Yes and sometimes, they are very stupid too. Don't blame your father, he wished the best for Sho." Sora nodded, wiped his tears away and both joined the rest of the family. When Sora saw his crying father, he ran in his arms, whispering apologies again and again.
Four months later...
Sho closed his book and sighed. He looked at the piano in front of him with sadness. It's been four months since he hadn't played for Sora, not even for his pleasure. Since his break-up with Masaki, he was playing like a robot without any feelings. When Jun and Ohno tried to take him in a bar, he refused and came back in his small and empty apartment. There was none life in his home, just a bed with a bathroom and a kitchen. His life was sad, empty and his friends were really worried for him but when Jun tried to speak about Tokyo or Aiba, Sho became angry and left the room.
Sighing, Sho pushed one of the piano’s keys and started a new melody. He wanted to forget. He wanted to erase his pain with music.
A story that falls through
Some words on your piano
It's over
It's a whole life
That clouds over
I saw it in your look
I felt your despair
What does it get
To pretend
To believe in it ?
Don't hold back your tears
Let your sorrow go
It's the start of a new chapter
And you can do nothing to change it
Don't hold back your tears
Crying does you good
And if you feel grief
You know I love you
I'll never be far
You cling to your past
As if everything was motionless
Today
We have to help each other
And forget
The pain that comes little by little
This absence that hurts so much
Don't be scared
Listen to your heart
Don't hold back your tears
Let your sorrow go
It's the start of a new chapter
And you can do nothing to change it
Don't hold back your tears
Crying does you good
And if you feel grief
You know I love you
I'll never be far
Don't hold back your tears
Let your sorrow go
And if you feel grief
Remember I love you
I'll always be around
"Maybe you should follow the advice of your own song." Jun's voice whispered.
Sho looked at him and left without a word. He slammed the door of his office and sat down on the floor.
"Why would I cry?" He whispered as tears started to roll down his cheeks.
"I'm very worried for Sho." Jun said to his lover.
"He is unhappy, his eyes are empties." Ohno added.
"News about Aiba?"
"Yes. I sent Kazu to him but he hasn't very good news. Aiba-chan is very sad and just smiles in front of his children."
"And Sora?" Jun asked, knowing the younger boy was very close to Sho.
"Aiba said he doesn't work at school since Sho left the country and he cries every night. I think he is unhappy, he is just five years old, and he is still little."
"We must do something." Jun replied.
Somewhere in Tokyo...
Aiba sighed, looking at the picture on his desk. There was Sho and all the family, smiling and laughing. His absence was very painful. Sora and Yusuke didn't bear Sho's absence and Koharu hated to see her father suffers.
"Aiba-san?"
"Yes, Nino-san?"
"I have the report you wanted." Nino gave him the paper. "You were right, it's Akanishi-san."
"This bastard!!!" Aiba yelled.
He took his stuff and walked to his ex husband's office. Jin jumped when he saw a very angry Aiba.
"Dear, I'm in a meeting, can you wait outside." Jin asked gently.
"Stop it with your 'dear', Jin! You're just a bastard, how did you dare to make Sho leave Tokyo?!" Aiba shouted super angry.
"Excuse us, sir." Jin apologized to the man. "Outside, Masaki!" He said coldly walking toward the door.
"It's you, no? You paid this agency to hire Sho?!"
"Yes."
"You're just a bastard! I'm fed up, it's over, and you’ll never be able to spoil my life and the life of my children. I'll look for another job and we'll live at my mum's home!" Aiba cried.
"Be careful, Masaki, don't do that if you want to keep our children." Jin warned him and Aiba slapped his cheek, angry.
"They are MY children, not yours, you never see them, and you don't care about them. I'm a good father and if you want the war, alright, see you in front of the judge!" Aiba said before leaving with Nino.
Somewhere in America...
Ohno was shocked when Nino told him the truth. He quickly repeated it to his lover who sighed. Does he have to say the truth to Sho? It would be very painful if the pianist knew all this job was just a lie. But he couldn't see his best friend suffer anymore.
When Jun explained the story to Sho, the face of his friend became white.
"You mean..."
"Yes, Hentai-san did it, to keep Masaki and his children."
"But it changes nothing, Masaki pushed me away, I don't want to see him."
"He did that for you, for your happiness!"
But Sho shook his head and left.
"This idiot is so stubborn!!!" Jun shouted angrily.
"Men are stupids." Ohno chuckled.
Sho looked at his piano. He wanted to find Masaki but his pride was too strong. His lover kicked him out of his life and even if deep inside him, he knew Masaki did it for love, he couldn't accept that. But at the same time, Sho missed him and his children so badly!
Sho heard loud sobs from Koharu's bedroom and knocked on the door. When he opened the room, he saw Aiba's daughter crying in his pillow.
"Haru, what's wrong?" Sho sat down on the edge of the bed and patted Haru's head.
"Am I ugly or stupid, Sho-chan?" She asked between her sobs.
"Eh, no, you're very beautiful like your father and you're clever." Sho said, surprised by the question.
"Can I tell you a secret, but promise me you won't tell it to papa." Haru lifted her body and looked at Sho with teary eyes.
