Title: Last hope
Author:
MatsuAurorePairing: Sakuraiba, Sakumoto (father/son), Ohmiya
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Au, angst, romance, family, drama
Summary: Sho, a famous doctor, meets Aiba, a pediatrician in the hospital he works in. They fall in love deeply but what Aiba didn't expect was his lover's son who doesn't seem ready to accept him so easily.
Disclaimer: This story is a request from
Sweetrose501 :)
Part 3:
"So, how was your day with Aiba?" Sho asked when they sat on the sofa to watch a movie.
"Very good, Aiba-sensei is an amazing doctor." Jun grinned.
"He is." Sho nodded.
"He told me to choose this job by passion and not for pride or money."
"He is right. Saving people is something you have to desire with your heart not with your wallet."
"I hope I'll be a doctor as amazing as you two are."
"Do you like Aiba-sensei?"
"He is kind. He doesn't treat me like a child. I want to be his friend."
"He would make a great father." Sho tried to slip the subject subtly though, his son frowned.
"I hope he will find a nice woman."
"He likes men."
"A nice man then."
"A nice man like me?"
"There is nobody as nice as you, so, he will find someone nice but you will always be nicest."
"I..."
"Ne, papa, are you happy to live only with me, without mama?" Jun cut the doctor off. Sho bit his lip. He was really happy but he missed something. He wanted a partner, someone to share his bed with, to kiss, hug and talk about his day, his problems or joys. And he wanted someone for Jun. His son was too lonely when he wasn't at home.
"I'm very happy with you but I would like to find you a papa or a mama not to let you alone."
"I don't need a papa or a mama, I'm happy with you." Jun pouted.
"I know but it would be wonderful to be a whole family."
"I don't want papa to forget me." Jun whispered sadly.
"I'll never forget you, babe. You're my treasure, I can't love anyone like I love you, Jun."
"Even mama?"
"Even mama. You're the one I love the most!" Sho hugged his son and tickled him, making him burst into laugh.
"Yamerooooo!" Jun laughed but Sho didn't stop and a battle started between the father and his son.
*****
"Adrenaline!!" Sho ordered.
"Hai, sensei!"
"Come on, you can make it!" The doctor exclaimed, drops of sweat rolling down his temples.
"He makes a cardiac arrest!"
"Defibrillator! Move back!" Sho ordered to the nurses. But despite his tentatives, the heart didn't beat. "Hour of the death, please." Sho whispered, lowering his head, powerless.
"3 p.m."
Sho left the room, throwing his gloves in the bin with anger. He had failed. He had lost his patient and had to face the family.
"Sakurai-sensei?"
"Hello, Aiba-san."
"Are you okay, you're pale." Aiba asked worriedly.
"I've lost my patient."
"Oh, I'm so sorry!"
"Only 17 years old. The same age than Jun." Sho whispered, walking toward the corridor.
"Sensei, how is Takeru?!" The parents asked, crying.
"I'm deeply sorry, he made a cardiac arrest, we've lost him." Sho bowed deeply.
"No! No!!!" The woman cried, falling on her knees.
"I'm so sorry, his wounds were too important."
"It's your fault!!! Bastard, you've killed my son!!!" The father yelled, punching Sho who fell on the ground.
"Security!" A nurse called.
"No!" Sho stopped her and looked at the parents with sad eyes, his lip bleeding. "I swear I did everything but it was impossible to save him. I know what you feel and I understand you hate me but I did everything." Sho bowed while Aiba was helping him to stand up, tears shining in his eyes.
"How could you understand our pain?!!"
"Because my son is the same age than Takeru was."
"It should be him who died and not our son!" The father snapped.
"Sir, with all my respect, I have to ask you not to insult my boss, he..."
"Leave it, Masaki. I understand." Sho put his hand on Aiba's shoulder who, in another situation, would have blushed happily at his name.
"I hope you won't be able to sleep tonight!" The man cried.
"I won't. I never can sleep when I lose a patient. Even less when it's a young boy who had all his life to live. If I may leave." Sho bowed again and almost ran in the rest room.
