Lie to me (epilogue)
Title: Lie to me
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Ohmiya, Junba
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Nino is a doctor. His specialty? Finding the lies in the criminal's eyes and their behavior. Nobody can lie to him but one day, Nino discovers that maybe there is one person able to read him as an open book and can beat him on his specialty. Now, the game is starting, who will be the best liar?
This is an epilogue of Lie to me. This request is from Ryusa who asked me a one shot of LTM from Ohchan's pov. I hope it will be like you wanted, dear :)
The story starts from the beginning when Sho died and after, talks about Ohchan's plan and relationship with Nino.
Epilogue:
Ohno's pov:
Ten years ago...
"Do you want to marry me, Ohno Satoshi?"
I stared at my boyfriend with shocked eyes, not realizing that tears were rolling down my cheeks. He was proposing me? Was it real? Not able to speak, I nodded slightly, lost for words.
"Are you speechless?" Sho chuckled while slipping the ring on my finger.
"I don't know what to say..." I said with a shaking voice.
"You weren't expecting that, ne?" Sho smiled.
"No. But I'm truly happy." I finally jumped in his arms, kissing him with happiness.
Sho and I were dating for three years and for me, spending my life with him was an evidence but seeing the beautiful ring and hearing his proposition made it even more real.
"We will marry after our graduation. I've already started to look for an apartment." Sho whispered between our lips.
"I'm so lucky to have you."
"I'm the one who is lucky. Let's go home and I'll make love to you the whole night." Sho smirked, making me blush but nod with desire.
Sho was the love of my life. I needed him to survive and I knew he was sincere with me. Because I could read the truth in his eyes. He had been here when Ryo had left me after lying for several years. I had suffered a lot but Sho made me forget and gave me everything he had. He was perfect. Kind, smart and mostly, honest. Very honest. He healed the scars in my heart and helped me to find a new self-confidence. Sho knew my difference. I had told him at the beginning of our relationship that I was able to read the truth in your eyes and attitudes. But Sho had just smiled and said I could trust him because he would never lie to me.
Sho wanted to become a lawyer and we had planned to work together to find the truth and help people who needed to prove their innocence. Our path was already written and nothing could spoil it. Or it was what I thought.
One day, as I was leaving school a bit late, I took a new way but heard loud screams and cries. What was happening? Does someone was hurt? I walked toward the noises and my nightmare started. There was blood everywhere and a boy that I recognized as being Ninomiya Kazunari was crying on the ground with another shocked boy. My eyes traveled on the scene and my heart stopped when I saw Sho on the ground, blood covering his chest. No sound left my throat as I was too shocked and my legs didn't respond when I tried to run toward him.
"You've killed them!!!" A third boy yelled at Ninomiya before running away when he heard noises coming from the street. Police and ambulance came, taking Nino and the boy away. It's at this moment I realized what was happening and ran toward Sho.
"SHO!!!!!!" I screamed, shaking his body but my lover didn't answer. "Sho!!! Please, open your eyes!!!!"
"Hey, boy, move away!" A doctor took my arm but I pushed him away, crying and struggling.
"Sho!!!! No!!! Release me!!!!" I yelled when the policeman grabbed me.
"Calm down, boy, who are you?"
"Sho... My boyfriend!!" I cried harder, trying to reach my lover. The doctor looked at the policeman's interrogating face and shook his head with sadness. "No!!!!!!" I sobbed, falling on my knees.
"He is shocked, we'll bring him to hospital." The doctor said. I soon felt a needle sinking in my skin and closed my eyes, exhausted.
When I opened my eyes, a man in black was sat next to me, reading a notebook.
"Ah, Ohno-kun, you're awoken." The man smiled.
"Who are you? Where am I?" I panicked.
"At hospital. I'm the officer Matsuda Shouta and I need to ask you some questions about the death of Yamaguchi Mamoru and Sakurai Sho."
Tears started to roll down my cheeks. So, it really happened. My Sho was dead. Someone had killed him...
"I don't know what happened. I heard screams and just came to see what was going on. There was blood everywhere and I saw three boys and Sho on the ground."
"Three boys?"
"Yes. One of them ran away, I saw him, it was Mamoru's brother, Taisuke Yamaguchi. And the other was Ninomiya Kazunari, a classmate of Sho but I didn't see the face of the last boy, just his back." I explained between my sobs.
"Did you see something else, like a gun?"
"No. It happened quickly, the police arrived two minutes later."
"I see. Thank you for your deposition." The policeman smiled.
"Sir, is it Ninomiya who has killed my boyfriend?"
"Eto... I can't tell you anything, the investigation isn't closed. I'm deeply sorry for your loss." The man bowed and left.
I can't even say how long I cried, my mother came to pick me up and hugged me for hours, crying with me before I fell asleep, exhausted. She loved Sho and was happy for our engagement as he was like a son for her. I became the shadow of myself, barely talking, crying for hours in my bedroom that I didn't leave often. I couldn't move on. I saw the affair on the TV and they said the first suspect, Ninomiya Kazunari had been releasing as there weren't enough proves. This information brought lots of hatred in my heart. It was unfair! Why does this shit didn't pay?!!! He had killed the love of my life and wouldn't be punished?!!
"I swear, you'll pay for your crime, Ninomiya Kazunari." I whispered with a death glare, memorizing his face on the TV. I would kill him whatever the time it took me.
My revenge helped me to move on. I started to leave my bedroom more and talked when someone was asking me something. I still cried every night in my bed but my hatred helped me to get stronger.
Years passed and I trained my ability to be ready when I'll face Nino. My only friends were Jun and his boyfriend, Masaki. I loved them and respected them a lot, they appeased my pain a bit, though, I never forgot my revenge.