"I promise."
"At school, I have a boyfriend, his name is Yamada, he is very popular and cute and two years older than me, he is 16, I really love how he smiles at me and how he plays football, he is so cool! When I confessed to him, he smiled and told me he loved me too. I was so happy he felt the same way. When he was kissing me, he was always repeating he loved me and will marry me later and I trusted him. But one month later, he changed, he always wanted to kiss me roughly and to touch my breast or my butt and when I pushed him away, he just smiled and apologized. Three days ago, we were on the roof, he laid me on the ground and started to kiss me deeply. At the beginning, I let him but then, he tried to take off my skirt and I felt something hard against my leg, it was strange. When I pushed him away, asking what he was doing, he smiled and told me he wanted to make love to me. I started to panic, I didn't want that, I wasn't ready, he is my first boyfriend and I don't know anything about these kind of things. When I told him I didn't want to do that, he answered I was just a nun and left. And yesterday, I saw him kissing my best friend." Haru explained.
"Haru..." Sho whispered sadly.
"Am I a nun, Sho-chan? Maybe if I would have agreed to make love with him, he would still love me." Haru cried and Sho hugged her tightly against his chest.
"No, no, Haru, it was the good decision, he didn't deserve an amazing girl like you. You are right, you're too young for these kinds of things, you need to grow up again before that. If this awful guy broke-up just because you refused to make love with him it's because he hasn't understood what true love is." Sho said, hiding that in fact, Yamada didn't love her, it would be too painful for the young girl who was discovering what love was. "You have to know, that sometimes, boys are very stupid, they think the most important thing is to make love because it proves they are men but it's false. A real man is someone who is able to listen his girlfriend or boyfriend, someone who thinks about his lover's happiness before his and someone who is able to understand when you not agree with him for something. A real man, can say he loves you without any shame or at least, if he is shy, to show you he loves you by many other ways. Making love is the peak of the love in a couple but it needs time to go so far. You were very mature by refusing, I'm proud of you and don't worry, you'll find another guy who'll really love you for what you are, you're young, you have time. Sometimes, the most popular boys aren't the best as boyfriends. But don't forget you are a beautiful and clever girl, you're more mature than the other 14 years old girls." Sho said while he was rocking her against his chest.
"Thank you, Sho-chan, I feel better, now." She smiled and wiped her tears away. "I'm glad papa found you." She added and Sho hugged her tightly, grateful.
Sho smiled at this memory and closed his eyes again.
Sho jumped when he saw his lover rushing in the living room.
"What's wrong, baby?" Sho asked.
"Sora is driving me crazy, he doesn't want to sleep, I try to put him in bed for two hours but he cries and refuses to sleep. I don't know why he acts like that." Aiba collapsed on the sofa next to his lover, sighing.
"Can I try?" Sho asked, stroking his cheek.
"Yes, please, if not, you can send me at the psychiatric hospital." Aiba kissed his lover who stood up.
Sho walked toward Sora's bedroom and found the young boy playing with his piano.
"Ma ma ma, what's that, young man, you refuse to sleep." Sho sat down next to Sora.
"No. I'm not tired, I want to stay with you and daddy, I’m an adult, now!" Sora pouted and Sho smiled at how cute the younger was.
"Hum, okay, young man, you're an adult, do you want to do something that just adults do?" Sora jumped excitedly and Sho lifted him up in his arms and walked in the living room. He laid down Sora on the sofa and sat down in front of his piano.
"Now, listen, it's a song for my work and I want your advices." Sho smiled and Sora looked at him with serious eyes, proud of the fact that Sho needed his advices.
Sho started to play a melody and when he stopped, Sora clapped his hands, happily.
"It was very beautiful, can you teach me, I want to play like you!" Sora exclaimed and Sho patted his lap, the little boy climbed on him and Sho took his small hands, putting it on the keys. Sora grinned when the older made him play some easy notes and Aiba smiled happily, looking at his two men from the corner of the room.
Sora tried to play with his 'teacher' but soon, wanted to hear his music.
"Alright, honey, this one is a very beautiful song its name is River flows in you by Yiruma, a Korean." Sho explained and started to play, his fingers flying on the keys. When he stopped, Sho almost jumped, feeling a kiss on his neck.
"It was amazing! I knew you would be great with children." Aiba whispered and Sho stood up to hug him.
When they turned their head, they saw Sora sleeping deeply on the sofa and both chuckled. Since this day, Sora didn't fall asleep without his song of the night.
Sho opened his eyes and stood up, quickly.
Jun saw a letter on his desk and opened it. A smile appeared on his face.
"A problem?" Ohno asked.
"Not really."
"What's that?"
"A letter from Sho." Jun grinned.
"Eh?"
"Impossible is nothing." Jun just said.
Sho ran to the good zone. He gave his ticket and sighed when a woman made him sit.
Somewhere in Tokyo...
"What do I have to do, Akanishi-san?" His secretary asked.
"Nothing. Let him do what he wants, I'm tired of this game." Jin sighed.
Aiba looked at their new house, satisfied. His mother had allowed him to live in their old house in Tokyo and now, they settled their belongings inside of the beautiful home.