The doctor punched the wall, screaming in pain, tears rolling down his cheeks.
"Sho, calm down, please!" Aiba implored.
"I let him die! I've killed him!!!" Sho cried, hitting the wall again.
"Sho, your hand! Stop it!" Aiba caught the doctor and pulled him in a hug to calm him.
"I've killed him..." Sho cried against Aiba's chest.
"You haven't. You did your best but remember what you told Jun. We aren't God, we can't save everybody." Aiba whispered, stroking the doctor's back.
"It hurts so much... It could have been Jun..."Sho sobbed.
"It wasn't Jun. Look at me, Sho." Aiba cupped the doctor's face. "It's not your fault. You did everything but his wounds were too important. You did your best." Aiba said softly before hugging the older who blinked in surprise. "I can lend you my shoulder if you want to release your pain. Cry."
Sho cried, wetting Aiba's blouse but the younger never pulled away. After lots of minutes, Sho calmed down and moved back a bit, his face all red and puffy.
"Feel better?" Aiba smiled.
"Thank you."
"I'm always here if you need me." Aiba wiped Sho's tears before blushing deeply when the doctor stared at him. Approaching his face, Aiba brought their lips together. Sho blinked but after some seconds, kissed Masaki back hungrily, pressing their bodies and making the younger gasp.
"Lock the door." Sho whispered between their hungry kisses. Aiba held out his arm and managed to lock the door before Sho threw him on one of the beds to climb on him.
"Sho-chan..." Aiba moaned as Sho was taking their clothes off. The younger stroked Sho's chest, enjoying the muscles under his hands and admiring the shining piercing on the belly button. The surgeon raised his legs to wrap it around his waist, slipping his fingers in the hot pulsating hole. Aiba arched his back, moaning loudly. "Hurry up... I want...to feel you..." Sho gasped at those words and pulled his fingers out to slip his member in the pediatrician.
"Shit... So tight..." Sho hissed, trying not to come immediately. The doctor started to thrust hard, Aiba's nails scratching his back, his legs holding tightly Sho's waist to make him dive deeper and faster.
"Touch me... Please.... Make me come..." Aiba implored as Sho was hitting his prostate again and again.
"Masaki..." Sho moaned, wrapping the younger's member to stroke the tip with his expert hand. Aiba screamed in pleasure, releasing between their stomachs and bringing Sho over the edge. "Shit..." Sho gasped and collapsed next to the doctor, panting.
"Sho-chan's hands are skilled." Aiba whispered, out of breath, making Sho laugh. The younger lied his head on the strong sweating chest, kissing the soft skin. "What's going to happen now? Was it just a very good moment that we have to forget or..."
"I don't want to forget." Sho whispered, stroking Aiba's bare shoulder.
"Neither do I." Aiba smiled in relief. "But Jun..."
"Let's not tell him for the moment, I'll wait for him to be ready."
"He will hate me. He told me he didn't want any papa or mama."
"Jun is full of fears, I'll have to appease it. He already said you were his friend."
"Really?" Aiba raised his face with surprised eyes.
"It's not surprising, nobody can hate you and even less a child." Sho kissed the pediatrician tenderly.
"Ne, we spent the day together yesterday and..."
"He didn't let you approach you too much?" Sho cut the younger off.
"Yes. Why?"
"It's one of the reasons I'm so protective with him. When he was 10 years old, he spent the afternoon at a friend's place and I told him I would come to pick him up. But the hospital called me for a big emergency and I told him to go home by himself. He was young and unfortunately, too naive and innocent. He lost his way and asked someone some help."
"But?"
"The man was drunk and...well, he raped him." Sho's voice broke.
"My God... I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have asked." Aiba exclaimed.
"No. It's good to talk about it with someone. I've never told that to anybody before. I was leaving the emergency room when they brought him to Sakura. His jean was covered of blood and Jun was so shocked that he didn't even pronounce a word for one month. I was lost, I didn't know how to react and blamed myself. If I hadn't gone to the hospital, if I had picked him up like I had promised." Sho's jaw clenched.