Ten years later....
And one day, the moment came. As I was dancing in a club, a guy came to me and this guy was Ninomiya Kazunari. I couldn't forget his face, not because he was handsome but because he was the murderer of my lover. Flirting with him was a hell but I needed to get close to him to win his trust and make him pay. I investigated on his life and discovered he was Jun's best friend and was leading a big famous institute. He was a sort of psychologist who read the lies and sent culprit in jail. So funny when you thought he had never paid for his own crime.
Ninomiya was arrogant, though, I had to admit he made me laugh a lot. He always tried to dominate and even if I had to admit it worked a lot, I also let him win sometimes to please him. He was an amazing psychologist, finding the truth quickly and not letting anyone lie to him. I understood why Jun was so good, with a master like Nino, you learned from the best. I quickly won his trust, showing him my skills and seducing him without letting him fuck me just to annoy him and because I hated him too, of course. But what I hadn't planned was to fall in love with him.
At the beginning, I just forced myself to flirt and act friendly with him but the more I discovered about Nino, the more he attracted me. Despite his two best friends, Nino was very lonely and I could see this institute was his life. So, to break him even more, I would destroy this institute. I would make him pay! Everyday, I did everything to remember myself all the pain he caused me. But everyday, I could see a new part of the real Nino that he was trying desperately to hide behind his arrogance and bratty behavior. I could see his scars, though, I couldn't know where they came from. Did he feel bad for killing two innocents? I hoped so but it wouldn't change anything. Despite my gift, I couldn't completely read him. He had a part in him that nobody could reach and with time, I started to hate it. Not because of my revenge but because I wanted to know everything about him.
I played with fire, seducing him and rejecting him despite my will to have more. But when he was about to kiss me, I remembered Sho's body and could push him away.
Until the moment where I broke down. I was working with Nino for several months and didn't go to work for one day. Because it was Sho's death anniversary.
I bought flowers and went to the cemetery to see his grave.
"Hello, Sho. How are you today? I'm sorry I didn't come for days because I was trying to get close to Ninomiya. He is a brat but I admit he is funny. But despite his qualities, I hate him. He took you away from me and I swear I'll make him pay. I miss you so much, Sho, I can't believe it's been ten years you left me. I can't stop thinking about the pain in my heart even if I don't cry anymore all nights like before. I wonder why. Why did you have to leave me? I feel so lonely without you. If you were alive, we would be married for ten years and maybe we would have children as you wanted to be a papa so much. I'm sure you would be an amazing lawyer." I whispered, stroking the grave with tears rolling down my cheeks. "I wished I had been here to protect you this day. But don't worry, when Nino will be dead, I'll come to you, I've enough to live this empty life. I need you, Sho. I need your smile, your arms around me, your kisses, your voice congratulating me or scowling when I do something wrong. I need to feel your love and possessiveness. You were so possessive, nobody was allowed to touch me. I liked this side of you because I felt your love and felt protected. I miss you so much, Sho. I love you, nobody will ever be able to replace you in my heart." I kissed the grave and left. I cried the whole day, the pain coming back and didn't even eat or sleep.
The next day, I felt as if Nino was worried for me. He never stopped to look at me even if he didn't ask any questions. I hated the way he was caring about me! He hadn't the right to be worried for me after destroying my life.
But everything turned bad when I broke down in front of a culprit. I tried to hide my pain by running away when Nino called me but he managed to find me.
I was about to cross the road when two arms wrapped me roughly and a car passed at one centimeter of my body.
"Nino?" I whispered in shocked, just realizing I had almost ended under this car.
"Can't you look properly before crossing the road!!! This car almost crushed into you, idiot!!!" Nino yelled at me.
"Nino..."
"You've scared me!!! I thought I was going to have a heart attack!!! What were you thinking about?!!!!" Nino kept shouting, ignoring my tentative to talk.
"Nino!"
"What?!" He groaned.
"Why are you crying?" I asked softly.
"What?! I'm not cr..." Nino froze when I touched his cheek, making him realize that I was right. He was crying. Lots of tears were rolling down his cheeks.
"Why are you crying?" I asked again, my hand cupping his cheek.
Nino closed his eyes, trying to calm down and wrapped me tightly in his arms and buried his face in my neck, letting his tears fall even more.
"Don't ever do that again." Nino whispered.
I froze but didn't push him away. It felt so natural to be in his arms.
I felt as if I was at home. I hated myself for being so weak but I couldn't leave his arms. It was like when Sho hugged me. I felt protected and loved. Why?! It was impossible.
Nino brought me home and let me cry, allowing me to release my pain. But when he kissed me, I just couldn't push him away. His lips were addicting, as if they were made for mines. Naturally, we ended lied on the sofa, kissing with passion and stroking each other's bodies as if we were both craving for this moment since a long time. Our clothes disappeared quickly, our naked bodies molding perfectly. My body was on fire, pleading for more, looking desperately for his contact while my lips couldn't leave his mouth. When I felt him inside me, I couldn't help but scream in pleasure, hugging him more to press our bodies as much as possible. We were moving in a perfect sync, filling this unexplainable attraction between us. I felt happy and complete in his arms, I didn't feel empty anymore.
When we came and Nino screamed my name, I understood I was simply in love with him. For the first time in ten years, I slept the whole night without any nightmares.