"In which color could I paint the door?" Aiba asked to himself, looking at his new home.
"Maybe in red." A voice teased him in his ear.
Aiba jumped and turned his face to see a smiling Sho in front of him.
"Sho?"
"Yes. Did you already forget me, my little slut?" Sho smirked but Aiba jumped in his arms, crying loudly and repeating his name again and again.
"I missed you too, baby." Sho smiled and both fell on the ground Aiba on top of Sho, kissing each other deeply, laughing and crying.
"SHOOO!!!" The lovers turned their head to see Masaki's children looking widely at them.
"Tadaima, my little devils." Sho exclaimed, opening his arms and the three children ran toward the happy couple.
****
Aiba put his hand on his mouth to prevent a loud moan. It was 4 a.m and they were at their third round but Sho was still making his lover scream in pleasure. They were naked on their bed, Sho sucking Aiba very hard. His hands were traveling on the skin of his thighs while his mouth was working on the beautiful shaft. Masaki's hands grabbed his hair and pushed on his head to make him swallowed all his cock. Sho didn't complain. Tonight was special. Tonight was their first night since their break-up four months ago and both were horny, very horny. Luckily, Aiba's mother had agreed to keep her son's children, knowing Masaki needed his lover.
"Shooo~" Aiba moaned, creasing the sheets with his hand, panting.
His lover smirked and pumped harder on the dick, using one of his hand to make more pressure on the magicals spots, his second hand playing with the sensitive balls.
"Sho, I'm coming, stop!" Aiba screamed but the pianist continued.
He wanted Masaki. He wanted his cum in his throat, he wanted his taste in his mouth and on his lips. Sho added more pressure, moving his expert mouth up and down the whole length and Aiba came in a loud scream. The older kissed him deeply, sharing his taste and stroking his hips against Aiba's. He licked the hard nipples and left a lot of red marks on the visible parts to show to the world Masaki was his.
"You're mine. You're only mine, Masaki." Sho whispered in his ear.
"Just yours~" Aiba gasped. "Please, Sho, take me!"
Sho smiled and stood up. He lifted Aiba in his arms and laid the taller man on the kitchen's table. He stroked Masaki's chest and teased his twitching warm hole with the tip of his cock.
"Sho~" Aiba moaned.
"Beg me!" Sho smirked.
"Fuck me hard and deep!" Aiba implored and in one movement, Sho slipped his dick inside of his lover who gasped. Sho started to thrust hard and Masaki scratched his back, catching his lips with despair. When Sho brushed his secret spot, the taller man arched his back in pleasure, screaming loudly.
"Faster, Sho~" Aiba whined.
"You're so tight, so perfect, baby." Sho moaned on his shoulder.
He kissed the beautiful birthmark and moved faster and deeper, the table creaking in protest. Sweat drops were rolling down Aiba's red face, his eyes were closed and his mouth opened to let the moans escaped his throat. Sho took his painful hard cock and started to pump it and linked their fingers with his other hand while he was deepening his fast thrusts.
"Look at me. I want to see you when you'll come." Sho ordered to his lover who opened his eyes with difficult.
"Shooo~" Aiba suddenly screamed and released against their stomachs.
Sho continued to thrust roughly and soon, came inside of the warm hole in a loud groan. The older collapsed on his lover who hugged him, breathing heavily.
"I love you so much, Sho."
"Me too, baby." Sho carried him in their bed and they fell asleep, exhausted by this wonderful night.
Two years later...
"Daddy-Sho, daddy-Sho!" Sora exclaimed and jumped in Sho's arms.
"Hey, my baby, how was school?"
"Humm, I don't like my teacher." Sora pouted and Sho laughed. "Where is your brother?"
"YuYu is coming."
"Dad!" Yusuke called happily.
"Yu, come on, dady will be angry if we are late." Sho smiled, taking Yusuke's hand.
When they arrived at the cinema, Masaki and Koharu were already there.
"You're late." Aiba pouted.
"Gomen, Yu didn't want to leave his girlfriend." Sho pecked his favorite pouty lips.
"BEURK!!!" Sora and Yusuke exclaimed making everybody laugh.
Few months later Sho had returned to Tokyo, a production called him. They were very interested in his songs and needed a composer for their new movie. At the beginning, Sho had refused, he didn't want to leave his family again, but the producer said he could stay in his town and send them his work. When the movie came out, Sho's songs had a big success. Now, he was a respect man in the industry of the cinema and theater, with a lot of requests.
The family sat down on the armchairs and waited for the credits. It was a romance. Two lovers separate because of their family. Sho looked at Masaki's reaction when the main character was playing and singing the song he made for his lover.
Don't hold back your tears
Let your sorrow go
It's the start of a new chapter
And you can do nothing to change it
Don't hold back your tears
Crying does you good
And if you feel grief
You know I love you
I'll never be far
Tears started to roll down Aiba's cheeks. He looked at his lover who smiled and Masaki understood. It was his song, the song Sho made to him. Aiba tightened his grip around Sho's hand.
"I love you so much." Aiba whispered in his ear.
Owari~