"Did he blame you?"
"In seven years we have never talked about it. Anytime I was trying to bring the subject, he got very angry and refused to talk about it. I tried to make him see a psychologist but he never agreed to go. At the beginning, I couldn't even touch him and even less the others. He started to be less scared when he met Toma. I think seeing his weak state helped him to trust someone."
"So, he refuses to be touched by someone else than Toma and you?"
"Yes. If you try to touch him, he gets scared."
"I understand why he moved back when I patted his shoulder. Poor baby, how can we traumatize a child like that?"
"I want him not to be so lonely anymore. He deserves a real life. He needs someone else than me to take care of him."
"And you also deserve someone to take care of you."
"I count on you for that." Sho smirked, making Aiba giggle. "Ready for another round?"
"I have a surgery in 30 minutes..." Aiba protested.
"Then, I have 25 minutes to bring you to paradise." Sho whispered, attacking Aiba's neck and making him laugh.
"Bring me to paradise, then."
When they left the rest room, Sho felt as if he was becoming a teenager again, looking in the corridor discretely to check if there was someone and running out of the room, giggling stupidly before kissing in a corner.
"I'm too old for that." Sho chuckled.
"We're never too old to mess around." Aiba giggled, adjusting his blouse and stethoscope around his neck.
"Not false. Shit, I'm late!" Sho gasped when he checked his watch.
"Jun?"
"Hun. He is at my mother's place and I promised to pick him up early."
"I'll see you tomorrow, then." Aiba smiled.
"Hun. Dream about me." Sho smirked, pecking the doctor's lips.
"So arrogant." Aiba giggled.
****
"Sorry, buddy, I'm late." Sho apologized when he entered his mother's house.
"You really should find a wife not to let him alone." Sho's mother rumbled.
"Okaa-san, don't start." Sho sighed.
"We don't need anyone." Jun exclaimed, taking his bag.
"As stubborn as your father." Sho's mother rolled her eyes before dropping a kiss on Jun's forehead. "See you Wednesday, sweetie."
"Bye, baa-chan." Jun waved his hand and climbed in the Cadillac of his father.
"How was your day?" Sho asked.
"Good. And you? Did you save many lives?"
"I've lost a young patient today." Sho sighed, the sadness coming back.
"I'm sorry, pa'."
"He was 17 years old like you."
"I guess his father punched you."
"How do you know?"
"Your lip is cut and your mouth is very red and swollen." Sho blushed at the words. Well, they were swollen because of his little adventure with Aiba. "Are you okay, papa, you're all red. Do you have fever?"
"No. I'm fine. Would you mind if Aiba-sensei came over here this week-end?"
"No. He is kind. Is he your new friend?"
"Yep."
"Don't fall in love with him." Jun joked, though, Sho didn't laugh and bit his lip.
"Would it be so horrible? Don't you want I fall in love with someone?" Sho asked sadly.
"It's not that. It's just... I don't want you to be hurt again. I know you miss mama a lot even if you never talk about her."
"I don't talk about her because I let her go a long time ago. I don't suffer anymore."
"But if you fell in love and this person hurt you? Or even hated me and tried to separate us? I don't want to be separated from you. Never."
"Me too, babe. Let's talk about something else." Sho stroked his son's cheek. Jun wasn't ready to accept someone in their life and he had to take it slow. He would make Aiba come a lot at home to let his son get used to the kind doctor.
****
Aiba agreed easily to come at home and to be honest, the last time Sho felt that nervous was at his first date with Rika. He wanted everything to be perfect even if Aiba knew him for several years now. Of course, the doctor let his son cook not to provoke a catastrophe or even to let them have a dinner.
"He is here!" Sho gasped when the doorbell rang.
"Stop being so nervous, you look like a man having his first date." Jun teased, though, Sho thought it was close to the truth.
"Hi!" Aiba waved his hand when Jun opened the door.