The next day, I was afraid to discover Nino had left me but for my biggest surprise, he stayed. I couldn't push him away anymore, I hadn't the strength to and asked him to date me. He had made love to me so beautifully that my heart had almost exploded in happiness. But as I was about to forget my revenge, Taisuke contacted me and asked my help to kill Nino. At the beginning I refused but Taisuke told me what happened this day, how Nino had killed Sho and Mamoru and hatred came back in my heart. We created a plan and I put the gun that had killed Daichi in Kazu's apartment. He was finally about to pay.
What I hadn't planned was the fact he knew what I'd prepared. He also knew for the gun. He could have stopped me but he chose to wait to understand my reasons. I wanted to shoot him but my hands were shaking.
"How can I trust you?" My voice broke.
"I don't know. You see, before you came in my life, I was empty. I was just trying to survive through the institute but I have never moved on. I have killed a human being and because of me, a friend is dead. And you came. You were so different, so beautiful. Always trying to defy me and being so honest with me. I was too stubborn to tell you I had fallen with you after your first case. You were so amazing, so perfect in this interrogating room. In several weeks, you became someone very important. It was as if I knew you since forever. I know I've destroyed your life but my feelings for you are sincere. I have never lied to you. Never." Nino looked at me with honest eyes and I lowered my gun, crying.
Nino wrapped me in his arms, letting me free my pain. I had almost tried to kill the man I was so desperately in love with. By killing him, I would have killed myself.
"Kazu..." I sobbed, hugging him tighter. When I felt a horrible pain in my chest, Kazu's eyes widened and I understood Taisuke had shot on me.
"Satoshi!!! Hold on, babe!!!" I was already feeling weak, coldness wining my body. I stroked his cheek with my shaking hand, trying to show him how sorry I was and how much I loved him before everything became dark.
When I opened my eyes, a big pain invaded my body.
"Don't move." I raised my eyes to see Jun next to me.
"Jun..." I whispered weakly.
"You're still weak, don't try to move." Jun ordered.
"I'm so sorry."
"Why did you never tell me?"
"I was angry and my revenge blurred my judgment."
"Kazu would have never killed an innocent."
"I know. He is too kind to kill someone. I hate myself for what I've done to him."
"Tell me honestly. Don't lie. Do you love him?" Jun stared at me intensively. But lying wasn't my goal anymore.
"If I have never lied about something, it's about my feelings for him. I love him. He is everything I have. When we slept together for the first time, I decided to forget my revenge and to be happy with him but Taisuke called me and told me he had killed Sho for fun and to have money. Like an idiot, I believed him as Nino was covered of Sho's blood this day."
"Even if you are an idiot, I think I can understand. Sho's death was a big loss and destroyed you."
"He hates me, ne?" I chuckled sadly.
"No. Like you, he has always been sincere about his feelings for you. He asked me how you were. You know, Kazu is a complete brat and plays the arrogant but he is fragile. He needs to be loved and is afraid to be hurt if he gives his heart to someone. But he met you and started to change. Even if you two act like children and spend your time at defying each other, he always did that to get your attention, to become important in your eyes. He has never been as honest with someone than with you. He loves you. You hurt him a lot but I'm ready to forgive you only if you are sincere and promise to take care of him."
"Maybe he doesn't want me." I sighed.
"Believe me, he wants you. Maybe this tragic meeting was your fate. Maybe you were meant to be together despite all this pain you two went through."
"Maybe..."
"I let you sleep. Kazu will come when you'll be feel better." Jun kissed my cheek.
"Jun?"
"Hun?"
"Thank you. I don't deserve a friend like you."
"You do. But don't keep your pain for yourself next time. Talking about it to someone is the good way to take the best decisions." Jun smiled and left.
Honestly, even if I was hoping, I thought Nino would never forgive me. I was a monster after all, I had lied, used and hurt him. I deserved to end alone. But for my biggest surprise, Kazu came and forgave me. I couldn't believe it. I swore to myself I would never lie nor hurt him again. I would do everything to make him happy.
"Tadaima." I heard my boyfriend exclaiming. I had made him believe I was sick not to go to the institute and prepare his surprise. "Satoshi?"
"In the bedroom." I called. It wasn't like him to go home so late.
"Are you feeling better? I..." Kazu's eyes widened when he entered our bedroom and saw me in a tight boxer. "What the..."
I smirked and walked toward him to take off his necktie and glasses before pushing him on the bed.
"Happy anniversary, Kazu." I whispered.
"Eh? It's not..." His eyes widened in realization. "Baby, I'm so sorry I completely forgot!"
"Don't worry, it's okay."
"You weren't sick, ne?" Nino smirked, wrapping my waist when I sat on his lap to kiss his neck.
"Nah. But you believed in it."
"You tricked me well. I really thought you were almost dying." Nino chuckled between several kisses.
"I'm a professional of the lies, after all." I smirked.
"After me." Nino smiled.
"After my sexy and hot boyfriend." I whispered in his ear, making him shiver.
"So, what have you prepared?"
"Do you remember the night we spent at Top secret's club and you said I danced so good on this song?"
"On Top secret? Oh yes, this song was made for your sexy hips." Nino's eyes shone in desire.
"Well, I'm going to give you a private show. And after..." I approached my mouth to his ear. "We'll make love like beasts."
"My lover is so dirty, where is my innocent Satoshi?" Nino joked, though, I could feel his hard cock against me.
"Mmm, he is asleep for the moment."
"So, maybe I should take advantage of that. Come on, sexy, show me what you can do."Kazu stroked my butt. I grinned and stood up to put the music.
I looked at him with half closed eyes and started to dance, lucky to have a so big bedroom to let my body move freely. Kazu was looking at me with hungry eyes and I smirked, knowing I would get him crazy before the end of the song.