"Hello, Aiba-sensei, come in, my father is in the living room. I think he is going to have a heart attack."
"Hontou?" Aiba laughed despite the two shades of red growing on his cheeks.
"Papa!" Jun called, showing the way to Aiba whose heart fluttered when he saw Sho in his black jeans and white shirt. It felt different not to see him in his blouse. It felt as if they were really a couple.
"Hi, Sho-chan." Aiba bowed slightly.
"Hello, Masaki. Hum... Eto... Do you want something to drink?" Sho asked nervously.
"If you have red wine."
"I have a very good French wine if you want." Sho ran toward the kitchen, making Aiba and Jun laugh.
"He is really nervous." Aiba agreed.
"I've never seen him like that. He is so confident usually." Jun exclaimed.
"At work too. Let's help him. And drop the 'sensei', call me, Aiba-chan or Masaki." Aiba smiled.
"Hun."
The dinner started in a tensed mood, Sho panicking at everything. He didn't understand his reaction, he had nothing to hide to Aiba. Or maybe was he nervous because he hoped Jun would change his mind about having a second papa.
"Someone wants more sauce?" Sho stood up and walked to the kitchen, without waiting for an answer.
"I think I should talk to him." Aiba proposed.
"I think so." Jun nodded.
Aiba entered the kitchen, chuckling when he saw Sho spreading water on his face to cool down. With a smile, the doctor wrapped his waist from behind, making his jump.
"Why are you so nervous?" Aiba whispered, kissing Sho's neck.
"Am I?"
"Sho, have you seen yourself?"
"Well, okay, I'm nervous. I want Jun to accept you and it's also hard to lie to him. I've never lied to him before except for his mother."
"Relax, we agreed to take it slow. Let him some time."
"I want you to stay tonight." Sho blushed, staring at the sink.
"But with Jun..."
"I have a guest room far away from his bedroom." Sho turned around with a smirk.
"Pervert." Aiba giggled but let the doctor kiss him deeply.
"I wanted to do that since you entered this house." Sho whispered between their lips.
"Me too. And I want you." Aiba added, pressing his half hard member against the doctor's thigh.
"Masaki..." Sho moaned, grabbing Aiba's butt to press him harder against him.
"Papa!" The two lovers pulled away quickly with red cheeks as Jun was entering the kitchen. "Are you okay? You're both all red?"
"Arg. Yes, I was telling Aiba that my nervousness is because I don't want him not to spend a good night with us." Sho lied.
"Oh. And if we ended the dinner?"
"Good idea." They left the kitchen and Sho grabbed Aiba's ass with his hand, a smirk on his face.
After this conversation, Sho started to relax and they enjoyed the night, talking about everything and the hospital. Jun seemed to really like Aiba even if he claimed he didn't want another daddy. They got along well because of Aiba's passion for children.
"I have to get up early because of my extra lessons tomorrow, I'm going to bed." Jun said.
"Oh. Good night, babe." Sho kissed his son's cheek and the boy bowed to Aiba before climbing the stairs.
"He is amazing." Aiba smiled.
"You like him?"
"Hun. He is very kind and mature. He looks like you a lot."
"I'm glad you think that." Sho grinned.
"Now, let's do what you promised me." Aiba stood up from the sofa to sit on Sho's lap who smirked and kissed him with passion.
"I'm going to eat you." The doctor moaned, gripping Aiba's hips as the doctor was undulating his body to stroke their members.
"Eat everything, Sho. Don't let anything." Aiba whispered.
"Of course." Sho laughed, laying Aiba on the big sofa to attack his body.
The night was just starting for them.
To be continued...
A/N: Omedetou to our dear Sakuraiba who had his first time together *claps her hands proudly xD* Well, there is still Jun's problem but our dear Aiba will do everything to charm Jun and to become his second daddy xD And now, you know why Sho is so protective with Jun, my poor baby TT
Sorry for cutting the scene here, the rest of the NC is in the chapter 4 if I remember well xD See you soon ;)