Me & you
This love is so taboo, our secret
Message in the cell phone
Following those dear words
Call from you
Your voice whispers, "I'm missin' you"
I can't stop this feeling
Right now, I'm going to you
I approached him, throwing him lusty looks, my fingers traveling on his skin to disappear when he tried to take it. I knew he had a fetish for my hands, always saying they turned him on and could do amazing things to him. Our eyes met and without any words, we understood each other. We were connected like always, no need to talk as we knew each other so well. I approached his ear to whisper the 'I'm missing you', escaping to his arms that tried to catch me. The bulge between his legs was obvious but I wanted him to beg. I loved to make him forget his pride and dominating side. Because I knew I could get what I wanted when I used my body. His eyes bulged when I undulated my hips, my fingers traveling on my body.
This moment
Your eyes
We're connected, aren't we?
Face to face
Nothing to say, but I know
I feel alright now
Forever
I wish to be with you
Next to me
I sat on his lap to undulate my hips on his crotch but Kazu pushed me on the bed to straddle me.
"Fuck, you're too sexy, I can't wait for the end of the song." I giggled at his words and took off his shirt, as impatient than him to form one. My hands traveled on the small of his back to his butt to grip it, loving the way it fitted my palms so perfectly. "I top." Nino whispered.
"Why?" I pouted.
"Because you're going to end this dance on me." I frowned but smirked when Nino lied on his back and made me climb on him. "Move your hips. Dance for me, Ohno Satoshi."
I impaled myself on his hard cock, sighing in happiness when he filled me. My hips started to move with the rhythm of the music that I had put again. We both moaned in pleasure as I was literally dancing on him, making him dive deep inside me. It felt perfect. Kazu was moaning, his hands gripping my hips and sweat rolling down his flushed face. But suddenly, my boyfriend stopped me.
"As I forgot our second anniversary, I allow you to top." Nino smiled. I grinned and no need to say it twice, I pulled away turned him on his four to enter him slowly. We made love so much that we didn't need lots of preparations when we were very horny.
"I'll dance for you." I whispered, taking his hips to move mines like never before. I found his sweet spot easily and attacked it as if I was dancing inside him. Kazu was moaning loudly in pleasure and I realized how much he loved me to accept us to switch despite his dominating side. And how much we loved to be like that whatever who topped, it was always like a firework of pleasure.
"Satoshi... Faster..." I kissed his shoulder blade and moved harder and faster, wanting to find my release as much as him. The bedroom felt like a sauna, sweat rolling down our bodies but it was like being in Nirvana.
"Kazu... Shit... You feel so good... I love you..."
"Stop talking and make me cum, stupid teddy bear!" Nino barked, making me laugh. I wrapped his cock with my expert fingers and brought us over the edge in loud screams.
"Shit." I collapsed next to him, out of breath.
"Why are you so good on top?" Nino whined, making us laugh.
"Because I know your body perfectly."
"And because you're a fucking good dancer." Kazu chuckled.
"Thank you for letting me top." I rolled on him to kiss his lips.
"It was a pleasure."Kazu smirked. I laughed and lied my head on his chest with happiness. "But I've also lied a bit. I hadn't forgotten our anniversary. And I came home later today because..."
"Eh?" I frowned and Kazu stood up to take something in his bag. My heart stopped when I saw a blue velvet box in his hand.
"Ohno Satoshi, I know I'm not the easiest person to live with and I always say I hate sappiness but for once, I can make an exception." Nino took my hand with a soft smile. "I'm arrogant, I'm a complete brat and geek. I love to torture you at work and my pride is as big as Japan but I love you. I can't see my future without you because you are my future. I want to spend all my life annoying you, having you defying me and resolving cases together. So, maybe I'm not the perfect boyfriend you could dream about but Ohno Satoshi, will you marry me?" Nino asked and for the first time in two years, I saw nervousness shining in his eyes.
"Mmm... You're arrogant."
"Yes."
"And a true brat that tortures me and takes me for his secretary at work, forcing me to bring your coffee and touching my butt or fucking me in a corridor."
"True." Nino's face paled. I hid my smile, enjoying this little revenge.
"And you don't let me top everyday."
"I know."
"But guess what? I love all these things about you, so, of course, I'll marry you." I smirked, happy for giving him a heart attack. He really thought I would say no.
"Little bitch, you almost gave me a heart attack!" Nino jumped on me to tickle me, making me burst into laugh. We played like two children before Kazu slipped the beautiful silver ring on my finger and wrapped me in his arms, kissing my temple and stroking my skin.
"Happy anniversary, Kazu." I grinned, looking at my ring with happiness. It felt so perfect at this place. Like with Sho's 12 years ago. But this time, nothing would destroy our happiness.
"Happy anniversary, babe. Two years but I love you even more everyday." Kazu blushed, not comfortable with sweet words.
"Me too. Ready for another round?" I grinned.
"Of course but I top." Nino smirked, climbing on me to devour my neck, making me laugh in happiness.
Yes, we met in tragic circumstances but Jun was right, fate brought us together because we were meant for each other.
In a world made of lies, we had both found our truth in each other's eyes.
Owari (for real this time xD)
A/N: So, this is really the end this time *leaves to cry* xD I hope it was okay and gave you Ohchan's feelings about this story xD
Well, I couldn't stop myself to use Top secret because this perf will be the death of me *Q* If only Ohchan did another perf like this one TT but he is too old now xDD And also a sweet and sappy Nino with his proposition but I couldn't stop myself from writing it xD
For the ones who ask me, I'm working on two new Ohmiya stories, one will have some fantasy and the other will be based on psychology but not about lies this time xD But before, I'll post some Sakuraiba as I miss them xD See you soon ;)
Author: MatsuAurore
Pairings: Ohmiya, Junba
Genre: Au, drama, romance, angst
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Nino is a doctor. His specialty? Finding the lies in the criminal's eyes and their behavior. Nobody can lie to him but one day, Nino discovers that maybe there is one person able to read him as an open book and can beat him on his specialty. Now, the game is starting, who will be the best liar?
This is an epilogue of Lie to me. This request is from Ryusa who asked me a one shot of LTM from Ohchan's pov. I hope it will be like you wanted, dear :)
The story starts from the beginning when Sho died and after, talks about Ohchan's plan and relationship with Nino.
Epilogue:
Ohno's pov:
Ten years ago...
"Do you want to marry me, Ohno Satoshi?"
I stared at my boyfriend with shocked eyes, not realizing that tears were rolling down my cheeks. He was proposing me? Was it real? Not able to speak, I nodded slightly, lost for words.
"Are you speechless?" Sho chuckled while slipping the ring on my finger.
"I don't know what to say..." I said with a shaking voice.
"You weren't expecting that, ne?" Sho smiled.
"No. But I'm truly happy." I finally jumped in his arms, kissing him with happiness.
Sho and I were dating for three years and for me, spending my life with him was an evidence but seeing the beautiful ring and hearing his proposition made it even more real.
"We will marry after our graduation. I've already started to look for an apartment." Sho whispered between our lips.
"I'm so lucky to have you."
"I'm the one who is lucky. Let's go home and I'll make love to you the whole night." Sho smirked, making me blush but nod with desire.
Sho was the love of my life. I needed him to survive and I knew he was sincere with me. Because I could read the truth in his eyes. He had been here when Ryo had left me after lying for several years. I had suffered a lot but Sho made me forget and gave me everything he had. He was perfect. Kind, smart and mostly, honest. Very honest. He healed the scars in my heart and helped me to find a new self-confidence. Sho knew my difference. I had told him at the beginning of our relationship that I was able to read the truth in your eyes and attitudes. But Sho had just smiled and said I could trust him because he would never lie to me.
Sho wanted to become a lawyer and we had planned to work together to find the truth and help people who needed to prove their innocence. Our path was already written and nothing could spoil it. Or it was what I thought.
One day, as I was leaving school a bit late, I took a new way but heard loud screams and cries. What was happening? Does someone was hurt? I walked toward the noises and my nightmare started. There was blood everywhere and a boy that I recognized as being Ninomiya Kazunari was crying on the ground with another shocked boy. My eyes traveled on the scene and my heart stopped when I saw Sho on the ground, blood covering his chest. No sound left my throat as I was too shocked and my legs didn't respond when I tried to run toward him.
"You've killed them!!!" A third boy yelled at Ninomiya before running away when he heard noises coming from the street. Police and ambulance came, taking Nino and the boy away. It's at this moment I realized what was happening and ran toward Sho.
"SHO!!!!!!" I screamed, shaking his body but my lover didn't answer. "Sho!!! Please, open your eyes!!!!"
"Hey, boy, move away!" A doctor took my arm but I pushed him away, crying and struggling.
"Sho!!!! No!!! Release me!!!!" I yelled when the policeman grabbed me.
"Calm down, boy, who are you?"
"Sho... My boyfriend!!" I cried harder, trying to reach my lover. The doctor looked at the policeman's interrogating face and shook his head with sadness. "No!!!!!!" I sobbed, falling on my knees.
"He is shocked, we'll bring him to hospital." The doctor said. I soon felt a needle sinking in my skin and closed my eyes, exhausted.
When I opened my eyes, a man in black was sat next to me, reading a notebook.
"Ah, Ohno-kun, you're awoken." The man smiled.
"Who are you? Where am I?" I panicked.
"At hospital. I'm the officer Matsuda Shouta and I need to ask you some questions about the death of Yamaguchi Mamoru and Sakurai Sho."
Tears started to roll down my cheeks. So, it really happened. My Sho was dead. Someone had killed him...
"I don't know what happened. I heard screams and just came to see what was going on. There was blood everywhere and I saw three boys and Sho on the ground."
"Three boys?"
"Yes. One of them ran away, I saw him, it was Mamoru's brother, Taisuke Yamaguchi. And the other was Ninomiya Kazunari, a classmate of Sho but I didn't see the face of the last boy, just his back." I explained between my sobs.
"Did you see something else, like a gun?"
"No. It happened quickly, the police arrived two minutes later."
"I see. Thank you for your deposition." The policeman smiled.
"Sir, is it Ninomiya who has killed my boyfriend?"
"Eto... I can't tell you anything, the investigation isn't closed. I'm deeply sorry for your loss." The man bowed and left.
I can't even say how long I cried, my mother came to pick me up and hugged me for hours, crying with me before I fell asleep, exhausted. She loved Sho and was happy for our engagement as he was like a son for her. I became the shadow of myself, barely talking, crying for hours in my bedroom that I didn't leave often. I couldn't move on. I saw the affair on the TV and they said the first suspect, Ninomiya Kazunari had been releasing as there weren't enough proves. This information brought lots of hatred in my heart. It was unfair! Why does this shit didn't pay?!!! He had killed the love of my life and wouldn't be punished?!!
"I swear, you'll pay for your crime, Ninomiya Kazunari." I whispered with a death glare, memorizing his face on the TV. I would kill him whatever the time it took me.
My revenge helped me to move on. I started to leave my bedroom more and talked when someone was asking me something. I still cried every night in my bed but my hatred helped me to get stronger.
Years passed and I trained my ability to be ready when I'll face Nino. My only friends were Jun and his boyfriend, Masaki. I loved them and respected them a lot, they appeased my pain a bit, though, I never forgot my revenge.
Ten years later....
And one day, the moment came. As I was dancing in a club, a guy came to me and this guy was Ninomiya Kazunari. I couldn't forget his face, not because he was handsome but because he was the murderer of my lover. Flirting with him was a hell but I needed to get close to him to win his trust and make him pay. I investigated on his life and discovered he was Jun's best friend and was leading a big famous institute. He was a sort of psychologist who read the lies and sent culprit in jail. So funny when you thought he had never paid for his own crime.
Ninomiya was arrogant, though, I had to admit he made me laugh a lot. He always tried to dominate and even if I had to admit it worked a lot, I also let him win sometimes to please him. He was an amazing psychologist, finding the truth quickly and not letting anyone lie to him. I understood why Jun was so good, with a master like Nino, you learned from the best. I quickly won his trust, showing him my skills and seducing him without letting him fuck me just to annoy him and because I hated him too, of course. But what I hadn't planned was to fall in love with him.
At the beginning, I just forced myself to flirt and act friendly with him but the more I discovered about Nino, the more he attracted me. Despite his two best friends, Nino was very lonely and I could see this institute was his life. So, to break him even more, I would destroy this institute. I would make him pay! Everyday, I did everything to remember myself all the pain he caused me. But everyday, I could see a new part of the real Nino that he was trying desperately to hide behind his arrogance and bratty behavior. I could see his scars, though, I couldn't know where they came from. Did he feel bad for killing two innocents? I hoped so but it wouldn't change anything. Despite my gift, I couldn't completely read him. He had a part in him that nobody could reach and with time, I started to hate it. Not because of my revenge but because I wanted to know everything about him.
I played with fire, seducing him and rejecting him despite my will to have more. But when he was about to kiss me, I remembered Sho's body and could push him away.
Until the moment where I broke down. I was working with Nino for several months and didn't go to work for one day. Because it was Sho's death anniversary.
I bought flowers and went to the cemetery to see his grave.
"Hello, Sho. How are you today? I'm sorry I didn't come for days because I was trying to get close to Ninomiya. He is a brat but I admit he is funny. But despite his qualities, I hate him. He took you away from me and I swear I'll make him pay. I miss you so much, Sho, I can't believe it's been ten years you left me. I can't stop thinking about the pain in my heart even if I don't cry anymore all nights like before. I wonder why. Why did you have to leave me? I feel so lonely without you. If you were alive, we would be married for ten years and maybe we would have children as you wanted to be a papa so much. I'm sure you would be an amazing lawyer." I whispered, stroking the grave with tears rolling down my cheeks. "I wished I had been here to protect you this day. But don't worry, when Nino will be dead, I'll come to you, I've enough to live this empty life. I need you, Sho. I need your smile, your arms around me, your kisses, your voice congratulating me or scowling when I do something wrong. I need to feel your love and possessiveness. You were so possessive, nobody was allowed to touch me. I liked this side of you because I felt your love and felt protected. I miss you so much, Sho. I love you, nobody will ever be able to replace you in my heart." I kissed the grave and left. I cried the whole day, the pain coming back and didn't even eat or sleep.
The next day, I felt as if Nino was worried for me. He never stopped to look at me even if he didn't ask any questions. I hated the way he was caring about me! He hadn't the right to be worried for me after destroying my life.
But everything turned bad when I broke down in front of a culprit. I tried to hide my pain by running away when Nino called me but he managed to find me.
I was about to cross the road when two arms wrapped me roughly and a car passed at one centimeter of my body.
"Nino?" I whispered in shocked, just realizing I had almost ended under this car.
"Can't you look properly before crossing the road!!! This car almost crushed into you, idiot!!!" Nino yelled at me.
"Nino..."
"You've scared me!!! I thought I was going to have a heart attack!!! What were you thinking about?!!!!" Nino kept shouting, ignoring my tentative to talk.
"Nino!"
"What?!" He groaned.
"Why are you crying?" I asked softly.
"What?! I'm not cr..." Nino froze when I touched his cheek, making him realize that I was right. He was crying. Lots of tears were rolling down his cheeks.
"Why are you crying?" I asked again, my hand cupping his cheek.
Nino closed his eyes, trying to calm down and wrapped me tightly in his arms and buried his face in my neck, letting his tears fall even more.
"Don't ever do that again." Nino whispered.
I froze but didn't push him away. It felt so natural to be in his arms.
I felt as if I was at home. I hated myself for being so weak but I couldn't leave his arms. It was like when Sho hugged me. I felt protected and loved. Why?! It was impossible.
Nino brought me home and let me cry, allowing me to release my pain. But when he kissed me, I just couldn't push him away. His lips were addicting, as if they were made for mines. Naturally, we ended lied on the sofa, kissing with passion and stroking each other's bodies as if we were both craving for this moment since a long time. Our clothes disappeared quickly, our naked bodies molding perfectly. My body was on fire, pleading for more, looking desperately for his contact while my lips couldn't leave his mouth. When I felt him inside me, I couldn't help but scream in pleasure, hugging him more to press our bodies as much as possible. We were moving in a perfect sync, filling this unexplainable attraction between us. I felt happy and complete in his arms, I didn't feel empty anymore.
When we came and Nino screamed my name, I understood I was simply in love with him. For the first time in ten years, I slept the whole night without any nightmares.
The next day, I was afraid to discover Nino had left me but for my biggest surprise, he stayed. I couldn't push him away anymore, I hadn't the strength to and asked him to date me. He had made love to me so beautifully that my heart had almost exploded in happiness. But as I was about to forget my revenge, Taisuke contacted me and asked my help to kill Nino. At the beginning I refused but Taisuke told me what happened this day, how Nino had killed Sho and Mamoru and hatred came back in my heart. We created a plan and I put the gun that had killed Daichi in Kazu's apartment. He was finally about to pay.
What I hadn't planned was the fact he knew what I'd prepared. He also knew for the gun. He could have stopped me but he chose to wait to understand my reasons. I wanted to shoot him but my hands were shaking.
"How can I trust you?" My voice broke.
"I don't know. You see, before you came in my life, I was empty. I was just trying to survive through the institute but I have never moved on. I have killed a human being and because of me, a friend is dead. And you came. You were so different, so beautiful. Always trying to defy me and being so honest with me. I was too stubborn to tell you I had fallen with you after your first case. You were so amazing, so perfect in this interrogating room. In several weeks, you became someone very important. It was as if I knew you since forever. I know I've destroyed your life but my feelings for you are sincere. I have never lied to you. Never." Nino looked at me with honest eyes and I lowered my gun, crying.
Nino wrapped me in his arms, letting me free my pain. I had almost tried to kill the man I was so desperately in love with. By killing him, I would have killed myself.
"Kazu..." I sobbed, hugging him tighter. When I felt a horrible pain in my chest, Kazu's eyes widened and I understood Taisuke had shot on me.
"Satoshi!!! Hold on, babe!!!" I was already feeling weak, coldness wining my body. I stroked his cheek with my shaking hand, trying to show him how sorry I was and how much I loved him before everything became dark.
When I opened my eyes, a big pain invaded my body.
"Don't move." I raised my eyes to see Jun next to me.
"Jun..." I whispered weakly.
"You're still weak, don't try to move." Jun ordered.
"I'm so sorry."
"Why did you never tell me?"
"I was angry and my revenge blurred my judgment."
"Kazu would have never killed an innocent."
"I know. He is too kind to kill someone. I hate myself for what I've done to him."
"Tell me honestly. Don't lie. Do you love him?" Jun stared at me intensively. But lying wasn't my goal anymore.
"If I have never lied about something, it's about my feelings for him. I love him. He is everything I have. When we slept together for the first time, I decided to forget my revenge and to be happy with him but Taisuke called me and told me he had killed Sho for fun and to have money. Like an idiot, I believed him as Nino was covered of Sho's blood this day."
"Even if you are an idiot, I think I can understand. Sho's death was a big loss and destroyed you."
"He hates me, ne?" I chuckled sadly.
"No. Like you, he has always been sincere about his feelings for you. He asked me how you were. You know, Kazu is a complete brat and plays the arrogant but he is fragile. He needs to be loved and is afraid to be hurt if he gives his heart to someone. But he met you and started to change. Even if you two act like children and spend your time at defying each other, he always did that to get your attention, to become important in your eyes. He has never been as honest with someone than with you. He loves you. You hurt him a lot but I'm ready to forgive you only if you are sincere and promise to take care of him."
"Maybe he doesn't want me." I sighed.
"Believe me, he wants you. Maybe this tragic meeting was your fate. Maybe you were meant to be together despite all this pain you two went through."
"Maybe..."
"I let you sleep. Kazu will come when you'll be feel better." Jun kissed my cheek.
"Jun?"
"Hun?"
"Thank you. I don't deserve a friend like you."
"You do. But don't keep your pain for yourself next time. Talking about it to someone is the good way to take the best decisions." Jun smiled and left.
Honestly, even if I was hoping, I thought Nino would never forgive me. I was a monster after all, I had lied, used and hurt him. I deserved to end alone. But for my biggest surprise, Kazu came and forgave me. I couldn't believe it. I swore to myself I would never lie nor hurt him again. I would do everything to make him happy.
"Tadaima." I heard my boyfriend exclaiming. I had made him believe I was sick not to go to the institute and prepare his surprise. "Satoshi?"
"In the bedroom." I called. It wasn't like him to go home so late.
"Are you feeling better? I..." Kazu's eyes widened when he entered our bedroom and saw me in a tight boxer. "What the..."
I smirked and walked toward him to take off his necktie and glasses before pushing him on the bed.
"Happy anniversary, Kazu." I whispered.
"Eh? It's not..." His eyes widened in realization. "Baby, I'm so sorry I completely forgot!"
"Don't worry, it's okay."
"You weren't sick, ne?" Nino smirked, wrapping my waist when I sat on his lap to kiss his neck.
"Nah. But you believed in it."
"You tricked me well. I really thought you were almost dying." Nino chuckled between several kisses.
"I'm a professional of the lies, after all." I smirked.
"After me." Nino smiled.
"After my sexy and hot boyfriend." I whispered in his ear, making him shiver.
"So, what have you prepared?"
"Do you remember the night we spent at Top secret's club and you said I danced so good on this song?"
"On Top secret? Oh yes, this song was made for your sexy hips." Nino's eyes shone in desire.
"Well, I'm going to give you a private show. And after..." I approached my mouth to his ear. "We'll make love like beasts."
"My lover is so dirty, where is my innocent Satoshi?" Nino joked, though, I could feel his hard cock against me.
"Mmm, he is asleep for the moment."
"So, maybe I should take advantage of that. Come on, sexy, show me what you can do."Kazu stroked my butt. I grinned and stood up to put the music.
I looked at him with half closed eyes and started to dance, lucky to have a so big bedroom to let my body move freely. Kazu was looking at me with hungry eyes and I smirked, knowing I would get him crazy before the end of the song.
Me & you
This love is so taboo, our secret
Message in the cell phone
Following those dear words
Call from you
Your voice whispers, "I'm missin' you"
I can't stop this feeling
Right now, I'm going to you
I approached him, throwing him lusty looks, my fingers traveling on his skin to disappear when he tried to take it. I knew he had a fetish for my hands, always saying they turned him on and could do amazing things to him. Our eyes met and without any words, we understood each other. We were connected like always, no need to talk as we knew each other so well. I approached his ear to whisper the 'I'm missing you', escaping to his arms that tried to catch me. The bulge between his legs was obvious but I wanted him to beg. I loved to make him forget his pride and dominating side. Because I knew I could get what I wanted when I used my body. His eyes bulged when I undulated my hips, my fingers traveling on my body.
This moment
Your eyes
We're connected, aren't we?
Face to face
Nothing to say, but I know
I feel alright now
Forever
I wish to be with you
Next to me
I sat on his lap to undulate my hips on his crotch but Kazu pushed me on the bed to straddle me.
"Fuck, you're too sexy, I can't wait for the end of the song." I giggled at his words and took off his shirt, as impatient than him to form one. My hands traveled on the small of his back to his butt to grip it, loving the way it fitted my palms so perfectly. "I top." Nino whispered.
"Why?" I pouted.
"Because you're going to end this dance on me." I frowned but smirked when Nino lied on his back and made me climb on him. "Move your hips. Dance for me, Ohno Satoshi."
I impaled myself on his hard cock, sighing in happiness when he filled me. My hips started to move with the rhythm of the music that I had put again. We both moaned in pleasure as I was literally dancing on him, making him dive deep inside me. It felt perfect. Kazu was moaning, his hands gripping my hips and sweat rolling down his flushed face. But suddenly, my boyfriend stopped me.
"As I forgot our second anniversary, I allow you to top." Nino smiled. I grinned and no need to say it twice, I pulled away turned him on his four to enter him slowly. We made love so much that we didn't need lots of preparations when we were very horny.
"I'll dance for you." I whispered, taking his hips to move mines like never before. I found his sweet spot easily and attacked it as if I was dancing inside him. Kazu was moaning loudly in pleasure and I realized how much he loved me to accept us to switch despite his dominating side. And how much we loved to be like that whatever who topped, it was always like a firework of pleasure.
"Satoshi... Faster..." I kissed his shoulder blade and moved harder and faster, wanting to find my release as much as him. The bedroom felt like a sauna, sweat rolling down our bodies but it was like being in Nirvana.
"Kazu... Shit... You feel so good... I love you..."
"Stop talking and make me cum, stupid teddy bear!" Nino barked, making me laugh. I wrapped his cock with my expert fingers and brought us over the edge in loud screams.
"Shit." I collapsed next to him, out of breath.
"Why are you so good on top?" Nino whined, making us laugh.
"Because I know your body perfectly."
"And because you're a fucking good dancer." Kazu chuckled.
"Thank you for letting me top." I rolled on him to kiss his lips.
"It was a pleasure."Kazu smirked. I laughed and lied my head on his chest with happiness. "But I've also lied a bit. I hadn't forgotten our anniversary. And I came home later today because..."
"Eh?" I frowned and Kazu stood up to take something in his bag. My heart stopped when I saw a blue velvet box in his hand.
"Ohno Satoshi, I know I'm not the easiest person to live with and I always say I hate sappiness but for once, I can make an exception." Nino took my hand with a soft smile. "I'm arrogant, I'm a complete brat and geek. I love to torture you at work and my pride is as big as Japan but I love you. I can't see my future without you because you are my future. I want to spend all my life annoying you, having you defying me and resolving cases together. So, maybe I'm not the perfect boyfriend you could dream about but Ohno Satoshi, will you marry me?" Nino asked and for the first time in two years, I saw nervousness shining in his eyes.
"Mmm... You're arrogant."
"Yes."
"And a true brat that tortures me and takes me for his secretary at work, forcing me to bring your coffee and touching my butt or fucking me in a corridor."
"True." Nino's face paled. I hid my smile, enjoying this little revenge.
"And you don't let me top everyday."
"I know."
"But guess what? I love all these things about you, so, of course, I'll marry you." I smirked, happy for giving him a heart attack. He really thought I would say no.
"Little bitch, you almost gave me a heart attack!" Nino jumped on me to tickle me, making me burst into laugh. We played like two children before Kazu slipped the beautiful silver ring on my finger and wrapped me in his arms, kissing my temple and stroking my skin.
"Happy anniversary, Kazu." I grinned, looking at my ring with happiness. It felt so perfect at this place. Like with Sho's 12 years ago. But this time, nothing would destroy our happiness.
"Happy anniversary, babe. Two years but I love you even more everyday." Kazu blushed, not comfortable with sweet words.
"Me too. Ready for another round?" I grinned.
"Of course but I top." Nino smirked, climbing on me to devour my neck, making me laugh in happiness.
Yes, we met in tragic circumstances but Jun was right, fate brought us together because we were meant for each other.
In a world made of lies, we had both found our truth in each other's eyes.
Owari (for real this time xD)
A/N: So, this is really the end this time *leaves to cry* xD I hope it was okay and gave you Ohchan's feelings about this story xD
Well, I couldn't stop myself to use Top secret because this perf will be the death of me *Q* If only Ohchan did another perf like this one TT but he is too old now xDD And also a sweet and sappy Nino with his proposition but I couldn't stop myself from writing it xD
For the ones who ask me, I'm working on two new Ohmiya stories, one will have some fantasy and the other will be based on psychology but not about lies this time xD But before, I'll post some Sakuraiba as I miss them xD See you soon ;)